Friday, December 30, 2005

Youth Corner almost ready!!!

Wooohooo....

http://leoccl86pics.blogspot.com look here for the photos!

Ain't it great? whaha, although just left with 1/4 not "matted" but the place sure is cosy enuff to sleep in! Tested and verified!!!

Haha... It's great... Looks so colorful too :)

The noticeboard's done, TV's in there, we've got the DVD player on standby... Games are in Mr. Martin's place. Posters are with Velle, Shoe rack setup already... No-shoes reminder on the way! Alrite, let's get our asses movin' and start grabbing youths to join us!!!

"God's work done in God's way, God will provide..."

Signing off~

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

My Pumas~

Look at the beautiful puma.... aaawwww.... .so nice!!!!!
PUMA... Even such a small detail, they still make it so beautiful..
The overall beauty of the boots.... The shape, the color, the majesty... Oh my, thanks Hui Ling!!!!!!!!!!

Prata place wif Rubz & zhen

Masala Thosai... so big...
Roobz's tehchino
Strawberry prata, we din order tat day :(

Visit to Outback:Steakhouse

Dad's fish & chips... So big...
Chicken chop and some kind of lemony sauce..
Actually is spring chicken.. But mum cut it into so many pcs
Mum's grilled salmon... So big as well...
Best dish of the day... Sirloin steak with baked rice :)

Final jamming session for YC 05~

Sleepy heads...
Falling asleep already....

Visit to sakae wif....

Yum... Fried Ebi Handroll...
EEeeeee.... Raw squid... eeeuuuwww.....
Jadyn!!!!!! heee, her 1st visit to sakae sushi :)
The 2 greedies...
Super-mum... Multitasking! Eat, carry baby and feed baby... lolx

Monday, December 26, 2005

A little transparency...

Daiso wraps $20.00
Corner cutters $6.80
Daiso tapes $4.00
Lexmark Ink (90) $42.00
NTUC Chocs $13.80
Magnetic Calender $29.70
Watsons Chocs $11.85
Photo paper $7.80
CD cases $3.50
CD-Rs $11.70
Candy Empire Chocs $16.20
CD labler $12.90
Logic games $27.00
Daiso Gifts $40.00
Stocking $2.00
Jacky present $34.90
Brain teasers $2.00
Cutters and wraps $2.60
Jewellery $7.00

Total:
$295.75

Ok, after calculating the receipts, I realised my cumalative mental estimation of prices are very bad... So I gave the wrong info of spending over $300... =p But it's close :) Not so detailed, dun wan it to be detailed, so dun come asking me how much ur present cost :)

Nice pic! Courtesy of Sis Jin Cheng :) so cute...


yeepee!

kekeke

xmas eve and xmas was great! sooooo nice... although could've been something even more special, but it's good enuff ;)

24th Dec:

Parade @ 9am, rushed down so won't late to "hand-in assignment"... The video had some small errors, but den thank God was able to change it on the spot :)

I think Mr. Alan was really touched by the video :) so happy!

Parade was so-so, lots of pshycing the Boys, prep them for next year... it's so fast, looking back... We're like only Boys yesterday...

Rushed to Milenia walk, went to Candy Empire, finally can shop there... :) Bought stuffs 4 Pastors and as well as mother-of-the-cell :) Almost forgottened about my mortal.... hek :)

Rushed back to meet the church, end up really late, no place to park... might as well drive down and follow... Bus uncle was terrible.......... super lousy, go by long long long way, dunno how to go highway...

Carolling was fun, see the way she leads... oooh... hehe :) Theng Ong's guitaring improved i must say...

John's place de BBQ area really dark... even wif street lamps... not suitable for big events... The gift exchange kinda weird, not very organised, I'm sure lots of us were bored and feel awkward standing next to our "angels".

At least got free food, =p got presents! Also lots of socialling :) "Last Christmas, I gave you my heart~~~" Haha... so nice...

Sent the Boys n Gers to MRT... ate at MOS den shift to Mac.... start opening presents, den... (now suppose to have angelic music...) The Pumas!!!! heeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzz! I love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They say I was staring at them for 30 mins... I think they are jealous... =p

Went home and knock out after opening all the presents :)

25th dec:

Ok, was late for servce abt 20mins... But it's like they've only just started, so not a prob :) Service was as usually draggy... Plus the tiredness... so sleepy...

After service, went to eat, buy dinner stuff and went off home to get ingredients :) Arthur's kitchen kena bomb blast like tat.... 3 cooks waiting to do their stuff... Only got 1 stove... haha... so funny....

Ok, I admit my meatballs are abit bland, but pls pls keep in mind, we got someone who cannot take too much salt/sugar bla bla bla... The chicken gravy really salty enuff liao... I think Mr. Tay and Mr. See understands...

After the dinner, we all went to OCC... ok, spent too much this xmas.......... I'll draw up the finance report later on... Pool til 2am +++ Supper... Thanks QS for ur treat :)

Jon hse... Learn mahjong... dunno when i can start playing... looks so complicating :( hehe...

ok, have a blessed Christmas!
Signing off~

Friday, December 23, 2005

Hahz

Last min shopping, last min wrapping...

Of course last min shopping not for u guys out there :) It's for my younger bro! Hot Wheels track set...

He loved it, but found out no cars included... How misleading... But it's fun :)

The look of his face when I surprised him with a box length taller than himself :) The way he eagerly struggles to open the present :) That's nice...

Went to Seoul Garden with the gals today... Breakfast + Lunch = Brunch, wad abt Lunch + Dinner ? Linner? or Lunner? anyway, TM's SG not tat wide variety in the noonish, but at least some of the things there are better den CWP's :)

Den again the service really sux... Sid was commenting how her side would'd be more cheerful (I think so too...) TM not tat big after all, coz there's so many ppl walking about and there's only this 2 lanes of escalators for all :( squeeze like mad...

Was fun, definitely diff from shopping with e guys... Shld do this more often :) Maybe with a vehicle next time ya?

Merry Xmas eve, eve everyone! Signing out~

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Jump jump jump....

Why ppl nowadays like to jump?

My aunt almost, one of my fren almost... Den my fren's cousin jumped to his death...

Sometimes I wonder, Satan really done a good job in this world. Too many distractions, and diversions in live which leads to depression... In the past, where got such things as depression???

Thank God that aunt and fren din't jump... as for that fren's cousin, I wonder what will Jesus ask him...

All 3 due to relationship problems.... Thank God I'm not in one now... (not say I won't ever be =p)

So little time, so much work... CITECT's assignment not finish... Presents not wrapped (out of wrapping paper!)... Video not finish........................ God.... can I have 25hrs a day for this xmas? lolx...

Everytime I try to come back early I doze off..... end up no work done... nvm tat but when i wake up i'm not fresh... instead I feel so sick..

damn cough.. hard throat with phelgm.... ugh... looks like I really cannot sing in this coming carolling..... :( booohoooooo.......... sob* sob*

PRAYER... the most powerful tool a man can have...

Signing off~

Monday, December 19, 2005

I woke up to...

Okie... I overslept, slept thru alarm... I think I'm becoming a pig...

Had a "wild" nite.... Aunt threatened to commit suicide... Why? will tell if u ask, not gonna blog it down...

Anyway, reached home after 1am... so can't find fault la hor... Sorry to my carolling group, I missed 50% of the pratises liao...

Anyway, woke up and eat durian, drank yakult, choc and pizza... nv drink water...

Went to Outback Steakhouse for dinner... Nice place, nice food, the waiters/waitresses damn pro... I dun think I can do wad they're doin... I table, serve once.... Dun count refills

Drinks are free-flow, so really worth it. (1 person order can liao =x) Fish & Chips really great portion... Kid's meal really really worth it, free sundae and drink (also free-flow).

Maybe nv taste b4, but the food's really unique and nice in a special way. But the rice reminds me of JJRG's baked rice, coz same flavouring, same taste, just that Outback's rice is really really soft and every grain is by itself =) yum!

Photos will be uploaded soon :)

Just b4 went out to eat, recieved news of my wish... Oh my... I didn't think ANYONE would've bought me the boots!!!!!!!!!

Thanks a Million Huiling!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dunno wad to say but really... Very very touched... Thanks!!!! I dun deserve such a nice present... Lost for words... But really really thankful... Also dunno how to receive this wonderful Xmas gift, so pai seh...

THANKS!!!!!

oh ya, Thank God too :) Thank God for this wonderful Sister!!! hee :)

Friday, December 16, 2005

Last Christmas~

"once bitten and twice shy~"

such a nice song....

I still love working at JJRG, even though today's crowd was more den expected, even though I had a difficult time walking and bending, but the feelin's great :)

Xmas season, looking forward to it! Maybe becoz of carolling :) Or perhaps the presents :) hahaz...

Maybe it just marks the end of a hectic year, a new year's coming and it's just so exciting :)

Ok, use to much [:)]s hehe, can't blame me... Excited! wooohoooooooo~

SIgning off~

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Nice sky :)


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Picture taken on the sea, between Pulau Ubin and Changi Jetty :) nice??

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Oh uh, they caught up!!!

Hahha...

Guess who's been "MSNing" lately? Our beloved pastor and "Mother" of the cell :)

Bloggers, do we wanna tell em our blog adds? I dun mind but if I do, all of u will also be included rite?

So fun :)

Sinful...

I will never go back there to work again...

Although $40++ in just a night, the peeps there are really corrupted... ok, not so much corrupted but ill-disciplined..

Customer gave us 2 bottles of wine, den suddenly took them back... On the way back, they decided to give some to us...

