Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Guess I always screw things up...

Well, things won't always stay the same.... I guess I didn't treasured what I had, I didn't really made an effort to maintain the relationship.

Feels really kinda sad... All I can say that is I'll miss you...

On the otherhand, sometimes you have to lose certain things to realise that you've gained somethings... God has always been blessing me. I guess sometimes we just have to open our eyes and see what God really has in place for us.

Youth camp rocks, but I still screw things up. Really give thanks to God for the strengthened relationships. Though we had our misunderstandings but really, what cannot kill us will build us.

Sad to say, sometimes the ppl we know for so long aren't really who we know. I am really confused... On one hand you said I'm a friend you're so glad to have, on the other you act like you don't know me or hate me like some enemy... I wonder....

Event + Response = Outcome.

I'm not going to let my response affect my outcome. This is one of the most beneficial camp to me. Pastor Steven was really inspirational.

Thank God for Marcus and the other girls and boys who accepted Christ. Really wonderful. God really has His plans... All the way til the last day, really amazed that he said yes during devotion!

This year's YC may not have wonderful games, might not been super enjoyable, the campers might not really experience a very very touching message or had the best overall experience. But I guess God really had everything in control.

Gonna miss you...

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