God's beautiful creations

Hmm... God's been gr8! nope, not writing to please anyone, but already wanted to blog this down =D

Friday was a wonderful day, if there's one word to describe that day it'll be "early". It was ST's family day, wasn't inform... Yea, boss gave me 1/2 day off! Went off EARLY, well, need that, work was boring... radio spoil also... i mean no batt... anywayz need to get a new one...

Yea... after tat went to JJRG to work... Manager kinda weird... suddenly very talkative towards me... suddenly start to do work by herself... like dunno wad like tat... Hmm.... Alone in dining... Thank God not much ppl... still can manage well... Scheduled for 7:30pm work.. work til 9:40++ !!! sent home EARLY....

Went to watch some kids play basketball... nowadays basketball "standard" very low... Still as selfish as before, dun let "lousy" ppl play... and all "ti kor pei" see ger den let ger play....

Went home kinda early... I think I slept early as well...

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Sat... "Late" day hahax...

Wonderful day as well! Woke up LATE, rushed to sch for Youth Gospel meeting... Took a chunk of my luch money... 1/2 to be exact...

Meeting ended rather late, the guys reached and still we are in the meeting... But some boys were LATE.... so no prob...

Pulau Ubin was same old same old... Basketball court no more board... can't play.. Thank God for beautiful weather... Sunny and fun, rented ourselves the $3/day bike went recce for some beach =x... Think the boys had fun too... Took some beautiful pictures, really marvelling, God's creations... take a look :)




Real awesome pics, too bad my camera wasn't good :( Nice skies, thank God he held the rain until we left the jetty, beautiful shapes and colors, 3 colored skies :)

After last parade we got a chance to spend time with the Boys with a little basketball game... played til quite LATE... around 8++ I think... went home and I was already crawling in the bathroom... super tired... Thank God again I had ample time to rest :)

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Service today was weird I guess... It was suppose to be a thanksgiving session and most of ther adults were like toking abt rivary abd love between BB/GB.... all of use there were like ?????? confused, as we stared at each other and went "huh?"

Maybe God was telling them something thru their cell grp... anywayz, found a theme that I think Mr. Patrick would like to have for our worship =p hehe.... Thank God for Ms Sherine's sharing abt Bro Luda, very well brought forth but then I sometimes wish we wouldn't keep mentioning it. Peeked at Jiaying during the sharing, she seemed rather dazed there and then. Hopefully by God's grace that she's alright...

After service met kwo. Went to PS to buy furniture for my mum... my sprained back from yesterday hurt alot... hehe, gd thing he was there to carry some stuff for me :) Went for driving, surprisingly this time he only want me to pay $58 instead of $70.. I think he also paiseh want to take so much of my money... I think i spent around $1500++ so far... haiz... hopefully I can pass in just one time, pray that God will just grant me this prayer...

Next driving on Sun, another $58, followed by actual test... $158!!!!!! I really wish that it's the last amount I have to pay for driving... it's really sucking my bank dry...... in fact already dried up... :( Still thank God for attachment money and pay from JJRG :)

Haiz... kena criticised...

Trust me, I noe who are you... IPs are there not for show... every IP I get has a name to it le... haiz... can't blame...

It's only natural to defend oneself... If I made enemies this way den so be it... tat's me... As long as I dun sin can le...

Not saying I very holy or wadever... I do try... :) hehe... ppl dunno how to read...

A private person = after work/school go home and shut off... tat's why ALONE in this beautiful universe... =P

Soon you'll see someone's gonna block ppl... someone's gonna start avoiding... I guess... nobody's clever here... We're all useless bums in God's eyes...

Lazy to quarrel also... just a point to note though, since you don't know me, how you know who I like and yet u claim to be her friend... haiz... maybe think too much... but ya, can't figure out this part...

This is the last straw...

I GIVE UP! WOMEN ARE BIG TROUBLE* AND DISAPPOINTMENT... the doors are shut.... thank you very much....

I proven to myself that my theory is 100% correct... Jon, remember? b4 I told you anything I said I wanted to prove something 1st... well, no need le... already proven...

UNFATHOMABLE, UNREALISTIC, INSENSITIVE, INCONSIDERATE.... tat's all I have to say...

really as what I've expected... but den "serves me right"

* not all... at least I know very few are...

Give up? Give up not?

Heheheh.... today lay inside my office... feeling very confident of myself... dunno why... Read in the papers and learnt something.... Guess I'm a rather private person.... Those kind of after work/school den head home and shut off... Seems so... but see such ppl are so sucessful :) Why? coz they think more, got more time for their ideas, have high productivity :)

Fiona, Bill, Catherine are a few of such ppl :) And I'm on par with them! haha, not on par, just belong to their category... Don't think that I'll be the world sexiest lady or man for tat matter, I dun c myself as a huge IT CEO even though I'm and IT person... I dun think I'll sell books either =p

What I think I can do is SING! heh... dunno lah, many ppl say I lousy.... I say they are BIAS... coz they noe me personally and they can't accept that a friend could be a star - a singing star.. haha..

