230th

Yay! a milestone!!!

There's a bright future I see ahead... But back of my mind I don't see why I should be happy about it.

Hopefully going into NIE would be God's will... It's not everyday anyone wants to be a teacher... I think... Facing rowdy and difficult students, at age where everything's a challenge (including ganging up against teachers...).

Way before taking up EI dip, already wanted to take the 3yr bond with $800 a mth allowance to study a Art Teacher Diploma.... I guess God din't sent me there because I'll be bonded... and I had the wrong motive - money... which apart was also becoming a BB teacher in a school...

So now without the motive of getting $800 a month and instead paying the tuition fees every month for a DEGREE, I hope that I will get into NIE - teach PE, teach science, history, CPA, anything, as long as I'll be a teacher!!!!!

Stragely there's works to come after graduating... I thought I'll be able to at least rest at home for weeks but looks like there's another mad rush of things.... 1stly was Church camp... den comes Aussie trip.. Work @ JJRG, for parents and new work if there's any... Not to forget Admin in BB which seriously need some clearing up... Gliderz's publicity is slacking hearing from the feedback of some...

But 1st on hand would defintely be 26th outing... Surely it'll be a nice place to "play" in.

Anyway, thks a million Junni! You're surely the cyberspace's biggest shopping queen :)

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just some of the nicer assesories :) Check out the foodies!! So cute!!!

Pu Tong Peng You - David Tao

I dun wan I dun wan I dun wan....
to be your PuTongPengYou....

Confirmation of finished tasks...

IT3731 - down
IT3732 - down
IT3733 - down
IT3735 - due tomorrow......
IT3739 - down
IT3740 - down

wooooooohooooooooooooo........ M.A.D sux....
22nd Citect Scada exam... 28th CCNA exam....
I'll be free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun wanna be your PuTongPengYou.....

Hmm, lots of rubbish and loads to clear up...
Admin have loads......... nid to hammer their heads, but dun wanna be bad guy.... dun wanna stress them too much but they are not stressed at all..... grrrrr.......

time for last straw of proj.... here goes.... :)

Happy Valentine's, Happy Birthday... NOT...

I sort of hate this 2 dates....

I know it's special for most ppl, but it's just another day................. 2 days to be exact...

No date, no fun, and the knowatthebackofmymind that it's gonna be a sad day feeling.... Followed by false hopes, mad rush and clocking 24hrs for not bed-ride... Finally finished IT3740 proj, but a mad rush to something nothing much...

Got a little pleasant surprise though... Thanks nu er for the bdae gift!!! So sweet :) So cute also... Kinda touched :)

Tat's pretty much wad happened for my 14th...

Today I've clocked about 36hrs and counting of not sleeping... Another rush for proj... But I really thank God for holding me til now... Now tat I'm home, its kinda ironic tat I dun wan to slp...

Met nu er and "lao po" to pass em belated vdae gift... suppose to get present but somehow too fragile, broke into 2... sad man...

Thks bro kwo for companionship... That's the best gift anyone can offer :) Offering their time...
Cell as usual... I noe why I close in prayer... For the lights to go off and cake to come in... 2 candles... super sad... super sad x2...

So this yr got only 2 gifts, not including the broken one.... A very very sweet musical bag, and a T-shirt from Sherz, QS and Bro Beng :)

I don't like the contents of the shirt... Maybe I don't know how to appreciate, or I think too much but it's crude... I thank God for bros and sisters that buy me gifts... But I can say I'll grow to hate tat shirt... No offense to any of you :( Seriously if I found the site again, I'll link you all there...

Overall... bdaes are suppose to be happi days... everyone wished me a happi one, but doesn't seemed to be... ha... next time I just wan a blessed bdae..

Right... it's off to live the big TWO-ZERO...

COPE - Can hOPE... or is it Cannot hOPE?

Many many things rushing my way... Loads of work to be done... Thank God I stood firm & and said no to work... Though it was cruel but it's crucial...

Worship on 12th Feb... Not yet done...
C# & CCNA project dued on 10th Feb... Not yet done...
Techno presentation + ICA 2 dued on 9th... Not yet done...
Flash & CCNA presentation dued tml, Nv even start!!!
Mobile almost complete - I've not done a single thing on it!!! I'm gonna fail...

Den there's other parts of life which needs adjustments...

Room's in a great big mess, not enuff sleep, no time to read bible (probably excuse), no time to play games (tat's an issue...), overeating, starving myself at times, not enough excercise, have to retake NAPFA, gotta blog, gotta update diary, gotta come home early, spend time with family, be good testimony...

