Goodbye my dear wife

Today is my last day with you, my love, my mule and muse.

I fear for the days I will long for adrenaline and excitement and not to forget the convenience at disposal. It is  definitely a dreaded choice but nonetheless a wise one.

You will be missed dearly by those who have benefited from your faithfulness this past 4 years but not as much as by me, your owner and lover. If it's not for some weird ownership policy and high market-driven madness, we'd probably be together forever? Or at least till death do us part =)

For as long as I remember (actually only 10 years), I have been driving around the roads of Singapore and exploring the fun, exciting and sometimes crazy nooks & cranny of the heartlands with my lovelies. From the Lite Ace, to the Extol, my not-so-trusty Corolla till faithful Lancer, I would describe them all as amazing.

If I told you that it's alright and everything's fine, it'll be a lie. A habit for 10 years is not just hard to break, it'll probably give me withdrawal symptoms...

I hate it when people starts to say that i've let it go too cheaply or that I should've done this and done that but I'll post those who said this the question "Then you should buy it off from me if it's so cheap...", "Pay me $XXXX every month so I can keep it..." and "Do you even drive?".

I'm pretty pleased with what I've gotten so far. It has been an exciting 10 years of driving and car ownership. I've enjoyed the status, the highlights, the fun, the disappointments, summons, freebies and freedom. Thank you Silver Bullet, I'll miss you!

I'm glad to have been a blessing together with Silver Bullet for all who has been blessed. I'd love to bless more but the time has come for me to start thinking for myself and start self-bless =)

I pray for a good owner to take over you and also for the landscape in Singapore to be transport friendlier in ALL ASPECTS...

GGGRRRR!!!!

Microsoft, what are you doing?

You apply updates to our XBOX 360s and made them freeze upon login...

Are you trying to get us to buy your new XBOX ONEs?

Such tactics are not gonna work and we refuse to bow down to menacing profit hungry corporations such as yours...

SHAME ON YOU!

Get our console fixed... You've been losing to Playstation in almost every corner and now this? Wake up your idea!!!

It's been a long time... Sounds old...

A lot of things had happened and it just whizzes by in a blink of an eye.. Today is a rare day where I'm able to sit down and gather all my thoughts and reflect... In the midst of all the madness that i'm facing...

Secretly I think i enjoy being tasked with "important" jobs... Jobs that gives immediate results and satisfaction... I hate easy tasks that complete fast and non-fulfilling... Those tasks that wouldn't make a difference if you have or had not done them...

Since the last time I've blogged, everything had changed... Nothing has been the same.
Relationship status, financial status, job status, spiritual level (i think) and outlook towards my life's goal has all differed starkly...

I'm not sure which is the spark that caused me to change, maybe it's really everything that falls into place... One thing that will not change is that I'm still me, situation will change, motives will change but my personality will always be the same.

I still miss you... Always thinking of you... It's not a conscious thing but out of no where you'll appeared on my mind... I don't know why but I guess you've hold a huge space in my heart... The only consolation is that I know that you're doing ok, I guess that's fine for me, or is it? I'm not too sure where to draw the line... Not gonna text you not disturb you, not gonna shun away for no reason either. Platonic relationships can be sure a bore... or a chore, or just so hateful... well, at least for me it is, towards you?

Anyway, that's not the only thing going on in my life.. We are having the messiest time of our lives starting this company. But it's fun... I really hope we can get some investors and kick up a storm in our industries... Let's see if we could do it by the end of this year... Lots of eyes are watching, we are going to do something great...

Church camp is coming up! I do miss attending camps... Sad to say i'm part of the committee this time round and something which I don't enjoy doing, but probably am able to do with ease... Logistics has always been a strong point of BB boys and we do get things done like clockwork...

Cafe 589 will start soon too with a bang! Hahaha! I am really hopeful that the leaders will open up their hearts and minds and eyes to seize this opportunity to make use of the building we have. I'm really excited with this program, I really hope to have this realised!

It's really hard to move on, I've really tried... I know that it is possible and easily to go to another but hey, it's not the same... I actually yearn for you even in the company of very sensibly attractive people... After you was K, then the M and now a prospect can settle down material fine lady... BUT, why am I thinking back? The freq just ain't right...

URGH! Why am I back on this?

Anyway, please support me for the following:
www.fibrebroadband.wix.com/home
www.facebook.com/flowerwerks
www.lynxace.com.sg

Have a good one eveyrone, signing off!
Leo