Left with 4 bottles, this guy actually asked his friend to smuggle 2 bottles home... yea.... infront of the lift... Infront of me... gosh... so blatant...

"Father, forgive me, I failed this test of righteousness, I did not stand against him to stop him from sinning..."

Food was "rattish" again... Although this time the manager actually said it's allowed... More comfortable to take, but still "rattish"...

Screwed up... They forgottened that it's Monday... transport ends at 12am on weekdays... made us wait there for 20mins, den made us take cab home... If never claim back for us we'll surely complain...

Photoshop test... Assignment not done... no software to do it... I'm so dead...

Thanks a hell lot Ron, for paying for the cab fee 1st :) Thanks Mr. J, lunch on me tml ya?

Sunday, December 11, 2005

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Nice song...

Songs... the wonderful gift God gave humans... Life without em sure would've been dull...

10th Dec:

Morn had to rush kwo and myself to sch for GB Campcraft lesson... The girls sure had not enuff slp... Half dead..

Too many knots to teach, end up left out 4 never teach... 2 of them vital ones... But, it's ok... kwo was commenting that I'm just there to kind of entertain them... Just take it as a session to brush up my teaching...

Technology always fail, slideshow prep so nicely, got video but cannot be shown... haiz..

After tat is parade... Nice parade, dunno why, maybe coz the seniors are back...

Dinner @ bukit timah was great... Cool rainy day, eat warm mutton soup and rice... one word: "SHIOK!". NYP not KTV.... if not AMK no business... haha. NP's KTV too "smoky" Room charge, kinda ex if go with hui alone... Cheaper though if is group of 6 and above...

11th dec:

Worship was great, visitors from OM and TouchNature :) The speaker was rather fluent... Thank God I had energy to listen, if not his voice just too nice to slp to... anyway, Focus our eyes on Jesus, and we'll not fall into the water :)

KFC once in awhile is fine... Zinger is still the best meal they can offer...
Nydia lost her wallet... See her almost in tears... piangz.. almost cannot take it..... thank God it was found in Mr. Alan's car.... Thank you Jesus!

God has wonderful plans... beyond our wisdom and understanding... I realised that it was a test for Nydia, she's just accepted Christ and probably tat's her test of faith...

Boss wanted Dreamerz to work was also God's plan... If it wasn't so, I wud'n have turn back home so quickily to get the keys to 589A... Some of them would still not figure out the answer to "How many petals on the rose".

Good game to bring up sherz... Lack of a pair of things.... Dice

Great days... Sure to have plenty of theses ahead...

Signing off!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Fed up... Sick...

Sometimes I feel that you all are some headless worms, tagging onto what others say...

I still dun get why no facilitators is better... After all, AGLs/GLs can approach them for help if they need help. GLs shouldn't take the role of a facilitator... GL's the one always motivating the group.

A facilitator always brings the mood down because he/she suppose to be the "sian" one - in a non-beliver's view. Coz they're always the "holy-holy" "pls stop naggy" "when u're stopping?" kind of person...

Also, facilitators are 3rd parties, so they might see things that the GLs/AGLs might not see... Of course if the facilitators have nothing to do, they of course can look out for those who are ready to recieve Christ...

Haiz... I dun think I'm up to it... I disappoint God... I disappoint myself...

My expectation too high? Dun think so... My roles there are not given the 100%... It just saddens me............

But I rejoice! Thank God for the 10 new bros/siss! Yea... thank God...

Thanks Dreamerz for trying to console me... Btw Sherz, I did not want to be AGL in the very very beginning... I rejected it TWICE...

Anywayz... DABAO......

Signing off~

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Jealously Jealouse Jealousy....

Oh no.... I'm so jealous...

All the good stuff ppl get for pressies....

The only nice stuff I got for any occasion was this year's birthday - 76ers' shorts n a pair of boxer's turned rag cloth(could've been better with the jersey though =p)

Glad that sher liked her Arsenal jersey... kinda weird though.. I think the sales rep there might think we're saddist or something...

Arsenal lost to bolton 2-0 and we bought a Kid's size jersey... hah...

This Christmas seems to lack of something.... Maybe church nv plan any event ba.. Or maybe we dunno if they have.. Unlike last year, there was the kick and spite to rush for Christmas... hah...

Just b4 u all get ur pressies ready~ Thought I'd compile my wish list... Maybe u all dunno wad to get me ya? =X Juz kiddin.... I doubt that whatever's here u all can't afford it ba...

  1. AMD Processor + Motherboard. (Some of u might noe wad I'm toking about =D)
  2. MP3 player with FM, supports WMA with DRM. (Size doesn't matter)
  3. Any PDA phone (iPaq is cool :D)
  4. A car... Doesn't has to be Mini Cooper S Cabrio =P A March or a Colt will do =D

Heh... 4get bout the gifts.... I'm happy with anything - BE CONTENT!!

Dudes n Dudettes, I'm suffering a brain fault, I dunno wad to buy for u guys......... pardon me if my pressies to u is not wad u like...

Ok... I think I failed miserably for MAD, teacher looking for me liao...

Signing out~

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Gratefulness...

All I have to tell God is Thanks...

Prayers have been answered, paths shown, disciplined...

The TTSH checkup was terrible as usual, but finally they've diagnosed me as someone WITHOUT Glaucoma!!! YES!!!

Now, the nervous thing is whether CMPB will place me in PES B or some other category....

Really hope I won't be a "cao kheng" soldier... But really, I want to be a Commando... Why? good qns, I'll get back to you when I think of it.... Perhaps it's a childhood dream...

X'mas round the corner.... Lots of gifts to prep... I wonder why they don't let us have hols before X'mas eve? Why must it be after??? and only a week??? Madness... but really, Thank God for this coming break... If not really will break down... starting to have signs of wear and tear, exhaustion & fatigue...

Hard disk got prob... Camera spoil... God telling me to be content.... Been wanting this and that, as if I got the money to buy like that... Even got money always never think about giving back to God... I think I'm contented...

Owe kwo $25...

It's definitely not by chance nor accident that my cousin joined Sembawang Sec, it's definitely God's will to let her take GB as her CCA... Now the prob here is, I'm a bad conversationalist, YOU all know right? Ya, need ALL of YOUR help... I felt very very bad, unable to reach out to her during the camp even though she's in my group... I think instead of having fun, she suffered coz the facilitator was tooooooo busy...

"O LORD, be gracious to us; we long for you. Be our strength every morning, our salvation in time of distress." Isaiah 33:2

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Youth Camp 2005

Camp theme = "My foot is on the Rock, my name is on the Roll"

Camp Verse:
"2 The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn [a] of my salvation, my stronghold."

Wad a great camp.... Emotional roller-coaster... Lot's of things to tell my group but dunno why something held me back...

Though went thru hell lot of frustrations, I was really encouraged by lots of other occassions... Like my very "co-operative" group suddenly high morale, played the game to the hardest they can.

QS and KS really really are very very very zealous for God... I'm ashamed of myself.... Though I could go thru 4SL with Clement and Re-dedicate Si Hao, but it's harvesting I really really wanna do for God...

I think I'm really getting old... Lot's of signs telling me that...

Cannot win arm wrestling against KS... Unable to stay up a bit later... Lose concentration while leading devotion and prayer... Cannot finish a proper packet of breakfast...

Playing the role of
Facilitator/AGL/Musician/Worship Co-ordinator/Cousin/Friend/Senior/Committee
really is a big big big challenge...

At a point when Facillitator is suppose to come in, All the other roles have to halt, esp Worship Co-ordinator...

When committee is needed, AGL/Cousin/Friend is jeopardized, they know I know the games, but I can't tell...

As a Musician, I cannot be with the group, no AGL/Facilitator to be...

I know during the debrief you all might think that I'm just weak... so I'm telling you all now, yes I'm weak, I'm not ashamed to admit it... Coz I'm a mere HUMAN... and I need God's strength... Yes, with God's strength, I managed to pull thru... But really, we shld not just stick to the committee for double roles next time...

The camp's been messy, but it's a hell lot of growing and re-understanding for everyone there....

I will not be shaken... Really, this blog proves that even though I'm weak, God's strength and sturdiness doesn't leave me... I will not be shaken...

Monday, November 21, 2005

Crapz....

My bloody comp.... Crashed and burnt....

Right... so I thought nothing would've happened when it turned off by itself during defragmentation...

Heck... I tot I could've install Linux and partitioned to run XP as well... Damn it man... right when I needed it the most... All my critical files are gone....

M.A.D's J2ME wireless toolkit and SDK.... shitz...
13th's Admin and Finance files...
Youth Camp minutes, notes and worship slides...

Ok, I deserve it... Should've backed up everything rite? Wad the heck... How was I to know???

Right... The WMAs I've bought cannot be played, the Meego I've created cannot be used... Hell... THIS is technology??? Shitz man...

God... why? I've never spend as much time on the comp as b4... Why? What's the lesson I have to learn here?????? WHY????????? All my work is lost... BB website, FYPJ project, Earnings records, MSN logs. All my IE bookmarks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't believe it... Now I have to go thru the painful windows update............... 100mb of crap to download...

Oh btw... If you're reading my blog, there's nothing to be shy or ashamed or wadever not... It's up here for all to view... It's not like me or you have done something bad rite?

Oh no..... Lovelle!!!! you've view my blog on Mr. Jonathan's COMP! What if he were to look at the IE's ??? Hmm... everyone would've been exposed... Hehehe....

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Overwhelmed...

Oh God... I'm like the seed which fell among thorns... Choked by all the things in life...

Thank God for blessings... Money kept coming into my wallet until I couldn't manage to keep them properly...

