Sunday, July 22, 2007

A well deserved break!

Sorry for not updating =( So here's the scope.

My week started with a bang, gone thru it with bangs and ends in a big bang!


Bintan was wild! Very fun and enjoyable, but kinda disappointed with Day 2 because of weather. Nevertheless I guess we can't stop ourselves from having fun =)


Here are the photos from Bintan!



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So that was bintan with the gang, the rest of the week was rushing and business! I've been arrowed a rather powerful secondary appointment! I think it's a double edge sword but I hope I'm one the right edge... Hmm...

Aniways... Last night was a super wild night. Had a 5km run at Upper Seletar Reservoir, guess wad, the refreshments were superb! The richest and thickest DURIAN puffs! Stright from the fridges! Cold and oh-so-marvelous! Yum! The Tuna sandwiches were wonderful as well. Of coz the highlights were the fruits, after a thirsty and sweaty run, all of us sought after the fruits.

Strawberries, mangoes, the grapes were great! Not forgetting my favourite pineapple! Yum!

From there we went back to base for the Annual Promotion Gala at the mess. Once again, free flow sashimi, drinks and lots of food! Laksa, oyster omelette, kong bak pau and sushi! The softshell crab sushi were wonderful! The highlight? D24 DURIANS!!!!

My gosh!, the 5 km run was a waste! lolx. Imagine baskets and baskets of D24s! Karaoke lounge, billards, darts & table soccer. We really had 1 wild night.

Anyways, I learnt that durian and beer CANNOT be mixed and I learnt it the hard way...
All you need is 1 sip and poof! Merlion!

Now I'm suffering from food poisoning... ugh............ But I guess I deserved it? For having so much fun! Haha... Do pray for me =x

Friday, July 20, 2007

Bintan Bintan Bintan!!!

6 more hrs and we're setting sail to Bintan!!!

It's a holiday long dued! I really hope to unwind there =) Praying for good weather, good food and great fellowship =) More important wonderful rest =)

Gonna pamper myself =) I wanna be spoilt this weekend! Haha =) So excited!

Cya guys! Enjoy your weekend!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Stop Rejecting, Start Reflecting...

Are you happy where you are now? Happy? Really? Think carefully. Living happily? Why are you living?

Your attitude sucks. Don't make people give up on you. Don't reject everything infront of you. Even if the burning bush is there you won't see it. Coz you reject it. How can you say you are open to all? Contradiction isn't it? Biased isn't it?

Who am I to give up on you when God doesn't gives you up? Who is it that comforts you when you loved one passed away? To build relationship with your mum? To trash things out? In practical ways, not just mindless chatter in language or tongues.

Just because of your sins you want to give in and carry on sinning? Admit it. When in times of good you took it for granted. When in time of troubles you don't even ask but curse. Just because of "wait" you took it for no answer?

You know it well. You know yourself. Deep down you understand. Stop rejecting. Start reflecting. You've griefed the Holy Spirit more than enough. Enough to make mine feel griefed. Enough to influence grief to so many others. Just that you don't know.

Your burning bush are all around. You don't see them coz you reject them. They are the love ones you gave up upon. Where or who else can love you like that? Reflect.

Wake up. Reflect. What have you done in your live that really let you worth the life you have. Do you really enjoy it? Really? Don't lie to yourself. Everyday you yearn for something more. Everyday. Keep yourself occupied? Why do you have to? Happy? Reflect.

No burning bushes will appear to you anymore. Do you in the 1st place deserve it? Do you? You think in order to save you He'll stoop to every command and call from you? You deserve it? You think so? Reflect. The love He gave you. The bushes burning brightly. You're so griefed that you can't see. You've search what's already yours.

Take your things away. What do you have left? An empty shell. Nothing. Worthless. Medically worth a 1/4 of a potato. You are so cheap. Why carry on? Happy with life? Go reflect man. Seriously think about it. I think you won't even understand. You've lied to yourself for so long. You won't understand even you think you do.

No bush burns bright enough for you to see. Because you reject them all... Start reflecting.


Woke up early in the morning. Reached work.

I learnt to appreciate the beautiful morning that God creates. Why it's always darkest before dawn. The amazing sky when the Sun rises.

