Happy Birthday Rubi!

Happy 22nd! Had a fun night that day. Hoped you enjoyed your cake and gift! =) We shall WALLA WALLA once again!

Just in case you're curious...

PLUS

EQUALS

My workplace! Haha.

Cool eh? There might not be any aircraft carriers in Singapore but there sure are such capable defence systems!

Ok, trying to keep it short. Not suppose to post this kind of stuff anyways. =P

Somethings are not meant...

to be said...

to be shown...

to be make known...

to be right...

to be perfect...

Haha, can't tell type where I was lost the past few days.

It's been tiring though technically doing nothing XD

Can't wait for FRIDAY!!! YAY! haha.

I really gotta thank that irritating and unbearable colleague... It turns out that if it's not for him I wouldn't be able to be free on friday. A heart felt thanks... But it doesn't mean you're making things right...

Anywayz... Gotta wake up 5am for tml... So yea... Signing off!

Where do I get the energy from man... zzzz...

Affected?

If we're affected by people around us and what they do, why don't you affect me the right way....?

A break away that's so needed right now...

Bye everyone.

Like I said...

How different are you from those who are not saved?

Fruits of the Holy Spirit... 1 Package... No 'S'

I dunno... Isn't it obvious amongst yourselves?

How can you even say this kind of things???

Is this the way Bros/Sis-in-Christ suppose to act or behave?

You all have been too comfortable in you own groups. Everyone of you... I'm not taking sides... Time to wake up please...

Maybe it takes 1 to see 1? I might be in the wrong too... But it just can't be me alone... It also can't be everyone except me... Probably my own problem... BAH... Since you all can live with it... Fine with me... Don't tell me why I'm so bothered... It's MY CHURCH... I should be...

I don't know who I can talk to anymore.... Thank God I'll be away for a good whole week...

Calling for donations!

I've got things to donate!!! Haha.
http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/blog/2008/12/05/healing-a-broken-heart-with-m1-singapore-fringe-festival/
But I need your permission! Lolx.

Bad Omen?

Random...

612 星球

滿園玫瑰我以為找到我那一朵 
認真愛了卻狠狠刺傷我的雙手 
責備什麼人也沒有用 玫瑰都紅 難免看錯 

望著天空愛是否活在童話裏頭 
小王子說有些事流浪過才會懂 
原來每顆心都有個洞 找不到真愛 會一直寂寞 Oh-- 

我但願有一個人在等我 在屬於我的612星球 
好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走 不快樂至少要有夢 

一定會有一個人在等我 無條件擁抱著我的所有 
相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘 花別鞋太快 請你等等我 

擦乾眼淚一個人漂流在這宇宙
小王子說愛一定開在某個角落 路上相愛的人那麼多 
我會幸福嗎 在什麼時候 Oh— 

Officially dead

Alot of things to write...

But after given so much thought... I think I rather forget everything and look forward.

Cannot agree with so many things with so many ppl... Probably it's just me. 

Thanks Eileen & Yeok.

It sounded extremely unnatural from other than you 2. Seemed like being prompted by someone else.

Know who your real friends are?

My passport has to be surrendered!! How to go to m'sia like tat sia???? I hope they forget to ask from me =) If not I have to make a temp one (SGD$80) just for the Sibu trip...

Christmas is coming! Do you know the true meaning of Christmas? =)

Which reminds me... A wishlist!

1. Wallet... or cards holder... MY CARDS ARE BEING DEFACED!!!

2. Someone to buy or rent my car

3. New phone...

4. Your heart... <---- so much for looking forward... haha!

5. Spend Christmas, New Year, CNY & my birthday with my love ones.

ON LEAVE ON 19th DEC!!! 飞轮海！haha!

Unappreciated...

You can call me stupid, or wishful...

But I just feel damn unappreciated...

Just wanna you to be happy tat's all...

It sucks to be me...

Nobody I can turn to when I feel so down...

I'm not blaming you... In fact I must thank you... For waking me up, dunno for the how many time...

Really it's the last...

I know you can decipher this...

Although I love you...

But only your heart can read my heart...

Ever since we shared, our heartbeat has became one...

So no matter what, I just want to thank you... Thank you for beating the same heartbeat...

Forever is still forever... I'm missing you...

I just recieved news...

I'm leaving on the 16th Feb... OMG... My heart just sank when I got the date.............

How much suckier can it get man??? PUI PUI PUI!!!

:'(

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍... 我不能睡

...我不能够 不能够不爱了

Re-learning... 不爱就不爱了，怎么不舍都不会回来，这一点是我会学的...

Today's a weird weird day!!!

Speak of the devil!!!

Din slp much last night...

Woke up early to prepare a brief to the NCC Air Students from various schools visiting my base. I'm an ambassador for SBAB! Haha. I missed teaching... Esp in BB & today I got to taste and be reminded wad's it like again =)

Work work work after that... Non stop... omg.... zzzZZzz... Imagine a heavy head but you just cannot let your juniors down.... That kind of responsibility as I/C... The aircraft is in your hands and anything wrong will cause a life... OMG...

After work went to check out Lovelle's laptop... Seriously it's cursed.... This is the only laptop I couldn't completely troubleshoot.... Initially I thought it was the virus... But it turns out that the drivers aren't around and the laptop doesn't detect any WLAN adaptors... At least I cleared the mouse issue... SOOOO irritating!!!