Well... back to the title... someone's gonna be happy... coz I might be giving up... give up wad? read it urself.... I lay in the office and kept staring at the photo frames on my desk... seems to be something weird... tat's why I decieded to bring them home... work today was messy, I rushed everything for Mus, he was not impressed this time, I slept most of the time and I guess tat pissed him off a little.. or was it reading the papers? hmm.. anywayz he wasn't feeling well... and kinda sad ever since he wanted to resign...

Gonna have a computer in my office soon!!!!!!!!!!!! no net though... but enough le! can at least play solitaire =p

Give up? No give up? could be a game u noe... or a test rather.... any comments? shld I hold on? shld I let it go? God nv tell me anything this time... He told me "Concentrate on your worship leading!!!" hehe... gues it was a scolding =p

HURT.... very HURT.... is tat pain in my heart? oh no, it's not FROZEN anymore...

Emotionally drained... all becoz of 1 lady... heh heh... I think my brothers are gonna say "not again!!!", maybe some of the sisters too... =P just let me blog ok?

Mind games... but I got the upperhand :) All started a month and a few weeks ago, blogged about women being trouble... which I still think they sometimes are =x

<Pass-By>: if women trouble to u.. why u still like the ger?? does that mean u dunt like the ger u mention in ur blog amymore?
<AngeLeo>: Won't exactly say dun like, but already start to open my doors... Keeping myself free from being sucked in
<pass-by>: then the feelin u had for the ger is not love or like le.. it's just a feelin form by lonelyness..
<AngeLeo>: hahax... dun think so... I dun hate gers... jus started 2 find them toublesome le... i'm not goin 2 give up so easily.. although i tink she'll wan me to... n I dun fall 4 any ordinary ger... so it ain't loneliness, coz I REALLY CAN COPE WIT BEING ALONE
<pass-by>: oh..does that mean she's unordinary how does she look like to you?
<AngeLeo>: lolx, not unordinary, is called special... looks don't really matter lor... the person is more important
<pass-by>: not the look i mean..i mean how you feel bot her? in the ways u say hat she's 'special'..lolx
<pass-by>: do u really like her so much? then why dunt ask for****..erm..maybe now stays as friends oso good..at least she's not the type who avoids problem..
<AngeLeo>: do i like her so much? can't tell arh? read lor, blog so many le... ask for**** ??? wad tat? i thank God tat we're still frens lor... but still feel tat it could be better, at least better for me =x whahah.. not la, won't u like to be with someone u like?

Analysation... this person must somehow know the girl I like... from the statement "she's not the type who avoids problem...". this person would either be my friend or fren of her's otherwise wouldn't be so KPO... this person since already noes who the girl is, shld also noes tat I like her and therefore is someone I noe!
This person is someone I noe, can't be a guy coz only my bros noe and they WILL NOT tag here without their real name or alias...
5 other gers noes about this including 'herself'. can't be A***** and E*** coz they dun tag. can't be C*** S** M** or S*** coz they'll leave their real names or approach me directly :)
So I now noe who it is le :)

Yawn~

Another day... life seems boring as we get along...

Woke up, watch TV, go work come back later on slp... wad a day....

JJRG was fine... kinda low customer level for a public holiday... but fine lar, start work 5:04, end around 10:10... minus off is 5hrs and 6mins.... times $4.50 = $22.77, times 2 for PH will be $45.54... hahax, today earn so much just for that 5hrs :)

Tml gonna go back to JBL... time for relflections le... need to get alot of inspiration... someone can pass me a beatle songbook or something?? time is short =p

let's see... wonder if can add calender on this webby or not... hmm... anywayz...
9th July worship leader, 6 August COMBINED worship leader.... (my legs gonna tremble like mad on this one....) 26th June, song leader for church! dunno how to lead... Need God's leading liao... haiyo... stressed... but den it's time for all of us to start learning... hopefully we won't screw up.... it's God's worship anywayz.. won't go wrong til anywhere i think =[?]

Tired... really tired...

This time, it's not spiritually tired, ain't physically tired... MENTALLY tired... someone is playing a mental game with me.... emotionally tired... EMOTIONALLY stretched... thinking of giving up... but could be a tough break...

"If I give up, it might seem that I'm not serious in the 1st place.... If I don't, I may risk losing my mind...."

Sometimes I wonder why things as such will happen... Stucked in between... need God's help to pluck me out or push me in deeper.. haiz...

Service was kinda fun to listen... GB president like grandma like tat... but fun to hear her stories.. rather entertaining =x GB sales a bit disappointing but see the stacks of notes and piles of coins den think maybe they might hit the target... The girls' presentation skills very poor...

Went to office to fix comp... think got something wrong... haiz... IT personnel also cannot help... really am a hopeless bum...

Rushed to CWP to meet kwo, end up wait for him, he had a 'date' with this CC ger... =p finally see u with some ger... hahax... jia you... dun stuck urself in starwars and magic all the time... Starwars was so-so... the plot is really expectable coz seen the others already so noe wad to expect... din't agree with wad George Lucas wanted to do - to make to movie backward compatible... it really looks the same as with the past 3 episodes... effects not very outstanding... although must say it's alot of work..

driving was madness... almost knock down a motorist! I signal left, never check, turn and he zoomed by! ok, my fault but HE DARE DARE ZOOM BY with speeds above 70km/h. Thank God tat my instructor wasn't slping and he stopped me from turning in time... just centimetres away...