The whole week was work, work and school work... It sux... Can't find a proper computer to install Linux... Can't test out... haiz....

Wed's cell grp was kinda fast... Rained quite heavily after cell...

Been driving everywhere coz of delivery...

Thurs was kinda tough... slpt around 3am... woke up on 7++ I wondered how I managed... Slogged thru sch... worked @ JJRG... Gerlind was telling me how terrible Singaporean drivers are.. Most of them are really out there to cause accidents.. Some are out to cheat ppl's insurance money... bla bla bla..

Friday I gave away my "1st kiss"... How terrible...

Ran into a PILLAR.... All because it was camoflauged... and there were too many water droplets on my side mirror.... :( Really sad...

Rushed to 4SL training... only to find many late, lots not around... I think we need to really PRAY HARD for God's strength and will to be done in this coming Youth Camp...

Guess what.. I got another summon... this time is because I've not placed enough coupons... How wonderful can my day get? great right? I was on the verge of breaking down...

There's just too many things to cope with...

Today's delivery was simple... I chosed to stop a day to be a "great" testimony to my parents... I chosed to lay in bed til I slept enuff..... it sux...

Parade was lousy... although had chances to interact with the Boys, but kinda feel that it's not enough..

Home's the word... Need to go home... you know? "HOME"...

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Busy day 2...

Woke up to a rather tired start....

I thought I've missed out on IT3735's homework! But thank God i've it done already!

Mr. Ong is such a kind man. Allowed me to go off early as long as I can complete the practical... Tml 2 hrs dun have his class also... Such a kind person, I've wronged him in yr 2 :(

Suki sushi? suppose to be there at 3pm... End up they all wanna go sakae, den alrite la... sakae it it...

Rushed down to MRT, record time sia, 3:36pm reach Sakae... Surprised to see JADYN!!!! haha... Her 1st time in a sushi bar! Nice... Upload pics later....

Nice, nice, nice... everything that was edible was nice... Maybe shouldn't eat the chilli.... Shit... hate the feeling, dry and spicy, bitter and choking.. I rather eat wasabe, at least is moist...

Now sore throat.... but alrite lar, small price to pay for such wonderful meal... Had laughs and plans, great fellowship! Haha, Qian & Jolie nv come, they sure missed out alot!

Went to Jon's place fix router, troubleshoot for awhile, looks like my skills almost on par with Arthur liao... Hee hee.. Unsure where gone wrong, we got Jon to call Helpdesk...

Super unfriendly, accuse us of changing things, tok rubbish somemore... How can coaxial cables lose signal after 2 metres??? That was the lousiest excuse I've heard...

Anyway, since the Helpdesk say so, we connect using the 2m cable lor... Of course it worked, but it's not the point, coz like tat no need to watch SCV liao... so slowly by slowly fix up...

Ok... learnt a new thing, how to test for connection range :)

Jon drove us to Arthur's place, suppose to get router for Dreamerz, end up he can't find. End up I struck GOLD!!! Thank God! Arthur not using CCNA book, I can now use and refer!!!!! Ain't that gr8?

So... got a few other stuffs, Jon dropped us @ Admiralty MRT - how convienient, so I called Jolie to pass her the digi cam.... Chat wif Dreamerz all the way to terminal....

Went home, rushed to shower and play with Linux :) Now installing halfway... Looks great, moves fast... And it's a PENTIUM ONE CPU!!!! dig this Microsoft! =p

Signing off!

Monday, November 14, 2005

Busy day :)

Morn service - Worship was gr8, sermon like cell like tat...

Drove to Mr. Jon Lim's place 4 the 1st time :) Still not used to that area... Can't get the place registered in my mental street directory...

Lunch @ Puggol Plaza, free parking sia, gr8. The bowls @ their KouFu extra large, dunno why...

Worship rehearsal not bad sia, I think very very "out-reachable".

Admin kenna arrowed again... dunno what makes them think i'm up to it... but anywayz, God's work done in God's way will be God's plan... so here we go :)

Went to prata place for dinner... The more u eat there, the more the food sux... Mee Goreng no taste, kopichino no taste... Consolation, the desert - Strawberry prata (Jam n prata wif colored rice...)

Ok... On the way sendin Jiaying home, kwo asked to watch Doom... hehehe... gr8... itching for nite show :)

3/5 stars ba, not bad for a movie made after a well established almost hopeless script computer FPS game.

The rock always take the role of a villain... Nice effort, average show... Director need to wear better glasses... Probably also got Glaucoma =x

Sunday, November 13, 2005

A CHEST-full of load...

Yep.. loads of things to get off my chest...

1. TWB... sorry but this gotta get off 1st... You think u're always rite... You are no soccer fan, just a blind follower, ppl say this gd tat gd u just blindly follow.... Nv even try out things say no good... Always condemn and stereotype...

2. SXH... I can't bear things for u anymore... This is the last emotional blackmail I'm letting u use on me... How was I so blind... Yea... Now can see the big pic liao, Thank God...

3. JLY... Thanks for all the joy u've brought...

4. PJN... I sometimes disagree with wad u say, I can't imagine u also can stereotype ppl as well... sometimes can't take it that you can't stand some minor things...

5. MSL... Some tasks are just not suitable for you...

6. SSS... Attitude, moody person.... lazy? Just a FEMALE.......... sorry to those good gals out there... this's the real female...

7. BKL - Open up pls, I see that u're falling into wad I was before... dun be over obsessed in wad u do...

8. STJ - Thankz for the understandings and time to hear me out... Owe u...

9. JZH - It's my pride, I can't work with you... Ask God to change that... I can't stand the way you do things, you tell me to do things the logic behind what u do...

10 - LCCL - You're an idiot, dumbass, crazy, madman... self-scrutinizing and always judgin ppl... time to wake up....

The world is so evil... can't I live in a computer game?
"A guitar in hand, the world conquered" - MayDay/WuYueTian
"I'll be there for you" will be their 2nd last song for Final Home... LLZ is great...

Friday, November 11, 2005

New job?

It doesn't suits me...

Though lucrative pay, it just doesn't suits me...

Having to stand there watching teenage "ang moh"s almost half naked kicking their long legs in the air with mini-skirts, dancing to disco ecstasy-like music...

The music is just too inviting, I hate to "cannot dance" & "not suppose to sing"... Unbearable...

The banquet part is not a job at all... It's the clearing and setting up... That's crap...

Anywayz transport is not covered, only a $4 transportation fee - which is actually the taxi fare goin into BC.

Dinner is really really crapz... A big struggle for me... Coz just had Cell discussing on it...

Suppose to sneak food so that non of the "heads" sees it... Since it's a party, there's disco, the lights near the food were off. Everyone were more into dancing on the platform den eagered to eat the food... So we're all rushing at that moment...

*Freeze*

"Is that right?" "Why have to sneak?" "Food not covered meh?"

*Cont.*

Supervisor said, "It's your dinner..."

"Fine..." Sad man... my dinner had to be sneaked into a corner... No different as mice or rats...

$5.50/hr * 5hrs + $4 = $31.50xx
$31.50 * 2 = $63.00xx

I'm tired as heck... It's only 1st day... the pay is half of Tiger Beer.... I rather work at APB... :(

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

The world's against me...

I hate the world we're living in

There's nothing to live for here

If it's not for God's commands...

"If you do what is right, will you not be accepted?" This verse is for all of you....

Often can see the sawdust in other's eyes but miss the log in ours? I've reflected, all of you are NATO... Disappointment time n time again...

Fed-up...

New working environment, $5.50/hr I heard... transport can claim, food covered I think, transport home...

Ain't that good? want this job? Maybe...

Who says I'm quitting? "Quitters never win, winners never quit..." I want to win... At least I'll die trying hard...

YOU dun even know how to kick the ball properly, yet you can criticise PROFESSIONALS... same goes to those Newpaper editors... Idiots, nonsense comments...

Sunday, November 06, 2005

School re-opens...

Ok, 1 month just whizz pass like that...

So fast final sem already... I've never thought I could reach this place...

Lot's of uncertainty in my life now... Uncertain of the choices I've made...

Wondering if at any point of time my life could've been different...

Too late to regret anything, just pray that the road ahead will be easier then before. Since I've gone thru attachment & FYPJ, class seems better in some sense... Hopefully I can shine brightly for Jesus..

Okie... Youth Camp 05 comin up... Wish that sometimes God can hold time and everything stood still, so I can catch a breather, maybe round around the world and den take a rest, have a sip of drink and continue again...

Nowadays can't even find time to go cycling with KWO & JY like we used to... Now's "drive!", "go faster!", "hurry up!", "why u always late?"... haiz... if only God allows just 1 day, 24 hours for time to stand still...

Guess my God's been wonderful to me already... At least I have a chance to serve Him... Seeing the people in my group and remembering my role makes me think: "Am I worthy to lead them?" lot's of fear... I think I need God's strength now...

2 corinthians 6 probably my passage for the remaining year... especially verse 3... gotta be good testimonies... not gotta, have to... maybe not have to, is a must...

okie... this skin is gettin on my nerves... finally found a new theme to work on... signing off

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Heh heheh.... Too nice...



Entertainment area 1... Xbox/Radio/Guitar




Memoirs & Clothes :)




Entertainment area 2, sleeping & QT section! Workstation :)




Music & Bags!!! My favourite~~~~~~~

ZzZzZz...

Today's parade kinda boring, but it's satan's job to make it so I guess...

No matter how "nothing to do", how sianz & bo liao, we're suppose to be there... Rain or shine, we're not suppose to say "I'm not in the mood" or "Lazy to go...".