After tat headed to 313 for dinner.... long awaited... We saw Ken & Jon.... haha...
During dinner Shermaine saw her fren...
After dinner we saw Joleen & Joanne!!
As we were walking back we saw Jin Jie...

HAHAHA... So weird.... Small world? Weird day? I guess it's an out of the normal day for me! =)

Overslept...

Oops! I missed service today... Sian... Sorry Yee Nern. Pass u the CD next week.

Funny discussion over dinner at Botak Jones just now... But guess it's a good reminder to re-align ourselves. I realised how I reacted was quite defensive, but I just dunno why it comes out naturally... Hmmm...

Microsoft is full of crap... Bought Fable 2 and it couldn't play... The forums have been slamming the game, lots of glitches, bugs and game freezes... I am very irritated coz I bought the game for my brother and I know he's damn disappointed... I will make MS pay!!!

Enough of that...

Finally got myself a basketball... Gonna get back my skills... Training after work... Hmm... I hope I can finish my special project soon... =D

So many things to do!!! Urghh... 2 more weeks! Help!!! Help!!! Urgh!!

Semakau Island

Today's NE trip is one of the most deeply enriching trip I've ever been! We went to Pulau Semakau! Any idea where's that? It's in Singapore actually, one of the South-west island. To be exact, it's actually a landfill. World's 1st landfill that make use of the sea!

It is really a great refreshing experience, nobody can imagine that Singapore has such a beautiful almost untouched island all made out of the everyday waste of Singaporeans. The place don't look like much but if really offered all of us spledid views that nowhere else in Singapore you could find.

The island is just North of Senang, Pawai and Sudong. The purpose of this place is actually a landfill for the dumping of incenerated wastes produced from mainland. There's another purpose when the whole island is filled up - to convert it into either resort island or golf course. Amazing isn't it?

Needless to say I was very very impressed. It made me wondered if I can buy this island and use it for myself. Haha, of coz until I can get $610 million to buy back what the govenment spent on the infrastructure it'll not be a problem. I'm guessing $1 billion to buy the island AND build it up would be a comfortable sum. Somebody wake me up pls! LOL.

I love the place. I will bring you guys there one day. BB/GB outing. It's opened to public, we can have a tour, they offered us to camp overnight - that means we can get to watch the sunrise and well, the whole island would be free for us to use. We can conduct a Naturalist Stage 1 or Total Defence. End the day with a BBQ in full view of the sunset, now ain't that nice?

It's really one of the rare gems that Singapore has and we have at least until 2025 when the coversion of the island takes place. We gotta visit this place some time!

A Day in Sibu!

Yea! Went to Sibu island - Pulau Sibu. Nice long - awaited break! The experience was pretty refreshing. Alot of 1st as well! 1st time going overseas with my colleagues. 1st time going on a kelong. 1st time I really caught a fish by meself! Really had fun. Well rested and ready to go! =)

Past week!

Whew! The past week has been a really quick breeze-thru! Thanks to my love ones whom brought me thru this otherwise boring week =)


Deepavali day! We went to Mount Faber park in search of the illusive Henderson Waves =) After that was steamboat @ AMK central. It's been a long while.... I really enjoyed myself =)

29th. Happy 22nd to Suki! Fish & Co @ Douby Ghaut. The repetitive irritaing birthday gig by the staff was so lame! They could've done much better. Went to Walla Walla after that, The Amps were GREAT!!! Simply magnificent!

30th. Happy 22nd to SQ! Steamboat with Judah & Solomon. Wanted to vomit after that... Too full.. Haha.

Hmm... Won't be around on Sat/Sun. Will miss you all. Hope to see all of you soon!

I wan it back...

I wan back my camera money...

I want to go back into the past... Make things right...

I want to be back in school...

I want to be back in ministry...

Back to God...

I want it all back... Everything...

LOL! My aunt flood my tagboard!!! Haha

Insensitivty...

OMG!!! My aunt found my blog! Please don't tell mummy or daddy about it! So weird...

Sometimes words are so hurting... I learnt this lesson twice in just under 24hrs...

Black n White is even worse... That's why God gave us faces to make things clearer with emotion...

The same "huh" could mean "pardon me", could mean "what is it", could be a stern "how dare you" or "I'm shock".

Trying to be sensitive... Once again....

F**ked up...

How can people be so sick in the mind to even do such things...?

Sometimes man are so sinful that it irks the hell out of everyone, bring the worst in them... Been asked why I'm angry and here's the damn pile up...

Camera used without permission, spoilt and not given a damn... Had to buy a new one and the claim have to be waited... Was threatened with my career because of my f**king reaction towards my f**king superior about my camera... This place is not a place for me to strive anymore....

Just don't get it do you? Really being pushed around like crap.......... I hate interceptions... You weren't suppose to be in the picture and caused me to rush, made me miss out and I had to hide everything.

Assholes... Why are you so jealous? Does it mean when I'm close to ppl you have the right to be jealous with me and start hurting ppl around me? What did I do that you have to hurt the ones I love the most? So much for not standing in my way eh? Go and f**k urself up man. Freak.

I just hate it when you have so much things inside and not say. It just burns like hell... You're not the only one suffering... The pain of knowing pain but not knowing why... Stop putting up a front... Let it go. You're not treating me like a frend in the past anymore... What happened? I really miss you even though you are just infront of me.

Mighty Oaks from little Acorns grow... my acorn is filled with rot filth and wrath... Don't wait til the day timber falls...

