I caught the fire...

Ugh!!! I'm on fire!!!

Haha, figuratively...

Late nights and powerful messages burnt me....

God dun need us to do great things to serve Him, He'll need only our best...

I'm over ambitious I guess.... so much so that I've forgottened what I've learnt in BOTC:

"Evangilism without relationship is offence"

Without knowing the person, we can't possibly reach out to anyone at all... Only God has the authority to do that, how would the person even dare to trust his/her soul in someone's hands whom he/she doesn't know well?

God reprimanded me, through KWO, why even evangilise to thouse you don't even noe when those who noe you(family memers etc...) have not even heard the gospel? Not trying to be a wet blanket here...

I remembered that Pastor Lai said in order to evangilise, we have to EARN the right to do so, to be good testimonies and make known to ppl around you that you are different (good way) so that they will know that God is good.

Of course this is not what a person can see if he/she has just met you...

Yay, YF finally movin, kinda like "fu yan" me but nvm... At least it's starting something...

Time to reflect

I think it's safe to say that we've been blinded by the world, the devil has set us a big trap and we've all fallen in.

Amazing how 1 person's mood and actions can affect a whole bunch of ppl...

Men are not perfect, we gotta LOVE one another by correcting each other in GENTLENESS... theses 2 words are very big load for me to carry...

Sometimes I would wander off in lala land yelling at ppl without thinking... Well it's lala land after all...

It's a good reminder, too long nv hear my weakness, my brain tells me tat's no longer a weakness....

Prayer of Jabez:
"Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain"

TGIS?

Another boring day?

Peeps are wasting time heading out to eat, thinking of what to do and wasting precious opportunity...

I just fell into the trap of joining in...

Maybe I'm wrong, but I sometime think that "busy with school work" is an excuse not worthy to be mentioned at all.....

No one can compared to me now I think when I only sleep 5 to 6 hours a day... I still find the time to settle BB and God's ministry.... sort of disappointed with the peeps I'm working with...

Yeah you have ur work, you have ur school, others don't have?

Before shooting me, why not refer to the emails I've sent? seen it? questions answered?

Really shows the attitude you have towards the ministry, wad's a few more weigh to carry for God?

God choosed you because He belives that you can take up the test, not so that you have to over strife, we can support you... At least you'll have my full support....

Peeps have weak will power these days... how sad... and the stupid show says trying too hard would be foolishness... it's better than not trying that's what I think...

Nice show...

Eason's a lucky chap...

Singing and acting career....

Faye's album is damn worth it... $22.90 for 3cd? and a DVD... What's important is disc 2/3's Eyes on me :)

God, gimme a break? From the worldly things....

Sometimes life just puts u down...

Bummer...

No1's bloggin...

Tired...

Alone again :)

YF peeps are lazy? Slow driven? Pre-occupied???

Project sux like hell... Can't find solution... No1 will understand what a programmer goes thru... Sit at the comp, eat, sit at the comp, eat, go home.... How can not become fat?

Peeps making a big fuss about Tioman trip... heck, might not even get to go & I initiated it... damn this project... maybe can pontang... = extend project 1 more month... Just book the most relac de, pay money is to relac...

Keyboard self-learning is doin fine... Gotta figure out some stuffs.... anyone care to help? Teacher got 'O'-levels so dun wanna disturb her...

Start to m*** h** again... heck...

Today's service brought back my idea for business... Anyone wanna sponsor?

Long time...

5 days nv blog... slackin? nope... busy with project... no time to bother bout other things liao....

Sat finally followed them for Monopoly, it is an evil game...

Sunday went to FOP... Abit evil... hahaz.. no la... just tat ppl not used to hearing "tongues"... "scooby-doo bla bla bla scooby-doo"

Monday finished the damn page Ms Poon wanted... hah! Finally =p Went to Martin's place for Monopoly and dinner! Wonderful dinner... evil game....

Today sleep til 3pm... wake up and spend time with family :D yay! tired... goin to slp...

Truth?

Haiz... supposed to blog yesterday... Caught up in an arguement with some church leader about Holy Spirit...

Really 2 different beliefs... same "religion"
1. Pentecostal and 2. non-Pentecostal...

1. Believes that there are 2 baptisms, water and Holy-Spirit.... They believe that tongues aren't gifts, that it's part of the "package". Abilities which comes when you recieve the Holy Spirit and that only through the Holy Spirit can you start to understand the Bible or even pray to God. Emphasis on Holy Spirit-ness and the powers it gives.

2. Believes in traditional pratices, keeping the Sabbath, abstain from certain foods or even rejecting the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Where the emphasis is on the "doings" or deeds rather than accepting God's free gifts.

I'm just angry that I've been accuse of beliving in the wrong doctrine by a staunch Pentacostal beliver, cause I'm sure he ain't sure of what I was driving at.

As Christians we should not argue or force people to believe in what they've heard, even God let us choose whether to accept Him or not. We shouldn't be too extreme, neither too Pentacostal or too non-Pentacostal...

Yes there are tongues, there are gifts from God, they are all meaningless unless it is put to good use. I wonder why a WHOLE church would be full of "tonguers"? Where would the "hands", "heads" or "legs" be? No evangilism? No sermons? No missions? All self-edifiying only?

You're old enough liao. We've been thru lots since sec 1 til now. Never feels good to know that someone you grow up with will be lost in such a way. Where there would be too deep of a misunderstanding to clear. Different ppl have different believes. I have no problem with what you believe in if it is based solely on God's words... Shall not even TRY to tell you anything anymore, go figure...

well well...

"I'll meet you all on monday(today) 3pm to go through on what've u all have done..."

Let's see... You've told us that 3 weeks ago, 2 weeks ago you said you'll meet us on the 3rd week.. That was what you've said last week on friday!!!

My gosh... what will become of my Final Year project??????????????

Okay... At least I dun have to lug along my laptop to school anymore since I've urged the DT for the software... "The Thing" too busy to accomodate all of us.... heck.... how??? At least he remembers me as the one who uses laptop to do work... hopefully just tat...

Jammed packed weekend...
5th, 6th and 7th is festival of praise, Jane's goin on the 5th....
6th August got Big Splash outing, need ta meet LWB & QS.... finalise everything...
6th/7th - The guys are goin for their monopoly... I wish they'd stop and see that it's no point... wanna play must play hard, if not go there to play play only is waste of time.... When you play hard, you gotta play dirty, that's not my style....
8th/9th National Day!!! My dad's birthday... Ok... time to crack my head again.... hard to think...

13th Aug is My bro's birthday... ok, this time it's easy... :) It's also the BB Awards presentation ceremony....

20th is the North District day... yikes... really jammed packed....

Tired... really tired... but when come to think of it, when will I not be tired?