Still do not know wad happened... Perhaps really clueless same as tat someone...
Yesterday was quite a shocking experience. Den I realised that really guys and girls are SO different.
The exact same tone, exact same words can mean exact different meanings to different ppl. It's just so amazing and so overwhelming and so mind bending. I seriously didn't think of anything mean happening there.... Perhaps too insensitive or numb.
I din realise the girls were so fragile. Esp you girls who in my life been very strong and tough in my eyes. That was my 1st experience seeing you all like tat. Pretty scary actually.
It made me wonder and thank God most of the time I really just kept my mouth shut. Wonder what would the many things I would say wrongly... Unintentionally too...
Anyway I hate to see you pissed. I'm sorry to messed up your day... It's just that you can't leave me hanging there. It's so unfair and I know you know it. Nothing I've done was really wrong. Unless you tell me, I'll never know.... So this cooling off been somehow turning into a fading away. I guess sooner or later you'll be erasing me out of your memories...
Just want you to be happy... Even if it's forgetting... I guess it's over...
Monday, December 10, 2007
Friday, December 07, 2007
Man utd sux!
Did it had to end this way? I didn't saw anything wrong coming. Not even the slightest hint... What in the world happened? It's just so unfair. I don't even know what I did wrong.
The world is just so in a big mess. Why? Just why must this happen??? Is it really my fault? Have I done something so gravely that it has to be this way? What's wrong with you????? Can't you just say?
For once I thought this wouldn't hurt. Harmless. But I inflicted it upon myself...
Happy birthday Sher. Hope u'll enjoy your Rum & Raisin Cheesecake.
Xmas is coming. I'm nt happy at all... Even though I've got all the things I want. I still lost the dearest thing to me................................................................................. God, how do I salvage this trauma?
Man UTd Sux... ROAR!!!
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Guess I always screw things up...
Well, things won't always stay the same.... I guess I didn't treasured what I had, I didn't really made an effort to maintain the relationship.
Feels really kinda sad... All I can say that is I'll miss you...
On the otherhand, sometimes you have to lose certain things to realise that you've gained somethings... God has always been blessing me. I guess sometimes we just have to open our eyes and see what God really has in place for us.
Youth camp rocks, but I still screw things up. Really give thanks to God for the strengthened relationships. Though we had our misunderstandings but really, what cannot kill us will build us.
Sad to say, sometimes the ppl we know for so long aren't really who we know. I am really confused... On one hand you said I'm a friend you're so glad to have, on the other you act like you don't know me or hate me like some enemy... I wonder....
Event + Response = Outcome.
I'm not going to let my response affect my outcome. This is one of the most beneficial camp to me. Pastor Steven was really inspirational.
Thank God for Marcus and the other girls and boys who accepted Christ. Really wonderful. God really has His plans... All the way til the last day, really amazed that he said yes during devotion!
This year's YC may not have wonderful games, might not been super enjoyable, the campers might not really experience a very very touching message or had the best overall experience. But I guess God really had everything in control.
Gonna miss you...
Feels really kinda sad... All I can say that is I'll miss you...
On the otherhand, sometimes you have to lose certain things to realise that you've gained somethings... God has always been blessing me. I guess sometimes we just have to open our eyes and see what God really has in place for us.
Youth camp rocks, but I still screw things up. Really give thanks to God for the strengthened relationships. Though we had our misunderstandings but really, what cannot kill us will build us.
Sad to say, sometimes the ppl we know for so long aren't really who we know. I am really confused... On one hand you said I'm a friend you're so glad to have, on the other you act like you don't know me or hate me like some enemy... I wonder....
Event + Response = Outcome.
I'm not going to let my response affect my outcome. This is one of the most beneficial camp to me. Pastor Steven was really inspirational.
Thank God for Marcus and the other girls and boys who accepted Christ. Really wonderful. God really has His plans... All the way til the last day, really amazed that he said yes during devotion!
This year's YC may not have wonderful games, might not been super enjoyable, the campers might not really experience a very very touching message or had the best overall experience. But I guess God really had everything in control.
Gonna miss you...
Monday, November 26, 2007
Thank you bro =)
Surprise surprise, I gotta cancel out one of my wishlist!
My brother bought me an Apple iPod nano video!!!!! YAY!!! Soooo happy, thank you bro =)
My brother bought me an Apple iPod nano video!!!!! YAY!!! Soooo happy, thank you bro =)
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
1 mth to Christmas!
Let's see... All i want for Christmas is...
New car
Digi cam
Drum set OR Drum pads
PSP Slim
The Simpsons adventure xbox 360 game
Medalist SG Open's Dart case
Think that's all? hmm..
how abt..
More time for myself
More time for God & ministries
Time for family
Time for friends
1 mth holiday...
maybe a little of
love
harvests during YC.
wonderful time during Christmas.
My schedule seems bad =( working on xmas eve it seems... haiz. hopefully it's morning shift.
New car
Digi cam
Drum set OR Drum pads
PSP Slim
The Simpsons adventure xbox 360 game
Medalist SG Open's Dart case
Think that's all? hmm..
how abt..
More time for myself
More time for God & ministries
Time for family
Time for friends
1 mth holiday...
maybe a little of
love
harvests during YC.
wonderful time during Christmas.
My schedule seems bad =( working on xmas eve it seems... haiz. hopefully it's morning shift.
Friday, November 16, 2007
A big thank you to all!
Thanks for all of your prayers and support!
Thank God for His mercy and grace, His wisdom and plans. How wonderful His love is.
Phew. Close shave. I bearly made it pass the passing mark. Really thankful that I've made the mark and get off to a new start. From now onwards it's free cruisin and hard workin all the way!
Sorry guys that I can't make it on the 24th and 25th for Worship rehearsals. But it really a super tough choice for me to make.
It was soooooo soooo sooo soo so tough for me to make it into the Singapore Open, further more to at least realise one of my dreams. 24th and 25th, both of whole days ARE the Singapore Open. I really really want to go thru the worship rehearsals but i've come too far to drop the games. Really... Just this time. =P
Countdown to X'mas! in just abt a mth! Better get my wishlist ready =p
Thank God for His mercy and grace, His wisdom and plans. How wonderful His love is.
Phew. Close shave. I bearly made it pass the passing mark. Really thankful that I've made the mark and get off to a new start. From now onwards it's free cruisin and hard workin all the way!
Sorry guys that I can't make it on the 24th and 25th for Worship rehearsals. But it really a super tough choice for me to make.
It was soooooo soooo sooo soo so tough for me to make it into the Singapore Open, further more to at least realise one of my dreams. 24th and 25th, both of whole days ARE the Singapore Open. I really really want to go thru the worship rehearsals but i've come too far to drop the games. Really... Just this time. =P
Countdown to X'mas! in just abt a mth! Better get my wishlist ready =p
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Happy but fearful...
Tomorrow's D-Day for me.
I've yet to capture everything I need to know but hopefully by end of today it'll be done and I'll be prepared for the dreaded AWT...
Seems weird when all my life, exams weren't problems to me & when studying doesn't seems tough at all during school days. Guess this job is really the real deal.
So real.... The world is really out there waiting for us to take charge over - just like what God told Adam to do.
As long as you set your heart to it, it WILL be done.
Bought a new laptop! Thank God. It'll be an early Christmas present for myself! lolx. The webcam and fingerprint thingys are so fun. And at less than 2kg it's sure is super light. Super cheap, super small, super fast and wonderful. Perhaps the only thing I hate about it is Windows Vista =( no choice, rather than getting an Apple =P
Goin to work. lalalala
I've yet to capture everything I need to know but hopefully by end of today it'll be done and I'll be prepared for the dreaded AWT...
Seems weird when all my life, exams weren't problems to me & when studying doesn't seems tough at all during school days. Guess this job is really the real deal.
So real.... The world is really out there waiting for us to take charge over - just like what God told Adam to do.
As long as you set your heart to it, it WILL be done.
Bought a new laptop! Thank God. It'll be an early Christmas present for myself! lolx. The webcam and fingerprint thingys are so fun. And at less than 2kg it's sure is super light. Super cheap, super small, super fast and wonderful. Perhaps the only thing I hate about it is Windows Vista =( no choice, rather than getting an Apple =P
Goin to work. lalalala
Friday, November 02, 2007
Malaysia Visit
Went to JB for a reward outing. Went to a dragon fruit farm, batik shop. Pewter factory. Went to the old Eden (Zon) to shop. Nth much there actually. Now I know how to go to Angsana shopping center! Hehehe. Had wonderful lunch and dinner. Just wished that there were ppl I am closer with there... How I miss those outings with you peeps...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
~update~
Back to school... =( I gotta cover all that in 2 weeks! yuck!
Ski360, lunch @ AFS, dinner @ Roti Prata House, Study group @ Gliderz, prata @ casurina, outing with 53st EA, Go-kart rally @ ECP (xbox360 set), nasi lemak @ changi village.
My car in its full glory! All in desperate attempt to sell it online =pBack for updatez!!!
Yoyoyo!
Hehe, been a long time eh? Guess I've been too busy.
Let's start from the latest to the earlier programs =)
I've been busy on course this 2 weeks. Hmmm. Sad coz it's kinda far and gotta wake up early and it always ends late. Kinda consolated coz it's 2 weeks away from that treacherous workplace of mine. Been sitting behind rows of smelly and unhygenic CRT monitors typing and clicking away trying to learn how to transact items from place to place.... headache.
At least I've got the evenings to myself! Movies anyone? Dinner will do too =) I've actuali qualified into the finals!!! Woot!!! So cool!!! Imagine a rookie beating veterans! MT1 beating a MT9! Whaha. talent i tell you, talent! =p http://www.medalist.com.sg/mdalbum/thumbnails.php?album=97
Flashback to thursday, it was the BB/GB Officers' retreat. Been thinking alot about the new platoon. Had a few ideas on the coming recruitment too. I need God's strength to take up the new platoon. I don't know if I can do it or not... It's about that step of faith. That commitment and that assurance that God will see me thru this.. haiz....
Beforehand was a series of 2 weeks lectures on AWT. Ugh... boring like hell.. but we can't afford to fail... Our ranking will be held, performace will reset to ZERO. Blackmarked... Soooo unfair... Why other bases can fail 7, 8, 9 times? We can't even once?? Grr... The exams' on the 22nd. Do pray for strength, discipline and alertness to study. It ain't the same anymore =(
Earlier on, I've been busy with work, night shift's getting more and more fun. You wouldn't be able to imagine how beautiful the night skies are in base. Finally I got a chance to actually go to the actual ground to work on the A/C, instead of "holding the fort" and wait til the "warriors" come home.
Well, lots of this and thats in between. Check out my pic blog for more updates =)
Hehe, been a long time eh? Guess I've been too busy.
Let's start from the latest to the earlier programs =)
I've been busy on course this 2 weeks. Hmmm. Sad coz it's kinda far and gotta wake up early and it always ends late. Kinda consolated coz it's 2 weeks away from that treacherous workplace of mine. Been sitting behind rows of smelly and unhygenic CRT monitors typing and clicking away trying to learn how to transact items from place to place.... headache.
At least I've got the evenings to myself! Movies anyone? Dinner will do too =) I've actuali qualified into the finals!!! Woot!!! So cool!!! Imagine a rookie beating veterans! MT1 beating a MT9! Whaha. talent i tell you, talent! =p http://www.medalist.com.sg/mdalbum/thumbnails.php?album=97
Flashback to thursday, it was the BB/GB Officers' retreat. Been thinking alot about the new platoon. Had a few ideas on the coming recruitment too. I need God's strength to take up the new platoon. I don't know if I can do it or not... It's about that step of faith. That commitment and that assurance that God will see me thru this.. haiz....