Anywayz, driving in the circuit was fun :) S-course super easy, directional change also not bad, den comes H-parking and V-parking which is ok... but the thing is directional change comes as a challenge... Den zig-zag hit curb 2 times... and slope engine died once and rolled-back once... haiyo... how to pass like tat... 11 june... the big day... sat... kekeke... 2.5 wks to go! wish me good luck!

PIANO, KEYBOARD, ORGAN...

Hmmm... wad's the diff? School hall downstair de called piano... Beng hse's de and church de called keyboard... My hse de is an organ... electric... So far see my organ and keyboard is the easiers to press le... My organ spoil le..... upper keys cannot play.... volume "koyak" already... on/off also got prob... haiz sad...

Anyways, other than easier to press and need elect, I can't find the diff... coz obviously keyboard and elect organ are much better.... can play so many diff kind of instruments, den can make loud or soft, also can bring here and there(keyboard only)... dunno wad's with piano... but then... Piano damn "sut" super cool... see guang liang can die also... wear tux and play infront of audience... haiz... wonder when can I play a piece all by myself...

Found this wonderfull site! good for learning keyboard/organ/piano.... CHORDS only, not scores, not "tao gei"... so shiok! hehe... the playback abit irritating though, enjoi!
http://www.looknohands.com/chordhouse/piano/

More photos!!

Here's the week's round up =p


Donate blood! Free smiley bandage and Hirudoid cream!!! lolx never use the cream at all...


Here's the mach 3, a better variant, shoots less far but uses straws and arrows... Mach 4 is already in production but no pics yet =p

And today....



Back to JJRG!!! Still as wonderfully welcomed as before... hurts me to think about one day I might leave the restarant... nice place... Haha, see the lady in white trying to act cute? =x yea.... nice welcoming dinner.. wonder if because I come back to work den she specially prep for me? hah... wasted JJRG not doin "Chap Chai Peng" coz whole bunch of us there really talented in cooking our dishes... including me! =p =p =p =p

Lau not working, business seems to be more stable... Nice dinner... I think no1 else ate like this b4... They were discussing tat even if Lau not around the Staffs will still be well taken care of... with Gerlind ard that is... Ask me to dun del the pics so tat can proof to Lau...

Lau stepped in the moment we stopped talking about him! eat halfway ask me to carry things for him... zzz..

ST/ODE/IWS/QA was not going well... Yea, uncle Mus is right, I'm going to miss him when he leaves... sad... slept the whole day throughout... although I got heard Mary reading out my SMS to S*****_* heez... send so many time finally she can read it out... hahax.... so happy... but still slept through everything including "Tiao Zhan 9 Lian Huan" !!!!!!! my S$4200 gone le... :(

Anywayz... pay coming soon >< =D need to prioritise le... if not kena punish again... :(

I think I'm THE disappointment...

Today was a rather weird day for me... went to work, forget to bring pass.... changed a V pass and thought can go in as normal... kena stopped by police... "Who's going to escort you in?" "What??? you see me everyday in and out now ask me who escort me??" He told me V pass cannot go in.. even if i'm attachement student.... den ask me to change to E pass.... haiz... walk all the way back to guard room...

Sweat like hell by this time... finally can go in.... took 30mins.... haiz... reach office den rest... haw haw... my important thing left in office forgot to bring back, thank God it's still there, the rats din eat it or wadever...

After awhile, uncle Mus ask me to type email for him.... To: S** Y*** S***, CC: T** C*** S***, BCC: T** ***** ****, Subject: RESIGNATION

I was shocked.... I tot he was kiddin.... but no.... I was the one who witness the sending of his resignation.... piangz... he made me click send... I guess he can't bear to do it himself...

It was sad... but then he explained to me why, something which I can't post here... or anywhere for that matter... just wish him gd luck in his other job....

Kinda super shagged after yesterday, I slept the whole day in the office, onli goin out for lunch and noon break... the rest was in the office slping... on my softcase bag! >_< dragged a 30 mins work to a whole day... but nvm, wasn't important it seems... still feel sad for uncle mus...

recorded nice songs lately... wonder if got strength to record more or not... tired le... nitez all!

Sick le....

Ugh.. feeling terrible... must be caught a cold coz immune system starting to recover after the donation.... :( also in and out of air-con room sweaty.... Think shortnails will kena also.. saw her sweating like dog enter my office, after the donation as well....

Hah! Ah Pek, Jayaraj and Kuma are all 1st time doners! lolx.. Kuma was so funny... dun dare to see the needle poke through his skin.... lolx.... Today was kinda fun @ work... NEVER slp at all... imagine tat... hahax.. morn did a little filing, read paper, a little quiet time... wah, like boss like tat..

Went for tea-break, saw HSA!!! yea, time to do some magic... persuaded uncle mus to donate but he stubborn... =p den he gave me a load of work to do... finished everything withing 15mins... he was IMPRESSED.... really impressed... I went ahead to donate 1st.... so zhun, after donating is 11:30, went back to recieve another load of work =( but then within 10mins this time!!! hahax, uncle mus wasn't ard, just when out to smoke i guess...