Pics!

Right! As I said I would post some pics, so here they are!

Some of the meals I cooked during my stay, looks tasty eh? Hehe =P

My hotel room, pretty huge, but it's alright, nth much. Lol.

Quite a cool pass idea.

Toast to mission success! Yay!

Aussie land part 2

18 days is not a long time, also not very short...

I don't really like living in Aussie land... Holiday maybe... The cost here is high, well this time the people ain't that hostile, that's because almost over 500 of us are here and they can't do anything about it. In fact I've got some very interesting approaches =P

Been cooking my own food. Not eating outside food really helps a whole lot. But having to cook you own meals every day is really a drag, the prep, and the after math... Bothersome... Will post some pics very soon...

The worst thing is the travelling... Be it on the road or to & fro Singapore, it's a long distance... I hate to take such a bloody long flight...

Will be coming back on this Sat. Hopefully I can get a good rest on the plane... Bothersome... =(

Stucked on a song

Love this song... Don't know why but it's just nice... Can just imagine driving along the sea, feeling the breeze with clear blue skies...

The only thing is you're alone =(

Well, the road leads and you'll just have to follow =)

Flying off in about 20hrs time. Different feeling this time, it seems like I'll be back real soon. But I'll still miss all of you! See ya soon =)

I feel terrible...

Someone must be cursing me behind my back... I keep sniffing and sneezing away....

Feels like shit... No strength in any part of my body at all and I'm so drained...

Funny how ppl like to poke fun at others but cannot take jokes themselves. You really must say that to ppl you wished would not stay single n available for long...

Friends don't have to be like this... Ouch n double ouch... Ever felt wad it's like to be the surplus being pushed around like a piece of crap? Hahaha.

I'll try to keep in mind your double standard next time.

Mamma Mia was GREAT... The scriptwriter is magnificent! To string ABBA's decades worth of songs in a single musical is just brilliant...

But it's gonna be a shame when ppl don't appreciate original ABBA and mistake it for Mamma Mia's by product... It's like those kind of situation where you know a certain song den when ppl remake it and the whole world thinks it's that way... How irritating...

Benny cameoed in the show!! OMGosh! He never changed! Still the same man... Wad a surprise! Haha.

Beng's gonna catch the ABBA fever soon, hopefully it won't be a shallow fad... Things just goin too fast for ppl to sit down n slowly appreciate stuffs...

The world is as such.... PUI...

Holiday

Finally got a chance to slack around.

Although I'm on overseas leave for the past 2 days but I still don't get enough of it. Guess no one will be satisfied no matter how many days you have. Haha.

Anyway thurs was swell. Went to CS with Beng & JX. Hmm... I love Furusato! Finally brought got to share the DELIGHTFUL food with you guys. Was so excited that I forgottened to take photos!! Sian. Haha. But it's really worthed it.

Watched 2 shows. Black Water and Death Race. Hmm... Black Water is really a budget aussie film... Sucks... Better than the Seeker though. Haha. Death Race was pretty cool but was really quite lame... The plot is kinda dumb in the end. It's just a show anyways. Haha.

Yesterday's trip with Suki, Sida n ZH was kinda a bummer. Coz we went in without any plans and anyhow hamtum. Ugh... Next time we gotta plan well before we go in. If not it'll be like lost in the lalang. haha.

Nick asked me if I'm going for the retreat.
He said I could've accomplished more this year.

2 things that pronged my mind. Where am I next year? Give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar, give to God what belongs to God...

Jesus, show me what belongs to you and I'll gladly give...

Ex Wallaby. Hopefully my last SP detachment. I get a feeling the ST guys are going to plan a big farewell for us later... Farewell...

Hmm... Haven't meet up with my Dia-lings for a long long time. How much I miss them! =P

So many thoughts... So difficult in words...

Haiz, haiyo... Aiya... Sian... Sad... =( Hmm...

Just to sum it all up.

Time to time we face so much negativity and often we are facing it alone... Usually I try to load it off over here but what do you do if there's too much??? Even if it's all around you??

As much as I hate to drag it over, I too need an outlet... (if u're confused wad i'm blabbling about it's alright, I don't know what I'm typing too...)

The numerous not-meant-to-be-s, the outrageous decisions that's just mind boggling... The disappointments thats thrown at you, failures that stops you right in your tracks... Mistakes that's so silly you thought you wouldn't commit them..

Stumbled upon my MSN Space thru my colleague's invite... I realised how far I've came from my sec sch days til now.. Yet I'm still trying to live my sec sch dreams... Sure I've gotten some of my wishlist items but what does that all mean? At the end of the day am I sucessful in all I do when I competed my list???

I realised that sec sch days are really those good old days where we played, fought and had lots of FREE TIME with each other... Thanks to Yao Hui, Jun Xian n Beng for bringing up the good old memories...

I wanna re-live those innocent days, days that were so pure and worriless. God-seeking and childlike.

Who hasn't had bad times? Really... Flip thru ur diary/blog or old photos... Play some oldies music and be reminded of your good old days... Nostalgia... Remember your wants and see what you have now... Irony is, what you got yourself, is it really what you wanted back then?

I thank God for time me to try setting things right... 2 years. I'll be back...

Forever means FOREVER...

One of the rocks is Jesus, but I'm surrounded by sand... That's you...

I won't forget...

But I'm trying to vanquish the thought...