Beforehand was a series of 2 weeks lectures on AWT. Ugh... boring like hell.. but we can't afford to fail... Our ranking will be held, performace will reset to ZERO. Blackmarked... Soooo unfair... Why other bases can fail 7, 8, 9 times? We can't even once?? Grr... The exams' on the 22nd. Do pray for strength, discipline and alertness to study. It ain't the same anymore =(
Earlier on, I've been busy with work, night shift's getting more and more fun. You wouldn't be able to imagine how beautiful the night skies are in base. Finally I got a chance to actually go to the actual ground to work on the A/C, instead of "holding the fort" and wait til the "warriors" come home.
Well, lots of this and thats in between. Check out my pic blog for more updates =)
Monday, September 24, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Weekend!
Yay! The weekend's here again! That means target, dinners, service and probably SENTOSA again! YEA! Whaha.
Went to target. Took my ratings... Sianz... got a rating of avg 1... sianz...
Went to Bukit Timah's prata. Food there serves really fast. But dunno nice or nt... Din get to try the thosai, but the mee goreng sux...
Cell later @ 8.30am... wad the... so earli... =(
Hmm... Nth more to updatez... Check out my pic blog!
Went to target. Took my ratings... Sianz... got a rating of avg 1... sianz...
Went to Bukit Timah's prata. Food there serves really fast. But dunno nice or nt... Din get to try the thosai, but the mee goreng sux...
Cell later @ 8.30am... wad the... so earli... =(
Hmm... Nth more to updatez... Check out my pic blog!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Last Week
Right, here to updatez my whereabouts, in case some people think I'm MIAing for no reasons.
Friday had SBAB open house! WOot! Mum and Jacky went to work with me! Look! Look!
Friday had SBAB open house! WOot! Mum and Jacky went to work with me! Look! Look!
After that sent them home. Went to Vivo with the gals, got present for Yong. Had dinner at Thai Accent. Hmm, pretty ok. Price was reasonable. Went home.Early next morning, sent Suki to sch, went down to California Fitness to collect my VIP pass... Stupid waste of time. Pick Rubz and went to NUS to slack.
Went to IMM for snack. Gosh! Green Tea moochi is soooooooooooo nice! Ichiban's sushi are much much better den Sakae's. Except maybe there's no buffet. =(
Gone down to SAFTI MI to witness Hui's Commissioning. WOW. Made me wanna crossover as an Officer. Look! Look!
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After tat, went to Yong's bdae. Cut cake, eat cake give present. Gone to Suki's place. Woot! Learnt a new song to play on piano. lolx, at least the starting.Overslpt! Culdn't wake up for service =( Prepared and go for jamming. Didn't jam in the end. Irritating... End up went to buy food for Jiaying's Dinner. All of you have bad judgement la. 11 durians is NEVER enough... QS! you still owe me $12 quick I'm broke!
Monday, September 10, 2007
1 year...
So, i've just remembered that today (090907) marks 1 year since my enlistment.
The past 1 year been a hell of a roller coaster ride. Never would I expect this day a year ago I'll end up what I am now.
Gotta thank God for my job, income, car, room, friends and family time. Thank God for providence, forgiveness, grace, mercy and His love. This 1 year has been overall good considering the many blessings I've recieved.
Reflecting, flipping thru my diary's been rather painful. I got reminded of all the bads, downs, and saw how pathetic I was. How I never learnt my mistakes and how silly I was. Guess it's pretty funny how people are - thick-skull & muddle-headed. Maybe that's just me? =x
Anywayz.... A year. 9 more to go. Don't know what will be, but Jesus will definitely be the same. He'll love me the same today, He loved me the same yesterday and will be the same tomorrow. How wonderful is that? Beautiful eh?
Wanna say sorry to a special someone. Sorry for the things I've done to you. Sorry for the hurt and scar that I've cost you. I didn't mean to, guess it's our folly. Hope I did not misled you or stumbled you. Will be praying for you. Definitely miss you. Wanna wish you all the best with lots of love.
Looking on, Jiaying's leaving this friday. hmmm... our very own missionary. 2 years. Just for God. I wonder if I'd ever be able to do that. lets start with Jerusalem 1st bah. hehe.
"I've got a picture of you & me, hangin' on the wall. How I wish we still can be, friends as close like then before."
The past 1 year been a hell of a roller coaster ride. Never would I expect this day a year ago I'll end up what I am now.
Gotta thank God for my job, income, car, room, friends and family time. Thank God for providence, forgiveness, grace, mercy and His love. This 1 year has been overall good considering the many blessings I've recieved.
Reflecting, flipping thru my diary's been rather painful. I got reminded of all the bads, downs, and saw how pathetic I was. How I never learnt my mistakes and how silly I was. Guess it's pretty funny how people are - thick-skull & muddle-headed. Maybe that's just me? =x
Anywayz.... A year. 9 more to go. Don't know what will be, but Jesus will definitely be the same. He'll love me the same today, He loved me the same yesterday and will be the same tomorrow. How wonderful is that? Beautiful eh?
Wanna say sorry to a special someone. Sorry for the things I've done to you. Sorry for the hurt and scar that I've cost you. I didn't mean to, guess it's our folly. Hope I did not misled you or stumbled you. Will be praying for you. Definitely miss you. Wanna wish you all the best with lots of love.
Looking on, Jiaying's leaving this friday. hmmm... our very own missionary. 2 years. Just for God. I wonder if I'd ever be able to do that. lets start with Jerusalem 1st bah. hehe.
"I've got a picture of you & me, hangin' on the wall. How I wish we still can be, friends as close like then before."
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Happi bdaes... you ALL!
Lolz
3rd - Clement
4th - Yee Tien
5th - Cherie
6th - Winson
My gosh... How expensive can the month of September be??? lolx
Aniwayz. Sentosa was great. Celebrated Winson's bdae. Beach volleyball, playing in the sea. Walking in the rain. How often do we get to do tat? Fun.
Went to marche to eat. All ate til wanna vomit. Think winson like his "bdae cake"! Haha.
Had a swell time. So much so i'm swelling all over... oww... haha.
3rd - Clement
4th - Yee Tien
5th - Cherie
6th - Winson
My gosh... How expensive can the month of September be??? lolx
Aniwayz. Sentosa was great. Celebrated Winson's bdae. Beach volleyball, playing in the sea. Walking in the rain. How often do we get to do tat? Fun.
Went to marche to eat. All ate til wanna vomit. Think winson like his "bdae cake"! Haha.
Had a swell time. So much so i'm swelling all over... oww... haha.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Yay yay!
Completed the 12km! Gosh.. it's pretty beautiful up there on the shears bridge watching the sun rising. =)
My legs are aching!!! Lolz all over. Haha. I love the Adidas arm pouch! Can carry my phone and I can run with music! yeah!
Anywayz, NEVER ever go to Pizza Hut @ Suntec to eat. The service is soooooooo slow! This is the 2nd time I've encountered. Even though different manager but sane poor service.
Posting some of the nicer photos here =) Click here to check out all of it!
My legs are aching!!! Lolz all over. Haha. I love the Adidas arm pouch! Can carry my phone and I can run with music! yeah!
Anywayz, NEVER ever go to Pizza Hut @ Suntec to eat. The service is soooooooo slow! This is the 2nd time I've encountered. Even though different manager but sane poor service.
Posting some of the nicer photos here =) Click here to check out all of it!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Another 1st...
Today I got my 1st Booking for Speeding... UGH...
There goes $170 & 8 demerit points... Sadded x 1000000.
Ok la, I deserved it coz I really did speed. But who else there did not? Just so I guess I'm the last car so they stopped my =(
Anywayz, the 1000000 x sadded can't dampen our mood.
Went to Essential Brew for dinner, or rather supper. Will post the pics some other time.
Went to West Coast Park to "hang out". Guess who I saw!
Dzul Fazly & Fat Ben! whahah. How coincidental! Gonna meet u guys on 30th yea! 1E2 rox!
Anyway, hanging out turned out to be realli painful, especially my hands... they're now swollen n red from all the rope burns! UGH! hahahah. Nvm, guess they'll go away. Cell picnic tml. hmmm. Army Half Marathon... UGH....
$170... =(
There goes $170 & 8 demerit points... Sadded x 1000000.
Ok la, I deserved it coz I really did speed. But who else there did not? Just so I guess I'm the last car so they stopped my =(
Anywayz, the 1000000 x sadded can't dampen our mood.
Went to Essential Brew for dinner, or rather supper. Will post the pics some other time.
Went to West Coast Park to "hang out". Guess who I saw!
Dzul Fazly & Fat Ben! whahah. How coincidental! Gonna meet u guys on 30th yea! 1E2 rox!
Anyway, hanging out turned out to be realli painful, especially my hands... they're now swollen n red from all the rope burns! UGH! hahahah. Nvm, guess they'll go away. Cell picnic tml. hmmm. Army Half Marathon... UGH....
$170... =(
Friday, August 24, 2007
Long Long time!
Finally baq to post my blog!
Hmm, some photos to show =)
Been "Suppering" with the gals, going to Target more and more frequent. Now I think i'm very "gian" to join the game =) See if 1 day can go down to do my scores =)
Also been frequenting Holland for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Night shift's been weird, coz I go there and spend alot of time doin waiting... Had to find things to do... ugh... If onli there's an internet comp... hmmmm....!
Think I'm getting into the good books of my bosses, =) I sense something good is coming my way, hope my gut feeling is right =)
Sunday I will miss service coz I'm forced to go the Army Half Marathon... =( Pray that I do not hurt myself... It's 12km, I could do 12 x 4oom, but nv tried to do 12km before!
Anyways, my Xbox360 is fixed! I mean they gave me a new one! WOOT! Guess wad? They even gave me a 1 month GOLD memberhship prepaid card! Wow... I'm lovin it! heeeez.
My bro bought a new game =) Gonna go play now! Yea! =)
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Tiredly refreshing.
The week's kinda fast. Days zooms by like hrs. Blink of an eye, time is going pretty fast.
The pace in Singapore really's exhilarating. I think it's great that Singaporeans are so efficient orientated. Always striving to be the best. But along the way they've lost the roots of why we are doing so. Who doesn't want to laze around and do nothing, enjoy the day and not work?
Yesterday didn't really work. Report in the morning and finish the KO stuffs. Headed to Changi Air Base around noon. We're there for an NE tour.
Toured NEWater plant, very very interesting. http://www.pub.gov.sg/NEWater_files/visitors/index.html
Followed by Changi Museum and Chapel tour.
Why did Singapore fell to the hands of the Japanese?
Understand why the west side produced the most resistance against the invasion?
After that, went for a 6km jog... Got cramps.. Oww... Not enough salt, no proper warm up & rainy cold weather. Running in the rain was cooling but warm up is VITAL!
Supper @ NYDC with the gals in Holland. Hmmm... Guess I'm down with flu... *ah choo!*
The pace in Singapore really's exhilarating. I think it's great that Singaporeans are so efficient orientated. Always striving to be the best. But along the way they've lost the roots of why we are doing so. Who doesn't want to laze around and do nothing, enjoy the day and not work?
Yesterday didn't really work. Report in the morning and finish the KO stuffs. Headed to Changi Air Base around noon. We're there for an NE tour.
Toured NEWater plant, very very interesting. http://www.pub.gov.sg/NEWater_files/visitors/index.html
Followed by Changi Museum and Chapel tour.
Why did Singapore fell to the hands of the Japanese?
Understand why the west side produced the most resistance against the invasion?
After that, went for a 6km jog... Got cramps.. Oww... Not enough salt, no proper warm up & rainy cold weather. Running in the rain was cooling but warm up is VITAL!