12pm, lunch time! ugh... forgot tat 11:30 is ying yue ri ji.... sianz only hear abit... =( Lunch was damn super nice lor... my fave, BAK KUT TEH!!! lolx... super nice, dunno wad recipe they use.... shucks... not everyday have...

After lunch went to work again, this time taking my own sweet time... suddenly 4got need to buy batt for PDA... rushed the work, den hehe... ask Mus to let me out... he said "Go! Go! no need to ask..." Saw shortnails, liwei and fang queuing at HSA! hahax... nice one... kena forced by ah pek and ah thong to donate lolx...

Anywayz, went to buy batt and came back, lolz fang and liwei waiting outside like idiots so i invited them to MY office.... hahax... they were soooooooooo ENVIOUS! I love God! lolx thank God for putting me there =) Hehe... they were indeed impressed...

I just love to be with shortnails.. never fail to crack me up... "Haha, my bandage so nice, tie until so pretty, nicer den urs, so messy... and the nurses gave me this cream for me to apply so that no bruise..." I bent down and took out the plastic bag... "I also have.... -_-'" All of us there laugh, and she screamed "UUUUUhhHhhHHhhH!!!! I hate you!!!! MUSTAFA!!! tat Leon-nerd very free leh!!!" whahahahahahahaha we laughed like mad.... brought me to tears even...

Went for cell... so tired... thx for the burger SQ... thx for the panadol ms sherine! thx everyone... wish i can remember everyone in my prayers... need to learn to express my appreciation to everyone... nitez all, thx for reading!

hmm...

New photo hosting area.. nice... gotta publish more pics :)

Today work SUPER BORED!!! Uncle Mus not ard.. left with SUPER GOOD SUPERVISOR.... means... NO NEED TO DO WORK... which means SHIT -_-'' NOTHING to do... nth to write in the report...

Thank God I did not finish all the work Uncle Mus left me yesterday.... still got something to report to NYP... haiz.... suprisingly I did not sleep through the whole day!!! though still got slp but then is really bo bian... see wad u'll do if inside air-con room with comfy chair and nice table and nth to do?

Haha... Supervisor told shortnails "orh!! you die!!! bring camera phone in here..." followed by "hahaha..." guess wad he say when he saw me with my E700? "Are u goin for tea break or not?" -_-''''''''' He doesn't care whether we bring in or not... -_-'

Anywayz... found somethings to do during the long hours of nothingness... Contribute to the company! I figured that since I'm part of them den I shall design some products for them! Below are 2 of the products I've created this afternoon:


The Mach 1, uses 5mm and 2mm caliburs, range of over 0.005km! Inflicts damage on enemies by creating red followed by blue and black marks on ppl's skin!


The Mach 2, evolved from Mach 1, uses same ammo. Upgradable to variants like Mach 3 and 4 where both uses arrows. Range is 0.25km!!! DO NOT TRY TO REPLICATE THIS PRODUCT AT HOME, IT IS VERY DANGEROUS (I bleed my fingers dry to finish the product, onli to see in break into pieces...)

For more infomation, visit this site! and if you're keen to order, stay on this site!

The Mach series... only by STKinetics (gauge room by Leonard only!)

Review!

Hahax... so forgetful... some nice events on the pass week... ?? i mean few days ago... =p



Happy birthday Von!! 14th May~


Jadyn was there too! whaha, slping most of the time =p

Woot, tat day was not a bad day... just tat moments before some1 ruined the mood.... but nvm... click on the pic for a bigger link!

Still got no chinese....

The comp outside is very "cleaned up" if running simple programs like IE, den it's rather fast.... got fast connection also... just that no CD-ROM so kinda sad... wonder if can make use of LAN to utilise CD-ROMs of other comps....

Thank God, dad gave me money for driving lessons.... my instructor damn "guai lan" next time dun recommend him to anyone liao... die die must go Ubi to have lesson... something wrong with him... I stay in wdls must go til so far... mad...

work today was same-old same-old... tml, driving til 9:30pm... wed got cell, at least thurs nite and rest at home, friday working after work! goin back to JJRG!!! hehe.. long time nv go back le... hopefully not same shift with Chen =p Dun mind Gerlind or Lau... at least got staff meal...

Shucks... my devotions start to become the Randy in the case study le... help! Bros and Sis, pls pray for each other's daily devotions!!! zZzzZZZzzz slping in office nowadays rather doin Bible study... pray pray pray...

New album coming out soon!!! So far the title track is 1 take only! hahax, gettin better =]

1st time being usher!!

Yea... 1st time being usher, something very stupid I did... FORGET TO OFFER!!! so concentrated on doing a gd job and preparing to pray, I totally forget to offer... haiz.. nvm... next week...

Boring day... went lunch with Beng, end up the rest were at KFC, but nvm, met up with them... this coming sat, meeting with the admin, Noppol! got alot of things, warn u all 1st...

