Went visiting. Loads of reminders.
Went to my dad's side 1st on Friday. Pretty usual stuff. Except that Er gu wasn't around + my cousins.
Da Gu, Ah Po & Ah Gong. Ah Gong had some shoulder problems, hope it'll get better. Haiz...
Ah Po & Da Gu talking to Jacky & Jia Wei.
Qian's Mum & Dad, my day having our annual steamboat dinner.
Today (Sat) went to my mum's side. Bukit Panjang... I really miss that place. As we drove by, lots of memories rushed to my mind.
I really missed my life there. Carefree. Luxury. 16yrs... It's been so long. Thinking back, God's really been very good to me. I had everything I want or needed.
It reminded me of my ah gong gong, who passed away when I was sec 2. Which then reminded me he funeral at that area. It was that time I remembered how painful it is to lose somebody close.
I remembered how hard I cried until I coughed and fell to the ground. I soon learnt that crying over spilled milk is not worth it. Everyone was emotional, anger, sadness, frustration. Ping even hit Aunt Christina on the head for some reason I don't understand.
I just miss that place. The place where I grew up. How I wished that time would stood still at that point when I was still young. No gain, no lost, I had everything I need, EVERYTHING... Nobody was missing in my life... Nobody.
Well, maybe except Jesus. Guess that's why when I grow up, He's in my life to replace all those emptiness I have. I guess...
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