Supper @ NYDC with the gals in Holland. Hmmm... Guess I'm down with flu... *ah choo!*
Monday, August 13, 2007
boo hoo =(
saddedd! my xbox 360 crashed!
Good thing it's an xbox =) Called up customer service from Microsoft, at least I can know what happen to it without leaving my house or looking up the internet. Just pick up the phone and call the toll free line.
There were some internal hardware failures. Wah... The 1st thought was all my soccer saves are gonna be gone! My gamer profile's gonna be gone! But thank God it's all in the add on hard disk =) Good thing I can have a 1 to 1 exchange! yay!
Anywayaz. here's the lowdown on some poly activities =)
The Gang~
Ladies )
Rubz =)
Dinner @ Sakae =)
I love my friends of EI0314!
Good thing it's an xbox =) Called up customer service from Microsoft, at least I can know what happen to it without leaving my house or looking up the internet. Just pick up the phone and call the toll free line.
There were some internal hardware failures. Wah... The 1st thought was all my soccer saves are gonna be gone! My gamer profile's gonna be gone! But thank God it's all in the add on hard disk =) Good thing I can have a 1 to 1 exchange! yay!
Anywayaz. here's the lowdown on some poly activities =)
The Gang~
Ladies )
Rubz =)
Dinner @ Sakae =)
I love my friends of EI0314!
Long Weekend!
Yay. I love long weekends!
Thank God for national day! Yay, instead of stand by it became a stand down =)
So, on wed we worked half a day, tat's kinda sian actualli coz we ALL had to come in in the morning. Which means that's the end of my night shift week =(
Went to crab shack, to pool fusion. Kinda cool to hang out and spend time like that.
Happy bdae Singapore!, Happy bdae Jacky too =) Ikea to get some furniture and dinner too.
Fri was WOW! Yea, it's been a whole long while since we've met up and go crazy. Went to Target, kinda nice place to chill out. Went K after tat. oww... my throat.
Parade was kinda alright. I was hopingfor an answer. Don't really know if I can take plt 23. It'll be a challenge. I still wanna play, I don't know if I can be that role model Boys look up to...
Prayer meeting n new Cell discussions. Things seems to be only going upwards from here. I guess certain changes are good. =)
Service, lunch. More K! Hahaha, really this time it hurts. You'd never know how much fun and laughs we can have just in CWP itself. I guess it doesn't matter if there's nt much shops. Guess it's the ppl who make your day great! Thank God for a beautiful weekend =)
Watched Bourne Ultimatum. Not bad. Still it can be a bore sometimes. Bad ending too... I think I might miss watching the play... Maybe I'll wait for swan lake to come =p
Thank God for national day! Yay, instead of stand by it became a stand down =)
So, on wed we worked half a day, tat's kinda sian actualli coz we ALL had to come in in the morning. Which means that's the end of my night shift week =(
Went to crab shack, to pool fusion. Kinda cool to hang out and spend time like that.
Happy bdae Singapore!, Happy bdae Jacky too =) Ikea to get some furniture and dinner too.
Fri was WOW! Yea, it's been a whole long while since we've met up and go crazy. Went to Target, kinda nice place to chill out. Went K after tat. oww... my throat.
Parade was kinda alright. I was hopingfor an answer. Don't really know if I can take plt 23. It'll be a challenge. I still wanna play, I don't know if I can be that role model Boys look up to...
Prayer meeting n new Cell discussions. Things seems to be only going upwards from here. I guess certain changes are good. =)
Service, lunch. More K! Hahaha, really this time it hurts. You'd never know how much fun and laughs we can have just in CWP itself. I guess it doesn't matter if there's nt much shops. Guess it's the ppl who make your day great! Thank God for a beautiful weekend =)
Watched Bourne Ultimatum. Not bad. Still it can be a bore sometimes. Bad ending too... I think I might miss watching the play... Maybe I'll wait for swan lake to come =p
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Thee hate thy who steal...
For the record...
Samba Steakhouse @ Katong Village. 86 East Coast Road.
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Crab Shack @ Shenton Way as well as Upper Thomson.
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Anywayz, The week's great! Just didn't expect to work 2 nights and 1 morning and poof! We're into a long weekend!
Fingers crossed for Friday's stand down. It has to be a stand down man... Pls no SMSes from any SBAB ppl!
Came back from Crab Shack at Shenton way. WAHHH... You'll never imagine who can run a restaurant so nice. With another branch @ Upper thomson too! My gosh. I think I'm on the right track!!! Just a few more years and the right ppl.
The Ham & Cheese Baked rice were marvellous! So were the calamari rings, soft shell crab and pizza! Price was definitely way below expectations, of coz not taking the friendship discount into considerations.
Von, this IS a great place to chill man. Will bring u guys there if I got a chance. =)
Simpsons alone @ SP was farnie! Imagine the whole cinema to myself! The person who had to deliver the nachos to me couldn't find me. It was hilarious! "Hello! Here!!!"
Spider Pig! Spider Pig! LOL!
Samba Steakhouse @ Katong Village. 86 East Coast Road.
&
Crab Shack @ Shenton Way as well as Upper Thomson.
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Anywayz, The week's great! Just didn't expect to work 2 nights and 1 morning and poof! We're into a long weekend!
Fingers crossed for Friday's stand down. It has to be a stand down man... Pls no SMSes from any SBAB ppl!
Came back from Crab Shack at Shenton way. WAHHH... You'll never imagine who can run a restaurant so nice. With another branch @ Upper thomson too! My gosh. I think I'm on the right track!!! Just a few more years and the right ppl.
The Ham & Cheese Baked rice were marvellous! So were the calamari rings, soft shell crab and pizza! Price was definitely way below expectations, of coz not taking the friendship discount into considerations.
Von, this IS a great place to chill man. Will bring u guys there if I got a chance. =)
Simpsons alone @ SP was farnie! Imagine the whole cinema to myself! The person who had to deliver the nachos to me couldn't find me. It was hilarious! "Hello! Here!!!"
Spider Pig! Spider Pig! LOL!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
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So the past week was terrible...
Living in the living room without walls and doors... No privacy and everything you do would be subjected and exposed to the neighbors' views...
Just this morning I was rudely woken up by my mum as my neighbor needed help to troubleshoot the router... For God's sake it's 9am and I'm on night shift!!!
Anyways, the past week was rather rest and relaxed. In a terrible manner.
Mon to wed was mad rush to complete my Immediate boss' agenda. Senseless because in the end my superior had to redo everything no matter how right I did it. Wed celebrated Dad's bdae. Crystal Jade kitchen sux...
Thurs was on course. It's 1st Aid stage 1 n 2 with a little Heartsavers'. Kind of duh... End up dozing off... Anyways, it's a good thing not to be back in flight to face all the penguins =p Lunch outside, went home for a while, went baq to course.
Cell dinner. Haiz... Ms Joyann! I'll miss you alot. Thanks for all your teachings. Sorry for all the disappointments. Thank God that He sent you to us. I think we really learnt alot from you. I felt really sad that I had to leave early for worship rehearsal. Nevertheless, wish you the best for the future ahead.
Worship rehearsal was almost a vomit blood session. But guess it's for a good cause. We're learning about each other. Think I don't mind vomitting blood a few more time, really have to be patient next time.
Friday was a super wakeuplateandgobackearly day. Course was nothing, I think I'm the only one who scored full marks. Other than my partner coz I was with him...
Went to town walk ard. I tot we were gonna go Sim Lim. End up went to Cine... my gosh... wasted my time! Nvm... Went to beach road market for dinner. The belgium Choc Waffles were great! Scoupolous Flavoured Ice-Cream's great!!!! Love it! I MUST go back for more next time.
FOP 07 was far better than 2005. Songs were actualli singable as in made sense and clear. The message was wonderful!. Encouraged. To be a cheerful Christian.
Sat's inter-coy games brought me to a new experience. It's so entagonizing to see the ball roll pass you and not being able to play... Refereeing on the other hand gave me a view on how tough it is to be fair. How hard it is to love ppl when they are rotten. I thank God for being God.
GSM, dinner at home.
Sunday worship, went to sakae @ SP. Nice food, bad layout... Went to Holland for slacking ard. I seriously think they nid to add a new air con there... Dinner @ Essential&Brew was rather nice. Food's good. Ambience was perfect for bdaes. Happi bdae Beng!
Com Shield. Man Utd won. That means they wont get the title this yr! lolx. 2 horse race btw Arsenal & Chealesa. Adebayor injured, no Henry. Inexperience ppl... How? My gosh..
Simpsons alone tml. Everyone watched already... sadded... lolx
So the past week was terrible...
Living in the living room without walls and doors... No privacy and everything you do would be subjected and exposed to the neighbors' views...
Just this morning I was rudely woken up by my mum as my neighbor needed help to troubleshoot the router... For God's sake it's 9am and I'm on night shift!!!
Anyways, the past week was rather rest and relaxed. In a terrible manner.
Mon to wed was mad rush to complete my Immediate boss' agenda. Senseless because in the end my superior had to redo everything no matter how right I did it. Wed celebrated Dad's bdae. Crystal Jade kitchen sux...
Thurs was on course. It's 1st Aid stage 1 n 2 with a little Heartsavers'. Kind of duh... End up dozing off... Anyways, it's a good thing not to be back in flight to face all the penguins =p Lunch outside, went home for a while, went baq to course.
Cell dinner. Haiz... Ms Joyann! I'll miss you alot. Thanks for all your teachings. Sorry for all the disappointments. Thank God that He sent you to us. I think we really learnt alot from you. I felt really sad that I had to leave early for worship rehearsal. Nevertheless, wish you the best for the future ahead.
Worship rehearsal was almost a vomit blood session. But guess it's for a good cause. We're learning about each other. Think I don't mind vomitting blood a few more time, really have to be patient next time.
Friday was a super wakeuplateandgobackearly day. Course was nothing, I think I'm the only one who scored full marks. Other than my partner coz I was with him...
Went to town walk ard. I tot we were gonna go Sim Lim. End up went to Cine... my gosh... wasted my time! Nvm... Went to beach road market for dinner. The belgium Choc Waffles were great! Scoupolous Flavoured Ice-Cream's great!!!! Love it! I MUST go back for more next time.
FOP 07 was far better than 2005. Songs were actualli singable as in made sense and clear. The message was wonderful!. Encouraged. To be a cheerful Christian.
Sat's inter-coy games brought me to a new experience. It's so entagonizing to see the ball roll pass you and not being able to play... Refereeing on the other hand gave me a view on how tough it is to be fair. How hard it is to love ppl when they are rotten. I thank God for being God.
GSM, dinner at home.
Sunday worship, went to sakae @ SP. Nice food, bad layout... Went to Holland for slacking ard. I seriously think they nid to add a new air con there... Dinner @ Essential&Brew was rather nice. Food's good. Ambience was perfect for bdaes. Happi bdae Beng!
Com Shield. Man Utd won. That means they wont get the title this yr! lolx. 2 horse race btw Arsenal & Chealesa. Adebayor injured, no Henry. Inexperience ppl... How? My gosh..
Simpsons alone tml. Everyone watched already... sadded... lolx
Sunday, July 22, 2007
A well deserved break!
Sorry for not updating =( So here's the scope.
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So that was bintan with the gang, the rest of the week was rushing and business! I've been arrowed a rather powerful secondary appointment! I think it's a double edge sword but I hope I'm one the right edge... Hmm...