Met KWO, went to my hse play Heros... a little NBA and FIFA as well... den brought Beng to JJRG, hahax... really all GJCC members... let's see if he gets the job... lolx... Thong made mistake... key in $500++ !!! lucky is amount paid, not amount to be paid... Tio Gerlind scolding... things won't be the same if Beng is gonna work with us... kinda feel tat it's gonna be weird...

Someone's troubled.... makes me more troubled.... another 1 sad, duno wad happen, see liao also duno wad to do... feel so useless... when I'm down, there's ppl ard me who'll help console me and comfort me... but when ppl in pain and sadness den I can't do anything.... haiz....

PLS PRAY FOR PPL ARD YOU.... U'LL NV NOE WAD WILL HAPPEN TO EM'

This is not a gd comp...

With 80mb or RAM... I can't do any damn shit here.... No CDROM... only thing is A:, LAN and internal speaker... can't even record... my studio dream is over...

If anyone is goin to stop me from playing drums again I will flare up worst than ever before.. I DO NOT OWN A DRUMSET, I CANNOT PRACTICE ANYWHERE... I wish to say "I swear I will..." but God say cannot swear of any kind... but anyways, "I swear I will flare up worst than today..." ESPECIALLY IF YOU TELL ME IT'S TOO NOISY... let me tell you something... if you can find a quiet technical drumset then i'll not flare up. if not LIVE WITH IT...

ZzZzzZ...

A lot of plans... alot of ideas... tired to bring them out... tired to voice out... been projecting on my "studio" new mic, new comp.... actually old de... just reformat and re-do everything...

Today was a special work day! Report to CB instead of JBL, anywayz just side by side so no diff... yea... there was a meeting.. shortnails was late!!! hahax.. big boss threatened to cut her pay but then dun think would be likely... what the heck! almost everyone in CB noes she brings camera phone to work!!! INCLUDING SECURITY GUARDS!!! sianz... I should've openly took mine too... anywayz... after a series of being ALONE in the office, I was rather relieved that I could at least be exposed to a little NYPians... hahax...

Ate @ CB... Ah Pek rather "ngiao" today I think... maybe jealous of me ba.. haha.. jealous of wei and shortnails wanna go JBL to eat gd food so he dun let.. =p

WoOw... she took the pic of the Bionix!!!!!!!!!! better than me... :( not even a gun.... Anywayz... seems very transparent... Yea.. stayed at CB for the morning.. I tot stay whole day... but supervisor say suppose to go back directly... but ask me to stay after lunch den go back...

Ugh! morning break eat "longton" spilled curry all over my Addidas!!!! sianz... thank God for shortnails, she begged Kap peng for a set of uniform! whaha.. I looked like one of the engineers!! lolx... thkx shortnails.....

went back, uncle mus not ard, so I slept for like 45mins... woke up in betweens, no1 come back, no work... so slp again... haiz... fats fats fats... need to excercise soon.. if not realy fat le... ok, gonna check on my "studio"

The usual...

Today's a usual day... Dunno why but seems lifeless.... maybe because not very convenient ba... morning wanted to buy concession but not open... so use cash to top up eZ-link... gone le... left $2 for lunch.... so ke lian... :(

Throughout the day not much things to do... slept like nobody's business... Uncle Mus must have been thinking "he must be damn tired..." He left a stack of certs for me to file, what he din't know was, the next moment he left the office I filed them within 10 mins... THAT'S HOW BORED I WAS.... revised yesterday's cell material... realised that the cleaning auntie not around anymore... dunno go where le... sad...

Lunch was esp blessed by God, lor mee... very big bowl alot of 'liao'.... $2 onli...

Tml goin to CB, got some kind of monthly meeting... hahx... can't wait... compare the jobs :) hehe.. I noe mine is the best... should be ba.... otherwise God won't send me there =x

Last nite after cell went for prata... actualli I ordered the usual... kambing sop... they got masala... guess who joined us? Ms Joyann!! yea... thank God coz she paid for the food, but kinda paiseh... also hard to reject... THANK YOU!!!

Hope I can get some excercise soon... feel that I'm getting fatter and heavier... Sprained my ankle yesterday lunch time, monday the backache start to worsen, and out of the sudden flat foot also come back.... cannot wear mu Pumas!!! :( argh... thank God no need to stand throughout attachment...

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Click on the link, nice story.... Bad drawing... Jon intro de... DO NOT BE LIKE THE GUY.... THAT'S STUPID ACTION...

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And I'm starting to feel a little dragged of it... Anywayz... it doesn't pays to be a know-it-all.... even if you really know everything... Sometimes ppl just don't want u to give your comments...

Well, I'm really disturbed by ppl making plans for other things when they know that there's gonna be a something for God... Kinda disappointing to me... Anywayz, wish you all the best...

I wish there's someway I can learn to communicate better among my peers... Seems that I'm always the loner in the pack... damn sad, whaha... Seems like I'm not very noticable.... back to sec 1 sports day again... haiz....

Yesterday when to watch Kingdom of Heaven with Beng, Jon and SQ... kinda bias, towards the Christian side... not very possible to defend a whole army of muslims with a little town of Christians... But then ya, it's God's people... Lesson of the story? "Kingdom of Heaven is not Jeruselam, it's in here(mind) and here(heart)..." So no point building grand Church buildings and neglect the mind and soul of the true temple of God - Christian bodies...