We're suppose to pray for God's wisdom and alertness, try to look for opportunities, if not create some... I feel that some of us are starting to become complacent, even myself fall into that trap.... Yawnz...

Eye doctor asked me to stop my Timolol treatment.... how "considerate"... yea, though the lousy painful and �鷳 part no more... But really waste of my money... He sounded rather concerned that if I had started using the medicine...

Hopefully he did not prescribe me wrong things.... Scheduled me with an earlier appointment... ugh.... hopefully it's not another painful experience...

Goin to change skin again =X

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Alrity!!!!

Yea!!!! Went to Ikea again to get my bed :) Great!

Okie... not so great... gotta carry 3 heavy boxes of metal up & down the stairs... On the way stopped and sweated like a pig a few times... I think level 3 ah peh laughing at me :(

Rite... cleared the whole room and I realised that I've alot of rubbish...

Came home at 2:40PM

Finished clearing/fixing bed/rearranging bedroom at 11PM !!!

Man, was I tired...

Later on there's goin to be worship Jamming for Ken, Sherz and Liwen. Haven't book 589A yet =x ok, will call Pastor Shee in the morning it inform =P Pastor Joyann! Where are you? I can't get ur phone~~~

Love my room now... smells great (apple essense) and dust-less!

Okie, damn tired... signing off!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Diagnosed...

Right... I've been diagnosed POAG by the TTSH eye specialist.....

Primary Open-Angle Glaucoma... it's a shock...

PES-D for longer period I guess... the MO's not gonna give me more than 3 extentions I think...

The feeling sux... I've no problems seeing... I've no pains unless my eyes are meddled with...

I hate dilation... Vision blurred, light burns ur eyes... kaoz...

Goin to Ikea... finally time to buy a new bed... too bad it's not from Big... looks like gotta shift my room again.... :(

Never knew worship co-ordinator is such a hassle... Hope to see the new styles of worships :)

Okie, signing off!

Monday, October 31, 2005

TTSH sux....

Damn hospital... Why have I gotta take a queue number when I got an APPOINTMENT!!!???




So, just to check... and then get another number!!! *&*%&*%$&$



Right.... another appointment in 2 mths time... shitty... have to BUY 4 boxes of Timolol... cost me 6 stinking bucks... damn... no money liao...

TIMOLOL - helps to release pressure from vessels....

Timetable out liao....

Ugh..... super sian... no day off.... what kind of timetable is this???

I wanna complain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday 9am to 4pm
Tuesday 1pm to 9:30pm !!!!!!!!
Wednesday 11am to 2pm &#!$(&^!#$^!@
Thursday 8am to 3pm
Friday 8am to 1pm

Oh God.... can't we shift wednesday's slot to friday or monday???

zzzzzzZZZZzzzzzz....

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Ooooh...

Ugh... tired... hasn't been like this for awhile :) I'm glad it's like this :)

Finally there's parade after such a long while! Yea... gotta change this skin soon =P

Well... today's SQ's bdae, & Suki as well! So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Ok, went shopping... it's been awhile since i've shop... so satisfying... but den $$ fly fast also :(

Bought SQ's present, sorry Suki, tis yr nv buy anything for u... Maybe I'll ask Ting Ann to get something? haha....

Ok, Baked Fish on a Caesar is very very delicious.... I'll put that as no. 1 on my fav list from now on...

some calculations... dun mind me..

$75 - $61 = $14
$14 - $10 = $4

$75 - $15 = $60
$60 - $25 = $35

oh no... left with ard $35 for SQ's dinner... :(

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Havoc...

Wah... Today rox....

Woke up early to play FIFA 06 whole morn :)

Hui & Kat jio me to karaoke... hahaz... no $$$ lar, not I dun wan... in fact start to itch liao =p

Crashed & burnt a test from God :( Haiz.... Hope got another chance....

Went to work @ JJRG, havoc man....
Boss not around... all sorts of funny things happening...
Lau's wife come, Kitty & Lau playing wif recipe in kitchen...
Hmm... they dunno how to make cake!!! haiz...
Me gif 2 cents worth den they think I very good.... ok, fine... Friday my turn to bake!

Lau's wife same name wif my aunt - little swallow... haha... anywayz, dinner was "mee sua", flown in from China... OMGosh... she wanna intro girls to me... -_-'''''''''''' Lau's fault...

Signing Off to FIFA 06! hehe...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Great game, great song

FIFA 2006!!!!

Just as I thought EA could not have do any better.... The best so far....

I wonder who's behind choosing all the soundtracks.... so far got me spendin' on downloads...
S$1.99 for each song!!! @ www.soundbuzz.com

Ashes - By Embrace
[Verse 1]I've waited, and given the chance again,I'd do it all the same, but either way I'm always outplayed, up on your down daysI left it the right way, to start again

[Chorus 1]Now watch me rise up and leave all the ashes you made out of me When you said that we were wrong, life goes on, just look how long I've agreed
Now watch me rise up and leave all the ashes you made out of me
When you said that we were wrong, life goes on, just look how long I've agreed

[Verse 2]Out of place, like a gem on a coalface
Lost on the right way, it's all the same
'Cause I've had my hopes raised, riding the wrong waves
Scared when you feel safe to start again

[Chorus 2]Now watch me rise up and leave all the ashes you made out of me
When you said that we were wrong, life goes on, look how wrong I could be
Now watch me rise up and leave all the ashes you made out of me
When you said that we were wrong, life goes on, you blew me away
AwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayAwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Awaaaaaaay

[Chorus 3 - as chorus 2]I sink like a stone, I lost my control [x3]

LWB, don't just say FIFA is not a nice game, jux becoz u dunno how to appreciate doesn't mean it's bad... Anywayz judge for yourself, I can't see WE9 can be any better, I've played the 2, I KNOW...

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Owww...

Sob.... I'm in tears...

No, not because I'm sad... My eyes are red and bloodshot... Every moment they are tearing...

Haiz.... it hurts too..... SORE EYES.... $42 for treat sore eyes.... Can't use comp for long also... Pain.... Discomfort.... Troublesome...

Now at least I've learnt a new technique to drip eyedrops accurately... Also typing without looking at keyboard...

Okie, 90mins over...
Arsenal 1 - 5 Rest of the World :(

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Changed again

Hmm.... got nothing better to do?
Nah... it's just that the previous skin reminds me of my workplace.... And it sux, even though this one sux too....

Boss getting on my nerves liao... Dunno why I become like that also... Guess starting to "can't take it"...

Dunno why wanna hire me if he want to do everything on his own... gave schedule for 4 days end up only with 2 days...

Suppose to take order, end up he wants to take... Want to wash dish and clear dishes, he does it himself... 8:30 suppose to clear cutleries told me too early... Fine... stood there and do nothing....

Peeps not blogging anymore... sad...

Not much pictures to update recently, wait til have some new stuff den start to link over...

Wenger is senile
Arsenal still rox...

Monday, October 17, 2005

27th January 1990


Lookie here! Leonard Chia of 1990!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

My 1st summon...

Haiz My 1st time

Haiz��. My 1st time��.

Today��s been a hell of a day�� Suppose to wake up early in the morning to help mom in office but end up slping til noon��

Guess too much gaming��

Knights & Merchants indeed a very very very very very good game��

Went to Kallang Basin Swimming Complex for delivery�� Looks so deserted, in near town area�� hmmmm��

Went to Bukit Batok to collect namecards�� Hell lot of arguing with my bro on where is the shortest route��.. He just dun get it��.

Went round & round CWP, waiting for mum�� I think TP today very happy, reach quota still got extra�� dumb ppl park along the road and never see TP issuing summons��. Laughed at them but��..

Went to cell�� Good discussion about Street E, dun wanna detail it�� Sorry ________e, I told them what you think about YF, but I didn��t say ur name�� Think we��ll be having a meeting soon, pls dun kill me��

After cell, got a summon!!!!!!!!!! Guess it��s my retribution for laughing at those ppl�� haiz�� 4get to put coupons�� grrrr�� haiz�� thank God for Dreamerz, what a great bro, lend me $$$ 1st��.

Hah, $30 gone like tat�� :( Anywayz, do check out the pic of that dredded summon��.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Photos in my E700A



Dreamerz & the Chinese Congregation kids :)




Look at all the mess...






LOOK @ Jadyn's head!!! LOL!!!


Theses puppies so cute... Must hear them bark... very very funny...

Taken behind Kranji Medical Clinic...




Choc prata~ Prata place @ Upp Thomson...

Friday, October 07, 2005

BACK!!!!!!!!!

Haha... Project over!

Time for work, work and relaxing!

Peeps no blog as much, all short short, simple simple...

Guesss mi 2 :( At least got new pics :) SCROLL DOWN & CLICK LINK!

Morn help mom, nite work @ JJRG, wad a plan!

Sad to say, all plans have loop holes...

Project although over, but not finished, my part is done but others not done... Got screwed up becoz partners dunno wad's happening... Kinda mad... I study EI, u all also study EI, I do this proj, u all also do same one.. why me can get it to work you all cannot?????

Gosh... dunno, maybe me not patient, no heart to love ppl as they are (with flaws)......

Anywayz, happy birthdays to Huiz & Dennis! Both on this sat(tml?), 8th Oct! Opps! owe Huiz $25... haha, no prob, return u when i see u :)

SIGNING OFF!~

Some updates :)

Whahaha... relac relac relac! shiok!


Here fishy fishy fishy! hehehe, taken by MYSELF underwater in Tioman! Never had a chance like this :D

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

DANG~~~!

Project presentation is tommorrow...

Kinda fast... Hope this feelin won't last...