Aniways... Last night was a super wild night. Had a 5km run at Upper Seletar Reservoir, guess wad, the refreshments were superb! The richest and thickest DURIAN puffs! Stright from the fridges! Cold and oh-so-marvelous! Yum! The Tuna sandwiches were wonderful as well. Of coz the highlights were the fruits, after a thirsty and sweaty run, all of us sought after the fruits.
Strawberries, mangoes, the grapes were great! Not forgetting my favourite pineapple! Yum!
From there we went back to base for the Annual Promotion Gala at the mess. Once again, free flow sashimi, drinks and lots of food! Laksa, oyster omelette, kong bak pau and sushi! The softshell crab sushi were wonderful! The highlight? D24 DURIANS!!!!
My gosh!, the 5 km run was a waste! lolx. Imagine baskets and baskets of D24s! Karaoke lounge, billards, darts & table soccer. We really had 1 wild night.
Anyways, I learnt that durian and beer CANNOT be mixed and I learnt it the hard way...
All you need is 1 sip and poof! Merlion!
Now I'm suffering from food poisoning... ugh............ But I guess I deserved it? For having so much fun! Haha... Do pray for me =x
My week started with a bang, gone thru it with bangs and ends in a big bang!
Bintan was wild! Very fun and enjoyable, but kinda disappointed with Day 2 because of weather. Nevertheless I guess we can't stop ourselves from having fun =)
Here are the photos from Bintan!
Click!
So that was bintan with the gang, the rest of the week was rushing and business! I've been arrowed a rather powerful secondary appointment! I think it's a double edge sword but I hope I'm one the right edge... Hmm...
Aniways... Last night was a super wild night. Had a 5km run at Upper Seletar Reservoir, guess wad, the refreshments were superb! The richest and thickest DURIAN puffs! Stright from the fridges! Cold and oh-so-marvelous! Yum! The Tuna sandwiches were wonderful as well. Of coz the highlights were the fruits, after a thirsty and sweaty run, all of us sought after the fruits.
Strawberries, mangoes, the grapes were great! Not forgetting my favourite pineapple! Yum!
From there we went back to base for the Annual Promotion Gala at the mess. Once again, free flow sashimi, drinks and lots of food! Laksa, oyster omelette, kong bak pau and sushi! The softshell crab sushi were wonderful! The highlight? D24 DURIANS!!!!
My gosh!, the 5 km run was a waste! lolx. Imagine baskets and baskets of D24s! Karaoke lounge, billards, darts & table soccer. We really had 1 wild night.
Anyways, I learnt that durian and beer CANNOT be mixed and I learnt it the hard way...
All you need is 1 sip and poof! Merlion!
Now I'm suffering from food poisoning... ugh............ But I guess I deserved it? For having so much fun! Haha... Do pray for me =x
Friday, July 20, 2007
Bintan Bintan Bintan!!!
6 more hrs and we're setting sail to Bintan!!!
It's a holiday long dued! I really hope to unwind there =) Praying for good weather, good food and great fellowship =) More important wonderful rest =)
Gonna pamper myself =) I wanna be spoilt this weekend! Haha =) So excited!
Cya guys! Enjoy your weekend!
It's a holiday long dued! I really hope to unwind there =) Praying for good weather, good food and great fellowship =) More important wonderful rest =)
Gonna pamper myself =) I wanna be spoilt this weekend! Haha =) So excited!
Cya guys! Enjoy your weekend!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Stop Rejecting, Start Reflecting...
Are you happy where you are now? Happy? Really? Think carefully. Living happily? Why are you living?
Your attitude sucks. Don't make people give up on you. Don't reject everything infront of you. Even if the burning bush is there you won't see it. Coz you reject it. How can you say you are open to all? Contradiction isn't it? Biased isn't it?
Who am I to give up on you when God doesn't gives you up? Who is it that comforts you when you loved one passed away? To build relationship with your mum? To trash things out? In practical ways, not just mindless chatter in language or tongues.
Just because of your sins you want to give in and carry on sinning? Admit it. When in times of good you took it for granted. When in time of troubles you don't even ask but curse. Just because of "wait" you took it for no answer?
You know it well. You know yourself. Deep down you understand. Stop rejecting. Start reflecting. You've griefed the Holy Spirit more than enough. Enough to make mine feel griefed. Enough to influence grief to so many others. Just that you don't know.
Your burning bush are all around. You don't see them coz you reject them. They are the love ones you gave up upon. Where or who else can love you like that? Reflect.
Wake up. Reflect. What have you done in your live that really let you worth the life you have. Do you really enjoy it? Really? Don't lie to yourself. Everyday you yearn for something more. Everyday. Keep yourself occupied? Why do you have to? Happy? Reflect.
No burning bushes will appear to you anymore. Do you in the 1st place deserve it? Do you? You think in order to save you He'll stoop to every command and call from you? You deserve it? You think so? Reflect. The love He gave you. The bushes burning brightly. You're so griefed that you can't see. You've search what's already yours.
Take your things away. What do you have left? An empty shell. Nothing. Worthless. Medically worth a 1/4 of a potato. You are so cheap. Why carry on? Happy with life? Go reflect man. Seriously think about it. I think you won't even understand. You've lied to yourself for so long. You won't understand even you think you do.
No bush burns bright enough for you to see. Because you reject them all... Start reflecting.
Woke up early in the morning. Reached work.
I learnt to appreciate the beautiful morning that God creates. Why it's always darkest before dawn. The amazing sky when the Sun rises.
Why it's very bright at dusk. The amazing horizon when the Sun sets.
I learnt why I chosed my job. The sense of accomplishment, the pat on the shoulder when you do a job well done. Not from anyone. Thank You Jesus.
How can you win a war way before you even think that we can't do it? I don't blame you because you have no knowledge. I can't tell you because it's restricted. I can't tell you because other countries will be offended. I will use my God-give precious life to trade for the truth. We will win ANY war. I tell the truth.
The army is screwed up. NS is worse. But don't take our Armed Forces as a joke. Bring in the millions, bring in the trillions. How many of the millions are serviceable? How many are so well equiped? Just tell me how many? We only need 1 fighting fit to bring down a country.
You take our peace for granted? You all know nothing.
Your attitude sucks. Don't make people give up on you. Don't reject everything infront of you. Even if the burning bush is there you won't see it. Coz you reject it. How can you say you are open to all? Contradiction isn't it? Biased isn't it?
Who am I to give up on you when God doesn't gives you up? Who is it that comforts you when you loved one passed away? To build relationship with your mum? To trash things out? In practical ways, not just mindless chatter in language or tongues.
Just because of your sins you want to give in and carry on sinning? Admit it. When in times of good you took it for granted. When in time of troubles you don't even ask but curse. Just because of "wait" you took it for no answer?
You know it well. You know yourself. Deep down you understand. Stop rejecting. Start reflecting. You've griefed the Holy Spirit more than enough. Enough to make mine feel griefed. Enough to influence grief to so many others. Just that you don't know.
Your burning bush are all around. You don't see them coz you reject them. They are the love ones you gave up upon. Where or who else can love you like that? Reflect.
Wake up. Reflect. What have you done in your live that really let you worth the life you have. Do you really enjoy it? Really? Don't lie to yourself. Everyday you yearn for something more. Everyday. Keep yourself occupied? Why do you have to? Happy? Reflect.
No burning bushes will appear to you anymore. Do you in the 1st place deserve it? Do you? You think in order to save you He'll stoop to every command and call from you? You deserve it? You think so? Reflect. The love He gave you. The bushes burning brightly. You're so griefed that you can't see. You've search what's already yours.
Take your things away. What do you have left? An empty shell. Nothing. Worthless. Medically worth a 1/4 of a potato. You are so cheap. Why carry on? Happy with life? Go reflect man. Seriously think about it. I think you won't even understand. You've lied to yourself for so long. You won't understand even you think you do.
No bush burns bright enough for you to see. Because you reject them all... Start reflecting.
Woke up early in the morning. Reached work.
I learnt to appreciate the beautiful morning that God creates. Why it's always darkest before dawn. The amazing sky when the Sun rises.
Why it's very bright at dusk. The amazing horizon when the Sun sets.
I learnt why I chosed my job. The sense of accomplishment, the pat on the shoulder when you do a job well done. Not from anyone. Thank You Jesus.
How can you win a war way before you even think that we can't do it? I don't blame you because you have no knowledge. I can't tell you because it's restricted. I can't tell you because other countries will be offended. I will use my God-give precious life to trade for the truth. We will win ANY war. I tell the truth.
The army is screwed up. NS is worse. But don't take our Armed Forces as a joke. Bring in the millions, bring in the trillions. How many of the millions are serviceable? How many are so well equiped? Just tell me how many? We only need 1 fighting fit to bring down a country.
You take our peace for granted? You all know nothing.
Friday, July 13, 2007
Graduation!
Today was an eventful day.
Instead of heading to SBAB to work, I took a drive down memory lane =)
But an abrupt traffic jam spoiled my day early in the morning... a 5 car pile up! My gosh...
Made me late for my graduation in AFS! Thank goodness I ran into the contingent in time and promptly took over as class I/C.
The rehearsals were so tedious and repetitive... So boring.. But it beats doin rubbish job back in flight.
Tea breaks were especially sweet when it's been so long since we've come 2gether as a class.
Our lunch was also rather fun. Catching up and sharing with each other how tough each other's work are.
Finally we're awarded our Brevets. Off we go as Air Logisticians =) Off we go for light snacks. Off we went to Jack's place for our class dinner. Thks ssg Saw for the treat. We owe u =)
Off we go to DOTA!!! haha! So long since we've played 2gether! Love it. The scolding of each other, the stupid clicks we made, the silly and all the fun reactions we had. =)
I'll miss 53rd ST EA. The best class ever =)
Instead of heading to SBAB to work, I took a drive down memory lane =)
But an abrupt traffic jam spoiled my day early in the morning... a 5 car pile up! My gosh...
Made me late for my graduation in AFS! Thank goodness I ran into the contingent in time and promptly took over as class I/C.
The rehearsals were so tedious and repetitive... So boring.. But it beats doin rubbish job back in flight.
Tea breaks were especially sweet when it's been so long since we've come 2gether as a class.
Our lunch was also rather fun. Catching up and sharing with each other how tough each other's work are.
Finally we're awarded our Brevets. Off we go as Air Logisticians =) Off we go for light snacks. Off we went to Jack's place for our class dinner. Thks ssg Saw for the treat. We owe u =)
Off we go to DOTA!!! haha! So long since we've played 2gether! Love it. The scolding of each other, the stupid clicks we made, the silly and all the fun reactions we had. =)
I'll miss 53rd ST EA. The best class ever =)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
In health n in sickness... Til death do us part...
Lao po's health not so good recently...
Ever since she's baq from hospital... I guess this sunday we're going down again... I'm giving the doc 1 last chance before I look for someone else...
The bills are getting more n more expensive... Feel so stressed...
Really frustrating lately...
Finally I've been going home earlier. 2 nights of "TVwitParents" really helped...
Work's starting to even out. I've been offered to go on course that nobody else went =) Think it's a break thru. Finally I'm out of the shell!
Mum wants me out of my room... The living room's gonna be my new room after I come baq from bintan... Another change I have to adapt to.
Work today was relaxing... Ended the day with a run with high up boss. Wow, I think to physically step out of office and do something else + expressing views and getting qns answered are really relieving. Especially when our concerns are really taken into considerations.
"How come we are not promoted since we're here for 1 mths+ ?"
"Issit? U're suppose to? Heard from who?"
"AFS told us that after we pass IPPT n finish our course we would immed."
"Ok, wait ar. Call S1 and ask him what's happening. I want him to be at the basketball court in 20mins time." Talking to a CPT.
Ever since she's baq from hospital... I guess this sunday we're going down again... I'm giving the doc 1 last chance before I look for someone else...