Today work was crap... lots to do, but I purposely dragged on coz can finish by tml... and I dun wanna let them think I belittle of them... NYP says "No job is too simple...." Goin through the Bible for this few weeks, wonder what other time can I do if I wasn't given this opportunity... So must thank God for it...

I'm not showy, I'm no hypocrite, If you wanna think of me that way then so be it... I dun seek attention, I can live on my own with God, it's disappointment I feel when I'm with all of you... Realise this word I keep using? Think of it... Anywayz, to prove my point, here's the verse I had in my mind way before I even wanted to do it...

Matthew 6:16, read it urself and STOP judging me...

I AM A DUMB FOOL!!!

Ugh!!! I actually left my beloved E700A in my workplace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh... how hopeless can I get???? Grr.... damn It's all uncle Mus's fault... Gave me early knock off time so I can try the back gate... ugh..... My phone is at the front gate lah!!! sob*... hope they dun confiscate or anything... due to overdue stay in the locker... :(

Today was an energized day for me... perhaps because I slept very well on sunday morn... ate well sunday nite, played well the rest of the day... :) Got a lot of things to do today... But still manage to impress uncle Mus... And made myself unnessesarily alot of free time in the morn... grr.. slept awhile, did a little "bibling" and tried to make a photo frame... which reminds me... need to print a photo =P

Completed heaps of work today, got a huge sense of accomplishment... Seems like I'm part of the coy now, I go to places no1 goes, get to do things no1 does :0) how wonderful is tat? Got my personal office, get to fire SAR21 end of the attachment... kekeke... God have blessed me much :) Yeah, not to forget the wonderful supervisor! Also my trusty radio... keeping me company throughout :)

There's this cleaning lady, never speaks to anyone but me... She's cute, very cute... Whenever I go out of my office towards the canteen she would ask "chut keir arh?(goin out?)" & when I come back she'll always ask "keir to lor?(where did u go?)" Saw me buying drinks the other day, "wah! buey zhui arh? buay gack si bo?(buying drinks? 80c issit?)" I will never fail to reply her...

Today she really made my day, I dunno why but I feel so close to this auntie, although never seen her in my life b4, she never fails to greet me... Today she asked me "keir to lor?" "wah sang min kia :) (deliver something)", "Un zhua bo gia hor sua? si bei zhua lei!?(why never get umbrella? very hot!)"

That little conversation really sparked up my heart, I realise there is something I missed throughout my teenage life, I still dunno what it is, but I'll searh for it... I think for a 1st time I felt I was concerned by someone... Even though I do not noe her well...

It's amazing what God can do to you... What did He do for you today?

Girls are indeed trouble...

From Dreamerz:
Cheers to - we(Judah cell grp) are all single and still have time for each other...

From Alexander the Great:
Women are trouble, they will make men weak and think of home...

From Mr. See:
Don't forget who caused Adam to eat the fruit of knowledge...

From AngeLeo:
Never let a girl enter your heart, it'll do alot of stupid things to you...

From S***:
Women's heart is like the sea...

Yes... I finally come to realise that girls are trouble... But men were made to be with women... to lead and protect them... haiz... sibei sianz... I wonder why God let such creatures roam around to entice men... 1st thing said by God is that He saw that men will be lonely without some1 to be with... 2nd thing is that He knew after the sinning, women had to bear children for men....

Ugh... terrible terrible.... wad a curse.... the curse of LOVE... all crap... I use to see beautiful things from it... now I dun see anything good from it.... damn sad... who can restore me? guess only God can...

Today's mothers' day.. wish all mums a happy day~ Never bought anything for my mum, just bought her laughter, I think tat's a very hard thing to do but still I pulled it off... Better than some ppl who dun care bout their parents... haiz... sad sad world... we're lost in this mirage of ppl thinking of right things to do when all the answers can be found in the Bible...

Missed service today... slept til 3:44pm!!! must be realli tired from yesterday...

I haven't thought of anything to give my mum!!!

Happy Mothers' Day!

Yeap... yesterday woke up bright and early... very very early... All for a fun cause...Friday, skipped lunch so I could have enough money for the food for BBQ on yesterday! Yea! sure was a fun day... :)

8:30am Heartsavers' Course by Alexandra Hospital for BOTC
1:00pm had lunch @ A.H's canteen :) cheap food!
2:00pm pool @ CWP! Judah cell grp, Solomon cell also :)
4:00pm go home to get the fish for BBQ =p yum!
5:00pm Met kang and SQ, the rest went ahead 1st.. I was late, paiseh²
11:44pm Finish Alexandra the Great DVD and left Jon's place...
12:20am Today! I'm bloggin in the bus, on the way home ;P

The heartsavers'course was so fun! 1st impression of Ruth is like she's ome kind of pretty nurse which knows nothing.. =p But then Jon kept saying that she's like those aerobics instructors, coz wear tights and slide here slide there, lolx...

The lunch was wonderful! Although a little too full but I felt that it was very very worth my money... super nice!

