It's been a long time... Sounds old...

A lot of things had happened and it just whizzes by in a blink of an eye.. Today is a rare day where I'm able to sit down and gather all my thoughts and reflect... In the midst of all the madness that i'm facing...

Secretly I think i enjoy being tasked with "important" jobs... Jobs that gives immediate results and satisfaction... I hate easy tasks that complete fast and non-fulfilling... Those tasks that wouldn't make a difference if you have or had not done them...

Since the last time I've blogged, everything had changed... Nothing has been the same.
Relationship status, financial status, job status, spiritual level (i think) and outlook towards my life's goal has all differed starkly...

I'm not sure which is the spark that caused me to change, maybe it's really everything that falls into place... One thing that will not change is that I'm still me, situation will change, motives will change but my personality will always be the same.

I still miss you... Always thinking of you... It's not a conscious thing but out of no where you'll appeared on my mind... I don't know why but I guess you've hold a huge space in my heart... The only consolation is that I know that you're doing ok, I guess that's fine for me, or is it? I'm not too sure where to draw the line... Not gonna text you not disturb you, not gonna shun away for no reason either. Platonic relationships can be sure a bore... or a chore, or just so hateful... well, at least for me it is, towards you?

Anyway, that's not the only thing going on in my life.. We are having the messiest time of our lives starting this company. But it's fun... I really hope we can get some investors and kick up a storm in our industries... Let's see if we could do it by the end of this year... Lots of eyes are watching, we are going to do something great...

Church camp is coming up! I do miss attending camps... Sad to say i'm part of the committee this time round and something which I don't enjoy doing, but probably am able to do with ease... Logistics has always been a strong point of BB boys and we do get things done like clockwork...

Cafe 589 will start soon too with a bang! Hahaha! I am really hopeful that the leaders will open up their hearts and minds and eyes to seize this opportunity to make use of the building we have. I'm really excited with this program, I really hope to have this realised!

It's really hard to move on, I've really tried... I know that it is possible and easily to go to another but hey, it's not the same... I actually yearn for you even in the company of very sensibly attractive people... After you was K, then the M and now a prospect can settle down material fine lady... BUT, why am I thinking back? The freq just ain't right...

URGH! Why am I back on this?

Anyway, please support me for the following:
www.fibrebroadband.wix.com/home
www.facebook.com/flowerwerks
www.lynxace.com.sg

Have a good one eveyrone, signing off!
Leo