I'll never be up to expectations and I guess even if I do, the limit will be set even higher...

Things would be really really different yea? How I wished it were...

Forever really means forever...

Love my camera =) Esp when I have nth to do in the desert! =P

Service - able...

'U/S' and 'S'...

Yesterday was a fine example of what-you-can-plan-will-go-wrong day... Planned to wake up late and go JB with mum n Jacky... After that come back and rest for service next day.

End up the jam was too long and we headed for CWP. At least I got to see the new shops in there. After that head back home sulking at the inevitable traffic...

So we bought bak kwas and mooncakes for ah ma and ah po. Just before heading there a decision was made... Lantern @ night!! OMGosh.... I wanted to play on sunday!!! Haha...

Anyhows... Ah gong reached home soooooo late! Every night he's working... Oh dear... Sometimes I really wish old ppl weren't so fragile looking... My heart just sank in when I see my ah gong return from work so late... My heart was sobbing inside...

After that Lantern with TTT, Dia n Yao Hui. Haha. It's always always always very fun when Princess n Tanya is around... When Yao Hui is ard it's fun PLUS alot of sweat!

Sometimes I wished you didn't knew.... Things would be so much different.... I don't want it to be this way.... God please ease the pain....

So we played til we got too tired... Sharing stories of the pioneers of SESS really brings back alot of memories. I can taste it again... I won the only basketball tournatment for Warrior! the final score is 2-0... I scored! YAY!. Sweet is the taste of victory! =P

Reached home about 2am.... YEA! Arsenal won! Convincing victory! I loved the assist by Walcott. He definitely can be a start player if he continues to play like this.

Woke up early to meet Suki =) Breakfast at Mrs Yeo's hse downstairs. Brought her to service. I think it's pretty much the same as a Presbytarian service ba... Hopefully she'll join us again =)

Lunch with Beng, SQ n Lizhi. You guys seems be be quite comfortable with each other. Relief! haha.

Help Suki made passport size photos for her CV...

Watched Kungfu Dunk in Gliderz, headed to CCC with the gang... BUT!!! Did not open... No wonder! TTT! The only open after 17th SEPT!!! We can go there again! Haha.

Ended up in Coffee Club. The muddy pie was pretty nice. I like the base. Headed to Changi T3. Waited sooo long for the seats.... Irritating RACIST asses.... God.. How to love those sooo un-lovable ppl?? It's just so hard to contain this kind of anger...

It wasn't until Lovelle n Shermaine's conversation that reminded me...
God is always in my life... It's up to me how much do I allow Him to be shown...

What is important in my life? Ministry here or the world out there? Sometimes I think leaving your comfort zone will make you see better. Appreciate better, equip you with the knowledge. Like the stars I saw, you will never understand how small you are and what it really means when God became man just to save your puny smelly unforgiving asses...

Never will you be always a Green Label - Serviceable all the time... You might need to go thru servicing to become of better quality... =)

Breeze thru the week...

Without my objectives done!!!

Oh my gosh... My bosses will be sick in the stomach when they hear the bad news...

Well, they can't blame me if they kept on putting me on the frontline and not giving me time to clear the jobs that are important =P Haha...

Tues...
Not very productive... Accomplished 10 rounds... Hmm... Nothing much...

Wed...
Swimming test! Early morning headed to CNB, olympic size pool and great gym facilities man! How I wished I can use that place everyday! Cleared my Cat 1 and certified fit for ship board! YAY!

The test includes a 75m swim in full working uniform, tread water for 5 mins, strip to your undies and make a float out of ur trousers den swim the remainder 25m. Not to forget a 3m Survival jump! OH MY!!!! How FUN!!!

Do you know how it feels to jump off a building or how those olympic jump-board divers feels like? The 3m was bad enough...

You'd imagine it'd be over when you take the 1st step but when u're up there the immediate reaction would be almost like mr. bean...! When you know that u're mid air you can't help but feel that u're gonna die when u land.

It felt like forever to reach the water really.... That caused me to breath water into my nostrils as I tried to look when I was gonna reach! Haha, how dumb!

I was one of the lucky few who went ahead to try the 5m jump!!! OMGosh!!!!! It felt like my stomach was left behind and really this time it really took FOREVER!!! The splash follows and the heavier u are the deeper u'll be in the water! Good thing the pool is deep. Hehe.

When to TM for a long awaited Singapore SHOPPING! Really SG is SO much better than Aussie... 24hrs shopping, even if not there'll be late nights too... I can spend 1 whole day shopping man... Next stop shall be CWP, I heard there are some new shops too =)

Met TTT + Dia. Went for dinner @ East Coast Food Village. Princess n Tanya really brighten up my day! Even though I had a good day, they're just like icing on sugar coated candies! =P Headed to CCC, Cheesecake Cafe not open =( Went home with a super shagged body... Knocked out almost immediately!

Hehe, survival jump was FUN! So glad to make it as a Cat 1 SWIMMER! =)

Thurs...
Out of office again... So tiring... Din manage to complete 10 rounds. Try again tml =)

Gonna bring Suki to church this Sunday =) So long nv meet up man, the last time was Sentosa... Hmmm, how long was that??? Feb?? Apr? haha. Wun be joining you guys for the run if there's any. Pray that God'll bring her back and restores her =)

Life back in SG

Well... The weather is not very friendly...

Or perhaps it just speaks of how I feel? Hmm... Cloudy and stirred. Wet and sobbish...