The bills are getting more n more expensive... Feel so stressed...
Really frustrating lately...
Finally I've been going home earlier. 2 nights of "TVwitParents" really helped...
Work's starting to even out. I've been offered to go on course that nobody else went =) Think it's a break thru. Finally I'm out of the shell!
Mum wants me out of my room... The living room's gonna be my new room after I come baq from bintan... Another change I have to adapt to.
Work today was relaxing... Ended the day with a run with high up boss. Wow, I think to physically step out of office and do something else + expressing views and getting qns answered are really relieving. Especially when our concerns are really taken into considerations.
"How come we are not promoted since we're here for 1 mths+ ?"
"Issit? U're suppose to? Heard from who?"
"AFS told us that after we pass IPPT n finish our course we would immed."
"Ok, wait ar. Call S1 and ask him what's happening. I want him to be at the basketball court in 20mins time." Talking to a CPT.
Monday, July 09, 2007
Irresponsible...
Guess my actions on sat and sun were irresponsible...
But I guess I can't help it. Just too emotional. I needed to break away and keep to myself.
Sorry guys. I'm just going thru though times... You can look at me as weak or useless. I don't really care.
Wanted to wake up early to clear my room of all the stuff...
Just couldn't, lao po's in hospital and I don't feel like doin anything...
The gals needed transport early.. Met them and so my day started...
Do not book Pit 18... Inaccessible... But if u're looking for a nice spacy quiet spot, it'll do...
So nice to re-live the old memories, when we look baq, it's so fast... It's been a whole yr since we've graduated... All of us with jobs, uni and NS. We're grown ups now... Full fledge...
Life's nt an art without an eraser... It's a film, you can't rewind and it won't stay still.
Being the only guy there kinda freaks me out... Not that I dun trust u gals, just tat I dun trust myself... Dead beat's the word...
Mad rushes to Mac n toilets on bikes were funni...
The night's quiet... Felt so snugged... Only thing's we're all sticky n smelly... Haha...
Delifrance's buffet breakfast isn't bad! Value for money =) Transformers really can be watched the 2nd time. Great show =)
Hey rubz! Cute n innocent! Hard to find =)
But I guess I can't help it. Just too emotional. I needed to break away and keep to myself.
Sorry guys. I'm just going thru though times... You can look at me as weak or useless. I don't really care.
Wanted to wake up early to clear my room of all the stuff...
Just couldn't, lao po's in hospital and I don't feel like doin anything...
The gals needed transport early.. Met them and so my day started...
Do not book Pit 18... Inaccessible... But if u're looking for a nice spacy quiet spot, it'll do...
So nice to re-live the old memories, when we look baq, it's so fast... It's been a whole yr since we've graduated... All of us with jobs, uni and NS. We're grown ups now... Full fledge...
Life's nt an art without an eraser... It's a film, you can't rewind and it won't stay still.
Being the only guy there kinda freaks me out... Not that I dun trust u gals, just tat I dun trust myself... Dead beat's the word...
Mad rushes to Mac n toilets on bikes were funni...
The night's quiet... Felt so snugged... Only thing's we're all sticky n smelly... Haha...
Delifrance's buffet breakfast isn't bad! Value for money =) Transformers really can be watched the 2nd time. Great show =)
Hey rubz! Cute n innocent! Hard to find =)
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Warded again...
So my wife's in hospital again...
Doc says she's gonna stay for observation. Hopefully I'll be able to bring her home after tml evening... =(
Doc says she's gonna stay for observation. Hopefully I'll be able to bring her home after tml evening... =(
Life's a mess.
Looking back, it's really what God throws at you that really make you the person you are. Think about it, if things don't happen the way the do, would you be who you are now?
If I hadn't joined the Boys' Brigade, if you hadn't known her, if you hadn't told your dad. If you'd just went to a SAP sch... We'll not be the same...
Pastor Freddy's right. Life's a mess, sometimes we try to fix it but it'll nv go baq right. Coz the will of God's not to fix everything, we'll all end up up there sooner or later...
Monday, July 02, 2007
Don't even mention...
Why you'd had to yell?
So it's ok others do it and not ok for me to do it?
You're jealous? I think I should be the one.... Think it's time. Don't you? I stopped crossing your path so please keep off mine...
Thanks for making me look bad. It's easier for me to let ---------- go this way. Wish you the best of luck. U're gonna need it.
You betcha... I got burnt...
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Went to work at Republic Poly today... Supposed to report at 1pm but my colleague was down with high fever... Had to replace him for fatigue duty...
So reached there at around 11pm. They've done everything! So i was just in time for lunch. After that I was appointed camera man by my flight. Anywayz, the event was rather fruitful, I could express my views to such high command. Happy that at least they seek to find out what we feel.
My boss made a fool of himself once again... No wonder everyone calls him the penguin... Looks like the villian... His brain's probably the size of his eyeballs as well... Such an idiot.
Lobster buffet for dinner. Pretty ladies serving free flow of wine and beer. Think it was a great night. Once everyone got their souveniers they just left.
Leaving us doing fatigue duty behind. Now I know why it's called fatigue duty... I stretched my shoulder... Thank you very much... Now it's in such great pain.
Time to wash up and go to slp...
Hate is my buzz word this whole week..........................
Don't cross my path or I'll bring you down... I warned.
So it's ok others do it and not ok for me to do it?
You're jealous? I think I should be the one.... Think it's time. Don't you? I stopped crossing your path so please keep off mine...
Thanks for making me look bad. It's easier for me to let ---------- go this way. Wish you the best of luck. U're gonna need it.
You betcha... I got burnt...
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Went to work at Republic Poly today... Supposed to report at 1pm but my colleague was down with high fever... Had to replace him for fatigue duty...
So reached there at around 11pm. They've done everything! So i was just in time for lunch. After that I was appointed camera man by my flight. Anywayz, the event was rather fruitful, I could express my views to such high command. Happy that at least they seek to find out what we feel.
My boss made a fool of himself once again... No wonder everyone calls him the penguin... Looks like the villian... His brain's probably the size of his eyeballs as well... Such an idiot.
Lobster buffet for dinner. Pretty ladies serving free flow of wine and beer. Think it was a great night. Once everyone got their souveniers they just left.
Leaving us doing fatigue duty behind. Now I know why it's called fatigue duty... I stretched my shoulder... Thank you very much... Now it's in such great pain.
Time to wash up and go to slp...
Hate is my buzz word this whole week..........................
Don't cross my path or I'll bring you down... I warned.
I should just shut up eh?
Next time I'll just shut up and not do anything at all.... Not even something that's nice...
Suddenly I hate everything and everyone... All that's around me.. I don't know why... Maybe it's high time you all go figure. I'm comtemplating whether to even blog it down... But guess not, I should just shut up huh...
Maybe it's the reason why a certain somebody left?
Noticed my restrained? Suddenly it's all wrong to be emotional and be myself? Suddenly it's wrong to give advice? Well fine...
I didn't wanted to go... I really didn't... But it didn't matter coz in the end I did went... It's nt like I lied... I just dun wanna ruin things... It's not me... Just not me... I don't wanna lie...
Now I rather be invisible.. Guess u all won't be hearing anything anymore...
Hoped you 2 enjoyed ur bdaes. Remember the pain ur mums bored on this very day. U owe them at least a "Thank You".
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Yesterday was such a weird day...
Was suppose to go deco Liwen's hse for her surprise.. Well guess wad? End up nobody confirmed with me anything... Called but nobody picked up... GRRR! Alright den, at least I found my passport using the LITTLE free time I had. Went to ICA to get them chopped..
Wanted to go help after that but was told that everything was done... Oh well... bought lunch for the Boys... Rushed to work.
Work sux... I'm a technician, why the hell am I suppose to go house to house and tell ppl that their potted plants and bamboo holder are hazards for mosquito breeding??? This is absurd!
Finished and rushed down to velle's place. Bla bla bla... I hope I didn't ruin anything...
After that we had pizza for dinner... Watched Singapore VS. Australia. Nice match, expected outcome...
Guess wad? After everything, we forgottened to cut the cake! And I had cake craving that evening! Ack!
Heard from kwo that girls mind who they recieve flowers from... How weird... Really...
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Friday.
After work, went home to get ready for Transformers. The bloody queue from behind the junction til the carpark!!! UGRH!!!I was in amk since 7:30pm... I reached the cinema just in time @ 8:20!!! Imagine the jam! Didn't parked elsewhere becoz it was pouring like crazy, everyone had the same thinking I guess...
Anywayz the show was great! Brought back the childhood days =)
Where I can be as emotional I want. To cry or throw a tantrum.
Autobots! Roll on!!!
Deceptorcons! Attack!!!
I remember this 2 classic lines =) Optimus Prime & Megatron! Gogogo!
Suddenly I hate everything and everyone... All that's around me.. I don't know why... Maybe it's high time you all go figure. I'm comtemplating whether to even blog it down... But guess not, I should just shut up huh...
Maybe it's the reason why a certain somebody left?
Noticed my restrained? Suddenly it's all wrong to be emotional and be myself? Suddenly it's wrong to give advice? Well fine...
I didn't wanted to go... I really didn't... But it didn't matter coz in the end I did went... It's nt like I lied... I just dun wanna ruin things... It's not me... Just not me... I don't wanna lie...
Now I rather be invisible.. Guess u all won't be hearing anything anymore...
Hoped you 2 enjoyed ur bdaes. Remember the pain ur mums bored on this very day. U owe them at least a "Thank You".
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Yesterday was such a weird day...
Was suppose to go deco Liwen's hse for her surprise.. Well guess wad? End up nobody confirmed with me anything... Called but nobody picked up... GRRR! Alright den, at least I found my passport using the LITTLE free time I had. Went to ICA to get them chopped..
Wanted to go help after that but was told that everything was done... Oh well... bought lunch for the Boys... Rushed to work.
Work sux... I'm a technician, why the hell am I suppose to go house to house and tell ppl that their potted plants and bamboo holder are hazards for mosquito breeding??? This is absurd!
Finished and rushed down to velle's place. Bla bla bla... I hope I didn't ruin anything...
After that we had pizza for dinner... Watched Singapore VS. Australia. Nice match, expected outcome...
Guess wad? After everything, we forgottened to cut the cake! And I had cake craving that evening! Ack!
Heard from kwo that girls mind who they recieve flowers from... How weird... Really...
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Friday.
After work, went home to get ready for Transformers. The bloody queue from behind the junction til the carpark!!! UGRH!!!I was in amk since 7:30pm... I reached the cinema just in time @ 8:20!!! Imagine the jam! Didn't parked elsewhere becoz it was pouring like crazy, everyone had the same thinking I guess...
Anywayz the show was great! Brought back the childhood days =)
Where I can be as emotional I want. To cry or throw a tantrum.
Autobots! Roll on!!!
Deceptorcons! Attack!!!
I remember this 2 classic lines =) Optimus Prime & Megatron! Gogogo!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Invisible
This few days been feeling so invisible...
Though there's some involvement in certain things but... Well... Forget it.
Been looking for somewhere to pour out all the frustrations... Din't wanna put it down here at 1st but guess there's no place to throw all this bad things away...
Everyone's too busy to listen to me whine... So if u're here, just ignore this post if u can...
Church's nt gonna be the same. I still rmb the times when there weren't so many of us young ones. Just me I think... The peeps will always be so happy and cheery, almost those kind of hugswhenwemeet situation. Nowadays even a goodmorning's so hard to come by... Well, 2 hands to clap... Guilty of it too.