Why it's very bright at dusk. The amazing horizon when the Sun sets.

I learnt why I chosed my job. The sense of accomplishment, the pat on the shoulder when you do a job well done. Not from anyone. Thank You Jesus.

How can you win a war way before you even think that we can't do it? I don't blame you because you have no knowledge. I can't tell you because it's restricted. I can't tell you because other countries will be offended. I will use my God-give precious life to trade for the truth. We will win ANY war. I tell the truth.

The army is screwed up. NS is worse. But don't take our Armed Forces as a joke. Bring in the millions, bring in the trillions. How many of the millions are serviceable? How many are so well equiped? Just tell me how many? We only need 1 fighting fit to bring down a country.

You take our peace for granted? You all know nothing.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Graduation!

Today was an eventful day.

Instead of heading to SBAB to work, I took a drive down memory lane =)
But an abrupt traffic jam spoiled my day early in the morning... a 5 car pile up! My gosh...

Made me late for my graduation in AFS! Thank goodness I ran into the contingent in time and promptly took over as class I/C.

The rehearsals were so tedious and repetitive... So boring.. But it beats doin rubbish job back in flight.

Tea breaks were especially sweet when it's been so long since we've come 2gether as a class.
Our lunch was also rather fun. Catching up and sharing with each other how tough each other's work are.

Finally we're awarded our Brevets. Off we go as Air Logisticians =) Off we go for light snacks. Off we went to Jack's place for our class dinner. Thks ssg Saw for the treat. We owe u =)
Off we go to DOTA!!! haha! So long since we've played 2gether! Love it. The scolding of each other, the stupid clicks we made, the silly and all the fun reactions we had. =)

I'll miss 53rd ST EA. The best class ever =)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

In health n in sickness... Til death do us part...

Lao po's health not so good recently...

Ever since she's baq from hospital... I guess this sunday we're going down again... I'm giving the doc 1 last chance before I look for someone else...

The bills are getting more n more expensive... Feel so stressed...
Really frustrating lately...

Finally I've been going home earlier. 2 nights of "TVwitParents" really helped...
Work's starting to even out. I've been offered to go on course that nobody else went =) Think it's a break thru. Finally I'm out of the shell!

Mum wants me out of my room... The living room's gonna be my new room after I come baq from bintan... Another change I have to adapt to.

Work today was relaxing... Ended the day with a run with high up boss. Wow, I think to physically step out of office and do something else + expressing views and getting qns answered are really relieving. Especially when our concerns are really taken into considerations.

"How come we are not promoted since we're here for 1 mths+ ?"
"Issit? U're suppose to? Heard from who?"
"AFS told us that after we pass IPPT n finish our course we would immed."
"Ok, wait ar. Call S1 and ask him what's happening. I want him to be at the basketball court in 20mins time." Talking to a CPT.

Monday, July 09, 2007

Irresponsible...

Guess my actions on sat and sun were irresponsible...

But I guess I can't help it. Just too emotional. I needed to break away and keep to myself.

Sorry guys. I'm just going thru though times... You can look at me as weak or useless. I don't really care.

Wanted to wake up early to clear my room of all the stuff...
Just couldn't, lao po's in hospital and I don't feel like doin anything...
The gals needed transport early.. Met them and so my day started...
Do not book Pit 18... Inaccessible... But if u're looking for a nice spacy quiet spot, it'll do...

So nice to re-live the old memories, when we look baq, it's so fast... It's been a whole yr since we've graduated... All of us with jobs, uni and NS. We're grown ups now... Full fledge...

Life's nt an art without an eraser... It's a film, you can't rewind and it won't stay still.

Being the only guy there kinda freaks me out... Not that I dun trust u gals, just tat I dun trust myself... Dead beat's the word...

Mad rushes to Mac n toilets on bikes were funni...

The night's quiet... Felt so snugged... Only thing's we're all sticky n smelly... Haha...

Delifrance's buffet breakfast isn't bad! Value for money =) Transformers really can be watched the 2nd time. Great show =)

Hey rubz! Cute n innocent! Hard to find =)

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Warded again...

So my wife's in hospital again...