God, grant me strength I pray, though at times there are things that I may do unessesary... But pray that You'll be with me...

There's Gliderz matters to attend to. Thank God I'm out of BB for awhile... But then there's NS to worry about... Also being accountable to God,m inviting as many frens as possible to the 26th Feb event...

I need a breather. Seriously. Valentines' coming... The day after is suppose to be a good day but guess wad?

Night class on Vday... Just when I tot I could've enjoyed it... isn't life great? Flash proj to be handed in on the same day... How nice...........

BB admin's in a big mess... don't even want to bother mentioning it.... Bros & Siss pls pray pray pray... Oops.. i've got overdued library books not returned!

It's amusing how life stares at u in the face laughing away and yet you can't do anything to it... Know wad's the best part? There's some on the cake too, personal matters, slapped me in the face............. You guys probably won't understand wad the heck I'm yaking about...

Geez, tok about dark...
Signing off...

Just a little harsh...

Ok, I was harsh...

Sometimes we would do things that are kind of meaningless and find it ok... The time spent at HRC could've been better used...

The money as well...

Also we've been wasting health by eating tons of food... I think ALL of us will kena PTP... ALL... Don't know which lucky one(s) dun need to go NS...

Brain kinda dead right now, rushing 6 projects at one time... One of em' I will confirm fail... prayer works wonders.......... pls pray. Thanks in advance...

I'm amazed that some ppl can still sleep in class when this is the time to ask lecturer qns if we have problems with our projects... God... Let me shine... Ok, time to mug and slug...

Signing off...

evolVED MAni BEllefS iN ME...

There's lots of things going on right now...

Some unspeakable, some outright not me...

Pray for me to be HUMBLE, pray that I'll be RIGHTEOUS again, to be STRONG and FAITHFUL. More so to be STERN and DISCIPLINED...

All I can say is I'm hanging on the thread... Almost losing grip... Lot's of fear kicked in... I know I might be wrong, but this phrase from Exorcist serves me quite well "Sometimes the devil make pretty good fuel for God"... In my case, the consequences of sins...

Nothing serious actually, but in my mind it's kinda a block I can't shake off...

Right, enough rantings... here's the update on my "shallow" life...

Chu 2 - Woke up rather early worz... 10am like that.... Went to Mr. Martin's place to play a little Risk, went to Jon's place to play 2 rounds of Mahjong... Went home ard 6am...

Chu 3 - Woohoo... slpt a little, woke up 10am also... :( I cudn't find my Bacon bits!!! Searched high n low for em' End up went to Cold Storage n buy...

Prosperity Baked Fish (Dory)

Croutons - crushed
Garlic & Herbs seasoning (saltless)
Bacon Bits
Butter - DO NOT USE MARGERINE

Bake for 15 to 20 mins or until golden brown :D I love it being able to say that!!!

After prep, went to meet the guys, bai nian @ Ms Sharon's place, rushed home to cook the rest of the Dory... 12 pieces of Dory... At the end, left with NONE!!! YEA! I guess the guys were kinda bored... I dunno why it happens everytime, but it does, perhaps my place not big enuff? Or I'm just a bad host... Maybe they're not comfortable with my parents being ard.... Wadever it is, I think they won't come celebrate again...

Chu 4 - "Today", went to sch early, tot of doin proj, end up no wireless connection for my laptop... sad.... played game and ate breakfast... slept in the van til Dreamerz interupt my long awaited slp....

Met kwo, went to Ms. Sherine's place to bai nian, saw her, ok... maybe u all would noe by now... Went to Hard Rock cafe for plt 14 dinner, OR Judah cell dinner, whichever you call it. That's why I say grouping kills....

Whether is it platoon 14 or is it Judah, it's still is us...
Whether is it Mainland Chinese or Singapore Chinese, it's still Chinese...

Why do we have to class things up? Does it matter if Singapore Chinese wants to attend the event made for Mainland Chinese? Or does it matter if Pastor joins us for dinner and fellowship?

I'm sure to most of us it doesn't ok... Why draw the line so clearly? It's very ironic and hypocritic. I'm not shooting, it's sounds like it. (Like the time I said "Evangilism without relationship...")

Anyway, had a wonderful time @ Hard Rock. the food's great, the atmosphere is wonderful... The band was terrific! Dedication on the spot! Love it...

Time to slp... Sch @ 8am...

Signing off~