Miss all those smiles and howareyous. Miss the attention given. Maybe tat time there's only me? But then again where's all the after service lunches? Is it really becoz of smb shop closed down? Dun think so... There's sun plaza now right? zzz
Issit really that the devil's so strong that we're divided and conquered? I want it the way before... why is my church turning into a zombified typical circular-typed organization? Where's all the human touch? I don't know what can I do to help except praying... Help us Lord...
It's nt tat e situation now's nt good. I still love going out wit e gang to eat, hang out and have fun. But it's so different, just different... I love the gang, the people. But I guess ppl change thruout e yrs?
Notice a certain characters in our church's nt ard? Does someone bespectacled, quiet and usually ignored seems to be nt ard anymore? Anybody cared or asked? Guess nt. Thank God it's bcoz he's in another church...
Life at work seems so duh... Ppl seems to think that jnrs are dumb and nid guidiance for EVERY single thing...
Suddenly working seems really really meaningless... The amt of things that we need to cover up for audit... Really atrocious... Can't elaborate...
Laopo's on her recovery stage now. Doc says she's all ok to go. Still some adjusting to get used to. This fri or sat or maybe sun gonna bring her to see doc again. There goes my time for myself again... But it's for my dear... haiz....
some ppl just nv think abt how others feel... u think u're the only 1? just bcoz everyone's on ur side doesn't mean u can do what u wanna do... some kind of big shot u are... just great man... dun even know why I fought so hard for things just to be on par.... only to know that i'm invisible...
GRRR...
Invisible at home... maybe nt totally. Wanna thank God for my family too. The support they have for me and laopo... At least not so bothered abt my in & outs. Guess they've adjusted to my lifestyle... Or maybe they think it's bo bian... Wish to get baptised soon... Dunno if I'm ready or nt. I wan their full blessings b4 I can at least feel a littel ready... but been so invisible... how? how to give them that assurance? how?
Though there's some involvement in certain things but... Well... Forget it.
Been looking for somewhere to pour out all the frustrations... Din't wanna put it down here at 1st but guess there's no place to throw all this bad things away...
Everyone's too busy to listen to me whine... So if u're here, just ignore this post if u can...
Church's nt gonna be the same. I still rmb the times when there weren't so many of us young ones. Just me I think... The peeps will always be so happy and cheery, almost those kind of hugswhenwemeet situation. Nowadays even a goodmorning's so hard to come by... Well, 2 hands to clap... Guilty of it too.
Miss all those smiles and howareyous. Miss the attention given. Maybe tat time there's only me? But then again where's all the after service lunches? Is it really becoz of smb shop closed down? Dun think so... There's sun plaza now right? zzz
Issit really that the devil's so strong that we're divided and conquered? I want it the way before... why is my church turning into a zombified typical circular-typed organization? Where's all the human touch? I don't know what can I do to help except praying... Help us Lord...
It's nt tat e situation now's nt good. I still love going out wit e gang to eat, hang out and have fun. But it's so different, just different... I love the gang, the people. But I guess ppl change thruout e yrs?
Notice a certain characters in our church's nt ard? Does someone bespectacled, quiet and usually ignored seems to be nt ard anymore? Anybody cared or asked? Guess nt. Thank God it's bcoz he's in another church...
Life at work seems so duh... Ppl seems to think that jnrs are dumb and nid guidiance for EVERY single thing...
Suddenly working seems really really meaningless... The amt of things that we need to cover up for audit... Really atrocious... Can't elaborate...
Laopo's on her recovery stage now. Doc says she's all ok to go. Still some adjusting to get used to. This fri or sat or maybe sun gonna bring her to see doc again. There goes my time for myself again... But it's for my dear... haiz....
some ppl just nv think abt how others feel... u think u're the only 1? just bcoz everyone's on ur side doesn't mean u can do what u wanna do... some kind of big shot u are... just great man... dun even know why I fought so hard for things just to be on par.... only to know that i'm invisible...
GRRR...
Invisible at home... maybe nt totally. Wanna thank God for my family too. The support they have for me and laopo... At least not so bothered abt my in & outs. Guess they've adjusted to my lifestyle... Or maybe they think it's bo bian... Wish to get baptised soon... Dunno if I'm ready or nt. I wan their full blessings b4 I can at least feel a littel ready... but been so invisible... how? how to give them that assurance? how?
Taken aback
What happened to you...? So cold...
Crying alone in the night...
Feel so lonely.
Never knew the news til today.
Why must you hide?
Couldn't you just tell me? Don't wish to fight...
Guess we're just friends...
Nth special...
Just like you'd said to my dear sister...
Taken aback, don't know wad to do.
Guess we're not meant to be
Just wish u're nt avoiding me...
Frustrating to not know anything yet feel the damn change.
Wanna find out what's happening...
Wanna know what's the situation...
Wanna know, wanna know...
Get outta my head...
Crying alone in the night...
Feel so lonely.
Never knew the news til today.
Why must you hide?
Couldn't you just tell me? Don't wish to fight...
Guess we're just friends...
Nth special...
Just like you'd said to my dear sister...
Taken aback, don't know wad to do.
Guess we're not meant to be
Just wish u're nt avoiding me...
Frustrating to not know anything yet feel the damn change.
Wanna find out what's happening...
Wanna know what's the situation...
Wanna know, wanna know...
Get outta my head...
Monday, June 25, 2007
It was a sad day
Well, sending someone off's nv easy... Especialli someone so dear.
I realli found it hard to say out what I feel.. But I guess somethings have to be said. Especially when u see Beng up there in tears... Made me felt so sad too...
Ms Joyann, we'll miss you alot. Do take care.
Thank you for ur teachings, thank you for helping me speak to my parents. If not really I don't know how to tell them. Sorry for disappointing you at times. That time when I was 2gether with her. Sorry for breaking your heart. I feel so bad.
You will always be out beloved princess.
Hey, I promised you a surprise, so don worry yea?
爱一个人不需要拥有她，可是拥有一个人需要去爱她。
I couldn't take leave... UGH!!!!!!!! Hate it... Today was audit for the flight... Everyone's fighting a war... So tiring.. zzzz
I realli found it hard to say out what I feel.. But I guess somethings have to be said. Especially when u see Beng up there in tears... Made me felt so sad too...
Ms Joyann, we'll miss you alot. Do take care.
Thank you for ur teachings, thank you for helping me speak to my parents. If not really I don't know how to tell them. Sorry for disappointing you at times. That time when I was 2gether with her. Sorry for breaking your heart. I feel so bad.
You will always be out beloved princess.
Hey, I promised you a surprise, so don worry yea?
爱一个人不需要拥有她，可是拥有一个人需要去爱她。
I couldn't take leave... UGH!!!!!!!! Hate it... Today was audit for the flight... Everyone's fighting a war... So tiring.. zzzz
Saturday, June 23, 2007
What is it...?
Remember the world? It's a dark dark dark place...
Remember how we used to tell each other how dark the world is? How ppl are so corrupted? Yea... I'm sure everyone agrees.
Didn't get to go parade today... Working on weekend really sux... Next week's gonna be worse... I'm trying to take leave on this coming weds. Also for the 13th - 16th as well.
Thurs I went to the National Stadium to see it 1 last time before it's gonna be gone. Went thru the tour. Wished I had become an athelete... Din't noe tat Sg's sports standard was that high.
During the tour I kept thinking of my wife... So sad. The things she has to go thru... The pain...
Wonder why God has to let her go thru a heart transplant at such a young age? God! She's only 16ys old... haiz...
Went on monday to visit her, doc say already found a doner. Just couldn't take it when I see her lying there motionless... Wed go thru op, thurs go thru therapy treatment... Gonna see how.
After the stadium visit, went to PLAB for FAFA training. The most amazing thing happened. There was no confirmed booking! Very surprised and angered... Grr... wasted trip and petrol...
Nvm... Booked it again... This time confirmed it. Wasted trip
Went to visit my wife... My gosh! She's in a mess... Though she's moving now but her haggard look... Oww... Her body all looking frail and weak. Well, at least the op was a success. She can be discharged!!! So happy. I literally ran to her without stopping. Guess she's happy to see me too =)
Gonna bring her to service tml. =)
Today had a really bad day... woke up, went to WORK... yes... WORK... OC bought us breakfast. But no point. Told us try to finish by 1pm but heck... Guess what time I came out? 7:30pm... So sad not able to attend parade... Ugh... Sadded... But it's great to see every single available pair of hands working hard in the flight.
It reallies pushes me to work harder for the flight. Hmm... Jia you AWF!
Saw this really wonderful tagline.
Got wings will fly, got guts will try~ Yea, it's so me =)
Remember how we used to tell each other how dark the world is? How ppl are so corrupted? Yea... I'm sure everyone agrees.
Didn't get to go parade today... Working on weekend really sux... Next week's gonna be worse... I'm trying to take leave on this coming weds. Also for the 13th - 16th as well.
Thurs I went to the National Stadium to see it 1 last time before it's gonna be gone. Went thru the tour. Wished I had become an athelete... Din't noe tat Sg's sports standard was that high.
During the tour I kept thinking of my wife... So sad. The things she has to go thru... The pain...
Wonder why God has to let her go thru a heart transplant at such a young age? God! She's only 16ys old... haiz...
Went on monday to visit her, doc say already found a doner. Just couldn't take it when I see her lying there motionless... Wed go thru op, thurs go thru therapy treatment... Gonna see how.
After the stadium visit, went to PLAB for FAFA training. The most amazing thing happened. There was no confirmed booking! Very surprised and angered... Grr... wasted trip and petrol...
Nvm... Booked it again... This time confirmed it. Wasted trip
Went to visit my wife... My gosh! She's in a mess... Though she's moving now but her haggard look... Oww... Her body all looking frail and weak. Well, at least the op was a success. She can be discharged!!! So happy. I literally ran to her without stopping. Guess she's happy to see me too =)
Gonna bring her to service tml. =)
Today had a really bad day... woke up, went to WORK... yes... WORK... OC bought us breakfast. But no point. Told us try to finish by 1pm but heck... Guess what time I came out? 7:30pm... So sad not able to attend parade... Ugh... Sadded... But it's great to see every single available pair of hands working hard in the flight.
It reallies pushes me to work harder for the flight. Hmm... Jia you AWF!
Saw this really wonderful tagline.
Got wings will fly, got guts will try~ Yea, it's so me =)
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Happy Birthday Ms Joyann!
Yeap, celebrated her Highness' birthday last night.
The point really is we can't plan a good surprise... haha.
Sakura's getting lousier each time I go eat. Maybe bcoz their menu nv change. Anyway, hope our princess enjoyed the day =)
The P5 girls were really rowdy... So unlike their Officer. How embarassing...
After that, it was a long awaited kara session. Well, guess it's nt e same wit diff ppl... Diff genre... Anyways we had fun wit our songs we chosed, esp those embarassing ones! lolx. Suppse to stay within the 4 walls. haha.
Yeap, had fun!
i miss you miss you miss you... miss you like crazy...
ms, pls know wad u're doin ok?
The point really is we can't plan a good surprise... haha.
Sakura's getting lousier each time I go eat. Maybe bcoz their menu nv change. Anyway, hope our princess enjoyed the day =)
The P5 girls were really rowdy... So unlike their Officer. How embarassing...
After that, it was a long awaited kara session. Well, guess it's nt e same wit diff ppl... Diff genre... Anyways we had fun wit our songs we chosed, esp those embarassing ones! lolx. Suppse to stay within the 4 walls. haha.
Yeap, had fun!
i miss you miss you miss you... miss you like crazy...
ms, pls know wad u're doin ok?
Sunday, June 17, 2007
What a day!
Thank God for today!
Lovely and early. Woke up automatically around 8am.