Doc says she's gonna stay for observation. Hopefully I'll be able to bring her home after tml evening... =(



Life's a mess.

Looking back, it's really what God throws at you that really make you the person you are. Think about it, if things don't happen the way the do, would you be who you are now?

If I hadn't joined the Boys' Brigade, if you hadn't known her, if you hadn't told your dad. If you'd just went to a SAP sch... We'll not be the same...

Pastor Freddy's right. Life's a mess, sometimes we try to fix it but it'll nv go baq right. Coz the will of God's not to fix everything, we'll all end up up there sooner or later...

Monday, July 02, 2007

Don't even mention...

Why you'd had to yell?

So it's ok others do it and not ok for me to do it?

You're jealous? I think I should be the one.... Think it's time. Don't you? I stopped crossing your path so please keep off mine...

Thanks for making me look bad. It's easier for me to let ---------- go this way. Wish you the best of luck. U're gonna need it
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You betcha... I got burnt...
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Went to work at Republic Poly today... Supposed to report at 1pm but my colleague was down with high fever... Had to replace him for fatigue duty...

So reached there at around 11pm. They've done everything! So i was just in time for lunch. After that I was appointed camera man by my flight. Anywayz, the event was rather fruitful, I could express my views to such high command. Happy that at least they seek to find out what we feel.

My boss made a fool of himself once again... No wonder everyone calls him the penguin... Looks like the villian... His brain's probably the size of his eyeballs as well... Such an idiot.

Lobster buffet for dinner. Pretty ladies serving free flow of wine and beer. Think it was a great night. Once everyone got their souveniers they just left.

Leaving us doing fatigue duty behind. Now I know why it's called fatigue duty... I stretched my shoulder... Thank you very much... Now it's in such great pain.

Time to wash up and go to slp...

Hate is my buzz word this whole week..........................
Don't cross my path or I'll bring you down... I warned.

I should just shut up eh?

Next time I'll just shut up and not do anything at all.... Not even something that's nice...

Suddenly I hate everything and everyone... All that's around me.. I don't know why... Maybe it's high time you all go figure. I'm comtemplating whether to even blog it down... But guess not, I should just shut up huh...

Maybe it's the reason why a certain somebody left?

Noticed my restrained? Suddenly it's all wrong to be emotional and be myself? Suddenly it's wrong to give advice? Well fine...

I didn't wanted to go... I really didn't... But it didn't matter coz in the end I did went... It's nt like I lied... I just dun wanna ruin things... It's not me... Just not me... I don't wanna lie...

Now I rather be invisible.. Guess u all won't be hearing anything anymore...

Hoped you 2 enjoyed ur bdaes. Remember the pain ur mums bored on this very day. U owe them at least a "Thank You".
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Yesterday was such a weird day...

Was suppose to go deco Liwen's hse for her surprise.. Well guess wad? End up nobody confirmed with me anything... Called but nobody picked up... GRRR! Alright den, at least I found my passport using the LITTLE free time I had. Went to ICA to get them chopped..

Wanted to go help after that but was told that everything was done... Oh well... bought lunch for the Boys... Rushed to work.

Work sux... I'm a technician, why the hell am I suppose to go house to house and tell ppl that their potted plants and bamboo holder are hazards for mosquito breeding??? This is absurd!

Finished and rushed down to velle's place. Bla bla bla... I hope I didn't ruin anything...

After that we had pizza for dinner... Watched Singapore VS. Australia. Nice match, expected outcome...

Guess wad? After everything, we forgottened to cut the cake! And I had cake craving that evening! Ack!

Heard from kwo that girls mind who they recieve flowers from... How weird... Really...
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Friday.

After work, went home to get ready for Transformers. The bloody queue from behind the junction til the carpark!!! UGRH!!!I was in amk since 7:30pm... I reached the cinema just in time @ 8:20!!! Imagine the jam! Didn't parked elsewhere becoz it was pouring like crazy, everyone had the same thinking I guess...

Anywayz the show was great! Brought back the childhood days =)
Where I can be as emotional I want. To cry or throw a tantrum.

Autobots! Roll on!!!
Deceptorcons! Attack!!!

I remember this 2 classic lines =) Optimus Prime & Megatron! Gogogo!