Anywayz. Glad to be back! =P

Although the most sickening part is I had to work immediately the next freaking day... The day off was paid back to me on friday =)

Met up with TTT! Awww... How much I miss them!!! Really really missed them lots. It was really heart warming to see Princess's and Tanya's faces when they recieve their gift! I will never forget Tanya's reaction =D Heartwarming~ Coffee Bean beats anything else! Haha.

Went shopping for Winnie's present, hmm. Happy 17th! Hey, you better start to buck up on ur studies ok? Don't be a WORM!!!

Sat was the long long long awaited cell. Missed the AGM... End up went to slp to recover the lost hours... Now I'm well adjusted to SG time! Hehe, so much for Jet Lag =P

Service on Sunday, Pastor Joseph took a little longer than expected... I din't realised I was the projectionist too... So many annoucements!

Lunch together as a church, how long has that been? Went down to FICO for water soccer! Oww... I think there's alot of atheletes in our church... Or maybe I'm getting old... The after effect of the games was almost terrible... Blueblacks all over my shins!

Headed home for dinner while the gang went to Hooked! Sorry guys, just too sick of westernised food. Not that I'm trying to be difficult yea? Hope you guys would understand that 18 days of fish n chips, beef steaks, roast lambs, baked pastas or anything that has a napkin with cutlery set on your tables would appeal to me during maybe this few days? Hehe.

Met up for some chit chat and Starbucks, yes Green tea is nice no doubt but STILL I prefer Ultimate. Haha. Javachip ain't my cup of tea OR coffee even =)

Righty, for those of you who hvn seen the post before this, do check out my pics of the Aussie land in the past 4 posts! =) Wanna catch up with as many of you ASAP!

Finally

Mission Success! We accomplished our targets and everything was over! Haha! We were even given a treat to thai food! Yay! Finally something closer to home =)

Our half a day of R&R to Gold Coast, stepped on the sands of Surfer's Paradise. On the way back dinner at Little Singapore in Harbor Town n that's pretty much end of the Trip. Hmm. Dun seems like much eh? Hehe. Well, did a little souvenir shopping here and there and that's really all. It's all work and work after all =(

Part 3...

So as night falls, the surrouding gets extremely dark... the skies turns into different shades! From blue to orange, to pink, to purple and slowly becoming pitch black. You will never ever survive without a torch light in the middle of theses area. It's so dark that if you put your and infront of you, not only you won't be able to see it, but you dun even feel that you are placing it up urself!

But every dark side there's a nice side! Look at the stars!!!! It's brilliant! That's the 1st time I saw SO MUCH stars! Not spreads of them but technically CLOUDS of stars. We could see the milky ways! I love my camera! Hahaha! Amazing!

Even though I could capture some of the stars shots but the photos does not really do justice to God's creation. You really need to be there to experience the full awesome-ness of the stars. Walk into the middle of the desert where the ligth is far behind, soon you'll accustom to the bright stars shining in your eyes. God's majesty is just right before you! It just cracks me that I cannot share all of this with you...

While I was in the desert, my couterparts are in the Airport, I could've been playing my PSP in the nice warm sun =P

Part 2...

So we drove up to Rocky... The sickening 8hrs drive... Lots of weird signs... Haha, I think that made the ride a little more humorous. By the end of the trip most if not all of us were complaining of aching backs and giddy spells. Hah!

The sights of Rocky weren't too bad. Clear skies and nice river just outside of our hotel. Although the next day I'll be in the desert...

Yeap... Another 2 hrs drive. This time on dusty roads... Our bunk is a very echo-y barrack.... We got our safari beds and sleeping bags which weren't much comfort at all... Mosquito nests to keep out the pesky insects...

Some details...

Touchdown in Brisbane International Airport! What alot of people... The place is really crowded...
We got a airport flyer to drive us to Toowoomba - 2hrs away, where we will be staying... He was speeding and got a fine! $150!
Our Motel -East Gate, it's the outskirt of Toowoomba, really literally.

The nights of Toowoomba, we went jogging at night, it was freezing, the skies were so clear and BEAUTIFUL!!! How I wish I could bring a piece of the beauty back with me... A few shots at Picnic Point.

Oakey 10th Anniversary, the reason why we're needed to be there, to show our might! There was a funfair open hse concept. There were relic cars and stores. I was in charged of the nasi lemak and mee goreng! Haha. Dun forget the place is not air conditioned, it was freezing!

Heading up to Rockhampton - The Beef Capital of Aussie. 4 Vehicles, 8 hrs drive... My butt hurts!!!
Our Hotel at Rocky - Travelodge... Can you believe the internet there is $6 for 20mins? Sheesh!

Stay tuned for more updatez! There'll be more action in the desert! Not to forget the Amazing Star Shots! Hehe =)

Coming home...

I really really want to come back this instance...

Out of the many many reasons, I guess nothing is stronger than missing the ones I love... Of coz there are push factors as well...

The ppl here are really really *#&^#^$@!#... They're all so racist, we come here work our asses off, go thru the cold weather, brave thru the hot desert, spend loads of money boosting their economy, yet they treat us as second class...

The food here is so expensive... Every meal is about AUD$10, imagine just 2 meals a day for 10 days... it's already $200... Meals are either not nutritious or overly nutritious... Either you get loads of meat with loads of salt or just plain maggie cup noodles if you're trying to save up...