Cleared my walldrobe and did some house keeping =) Long dued. lolx...
Headed to IMM to get the stuff for BBQ, I really miss my car... ='( Got lots and lots of stuff... ppl stared at me think I must be stocking up for winter. whahaha.
Bought Epic movie... The trailer at Laserflair cracked me up! Gonna watch it later. Seems fun.
Collect the otah and satay, drop by to visit my car... Oww... my heart aches... alot. a whole lot. Gotta change the whole engine... =( It wouldn't be the same anymore... Let's just hope it'll be better...
Headed to mr alan's mum's place. Got the bee hoon and headed straight down to White Sands... Bought some fish balls... Thank God there's a pasar malam there!!! If not there'll be no styrlform box to put ice and drinks.
Saw ponies and horses!!! Sooooooooooo cute. Ok, this time it's cuter den xiao bai & xiao hei. I wanna bring one home! Von says that they'll die if I bring them home =( I wanna get one to rear! Feed dem and ride them! so cool =)
I had a hard time transporting the BBQ items alone... I really felt helpless at that point. I only can look up and ask God to help me... All of you were in Ubin and nobody could help... At the end I really felt unappreciated. Nobody realised how difficult it was to buy the pits, food, transport them... Felt really taken for granted... But realised too that all of you were pretty much caught up in the camp and tired. wells.... Do it for God and do it well!
hmmm...
think u gotta speak up, tell them how you feel. u gotta be firm and understand what's ur priority girl! don't feel tat everything has to be you. if you can do it why others can't???
guess you really felt a little regret eh? well, at least we're toking again... i... just... haiz.. think u better be content...
hey... days without u seems to go pass so slowly... really miss you... u have no idea...
Lovely and early. Woke up automatically around 8am.
Cleared my walldrobe and did some house keeping =) Long dued. lolx...
Headed to IMM to get the stuff for BBQ, I really miss my car... ='( Got lots and lots of stuff... ppl stared at me think I must be stocking up for winter. whahaha.
Bought Epic movie... The trailer at Laserflair cracked me up! Gonna watch it later. Seems fun.
Collect the otah and satay, drop by to visit my car... Oww... my heart aches... alot. a whole lot. Gotta change the whole engine... =( It wouldn't be the same anymore... Let's just hope it'll be better...
Headed to mr alan's mum's place. Got the bee hoon and headed straight down to White Sands... Bought some fish balls... Thank God there's a pasar malam there!!! If not there'll be no styrlform box to put ice and drinks.
Saw ponies and horses!!! Sooooooooooo cute. Ok, this time it's cuter den xiao bai & xiao hei. I wanna bring one home! Von says that they'll die if I bring them home =( I wanna get one to rear! Feed dem and ride them! so cool =)
I had a hard time transporting the BBQ items alone... I really felt helpless at that point. I only can look up and ask God to help me... All of you were in Ubin and nobody could help... At the end I really felt unappreciated. Nobody realised how difficult it was to buy the pits, food, transport them... Felt really taken for granted... But realised too that all of you were pretty much caught up in the camp and tired. wells.... Do it for God and do it well!
hmmm...
think u gotta speak up, tell them how you feel. u gotta be firm and understand what's ur priority girl! don't feel tat everything has to be you. if you can do it why others can't???
guess you really felt a little regret eh? well, at least we're toking again... i... just... haiz.. think u better be content...
hey... days without u seems to go pass so slowly... really miss you... u have no idea...
Friday, June 15, 2007
Wad a "suay" day...
14th june 2007
I woke up late... Was worrying into the night abt the delivery of what seemed so important...
Guess God forbids it.
My car broke down... I can't drive it. Thank God though that I was allowed to drive my dad's car.
Late for work, thirsty, rushing here and there... Drank alot of water. When for IPPT just to try for Silver. Didn't matter if I didn't get it but just aim for silver.
Guess what? The route was really cooling and easy to run. Instead of rounds just run straight, get a card and come back. I was really confident. It looked short and fairly easy. Guess where's the place? Just along Woodlands Ave 12... The place where I used to jog...
1600m into the course, too much water and the pain kicks in... I saw the pilot standing there and he was out of range... Everyone's complaining that he stood too far from the actual point. Ugh... demoralized I just walked to the finish line... My disappointing timing was 13:19...
Got back to flight, my dad's car was almost wheel-clamped. nobody knew whose car was it and it was a security risk. Opened my locker and found out my undies were in MY car... By the time now shld be in the garage...
At least you recieved it... But it seemed like it didn't mattered to u.. hmmm...
Stomach pain throughout the day... in and out of toilet... they tot i'm slacking... sadded...
Went back to garage to check things out... Everything's good. But still can't find the problem... Until today...
The oil filter was clogged...
I woke up late... Was worrying into the night abt the delivery of what seemed so important...
Guess God forbids it.
My car broke down... I can't drive it. Thank God though that I was allowed to drive my dad's car.
Late for work, thirsty, rushing here and there... Drank alot of water. When for IPPT just to try for Silver. Didn't matter if I didn't get it but just aim for silver.
Guess what? The route was really cooling and easy to run. Instead of rounds just run straight, get a card and come back. I was really confident. It looked short and fairly easy. Guess where's the place? Just along Woodlands Ave 12... The place where I used to jog...
1600m into the course, too much water and the pain kicks in... I saw the pilot standing there and he was out of range... Everyone's complaining that he stood too far from the actual point. Ugh... demoralized I just walked to the finish line... My disappointing timing was 13:19...
Got back to flight, my dad's car was almost wheel-clamped. nobody knew whose car was it and it was a security risk. Opened my locker and found out my undies were in MY car... By the time now shld be in the garage...
At least you recieved it... But it seemed like it didn't mattered to u.. hmmm...
Stomach pain throughout the day... in and out of toilet... they tot i'm slacking... sadded...
Went back to garage to check things out... Everything's good. But still can't find the problem... Until today...
The oil filter was clogged...
"In most cars, oil is sucked out of the oil pan by the oil pump, run through the oil filter to remove any grit, and then squirted under high pressure onto bearings and the cylinder walls." http://howstuffworks.com/
The pistons, cylinders walls and bearings were not lubricated and they were damn hot due to friction...
Hot metal are soft... Just like warm butter... Agains the constant rubbing and corroding, the engine finally gave way... Sob... To see my car being towed away... You can say I was close to tears... It felt as if someone in my family had an heart attack...
Sadded... Really sadded... I won't be able to be with xiao hei and xiao bai for a few days, maybe weeks... =( Gonna be prepared to pay for a "new" old engine... That's gotta be expensive... =(
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Monokuro Boo!
lalalala.They are the cutest! And yes shermaine, pls dun laugh at me abt this. =P
Love their motto. Simple is best! =D
Monday, June 11, 2007
I wanna be with you...
I try but I can't seem to get myself To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth I taste the truth
We know what I came here for So I won`t ask for more
I wanna be with you If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
So I`ll hold you tonight Like I would if you were mine To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is Just to be like this
Oh baby I can`t fight this feeling anymore It drives me crazy when I try to So call my name Take my hand Make my wish Baby, your command?
Some randomness here...
Regarding my favourite piggies, here's what they have to say:
"Shermaine! Control yourself!!!"
whahhahahahaa...
Shrek ears are funniee...
I'll nv volunteer to go with Jadyn to that dazzle place again... owww...
Hey! I wanna be with you =)
Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth I taste the truth
We know what I came here for So I won`t ask for more
I wanna be with you If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
So I`ll hold you tonight Like I would if you were mine To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is Just to be like this
Oh baby I can`t fight this feeling anymore It drives me crazy when I try to So call my name Take my hand Make my wish Baby, your command?
Some randomness here...
Regarding my favourite piggies, here's what they have to say:
"Shermaine! Control yourself!!!"
whahhahahahaa...
Shrek ears are funniee...
I'll nv volunteer to go with Jadyn to that dazzle place again... owww...
Hey! I wanna be with you =)
Sunday, June 10, 2007
OT = Own Time?
Wow... have been doing OT for the pass week.
Finally when I thought I could take a break, I took a nose dive and exhausted myself.
Well, actually for a good cause. It's been sooooooooo long overdued that we had BBQ. I'm glad we had it. Especially together with SQ.
It was fun to talk about the pass, have a little walk down memery lane. Funny how things we've done in the pass would seem so silly yet we stood so strong for it. Was reminded what kind of life I led in the pass when Sher mentioned that I was fighting in school... Thank God! Thing's so different now... Really missed those days.
Got new specs, love em. Really light and comfortable.
Got new phone. Really really love it! GPS, WiFi, Bluetooth and wadever not. Really sweet =) Check it out!
http://www.eten.com.sg/main/showsection.asp?SectionID=74&ParentID=73
Thursday, May 31, 2007
At Worlds' End
Finally went to watch the show. It's really a great ending which tells about another beginning. I wonder if there'll be another "Kelipso" or that Will Turner would've become another Davy Jones? Interesting yea?
Loved the action and the twists. Although it does sum up Dead Man's Chest, it's a new story by itself. The last few scenes of the show reminded me of Black Pearl, really amusing.
"Take everything the world has to offer, and never give anything back..." Aye!
Monday, May 28, 2007
1st day @ SBAB
Driving into the base was so intimidating... I ended up driving against traffic and got my name recorded by the RP... What a bummer for the 1st day...
Anyways, we're now in our OJT period. Guess for another 5 mths... Just zapped the notes for my AWT - another killer test. Supposedly that there are a few guys taking their 6th (SIXTH) attepmt this month!!! Quite scary, saw that it's actually chunks and chunks of information + diagrams...
Think I'll leave that to like 4 mths later? haha.
The base is really huge... I mean really... Can you imagine? I can't tell you exactly but a rough gauge. My house to beng's house, to shermaine's house, to mr. alan's place, to jon's place is just the radius of the base...
Anyways, at least I get to drive my car in the base. Not like AFS gotta park so far outside. Hee. The guys at CTAB had to stay in. Sad man... Regulars staying in... Really crap. Thank God I'm not with them =)
Anyways, we're now in our OJT period. Guess for another 5 mths... Just zapped the notes for my AWT - another killer test. Supposedly that there are a few guys taking their 6th (SIXTH) attepmt this month!!! Quite scary, saw that it's actually chunks and chunks of information + diagrams...
Think I'll leave that to like 4 mths later? haha.
The base is really huge... I mean really... Can you imagine? I can't tell you exactly but a rough gauge. My house to beng's house, to shermaine's house, to mr. alan's place, to jon's place is just the radius of the base...
Anyways, at least I get to drive my car in the base. Not like AFS gotta park so far outside. Hee. The guys at CTAB had to stay in. Sad man... Regulars staying in... Really crap. Thank God I'm not with them =)
Updatingz...
Okie, finally here to update my blog. It's been quite sometime. Well... Been busy.
1st up was busy with my studies at AETI, really really brain-drained.
I didn't get to slp for 2 days just bcoz I had to study all of the topics taught to me for the past 6 mths. It was worth it! I scored 88/100! yea! Thank God for the good results =)
Started to become busy with BB and with e GJ gang =) The "afterwork" life is starting to kick in, I think it'll take some getting used to.
Went to Marina South for kite flying =) Fun
Also went to Marina Pier for dinner at The Riverboat. Spent the day earlier at Ikea for lunch, walked round Ikea, went to Esplanade for Ice Cream @ Haagan Das. Walked City Link. Got the Ghosbuster shirt at HMV.
Now I'm posted to SBAB... Not what I wanted... But I think I can learn from there... Hope so... At least it's very near my house, church and ministry. Maybe it's God's plan. Gonna report to work soon. Hope it's a good environment. =)
Saturday, May 19, 2007
The week
Time after block leave is soooooooo stressful.