Damn internet connection got damn problems.... connected at excellent signal but slower than 56k....

God, please don't forsake us with Your blessings, I think we get the point that we're not hardworking enough already... I believe we're trying all we can to salvage the situation...

All I can tell you is, you're in charge now, no one is stopping you but yourself to use the resources. Seriously, it's the way to do things...

Can't stand it anymore, gotta slp... Damn connection....

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Pulau Tioman!

Super break, nice rest, bad bad bad trasport :(

Pulau Tioman was really really fun :) I think the guys were bored but to me it's great :)

DAY 1:
3hr bus ride to Mersing, ate and ride to jetty again. Took a 1 & 1/2 hr ferry to Tioman!
The 1st sight of Tioman was already breathless, wonderful waters, beautiful scenary...


Headed for the beach and when 'exploring' with Jon & Dreamerz :)

DAY 2:

Snorling time!!!! WHOOHOO!!! Finally comes the big thing, hehehe... Rode out on a bumboat to another part of the island, damn nice waters, beautiful fishes - not camera shy!

Some of the fishes are so vain! They just know that you are taking photos and they'll swim up to ur camera to "qiang jing tou"!!! SOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!

Ouch! Sunburnt... Jon got seasick =p

Went back for buffet dinner, dipped in the pool, slacked ard, watch man utd get pounded by blackburn! YES! losers got slided and stepped on.... Tat bitchy CR7 a got cut in his 'pretty' face =p good for him (looks like he's about to cry)!

Bunked out!

DAY 3:

Slacked around, pool, prep to book out, shopped for souvenirs, ate Ramli, went to ferry and nightmarish journey home began....

2hrs ferry ride, 5hrs bus ride home!!!! Oh no... butt ache! anyway, now at home liao, nth to complain!!! Great break!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

It's been awhile...

Lantern Festival just over, well 3 days over... Long time nv blog... As usual... I think most SG ppl will blog this line...

No time to check ppl's blog, no time to blog... Haiz.... it's ok...

Project drawing an end le, gotta start to think of jobs to do... Freelance need resources too :( maybe there's no such thing as easy money....

The picture here is entitled happy faces :D Wonder when else can get to be so plain innocently happy...?

Friday goin to Tioman, hopefully nothing happens there... "Scarly" kena Tsunami or Terrorist attack or maybe another Katrina....

Haiz... wonder how's Kat doin... Pray that she'll come to Christ soon... Brothers, pray for me too!

Arsenal lost lots :( not their season tis'
I pity my laptop, it's aiding me in looking for a new one... I think I might not bear to leave it :'''(

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

A day to remember

I will never forget you, you're the reason I'm who I am now :)

Without you, there'll be no BB/GB...

Thanks a million to Ms Ong, what a way to end today :)

Plt 14 and Ms Ong reunited again. 6th september 2005

Great catching up, wonderful memories, good food...

Good time to reflect on our past...

Pls refer to this story...

I was a bad boy, attention seeker, snobbish and arrogant... Sinful in God's eyes...

God didn't forsake me even though I didn't knew Him then....

Thank God! I'm saved and carrying out His great commission! Amen!!!!!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

We've made a mess

Not that I'm a working freak or that I'm over enthusiastic, not that I've not share a thought for all, have you thought of others?

We've been entasked the responsibility to paint and deco, not to make a mess, even if we do, we gotta clear it up.

I believe that's what been taught in BB/GB all this years. Yea, we're all tired, we're all been working the whole day since morning. Me too, I just thank God I have the van to transport ppl and to get back to work...

I hope you all dun take it to heart, I'm just pissed off when mess made is not cleared up, especially when it's OUR responsibility.

Sure, we'll clean up on Sunday, people are using the place on Sunday... It's not nice to show them we've made a mess...

Sorry if you all are offended, I'm just as offended as well... Seriously if it's not that I have no money for thinner I'll be scraping the paint there this very moment...

I ask for forgiveness in my rudeness to all my brothers and sisters...

Sunday, August 28, 2005

I caught the fire...

Ugh!!! I'm on fire!!!

Haha, figuratively...

Late nights and powerful messages burnt me....

God dun need us to do great things to serve Him, He'll need only our best...

I'm over ambitious I guess.... so much so that I've forgottened what I've learnt in BOTC:

"Evangilism without relationship is offence"

Without knowing the person, we can't possibly reach out to anyone at all... Only God has the authority to do that, how would the person even dare to trust his/her soul in someone's hands whom he/she doesn't know well?

God reprimanded me, through KWO, why even evangilise to thouse you don't even noe when those who noe you(family memers etc...) have not even heard the gospel? Not trying to be a wet blanket here...

I remembered that Pastor Lai said in order to evangilise, we have to EARN the right to do so, to be good testimonies and make known to ppl around you that you are different (good way) so that they will know that God is good.

Of course this is not what a person can see if he/she has just met you...

Yay, YF finally movin, kinda like "fu yan" me but nvm... At least it's starting something...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Time to reflect

I think it's safe to say that we've been blinded by the world, the devil has set us a big trap and we've all fallen in.

Amazing how 1 person's mood and actions can affect a whole bunch of ppl...

Men are not perfect, we gotta LOVE one another by correcting each other in GENTLENESS... theses 2 words are very big load for me to carry...

Sometimes I would wander off in lala land yelling at ppl without thinking... Well it's lala land after all...

It's a good reminder, too long nv hear my weakness, my brain tells me tat's no longer a weakness....

Prayer of Jabez:
"Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain"

Sunday, August 21, 2005

TGIS?

Another boring day?

Peeps are wasting time heading out to eat, thinking of what to do and wasting precious opportunity...

I just fell into the trap of joining in...

Maybe I'm wrong, but I sometime think that "busy with school work" is an excuse not worthy to be mentioned at all.....

No one can compared to me now I think when I only sleep 5 to 6 hours a day... I still find the time to settle BB and God's ministry.... sort of disappointed with the peeps I'm working with...

Yeah you have ur work, you have ur school, others don't have?

Before shooting me, why not refer to the emails I've sent? seen it? questions answered?

Really shows the attitude you have towards the ministry, wad's a few more weigh to carry for God?

God choosed you because He belives that you can take up the test, not so that you have to over strife, we can support you... At least you'll have my full support....

Peeps have weak will power these days... how sad... and the stupid show says trying too hard would be foolishness... it's better than not trying that's what I think...

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Nice show...

Eason's a lucky chap...

Singing and acting career....

Faye's album is damn worth it... $22.90 for 3cd? and a DVD... What's important is disc 2/3's Eyes on me :)

God, gimme a break? From the worldly things....

Sometimes life just puts u down...

Bummer...

No1's bloggin...

Tired...

Alone again :)

YF peeps are lazy? Slow driven? Pre-occupied???

Project sux like hell... Can't find solution... No1 will understand what a programmer goes thru... Sit at the comp, eat, sit at the comp, eat, go home.... How can not become fat?

Peeps making a big fuss about Tioman trip... heck, might not even get to go & I initiated it... damn this project... maybe can pontang... = extend project 1 more month... Just book the most relac de, pay money is to relac...

Keyboard self-learning is doin fine... Gotta figure out some stuffs.... anyone care to help? Teacher got 'O'-levels so dun wanna disturb her...

Start to m*** h** again... heck...

Today's service brought back my idea for business... Anyone wanna sponsor?

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Long time...

5 days nv blog... slackin? nope... busy with project... no time to bother bout other things liao....

Sat finally followed them for Monopoly, it is an evil game...

Sunday went to FOP... Abit evil... hahaz.. no la... just tat ppl not used to hearing "tongues"... "scooby-doo bla bla bla scooby-doo"

Monday finished the damn page Ms Poon wanted... hah! Finally =p Went to Martin's place for Monopoly and dinner! Wonderful dinner... evil game....

Today sleep til 3pm... wake up and spend time with family :D yay! tired... goin to slp...

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Truth?

Haiz... supposed to blog yesterday... Caught up in an arguement with some church leader about Holy Spirit...

Really 2 different beliefs... same "religion"
1. Pentecostal and 2. non-Pentecostal...

1. Believes that there are 2 baptisms, water and Holy-Spirit.... They believe that tongues aren't gifts, that it's part of the "package". Abilities which comes when you recieve the Holy Spirit and that only through the Holy Spirit can you start to understand the Bible or even pray to God. Emphasis on Holy Spirit-ness and the powers it gives.

2. Believes in traditional pratices, keeping the Sabbath, abstain from certain foods or even rejecting the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Where the emphasis is on the "doings" or deeds rather than accepting God's free gifts.

I'm just angry that I've been accuse of beliving in the wrong doctrine by a staunch Pentacostal beliver, cause I'm sure he ain't sure of what I was driving at.

As Christians we should not argue or force people to believe in what they've heard, even God let us choose whether to accept Him or not. We shouldn't be too extreme, neither too Pentacostal or too non-Pentacostal...

Yes there are tongues, there are gifts from God, they are all meaningless unless it is put to good use. I wonder why a WHOLE church would be full of "tonguers"? Where would the "hands", "heads" or "legs" be? No evangilism? No sermons? No missions? All self-edifiying only?

You're old enough liao. We've been thru lots since sec 1 til now. Never feels good to know that someone you grow up with will be lost in such a way. Where there would be too deep of a misunderstanding to clear. Different ppl have different believes. I have no problem with what you believe in if it is based solely on God's words... Shall not even TRY to tell you anything anymore, go figure...

Monday, August 01, 2005

well well...

"I'll meet you all on monday(today) 3pm to go through on what've u all have done..."