Went to play pool with Jon as SQ go home to prepare the BBQ stuff, didn't expect to see Beng they all there! QS and gang also there too... Whahaha... from now on can call QS "chao lao" ~ smelly old - lolx Kim Ng approached him ask whether he old enough or not to join the "yuan lai jiu shi ni"...

4pm went home to get my BBQ stuff... dunno wad time suppose to meet, anywayz also can't find where my mum put the salmon... end up not inside the fridge -_-' it's on the table!!! smelly and soft soft de... dunno whether can eat or not, but heck care, still is $$ so bring lor =D

BBQ, PS2, guitar, Alexander the Great DVD @ Jon's house :) the show was like abit X-rated for me le... now still gives me the shudders when I think of the sex love making scene... It's a damn corupted show... :(

Now (12:35am) reaching Wdls Bus Terminal liao... hehe... just nice :) can save and shut down le :) Wad a fun day!

Right... the illegal stuff I did....

*gulp!* hehe... all I wanted to was to be with my phone... Anywayz, I won't do it again... I think God scolded me very hard through the Holy Spirit le... now kinda like very regretful what I did... even if nobody noes....

I did not declare that I have a camera phone today... I took it into my workplace... Although did not took any classified materials but still I feel I shouldn't have... :(
Anywayz... here's the scenario in my workplace... =p



This is what you'll see when you enter the gauge room... the doorway to my PERSONAL office =p

You'll walk pass lane 1 out of 4, pass the numerous chests of drawers and most importantly the AMMO CRATES!!!

Enter and you'll see my radio, my pretty ornament hanging on the door which says AUTHORISED PERSON ONLY and the "oh so cold" air-con =p

Then you'll notice that my desk is so empty! Which brings you to find a SAR21 poster =P

There's a present from the previous batch of poly students for Uncle Mus.. wonder wad to give him... Nvm, charge my HP 1st =P Hey kwo! ur charger! lolx.. Let's go back to the crates :)

Hmmm... wad's this? light saber? lolx nah, just a gauge that I love to play with :D

Haha, imagine light sabers can hold 2 by 2 :} Then I was demostrating before and after activating a light saber... The crate full of gauges seems to be a scene from starwars =S kekeke...

What a day @ the office :) Felt better after viewing these pics =x

Story story stories!!!

Whoa... realised that I long time never tell story le... 200++ blogs later den here comes another...

The story about "blessed" slippers...

There was a man travelling on train, he wore his beloved pair of slippers. The train richochet and shaked as he made his way pass the numerous passangers to find a seat at the door of the cargo train.

As he was about to settle down, the train jerked over the humpy track. His right slipper slipped off and fell onto the dust. The man immediately grabbed his left slipper, looked towards the fallen one and threw the left slipper at the other. The left slipper fell just beside it's companion and the man smiled, feeling contended.

Sitting beside him was a young man, shocked and dumbfounded, he gathered his feelings and asked the man "Why did you do that?". The man grinningly replied "Well, I lost 1 slipper, what is the use of 1 slipper? If the slippers are together someone may pick them up and they can be used again!"

Aww... ain't it touching? hehehe... will try to look for more nice nice stories :) Lesson here? I think we can learn how to be a cheerful giver. Although it's his beloved slippers but he was more concerned about who will benefit if the slippers are there... hard to explain but think u all can get the picture...

Did something illegal today.. :( I'll post the details later on...

Time to blog again!!!

Yeah! Today was a rather "sense of accomplishment" day for me...

• No, I didn't finish next week's cell's homework, although almost...
• I didn't finish all the work in my PERSONAL office... (hahax... everytime type office must type PERSONAL... lolx).. Anywayz uncle Mus always say "gang si zho buay liao eh" = work is never finished...
• Nope, not because I decorated the office til like Christmas is goin to come...
• Not because I found a cheap cheap Ipod shuffle =p

It's only 1 simple reason... I finished writing my new song!!! hehe... planning 3 days, finally penned it down when I was in the PO - PERSONAL office (whahaha)...

Now the tune is there, can play liao... only thing is waiting for some ppl to volunteer play keyboard and drums and guitar for me =[0]... also someone to lend me his place to record the song... =p some1 like A***** L*? =x

Really meaningful song... simple chords.... but then quite nice... can't wait for production!

Wanna thank God for the free time today... slp in the office for 2 hrs!!! and got alot of time to slack, ya.... finally can go throught Bible in office le... re-learnt a few things...

James 5:14-17, talks about boasting of tomorrow, or rather the future.... I think all of us should not plan without consulting God's will... hehe.. msg to someone out there if you're reading...

Work was plain.... yeap, u were not here today... found the drive for my song...

New song on the way...

Before I forget, I'll do one last sercular song... written by moi! keke, not to show off... just for rememberence..

New album gonna take a long long time to finish... coz of attachment and coz it's God's songs so I'll have to sing until it's perfect to publish :)

Anywayz... Thank God for today! No, I didn't got chance to swim and rest like I used to... Thank God that it rained while I was in my PERSONAL office =p and it stopped when I knock off! Thank God that I could reach cell group nice and dry...