The weather here is terrible, Hot in the day and cold in the night. Sometimes you wear and take off yout jacket in minutes... A sec you're feeling cold and the next you're just too warm to even want to talk or do anything... It's amazing nobody has fallen sick yet.

The exchange rate is not helping also... Everything here is so ex... Not much entertainment... No free broadband anywhere... It's just crazy... Shops closes almost exactly at 5pm... Sundays are not opened unless you travel to a tourist town...

Every town here is the same, visit one and you've visit them all... Coles, Target, Super IGA, Kmart, Andersons, Big W, Big Daddy's pie and your usual fast food restaurant...

My visit to gold coast wasn't a nice one either... Other than the beautiful beach and refreshing air, there was nth that is heart capturing at all... I reckon my stay in the desert was a more enjoyable one...

All this whining.... So much negativity.... Pui!!!

It's just loads of excuses coz the real reason is I want to come home soon so I can stop missing YOU... =P

Thanks!

Before I forget, I just wanna dedicate this post to you guys n gals =)

Garry, Gan & Roy.
Daddy, Jacky & Mummy.
Thong & Ger.
Joleen, Princess, Dia, Yeok, Tanya & Yao Hui.

THANKS for sending me off! Really grateful and touched. Anymore surprises? Haha. Love you guys lots. You all are the BEST!

All in a post!

Righty! Let's start with the Wedding! Alot of friends were there. Did I mentioned it got me thinking alot? Hmm... I think I did. Was over-dressed that day... Somebody sabo-ed me. It's alright. Jesse and Jadyn were so cute! The night shots were just beautiful! I love my camera! =)

Dinner @ JJ! Lau bought his own champagne! Kitty loves me the most! HAH! So much mushrooms for my sirloin =P Thanks Eileen n Kang for memories in JJ. I miss working there =) Kara with Eileen after a short break at Starbucks. Good time of catching up.

NDP 08! Tanya and I were in the marching contingent! The curse have not been lifted!!! Those who participated in NDP will not see themselves on TV! OMGosh! It happened to me the 2nd time!!! AAARRRGGGHH!!! Anyone recorded the show??? =(

The night b4 I flown away...
A surprise BBQ! Thanks Dia n Yeok for organising this sweet surprise for me. I'm really touched. Had a hell lot of fun!
Thanks for all who came. Princess, Tanya, Keetee, Jun xian, Yaohui and Jun wen. Had a swell time. I laughed until my tummy ache the whole next day. haha.

LOVE you guys! You guys just make my days so sweet! =D

I'm just escaping...

No post for a week.

I've been really busy? I think I chosed to...
Everytime I come to this page I have so much to say, so much to tell. Every single letter I typed I backspaced every now and then...
"Nothing better to type then don't type" Sounds a tat too familiar...

Kang Wei should be in airport with his future couterparts walking around now. God bless my bro. Brunei will be a good place.
Just watched Money No Enough 2. - My family has 3 brothers... It really really strucked me and I really thank God I spent my time with my family to watch this show today.

My heart is now tearing into shreds.... I miss you a hell lot... Holy Spirit is yelling at me... My heart is beating in disunity... My family... My brothers... Haiz...

Alot happened in the whole of last week.

NDP 08! The cameras which were suppose to take us went "koyak". Still waiting for Dia's photos. Will post em' up if I get em.

Jiaying n Reuben's wedding.... Made me think alot alot alot.... I've never thought so much before in my whole life... It's like a battlefield in my brain... I'm sure it all doesn't even matter to anyone. Pics of the wedding will be in the pic blog - soon i hope.

Dinners, meet-ups, Kara. All in the name of leaving Singapore. - Party World, Josh & Joeys' (Lau treat us even with Champagne!), Outback, Starbucks, Prawning....

I've whined more than enough that I had to go. I want to now describe my feelings as accurately as possible now.

I want to go, to learn and experience, to escape from the clutches of my superiors. I can't bear to go, I miss every single one of you. Especially YOU. So many things I want to tell all of you but I just can't get it out...

This feeling sucks.... The past week was my escaping act...

知足

Some updates.


1stly happy birthday to Thaddy! lolz. Thanks Winnie for reminding the name. WHAHAHA. Junni too!!! OH ME GOSH! So funny...

Anyway, good news for Thong and Sher! LWB has converted to become an ARSENAL FAN!!! Look at what's he's wearing!!! YAY! lolz

Wii madness that night. So much noise in Gliderz, followed by my place. Haven play til so long in such a long time.... Really old liao, cannot take it. hahaha.

为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动, 终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头, 才发现 笑着哭 最痛 ...

盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
Loving someone don't mean you have to be with her, just that you want to know that she's happy and try in everyway let her be happy. But when she's out of your sight, you will feel most hurt and that is the price to pay. I will still choose to pay this price because I really love you...

Fallen...

When you cry I can't wipe away ur tears
When u're sad I can't hug u & tell u tt everything's alright
When u're happy I can only believe and smile...
Even though it breaks my heart when u're unhappy, I don't want to stop hearing from you. I want to listen more and more, every bit every part. I just don't want you to be so pressed up, it just hurts to see you like this... I know I'm nobody to you but you are someone to me... So yea... hope you understand where I'm coming from...
Just now mess duty... Sick enciks drink til they vomit all over the toilet.... I hate them... cannot drink already still want to order more... idiots... Waste my time and auntie's time...