Let's see... You've told us that 3 weeks ago, 2 weeks ago you said you'll meet us on the 3rd week.. That was what you've said last week on friday!!!

My gosh... what will become of my Final Year project??????????????

Okay... At least I dun have to lug along my laptop to school anymore since I've urged the DT for the software... "The Thing" too busy to accomodate all of us.... heck.... how??? At least he remembers me as the one who uses laptop to do work... hopefully just tat...

Jammed packed weekend...
5th, 6th and 7th is festival of praise, Jane's goin on the 5th....
6th August got Big Splash outing, need ta meet LWB & QS.... finalise everything...
6th/7th - The guys are goin for their monopoly... I wish they'd stop and see that it's no point... wanna play must play hard, if not go there to play play only is waste of time.... When you play hard, you gotta play dirty, that's not my style....
8th/9th National Day!!! My dad's birthday... Ok... time to crack my head again.... hard to think...

13th Aug is My bro's birthday... ok, this time it's easy... :) It's also the BB Awards presentation ceremony....

20th is the North District day... yikes... really jammed packed....

Tired... really tired... but when come to think of it, when will I not be tired?

Saturday, July 30, 2005

BB Bible Quiz 2005

Whoa... that was a hell lot of work to do... though it ain't us who are planning but yep, as the host we're really drained out....

Had to be late coz deliver goods for my mum. That aside, it was really fun... Messed up the coupons for the 1st round of packet milo + oreo... nvm that.... did a wonderful job for the ice tea the second round... perhaps because I was the one who start =p

Ok, so the gals are the better sales-minded ppl.... Really sold lots of things... I think they benefitted the most in this event... had to go to sheng shiong 3 times for re-stocking...!!! "So how much are theses coins on the table?" "Here's $10, here's $10, $10 and $10 and $10" WAHHHH 5 small swipes and the coin box got $50 dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!

BB wise only earn on the leftover of the drinks which are funded by HQ, also becoz of our bargaining power, but still cannot compare to the power of GB... really really farfetched...

OK! soccer at 8:30am the court outside sembawang police post!!

Friday, July 29, 2005

Bored to dearh...

UGH......!!!

just visited this lame test... end up 3 diff ppl got the same answer...

Your Icecream Flavour is...
French Vanilla!
You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

Bored... . bored... tonnes of work to do for project.... but cannot get my lazy arse to start moving or rather lead the sheeps (J&J) to at least do something... can't blame em' no permanant comp to use, SQL server also have to setup locally... supervisor doesn't seem to have time to care....

yawnz... burnt... by the sun... coz of basketball... . skills are coming back... health is fading away =(

wasted lot's of cash recently... time to start saving.... if not really no car to drive next time... hahaha....

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Squaresoft did it again...

Haiz.... EVERY single time....

Brings me back to square one.... Final Fantasy 8 is just too good of a game... Pity those who are not in this gen to enjoy such a great game...

Everytime.... damnit need to bring myself back to reality which I hate to do.... Where's my Rinoa???

Anywayz, cell @ John's place was kinda weird... wonder why had to go there... 589A was just beside... Shared lot's of incident about integrity of Christians.... really hope that if at least we can't find the answer, that it'll create some awareness...

Not everything given free is correct or right... like kwo've said, "they love you not with their own things..."...

Haha... at least I'm loved! =p
hopefully~

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Problems aplenty...

I realised that I'm living a great life... and it's not meaningless after all.... very meaningful in fact...

Perhaps living is like a journey, tat's wad the taoists/buddhists says... But then it could be the devil fooling us... Let's reflect it upon God's word :)

Why are we living? 2 Reasons. Luke 10:27 says that to love God and to love our neighbors as ourselves...

So how to love God? Worship Him! Not just singing praises, not just serve in church... As a living sacrifice, it's really the best gift I feel that humanly capable to do... To live FOR Him... In everything we do, do it FOR Him...

How to love our "neighbors" as ourselves? Almost impossible, but have to try at least... Saving them is the best way of loving them, to bring them back to the Father... The easiest thing to do to your enemy is to say "I'll see you in hell from heaven...". So really to love your neighbors is a very very difficult thing to do...

Really, it all comes down to Worship and Evangilism... That's the meaning of LIFE... At least for me. I believe it's also for alot of Christians around as well...

Well... today is the day I've struggled alot... That's why I feel that I'm GREATLY blessed... Struggling with problems aplenty...

Haven't been back at JJRG, went back today... Guess they got a pleasant surprise... Can't believe tat Gerlind got a WIDE smile when she saw me... but anywayz, tat's not the point... Ordered Mushroom Sauteed Steak = $16.90. kwo ordered the Bacon Cheese Burger = $8. Both add set = $6 more. Ordered Mac & Cheese to go, $2.50. Lau GAVE me extra Ice tea = $2. Gave us each a cup of ice-cream which I've no idea how much it's cost. Gave us 2 cheese cakes which costs $3, I took it back since they said it's expiring and nobody will eat...

The total cost would've come to $38.54 inclusive of GST, not inclusive of the 2 ice-creams... Guess what? Lau gave us a 20% discount, not reflecting the add sets, drinks, ice-cream and takeaways... The total we'd paid was $23 NETT... That's almost half the price...

This was definitely a test from God, and we've failed it, but I can say not terribly... We've already know that Lau will give discount and told ourselves that anything not normally given free but given we would reject... We said we want ALL the price reflected on the receipt before paying but he already keyed it in the register...

This is obviously robbing.... I don't know, maybe I'm judging coz Cheng may have told Lau that he'd have authority to give discount and free food.... So... Maybe it isn't wrong either... I'm struggling with this... But came learn to think WWJD? .

If I was Pastor Sabin, I think I'll be saying "I DIDN'T ORDER THIS!!!"
Lau would've said "Ya, it's complementary, free of charge :)"
Then I'll say "Still, I didn't order this! I want to see your manger...."

Haha.. as if... dunno... maybe they know us, so they treat us better? Though I'm so loved over there but like kwo said, "They love you not with their own things..." Yep... their love is too easy...

This is gettin too draggy... Perhaps... cont tml....

It's done!!!

Hahahaha... My very own blogskin!!! YES!!!

Please dun copy... ah wad the heck... too easy to copy... nvm....

Rinoa, Rinoa, where thou art? Haiz.... back to square 1...

God is soooooo good...

Although now got terrible headache and sore throat, still God is wonderful....

Perfect weather to sleep but gotta go school... Really must thank God for the weather if not i'll be really grumpy today...

Yesterday nite was great! Went for a "desperado" session with Hui :) so long never sing liao, new songs :) nice.... Ppl never train but can sing more and more better... I also never train but sing of beat, off key, of tune!!! haiz... old liao =p

Stil must thank God for the weather... really really nice... must experience it urself...

Monday, July 25, 2005

zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ

Messed up....

1 whole month with every week having a feast... 1st was J&J's birthdays... Feasting on BBQ.... Then come the DVD @ dreamerz's place... Feastin' on spag 'n' snacks... After that was GSM! KFC + Canadian pizza!!!... Yesterday was the worst by far... Durians by the baskets.... ok, so wad if it's only 1 basket? It's more den enough.....

Now burp also got durian smell~~~ SMELL~~~~!!!! ugh.... throat ain't feelin well now... gotta whack a few more shots of Limeade! :)

Yesterday was kinda fun, went for soccer in da morn with Ken, QS & Sherz... Ken was such a wuss! Sherz was definitely the better striker den him!! lol... juz kiddin bro... could've be more ppl and den more fun...

rite. after service was the durian... John's place kinda small I think.... to hold so many of us... at least I get to swim, play pool and went for suana... or is it sauna??? nvm tat...

ate lots of durians, hmm mangosteen was great! perfect match.... I wonder how it'd be like, mangosteen with limeade??? hah... time to change blogskin, 3rd time i'm saying this... lol....

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Computers are bad...

Haha, recieved a fun story I think rather worthy to read...

Jesus and Satan were having an ongoing argument about who was better on the
computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of
hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said,�� THAT��S IT! I have had
enough. I am going to give you a test that will run for two hours, and from the
results, I will judge who does the better job."

So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused.
They faxed. They e-mailed. They e-mailed with attachments. They downloaded. They
did spreadsheets. They wrote reports. They created labels and cards. They
created charts and graphs. They did some genealogy reports. They did every job
known to man.

Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency and Satan was faster than hell.
Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across
the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, and, of course, the power went off.

Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed every curse word known in the
underworld. Jesus just sighed.

Finally the electricity came back on, and each of them restarted their
computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming: It's gone!
It's all GONE!!" I lost everything when the power went out!"

Meanwhile, Jesus quietly started printing out all of his files from the past
two hours of work. Satan observed this and became irate. Wait!" he screamed.
"That's not fair! He cheated! How come he has all his work and I don't have
any?" God just shrugged and said, "Jesus saves ...��


Haha... funny... Point here I think is not to let the computer controll
you... and also "Jesus really saves" =p

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Zoom!!!

Thank God! I've went for the eye test, I got a perfect score! haha... Thanks to Jon for sending me there :)

Ugh, damn tired.....................................................

Bought an R/C plane!!! haha... fun... but regretted abit. Should've bought the helicopter instead... really really hard to fly, but a least can stay in the air for long time :) Looking forward to have a gathering with all the "pilots"! haha....

School project really sucks now... Send assigments to lecturer but lecturer don't bother.... wad the heck... need us students to remind you to read your mail??? haiz.... now I noe how lecturers feel when they wan us to submit assignments....

Yawn........... need slp....

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Well well...

It's been awhile....

Thank God for letting me swim!!! yea.... although not really the right time but still it doesn't matter!!!

