11:55pm

I think everyone's home now... Sherz and Dreamerz shld be bloggin away... Perhaps SQ also... JC & Beng could be slping away by now.... Jon & Von might be awake ba... Think Velle also hit the sack le..

Just came back from the birthday "surprise" for Ms Joyann... ugh.. she surprised us instead... miscommunication ba.... made them missed their dinner... felt so bad.... Hopefully din't cause any trouble for Pastor Sabin...

Sometimes I wonder what will happen in a few years... Will we still serve in the same church? Would we still be strong in faith? I really wonder...

People start to have alot of pride... Can see there's alot of materialism coming in... Then there's MIA... Also the frequent "sub-consiously" sinning... And I think also judgemental with bitterness... Not forgetting self-centerness...

Maybe think too much, but I really saw all theses just in 1 day out... hopefully nothing like theses turns out to be habitual...

We were outrageous today... But there's "leng chang" here and there.... spent again... hopefully I can stop this spending... though cannot be compared to some crazed BSB fan =x just kidding.... Dreamerz said he din't want to buy anything for anyone leh.... Said that ppl will scold him "fan jian" = "cheap" as in cheap life....

Haiz... wish this kinda things dun go so far... a bit uneasy to hear that...

I will not trust Judah cell group's time judgement again.... very very disappointed.... lesson learnt... case close...

Tonnes of work left for tml.... hopefully can pull through... seriously need a week break... maybe to the Maldives... beautiful place.. dun mind getting drown there when flood comes... Maybe get a maldivian wife and settle down there... catch fish survivor style... live on mussels & sea snakes and stuff... everyday got new wallpaper... everyday can swim and get tanned...

Will be waking up from this dream in the morning...