Forgot to return the door key... Auntie will kill me... I think i better wake up early tml =( there goes my slp late day...

Waking up from my headache...

I need to update... Before I forget everything...

Just had an accident... The bloody idiot!!! UGH!!! Still can scold me for not looking out for him???
I cannot believe it! Stupid lorry driver.... I am going to claim his insurance for sure.

I'm selling my car and he just left his doggy mark there! The rage that fills me was so intense I really thank God I didn't do anything silly.

Prior to this unreasonable beyond explanation event was an extremely joyous one...

Met up with ZH, found out that he had prayed and recieve Christ!!! What a joy! Though I wasn't the one who led him to Jesus but at least I was 1 slice of the pie to make it whole! I guess this is the reason really I didn't let go my anger at the stupid lorry driver.

Day before...

Met up kwo, eileen, JC and the ever "lovely" Cerelia. I really gotta admit you're quite charming. Haha, bits and pieces of memories of you are coming back slowly. Went back to JJ for a small gathering, found out Lau is father of 2! End up we had to pei Mr. Chen to eat =(

After that we went to Party World @ Yishun Safra. Yes Eileen, I also think to myself that I hog the mic too much sometimes, but I always dun let ppl pay =P Anyway had a tiring night... Slpt at about 4.30...

Day before again...

Met up wit Yeok n Princess! Hahaha. I just love to see Princess, always brighten up my day. Tanya too! Caught her in her most unprepared state, so cute! I wish next time if I had children they would be like them!

Shopping, had a tough time deciding wad to buy but still we found the perfect one! We had durian, the uncle was very funny.... And who says adults cannot eat Chuppa Chups? Bought some back, chit chat with TTT's papa. Hahaha. Very li hai lei!

Days before....

I've forgottened wad I wanted to say... My brain juices are drained.... Alot of things to tell but it's all gone now.... =(

Sometimes we need to RELY to learn to be thankful...
Thank You Lord...

Headache...

Today for the whole day I've been having a serious headache...

I don't know why but it just keeps me from having any attention to what ever I'm doin.... Actually got alot of things to blog down but my head is just spinning round and round til I can't concentrate...

So many problems so little time... Panadol is not helping....

Update for the past few weeks...

Urghh.... It's been a busy 2 weeks! In fact 3....

Other than my usual NDP, the audit for my work place is really really squeezing out EVERYONE's energy and drive...

So far so good, nothing major. But it took alot of us NUMEROUS OTs to clear up our stuffs. Let's see... Monday, tues, wed, thurs and today OT.... =( Sianz...

Met up with KWO n Eileen on thurs night like 7?. Went to Himwari, nice concept, ala carte buffet for a japanese restaurant. Not too bad, but old liao cannot chiong buffet... Furthermore I went in with a dieting mind.... Sian 1/2...

Wed was OT, no need to talk... Tues too....

Monday had OT but managed to join the guys for movie. Hellboy 2.... Pretty cool. 3/5 Stars.
Dinner was Subway, cookies are nice =)

Reminder to self: Buy printer ink, new float at least size 6, change worship leader schedule before i fly away - anyone wanna swap?

"Though sinful as I am, weak and unworthy. Jesus shed his cleansing blood so that we all are acceptable unto God" I am weak...

Lord I know you love me and you always give me Your perfect best. I pray that I can give the best to the ones I love as well, just like You. I love you, but I don't know what's best... Amen.

Today's NDP sux...

It was a big screwed up... For once we thought that our contingent had done everything right... For once. But the whole show was messed up by the BAND.... Gosh... Where are our double beats??? The parade commander was also not up to standard... Already with mic still can lose voice and make everyone giggle amongst the contingents...

SCDF weren't serious at all... They don't train themselves to take parade seriously... Falling out in good weather, talking, chatting when in parade, fidgitting when sedia position - or at all positions for that matter.... I wish sometimes I can smack their heads... Ill disciplined...

Really really tired... My gosh... Actually slpt abt 3+ last night? Farewell for Cherie, Indulgez is a nice place indeed, the food were above average but still some of it didn't met my expectations. Perhaps the price was a little too expensive...

When to Jon's place to play Wii. The boxing was hilarious and seriously tiring! I hope you guys dun drink too much. Even though all of you are 18 n above but still it is wrong to get drunk... Don't drink just because you wan to, drink only if there's a need to....

Anywayz farewell to my good pal! See you soon! I hope! =P

Lao po gonna be under home observation... Hope she's gonna be fine...

The last thing I wan is to see you hurt... If only I can turn back time...

What a really bad day....

Reached work quite on time actually, but still feeling a bit sick... I didn't even had time to go toilet after the morning brief la.... All the way til lunch time...

After lunch was still busy... even after busying there's a STUPID fire drill... =(

End of day brief is such a pain the in the XXXxxxXXX..... The brief is suppose to be good for ALL not inter-click discussion, stop making a less than 3omins brief into a 1hr meeting!! GGGRRRR!

Lao po nt feeling well again.... Asked dad to send her to see doc tml... haiz............................. Better not have to go for operation...

Wanted to send Trish n Tanya home but haiz... Lao po so ma fan... end up they went home themselves...

I din wan it to happen in the 1st place. I didn't ask for it. It just happen ok? Is it wrong to just fall? I din ask any of you to help me. Just let it be, I don't want to be the problem.

Thank YOU very much, that is the last thing I need to end my day with...