I'm done for... my projectmates' heck care attitude has started to influence me... Talk about determination and discipline....

Pray pray pray! Got the verse I wanted these few days when I read... God even use Pastor Edmund to speack to me... Thank You Lord!

Why do we try so hard to become the "goodie-two-shoes" that we are? Even though Jesus said as long as we believe in Him then we'll be saved... Here's the answer:
Matthew 23:1 to 14 The parable of the wedding banquet. Although all are INVITED but only few are CHOSEN... verse 14 says... Striking...

Another point is that we will be favoured...
"For You, O LORD, will bless the righteous; With favour You will surround him as with a shield. " (Psalm 5:12)

How wonderful is the Lord God almighty? haha... Anyways, Ecclesiastes 11:4 tells me to do something... not to just "pray bout' it"

How bout tat kwo? haha... Thks bros and sisters.... I'll be fine...

Friday, July 15, 2005

Things don't aways go your way

God made this world perfect, I guess the only mistake He is giving men free will... But then without free will God would not have sincere worships...

YAY!!! God proofs that He IS righteous, Mr. Durai of NKF have been sacked! Now, transparency will be installed, but transparency is NOT enough... I hope 90% of the donations will go to the patients but seems impossible... there's pay for the nurses which could be volunteers, there's building maintainence which can very well be held in a hospital.....

Yawn... thank God... though it's tough to say sorry, the outcome is really better than facing it...

Vieira, you will be missed.... :(

Thursday, July 14, 2005

GLAUCOMA

You don't want to play a fool with this... There's no symptoms, there's no cure... I have been placed on the suspect list and I have to go for complicated tests to confirm... Thank God it's free, which makes me think that I'm gonna get the disease...

click the links to find out more:
http://www.nei.nih.gov/health/glaucoma/glaucoma_facts.asp#1
http://www.allaboutglaucoma.org/

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Selfish...

Everyone sins, men are selfish creatures.... VERY selfish...

To start things off, I'm the most selfish person I've ever known, but I'd never thought anyone would be more den me...

Sunday, of course it's an excuse not to stop, coz THEY were there and if you'd stop THEY'LL have to be with you.... BUT WOULD THEY??? I mean please USE UR BRAINS to think.... Need a little complicated mathematics? No prob I'll count for you...

There's L****** which is 1, S******** which makes 2, J******* = 3, L***** for 4, S****** + E*** + A***** = 7 minus C***** coz she had her own, plus your favourite Y***** which totals to 8.

I'm ONE person. You want to stop for them? Would they even want to get on with you? THINK man.... Until I heard the magic word, if not don't expect me to be any nicer to you. This is the 3rd time you've done a stupid thing to me - and you're not Ah Hock...

Today....

Kat left home tonite... This time instead of staying out and meet her I went home to bath 1st... Instead of calling my parents to tell them I'll be late I went home to ASK permission from them 1st...

Guess what... YELLED at me for being a busybody... I really wonder, is there more selfish ppl in this world? I know Exo 20:5, but how? I need to "badmouth" them just this once...

EVER THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR SON? What if the same thing happens to B** or J**** or worst, me? Since you folks already showed me that you're so selfish I might as well do the same...

Idiotic behaviours by idiotic people... sad to say I'm one of them too...

Thank You Lord for revealing the NKF thing, oh and kwo, we ain't judging, read the papers 1st before you say we are...

25k per month, 10 mth bonus, lavishly spending on the constructing of buildings, weekly BBQ in its compound.... I wonder.... why doesn't the patients get free or heavily subsidised treatments? Where did the doners' money went to? Even the prime minister don't earn as much as Mr. Durai.... soooo I hope Mr. Durai sues me for this, I'll make sure the patients get what they deserve, make the doners' money get its worth...

I'm just being a jerk today, sorry to no1 if I've offended you... too bad.... I'm just being selfish here since every's so selfish...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

FYP!!!

Ugh... now in proj room.. sibei tired... Thank God I have good proj mates, Jane's a Christian, Johnathan's a Catholic... Although things are sort of slow but still it's the 2nd day...

Really boring and heavy stuff... but back to my usual habits le... stare at comp!!!

Heck, it's so strict here as well... morning 8:30 need to report, sign attendence, noon 1pm sign again, evening 6pm sign again!!! Heck... even leave the room awhile got ppl spot check de.... comps are not assigned yet... now ppl are sharing comp everywhere.... super sianz... wait til next week den I'll have a workstation of my own, at least for our group...

Haha.... peeps like Jas and Fire having presentation tml, they'll be goin for attachment on monday heezz... wait til one of them get ST or something.... now it's our turn to sit and laugh... But den again kinda miss the life back there... =(

Shortnails betray me!! but nvm... thks for lending me the CD, very very nice! Next time got chance go Fish & Co again? haha...

Wed cell, Thurs gonna pick up my sunglasses... Friday maybe stay at home... feel like slping now... still gotta wait for supervisor to approve the project schedule... zzzzzZZZZzzzz

Time to change blog skin! hehehehehe..... this time I got almost 24hrs a day 7 days a week to do it :) watch out! it's gonna be swell :) KK, time to do some "research" haha...

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Apple stole my font!!!

Ugh..... the audacity of AppleTM ! Stole away my font.... crapz... now my "Sydnie" font has disappeared!!!... All because I was using Quicktime... grrr..... help! someone got the font can send me?

Can be found easily, just got to:
My Computer>>C:\>>Windows>>Fonts>>Sydnie.ttf or .tfff or wadever associations....

I NEED IT FOR CAMP T-SHIRT DESIGN!!! pls pls pls pls..... help me find....

Yay! Last day of attachment, got pay liao... rite, whoever I debt, pls come forward to claim, if not I might forget... heez....

Dreamerz, ppl change all the time, wadever it is, I think because a turn of events and sudden changes, you need more time to adapt.... "relac, take things one at a time" ;)

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

It's been awhile...

ZZzzzzZZZ.... din't report to work today.... kinda tired and my throat hurts.... must have been the curry from Al-Meena @ woodgrove...

Anywayz... trolley still in sch, SQ! Wed must bring down hor... if not really will get an earful by my mum liao...

Driving's really stressful when there's no one beside you... You'll start to think "what if this' the last thing I'm going to do?" or "what if i'll never reach my destination??" maybe even "what if a man just run out of the road and I knock him down?"... Really stressful...

Not sure how to describe the feeling but on 1 hand you'll yearn to drive yet on the other you'd wished it's good if you can have things your way (no pedestrians on roadside, no lousy drivers, etc...).

Maybe driving a manual vehicle does that to you, dun seem to have tat prob when I drive my dad's Altis or Jon's 323... hmmm... time to change car... hehehe...

Mum has been looking out for a new van so that I can drive with ease... haha... it's not the point I think, a van's still a van... diff from a car....

So far been through 4 close shaves with cars, 5 times getting horned by others, 3 times I've horned others... haha... wonder why I keep track of this kind of things... lolx....

Owe ppl lot's, sorry I can't pay up yet, but here's the IOU:
Sherz/JC: $4++
SQ : $1++
Jon : $30 + bdae present (forgot to give!!!)
Thong : $16
Piggy : $6?? I'm not sure, for Joyann's present?
NLB : $?? haven't check... overdue for really long time liao.. hahax

YAWNZZ really tired...

Saturday, July 02, 2005

What a day! Happy birthday to Lovelle & Jon!


Woott... it's their bdae... hehe.... tis' the Glory Joy youths!! hahax...

Woke up so tired after the previous night's shopping and driving around... No mood for work also... if it's not for their cake den I would've called for a day off.... haiz... too bad, it's for charity and it's sooo worth it...

The cake was so heavy, the ppl said it's a 1 kg cake but den it's a 2.11 kg cake after weighing it on the scale... sweating away as I took the cake from IWS to MRT.... Maybe I too short, cannot let the thing hang all the way....

Went back, cut pork, marinate, re-pack everything and went to collect the van... hmm.... drop the foil and drinks at church, went to pick beng and the rest of the stuffs... sooooo tired...

Went back to 589A, start slacking, couldn't bring myself to help them... but den goin to start le so wadtheheck.... just go on..

Food was abit too much, 4got to take out the cardboard from the BBQ pit!!! no wonder so slow fire... haiz... anywayz, cake was sooooooooooooooooooo worth it (100% of the $45 goes to charity!) how wonderful! couldn't finish...

von's really crazy.... for nth go play with water.... lolx... almost eveyone was drenched! I think only Aud was dry.... lucky her... next time there's not gonna be a chance for anyone to escape! WHAHAHA.....

cleared the place 2 times!! "cake fight" also... lolx... =P I got revenged on von!! hah!

Wet and tired.... bloated as well... ok, sent the gals home... went back to clear up all the stuff.... sent the guys home, drove kang around and around.... hahahx... went back, now bloggin... wad a fun day! heez....

How wonderful! (look so fat in the pic :[ )

Monday, June 27, 2005

Graduation from BOTC 2005/01

Well... never thought I'd come this far so soon... Really growing up liao.... kinda stressed...

One thing was Nick's guidance, always sharing his experience with us and facilitating us.... Never fail to bring us to a point where our minds will start to think...

Point taken, there will be no women if there's no men.... Woman was made from man's rib, and man was made from dirt/dust and breath of Life by God... So comes the question "What come 1st? Hen or egg?" Jon asked... which I think abit needless.... anywayz, answer is chicken both hen and rooster comes 1st... interesting point is among all the creatures that God made, only humans are made man 1st den comes woman...