Today's work was boring... at least I complete it, can't imagine I completed it... I think uncle Mus was very very very impressed! hehehe... Anywayz, it wasn't that tough, just took time... Den slacked alot... Brought some scented dried plants to "freshen up" my office... but air con not strong enough to make the smell go far.. den scattered some in my drawers, in my stationary tray... brought the Anchor beer radio! haha.. no need to wear earpiece to listen le! woot... the office really very relaxing le.. kekeke... wonder wad to bring next... hehe...

I think wad it really lacks is a good view of outside.. like those in Hong Kong TV series... nice scenery out of the office... =x Anywayz... I WANT TO BRING CAMERA IN!!! haiz... u guys really missin out on the tanks and guns.... tat day just saw them assemble the 40mm turrets for ATVs and tanks... was like "WAD THE HECK IS TAT!!!" and the barrel was so long and thick... dunno shoot wad de...

Life seems ok without u =x but still... haiz.. nvm...

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I wouldn't have thought that this way would be better... but nvm... Wow... never expect myself to have the energy to blog today... couple of reasons why:

1. 2 full stacks of file for me to sort and organise...
2. ate something wrong and kept goin to the toilet!!!
3. slept at 1:30++ am and woke up at 6:15am...

haha, nevertheless need to keep up with the habit... not like some ppl.... =x kiddin onli...

Everytime work got a lot of free time, so I thought it's time to bring my Bible to my office (still can't imagine I got my own PERSONAL office!) so I can start some heavy reading... Who knows today got alot of work to do... even though no need to do engraving... haiz... but nvm... Lot's of radio active waves in my head now! all the hours of exposure to YES 933...

Wanted to do cell homework as well but then really got no time to even take a peek in my bag... Uncle Mus told me to "make this office like your own home..." and also his reminder "dun forget you can bring your own radio here...". I was like... "uh... OK!" hahaha... so funni... tml my office gonna be so decorated! lolz...

Lunch was great! I think no where else in SG can anyone find $2 food le, as in MEAL... plate of noodles (depending on which day, got diff type) and a big bowl of soup =p yum! I must have ate too much fruits... so that caused my tummy to be so upset :( mango and pineapple! kekeke... just call me greedy pig =p

Finally reach home, met up with hui on the way, teck n henry met up with us @ JE station.. yea, everyone got their stories to tell, it was like 4 ppl trying to say their own stuff and end up no1 listens.. but haw haw... it was fun.. :)

Read this verse, found it very comforting, at least for wad I did...

"Remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save him
from death and cover a multitudes of sins." James 5:20

今天不是个日期...

我被人骂 sick.... Oww... 害到我的心 :( but nvm... my heart ain't important anymore... seems worthless... of course I won't distroy my hopes and ruin my life even though it seems so useless and worthless and that no1 seems to care or appreciates.

I'm living for God now... and myself... wonder why I'm saying this? coz ppl around me seems to have roads or paths cut out for them... either they have wonderful lives that they are borned with or they suffer so much that it's worst to live than die...

The world is so dark.... 世界是很黑暗的... dunno why God still not coming to bring us home... coz I can't see myself outreaching to many... I dun see myself having the time, energy, strength and the will to outreach to all around me... the task is very daunting, always seems to be road blocks everytime I feel the burden... maybe not faithful to God enough... sad...

I think the guys take me for granted... rebuke you all den take they take it as if "aiya, he's like tat wan lah, as if he very holy like tat..." maybe you all misunderstand... I won't be angry when ppl say shit, damn, what the heck and blah blah blah even though it's still is swearing... I just can't take it when ppl start using VULGARITIES like your famous hokkien tagline C-B, den still got your all time american favourite F-U... also next in the list you have your K-N-N...

Not say I want to say... you wanna be cool in front of your frenz, go ahead, you think that's a gd way to bring them to Christ?? then very well... Pls, next time don't do it infront of the Boys'... esp when you are goin to be their CE teacher...

No use criticising, this ain't judging either... not angry as well, just wanna clear things up and put my thoughts through... anyways ppl seldom read blog le... this community is dying soon... I guess it's jux another FAD, won't see this blog go down so easily though...

明天是个新的一天, goin back to work! how interesting... morning no need to do engraving! hahax... so shiok.... =p

My RAM is killng me!!! and my comp...

Haiz... stupid RAM... use for less than 1 year got prob liao... :( left with the 256 de.. also damn slow...

The McDonalds advertisement very true... 1st paycheck easy come easy go... super sianz... $450 a month... dunno if they are paying me 4 times or 3 times... if is 4 times den I feel they are gonna be losing alot of money... coz month of april me = work for 5 days nia...

So many things to buy! need to buy RAM, want to buy Ipod shuffle... want to buy a cheap keyboard... ugh... where got money?? nvm... God will provide...

Hahax.. finally got learn a bit of keyboard/piano le... wonderful! thankz Teacher auntie hotdog mei! I'll learn hard.... seems like it's the onli instrument I not good at... keke.. from small learn a bit den give up, poly year 1 try to learn again den cannot concentrate... Finally this time got time and interest le.. must beat this instrument...

new lay0ut, nice to look at... wonder if can submit to blogskins? kekeke....