Next week's the doomsday for all of us at AETI/AGE... Thurs we're gonna take our final exam which will decide whether we'll go to base or being kicked out of RSAF's regular service.
4 days to study 11 books. Each about 1 to 3 inches thick. You gotta be mad to be able to score 100 for this... Which the last batch had... He's now serving in a super underground section where non of us probably can go...
The tension, stress and fatigue... It just mounts. But I feel to see others like this is even more unbearable. I rather take it myself and not let others be in that position...
The stress of multi-tasking and piles of workload... I don't know... Seeing the ppl around me, I just feel more burdened. Just feel like helping to relieve all of ur workload but then again I'm inshit myself...
At least there's some things that made me felt good. My beloved car!!! Woot. I just love it. No problems for me so far =) Just perhaps that when it's not available for use I'll feel sad. Dunno why, I think I got too used to it =x It's a bad thing I know.. hehe.
Sent it for seats upgrade. Now the interior are BEAUTIFUL! Love it! But I had to sacrifice 2 days of cramming with smelly ppl in the hot and slow bus 90... Felt really demoralised, got car cannot drive. hehe. but nvm, the wait was worthwhile =)
Time to de-stress... Gotta do some shopping, proabably Vivo, I think maybe can go Cheesecake restaurant to slack. If they'd offer single seat tables, I'll be there everyday! Maybe I shld open a cafe just like tat? Hehe... Dream =)
oook.. gotta go slp, if nt I'll miss service again like last week =p
Next week's the doomsday for all of us at AETI/AGE... Thurs we're gonna take our final exam which will decide whether we'll go to base or being kicked out of RSAF's regular service.
4 days to study 11 books. Each about 1 to 3 inches thick. You gotta be mad to be able to score 100 for this... Which the last batch had... He's now serving in a super underground section where non of us probably can go...
The tension, stress and fatigue... It just mounts. But I feel to see others like this is even more unbearable. I rather take it myself and not let others be in that position...
The stress of multi-tasking and piles of workload... I don't know... Seeing the ppl around me, I just feel more burdened. Just feel like helping to relieve all of ur workload but then again I'm in
At least there's some things that made me felt good. My beloved car!!! Woot. I just love it. No problems for me so far =) Just perhaps that when it's not available for use I'll feel sad. Dunno why, I think I got too used to it =x It's a bad thing I know.. hehe.
Sent it for seats upgrade. Now the interior are BEAUTIFUL! Love it! But I had to sacrifice 2 days of cramming with smelly ppl in the hot and slow bus 90... Felt really demoralised, got car cannot drive. hehe. but nvm, the wait was worthwhile =)
Time to de-stress... Gotta do some shopping, proabably Vivo, I think maybe can go Cheesecake restaurant to slack. If they'd offer single seat tables, I'll be there everyday! Maybe I shld open a cafe just like tat? Hehe... Dream =)
oook.. gotta go slp, if nt I'll miss service again like last week =p
Friday, May 11, 2007
Day of rest =)
After 2 days of block leave has passed, I finally found some time to do my own things! =D
Was forced to wake up today coz I had to got to TTSH for my eyes checkup. All seems fine, still got 1 last follow up to go thru NEXT YEAR!
Kwo followed me today =) After check up we bought instant sandwiches from the vending machine. I think that machine spoiled coz the sandwiches were scalding hot on the outside but it was rather cool in the middle... Nvm...
Walked thru Sq2, Novena Square and Velocity. Nth much, too early ba. Got some stuff for my car at Home Fix.
Had buddy meal for lunch. After that headed down to Vivo wanted to catch 28 weeks later. Guess what... When we reached the cinema, it was packed full of kids. As in teens. I guess now's exam period, plus it's friday, last day of exams. So we didn't wanted to queue...
Walked ard.. Saw some fun stuff. Went arcade, ate Superdog. Nth special really... I wanted to buy the 2 pigs! 1 black and 1 white. They're so cute!!! Must get! Whaha. Went to Pet Safari, I felt tat the dogs kept in there like tat are not good...
They seemed very lifeless and bored. Though I saw one golden retriever biting its own tail and playing wit itself =D cute man! Saw some gigantic rabbits. Super cute hamsters, I loved the Yellow Puddings, they look like newly born ones. So active in the day too =)
Shopped ard. Legs were tired, started to yawn lots. Hehe, time to go home.
Later on will be BB retreat, dunno what I'll be involved in this time. I also dunno wad I wanna do. I hope God gives me a direction =s No car tml, dad gonna send it to Paya Ubi to change the seats for me =) Yay! hehehe.
okie, signing off!
Was forced to wake up today coz I had to got to TTSH for my eyes checkup. All seems fine, still got 1 last follow up to go thru NEXT YEAR!
Kwo followed me today =) After check up we bought instant sandwiches from the vending machine. I think that machine spoiled coz the sandwiches were scalding hot on the outside but it was rather cool in the middle... Nvm...
Walked thru Sq2, Novena Square and Velocity. Nth much, too early ba. Got some stuff for my car at Home Fix.
Had buddy meal for lunch. After that headed down to Vivo wanted to catch 28 weeks later. Guess what... When we reached the cinema, it was packed full of kids. As in teens. I guess now's exam period, plus it's friday, last day of exams. So we didn't wanted to queue...
Walked ard.. Saw some fun stuff. Went arcade, ate Superdog. Nth special really... I wanted to buy the 2 pigs! 1 black and 1 white. They're so cute!!! Must get! Whaha. Went to Pet Safari, I felt tat the dogs kept in there like tat are not good...
They seemed very lifeless and bored. Though I saw one golden retriever biting its own tail and playing wit itself =D cute man! Saw some gigantic rabbits. Super cute hamsters, I loved the Yellow Puddings, they look like newly born ones. So active in the day too =)
Shopped ard. Legs were tired, started to yawn lots. Hehe, time to go home.
Later on will be BB retreat, dunno what I'll be involved in this time. I also dunno wad I wanna do. I hope God gives me a direction =s No car tml, dad gonna send it to Paya Ubi to change the seats for me =) Yay! hehehe.
okie, signing off!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
What a week =)
The week has just started... Hmm, for me larhs. Hehehe. It's my block leave and it's great!
Last night went to Brewerks with my colleagues. The food was fabulous!
I had Pan-fried Seabass. It came with the world's greatest tasting mashed potatoes... Maybe just maybe could've tied with Tony Roma's.
JN's King Drew Burger was amazingly huge. Even at his appetite he couldn't even finish half of it. It's bigger than those from Carl's Jr.
The beer is great. Smooth and rich. For those who can drink and love the taste, Pilsner is wonderful. Those light casual drinkers can go for Golden Ale which really is how beer should be. =)
Prices are justified but still can go lower.
Anyways, gonna go for eye checkup tml. Early in the morning. Supposedly on the 17th dunno why changed to tml. Thank God for His timing if not I'd gotta take unnessesary off from work. Really amazed because this appointment is given a whole year ago! Yea, this proves that His plans are perfect =)
Last night went to Brewerks with my colleagues. The food was fabulous!
I had Pan-fried Seabass. It came with the world's greatest tasting mashed potatoes... Maybe just maybe could've tied with Tony Roma's.
JN's King Drew Burger was amazingly huge. Even at his appetite he couldn't even finish half of it. It's bigger than those from Carl's Jr.
The beer is great. Smooth and rich. For those who can drink and love the taste, Pilsner is wonderful. Those light casual drinkers can go for Golden Ale which really is how beer should be. =)
Prices are justified but still can go lower.
Anyways, gonna go for eye checkup tml. Early in the morning. Supposedly on the 17th dunno why changed to tml. Thank God for His timing if not I'd gotta take unnessesary off from work. Really amazed because this appointment is given a whole year ago! Yea, this proves that His plans are perfect =)
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Update
Hmm... been busy to blog lately... Had been going out lots of time.
Let's start with today!
Today's kinda free and easy. Course is over already, all of us now waiting for final exam, our doomsday is on the 25th this month and I think if we don't study we're gonna flunk real badly.
Sent the car for servicing today after a very bad encounter yesterday... Got the car back and it was wonderful! Left with 2 minor things before I can say the car is complete =)
Went to Ikea for dinner with Rubz, bought some stuff, checked out her comp. Yea, I wanna fix one for myself too =( but then again there's nth wrong with mine now. hehe.
Yesterday...
Woke up kinda late, suprisingly traffic wasn't heavy. Reach sch pretty early. Still had time to chit chat... Really slacked in class.
After work, I was shocked that the central lock wasn't working! Gosh.... I thought my car died on me. Manually unlocked and tried to start the engine. It was den I realised that the battery was dead!!! Ugh...
Tried asking ST ppl if they have a pair of jumpstarters but they all just said no and left... Grrr... at least bother to ask what happened and offer some help lar... Air force personnel so scary meh?
Thank goodness there are friendly ppl in AFS, AE's sgt came over and actually called his dad to bring over a pair of jumpstart cable, started his Matrix and hooked over to my Corolla. Hehehe. Thank God! Battery charged up and rearing to go. What an exciting day. lolz
Reach home fix new hard disk and fresh install of my comp. Now there's lots of old data to transfer waiting for me to do. So sianz.....
Tml's a big day for Ngiam and Fam... They really gotta pass their IPPT. Ngiam still have the rest of the year to earn his SGT, while Fam gotta keep his pay and rank before he post out. this is your 2nd last chance, make it like it's your only one pls...
Let's start with today!
Today's kinda free and easy. Course is over already, all of us now waiting for final exam, our doomsday is on the 25th this month and I think if we don't study we're gonna flunk real badly.
Sent the car for servicing today after a very bad encounter yesterday... Got the car back and it was wonderful! Left with 2 minor things before I can say the car is complete =)
Went to Ikea for dinner with Rubz, bought some stuff, checked out her comp. Yea, I wanna fix one for myself too =( but then again there's nth wrong with mine now. hehe.
Yesterday...
Woke up kinda late, suprisingly traffic wasn't heavy. Reach sch pretty early. Still had time to chit chat... Really slacked in class.
After work, I was shocked that the central lock wasn't working! Gosh.... I thought my car died on me. Manually unlocked and tried to start the engine. It was den I realised that the battery was dead!!! Ugh...
Tried asking ST ppl if they have a pair of jumpstarters but they all just said no and left... Grrr... at least bother to ask what happened and offer some help lar... Air force personnel so scary meh?
Thank goodness there are friendly ppl in AFS, AE's sgt came over and actually called his dad to bring over a pair of jumpstart cable, started his Matrix and hooked over to my Corolla. Hehehe. Thank God! Battery charged up and rearing to go. What an exciting day. lolz
Reach home fix new hard disk and fresh install of my comp. Now there's lots of old data to transfer waiting for me to do. So sianz.....
Tml's a big day for Ngiam and Fam... They really gotta pass their IPPT. Ngiam still have the rest of the year to earn his SGT, while Fam gotta keep his pay and rank before he post out. this is your 2nd last chance, make it like it's your only one pls...
Monday, April 30, 2007
Bad day...
Today was a really bad day...
To start off, I'm late for work... When I reach the mrt it was already 6:40am! Imagine how late I was!
Lot's of screw-ups during practical... Encik wasn't happy at all =(
Quarrelled with KH... He really should just watch himself. Can't bring personal problems and vent it on others. GRRR....
Ran 12 rounds instead of six... So tired. Still had to play basketball... UGH...
The only good thing I think was collecting my car. Finally a car of my own. EARNED with my both hands and hard work. Really thank God for this blessing.
Here's the beauty =p Mine's blue in color though red would look nice...
Sunday, April 29, 2007
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