Funny thing about that, humans are the only creatures that fight with each other for their rights.... You don't see the lion and the lioness arguing who should raise the cubs or who should hunt, you won't see the rooster being scolded for not helping out by sitting on the eggs till they're hatched! Instead the hen knows that her job is to sit there and lay as much eggs as possible, the lioness noes that her responsibility is the raise the cubs while the lion gets the meat...

Funny picture to look at, but I think makes alot of sense... So women cannot say guys are male chavaunistic (spell???) coz it's our duty... hehe....

I dun feel apt to recieve Nick's treat for dinner yesterday... also he bought us a BB pen each (steel fountain pen-like type) kinda paiseh... but really wanna thank you brother...

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Wonder why....

Any idea why me din't blog for 2 days? betcha dunno... who wanna noe anywayz? lolz...

haiz.... the worlds' dumbest guy is sitting infront of his comp bloggin... 11:28pm... complaining tat he hasn't blogged for 2 days... also laughing at himself...

Learnt the lesson about choice... I could've got mad and thrown tantrums, could've broke down and start blaming.. Yes there was moments when I felt that I was being fooled but well, I've chosed not to do all those.... I just said "NVM".... yep.... 3 letters....

come to think of it, how was I so gracious? when the 3 letters came out my heart was already in powdered form.... but then there was some sort of relieve from somewhere.... some sort of happiness cause I know it's over....

If you're reading this, I hope you won't continue to treat me like how you did this evening.... though you responded but it's just so cold, so distant... As if I didn't know you at all... There's really a diff... my theory is once again proven.... 100% correct... just refer to Friday, 18th march 2005 3rd paragraph... lolx... precise... and proven!

Brothers and sisters, I'm glad to annouce, after 3 mths++ (yes, i'm still counting...), i've climbed out of the hole... :) not gonna look back anymore...

THINGS TO CONCENTRATE ON:
YF, Youth Camp, Youth Corner, God.... Studies... sch re-opening soon... ugh.... actually I got no holiday!!! what are they trying to do? make me drained out??? madness I tell u... simply madness...

Need some miracle juice to get me back to stay on track now... perhaps can be bought in maldive? haha... still dreaming of goin there... Ms Sharon's fault! haha.. jux kiddin...

Clumsy Ol' me....

Re-shuffled my room... yea... looks neater but it hurts...

"Giap" my hand, things drop on my foot, get poked by some sort of sharp pointy thing.... got scratched by corners and kicked into shelves.... ugh.... pain here and there....

Today went to work with a lousy mindset... Perhaps not enough sleep ba... Left cheek kept twitching, from morning till now.... walk to office saw birds panic like dunno wad... den suddenly strong wind blew from no where... everyone started to look in the sky, it's like WOW...

The sun was blaring so brightly that can't even look up... suddenly there's this small cloud float pass... it became bigger and bigger, as I walk along the cloud grew from size of car to cover the whole Jurong area... really WOW.... never seen such thing b4... took some pics, lazy to upload... heez...

lightning came, soon it poured.... ugh.... nvm, din't get me wet... work was alrite.. missin' out on the fun for President's Star charity coz supervisor can't be bother :( they were selling satay, selling torch lights, $10 bread loaves, sandwiches, youguart, ice cream etc... no one was working.... ugh... I was sent to do photocopying!!!

crapz they were selling durians and I had to photocopy drawings.... grr... they had offer from Secret Recipe!!! gawk! almost made me forget I need to scrimp and stop spending... back to my poor biscuit tin of biscuits and chocs.... :(

tml's enrolement service... June enrole? sometimes it's hard to plan things if God dun want it to be done... well just saying only.. nothing to think about... hehe... ZZzzZzzZzzzz....

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Yawnzz part 2...

Time really fies... 2 more weeks to the end of my attachment... wonder if the school really made a mistake or I really got 1 month holiday....

Hopefully really got 1 month of holiday.. Can take this time to rest, to re-shuffle my room, to re-kindle the love in between me and my parents... Really looking forward to be a good testimonial to them....

I really thank God that He have really answered all my prayers... I did not have to face big big persecutions like some others, I'm allowed to be baptised even though my parents are non-Christians... God helped me in my driving test, protected me from electrocuting myself will playing with live wire...

I think I really had things very easy and God really have blessed me alot alot... I will treasure this faith more... Thank God that He placed me in a wonderful cell group... It's kinda scary to know that our cell group is like the" model", the example to follow.... it's like we're so young and still have a long way to go, how can we be the "model"?

Today's cell was a little different, Ms Sherine led us, she shared on how proud she was with our cell.... Kinda felt good when I heard that... But need to be careful of pride... I SUSPECT next week cell's gonna be diff again... Rather surprised... didn't expect... still thought we need to improve alot to be at least up to a certain standard....

Plenty of things coming up... Worship, singspiration, Youth Camp, Youth Corner, Youth Fellowship... dunno if can cope...

Thank God for everything! Amen!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

YawnZzz....`

Lesser and lesser time to spend...

Ugh... rushed through the work for nothing.... end up got lotsa time to slack... The new indian guy is really damn rude.... off my radio without asking... grrr... felt like slapping him...

YUM!!! STK selling chocolates today!!! good buy best buy must buy!!! Delphi chocs, cookies & cream, almond nuts, sugar coated peanuts chocs... Locker's wafers, Honey & oats crackers, Sultana biscuits, digestives, choc/vanilla/strawberry cookie sandwiches, Oreo etc... Musli bars flown in from aussie, organic cereal (eww!)...

Wah.. real bargain... they're selling them at 1/3 to 1/4 of the cost.... 3 for $2.50 for chocs, 4 for $3.50 for cookies, 3 for $6 for the wafers and some bisuits... The only ex stuff I saw there was 3 for $12 which is for cereals and musli bars.... well... still cheap!!!

Ugh... spent again!!!!! crapz... now must be more consious of using money... grr... cut hair today also.... so ex, should have gone to saloon.... nice hair style though... =p

slack at home all the way... chat, play game, chat.... eat dinner... now blog... recorded song again... New song comin up.... hopefully thurs can complete.... looks like gonna hit the sack soon...

Monday, June 20, 2005

11:55pm

I think everyone's home now... Sherz and Dreamerz shld be bloggin away... Perhaps SQ also... JC & Beng could be slping away by now.... Jon & Von might be awake ba... Think Velle also hit the sack le..

Just came back from the birthday "surprise" for Ms Joyann... ugh.. she surprised us instead... miscommunication ba.... made them missed their dinner... felt so bad.... Hopefully din't cause any trouble for Pastor Sabin...

Sometimes I wonder what will happen in a few years... Will we still serve in the same church? Would we still be strong in faith? I really wonder...

People start to have alot of pride... Can see there's alot of materialism coming in... Then there's MIA... Also the frequent "sub-consiously" sinning... And I think also judgemental with bitterness... Not forgetting self-centerness...

Maybe think too much, but I really saw all theses just in 1 day out... hopefully nothing like theses turns out to be habitual...

We were outrageous today... But there's "leng chang" here and there.... spent again... hopefully I can stop this spending... though cannot be compared to some crazed BSB fan =x just kidding.... Dreamerz said he din't want to buy anything for anyone leh.... Said that ppl will scold him "fan jian" = "cheap" as in cheap life....

Haiz... wish this kinda things dun go so far... a bit uneasy to hear that...

I will not trust Judah cell group's time judgement again.... very very disappointed.... lesson learnt... case close...

Tonnes of work left for tml.... hopefully can pull through... seriously need a week break... maybe to the Maldives... beautiful place.. dun mind getting drown there when flood comes... Maybe get a maldivian wife and settle down there... catch fish survivor style... live on mussels & sea snakes and stuff... everyday got new wallpaper... everyday can swim and get tanned...

Will be waking up from this dream in the morning...

Sunday, June 19, 2005

SHOPPING!!!

Eek... Father's day.... went shopping with Von, Sherz ,Ken and BeN after service... Hahas along here and there.... I realise I'm not such a big spender after all... Sherz is... I'll let her be the biggerst (spender) this time =P

Let's see... bought a wonderful guitar pick-up, so nice... sounds great... adjustable and fit so snuggly in my gig... heez... Great buy... :) Bought the machine heads for the classical gig, left in my room so long... think got no nylon strings left liao... need to buy... Bought a Pelikan pen for my dad! Hope he likes it... Dunno wad to buy liao, think he has everything he needs... (hate to buy presents for ppl who has everything they need)

ZUT! ZUT! ZUT! forget to cut hair!!! Barber close when I reached there.. nvm... tml go JP see have or not...

Von bought nothing~
Ben bought nothing~

Ken bought a pair of DC shoes.... Von thinks it's fake, I think small possibility, but think it's real coz older design.. Anywayz... nice pair I think...

Sherz bought 3 posters... a Real Madrid collar pin... think she almost bought a Lego Zidane... hmm... bought any shirt? dun think so... den there's this bottle she wants to buy, Constantine DVD and BSB's Incomplete... wow...

I'd never dream of buying so many things @ 1 go... well, maybe daydream but figuratively.... can't afford...

Von was asking.. "If 'Dreamerz' buy the bottle for u will u accept it?" den she's like silent and all.... hahaz... so funny... almost got "leng chang"

Nv knew Far East got 3 music shop!! maybe usually not open ba the other 2... found the same guitar Arthur Lo has.. $399........ I tot it was cheap... heng nv buy.. He bought @ $340++ hehehe... the gig was like so nice sound, so easy to press.... EQ built in, dreamy gig....

Phew... legs are tired... wonder whether to take leave on fri or not... someone's special day... Ken knew le.... haiz... slipped my mouth