1 year...

So, i've just remembered that today (090907) marks 1 year since my enlistment.

The past 1 year been a hell of a roller coaster ride. Never would I expect this day a year ago I'll end up what I am now.

Gotta thank God for my job, income, car, room, friends and family time. Thank God for providence, forgiveness, grace, mercy and His love. This 1 year has been overall good considering the many blessings I've recieved.

Reflecting, flipping thru my diary's been rather painful. I got reminded of all the bads, downs, and saw how pathetic I was. How I never learnt my mistakes and how silly I was. Guess it's pretty funny how people are - thick-skull & muddle-headed. Maybe that's just me? =x

Anywayz.... A year. 9 more to go. Don't know what will be, but Jesus will definitely be the same. He'll love me the same today, He loved me the same yesterday and will be the same tomorrow. How wonderful is that? Beautiful eh?

Wanna say sorry to a special someone. Sorry for the things I've done to you. Sorry for the hurt and scar that I've cost you. I didn't mean to, guess it's our folly. Hope I did not misled you or stumbled you. Will be praying for you. Definitely miss you. Wanna wish you all the best with lots of love.

Looking on, Jiaying's leaving this friday. hmmm... our very own missionary. 2 years. Just for God. I wonder if I'd ever be able to do that. lets start with Jerusalem 1st bah. hehe.

"I've got a picture of you & me, hangin' on the wall. How I wish we still can be, friends as close like then before."