Unfair.

I just wish everything's a bad dream...

Can I just wake up to another life and let this be a bad dream???

Just want God to take away this feeling in my heart, the pain and torsion, tear and wrecking. I am very sure this time it's not hunger pangs nor gastric burns... Jesus please help...

I just want the best for you. Even want you to feel your best... I hate to pamper you.... But it just hurts to even know you are dis-satisfied...

Can't I not feel anything??? It's so unbearable... I want to plunge in and pluck it out... I can't even escape...

Ever a time?

I've no mood for anything...

My favourite Caesar Salad is tasteless... Ultimate and WCD becomes bland... The songs I love becomes noises and the ppl I love just becomes so irritating... Wad the hell is happening??

Today I really stood out like a sore thumb... I can shoot my encik left right center and get away with it... What the hell man? I've not been a good example lately... Shitty...

Suddenly my weight lost regime also came crashing down. Budget control is out of control....

I really wonder what is happening... Could it be you?

Sometimes I wonder if the effort is worth it... I go thru such a big big round but end up I get the effect I din't want to have... Is it really that obvious? Since you know the answer, I guess it is...

Anyway, last night JB's trip was really really shiok. Finally can go back there to eat. Yum. Everytime we dine there we'll leave with a super xing fu and man zu feeling. My take is that if I'm taking my last breath on earth, I would like to have the food from there before I die. =P


Anywayz, here are the pics.

Hmm...

"友情是个圆圈，永远还绕的圈
爱情是个心形，有上下的波则
圆圈一直绕着圈圈，永远不会停
心形有上下的曲折，好不容易走
圆圈经的起风波敲打，不破损
心形一打就会受到伤，有裂痕

圆圈走的不清才。
心形美的很甜密。

我因为怕伤害你，不敢去面对心形，只想保持这圆圈.
一直走着和你淡淡无味的友情。
不管路有多难走，在多的风吹雨打，我愿意选择心形
因为你会是最完美和甜蜜的爱。"

-LeoChia

The Heart and Circle story...

A risk to take if you want to have a chance to see the beautiful ending...

Overcome the risk... When it's all over...

My heart melts when I see you smile, literally. It means so much to me that you are happy...

恶作剧之吻

Yay! Watched 恶作剧之吻 part 1. Gonna start my show marathon again, hahaha.

Audit is next week, I think everyday I'll be having OT on top of NDP! busy busy busy.

How to tell??? OMG la.... Not I dun wan, I really wan to... But ya... Not suppose to la. Especially if its.... Haiya!!! So FAN!!!

"Luv will fly if held too lightly.Love will die if held too tightly. How should I hold u.How do I know if I'm still keeping you or I'm letting go?"


PRAWNS!!! Just some random pic! Largest catch in my Prawning record! 2KG! Hahaha

Sky Dinner!

Woot! Sky Dinner with Cherie!

Finally got a chance to go out with you little ms busy! Haha. SURPRISE!!! I told you it was a surprise right? Haha. You are REALLY lucky that we were able to slot in the bookings! Haha

The experience was really a little overwhelming =) The 1st time in 10+ years i've took a ride in the cable car! This time round it was pretty cool =) I think I repeated "so cool" like dunno how many millions of times =P

We went up from Habour Front Tower 2, rode the cable car to The Jewel Box @ Mount Faber. Scammed by the person in charge la, where got 6pm start registration sia??? 6.30 then they attended to us. Hahz. At least we were 1st to board!

They shifted the table in and voila! Sky dinner! Cherie had the Dory n I had the Chicken, food was 3/5 stars. The ambience really made up for the 2 stars, maybe could even overflow to 3!

Round 1 - Appetizer
We were served Cream of Tomato with Garlic toasts. Before we were sent to experience the breathtaking sights, the camera man took a photo for us and explained that we could buy our photos if we liked them. We were like okaaay....

The evening view was great, weather was extremely good to us! Thank God! Clear view of the city and its surroundings. Cruise, ships and boats were slowly streaming in and the cars on AYE were like ants bustling along.

Round 2 - Main Course.
After round one we realised that everytime we were reaching one of the stations we had to play this "balancing the glass" game! If not the water will spill! So funny. Everytime we took the glass I would take a drink. Haha. They refilled our cups and cleared the soup. Served the main course and OMG!!! You wouldn't believe what the camera man showed us!



SOO COOL!!!

Our very own merchandise! Hahahaha. I loved them! Better than the ones from Night Safari =) It's really a superb marketing strategy. They told us they'll tell us the price when Round 3 comes. We had our soup too fast for the 1st 20mins and this time we ate a little slower.

Round 3 - Dessert!
Apple Crumble with Strawberry and Cinnamon. Served with hot tea. It was a COLD dessert! Very nice! The NIGHT view was perhaps my favourite part of the ride. So relaxing. I loved the view. Simply magnificent. Oh yea, for the whole set, "our merchandise" cost only $30! Well worth it! =)

What an experience. After we finished our dinner, it was a short ride to Harbour Front. We went to watch Zohan.

What a sickly hilarious show. I don't recommend it to young ppl... It shld've been M18. But it's really really hilarious. 3.5/5 stars.
What a nice way to end my day! Thank pal for accompanying me on this day =) So now I've brought you to some where you never been before in Singapore, when I'm in Aussie I hope you'll do likewise yea? Hahaha. Do you miss Singapore now? =P