Waking up from my headache...

I need to update... Before I forget everything...

Just had an accident... The bloody idiot!!! UGH!!! Still can scold me for not looking out for him???
I cannot believe it! Stupid lorry driver.... I am going to claim his insurance for sure.

I'm selling my car and he just left his doggy mark there! The rage that fills me was so intense I really thank God I didn't do anything silly.

Prior to this unreasonable beyond explanation event was an extremely joyous one...

Met up with ZH, found out that he had prayed and recieve Christ!!! What a joy! Though I wasn't the one who led him to Jesus but at least I was 1 slice of the pie to make it whole! I guess this is the reason really I didn't let go my anger at the stupid lorry driver.

Day before...

Met up kwo, eileen, JC and the ever "lovely" Cerelia. I really gotta admit you're quite charming. Haha, bits and pieces of memories of you are coming back slowly. Went back to JJ for a small gathering, found out Lau is father of 2! End up we had to pei Mr. Chen to eat =(

After that we went to Party World @ Yishun Safra. Yes Eileen, I also think to myself that I hog the mic too much sometimes, but I always dun let ppl pay =P Anyway had a tiring night... Slpt at about 4.30...

Day before again...

Met up wit Yeok n Princess! Hahaha. I just love to see Princess, always brighten up my day. Tanya too! Caught her in her most unprepared state, so cute! I wish next time if I had children they would be like them!

Shopping, had a tough time deciding wad to buy but still we found the perfect one! We had durian, the uncle was very funny.... And who says adults cannot eat Chuppa Chups? Bought some back, chit chat with TTT's papa. Hahaha. Very li hai lei!

Days before....

I've forgottened wad I wanted to say... My brain juices are drained.... Alot of things to tell but it's all gone now.... =(

Sometimes we need to RELY to learn to be thankful...
Thank You Lord...

Headache...

Today for the whole day I've been having a serious headache...

I don't know why but it just keeps me from having any attention to what ever I'm doin.... Actually got alot of things to blog down but my head is just spinning round and round til I can't concentrate...

So many problems so little time... Panadol is not helping....

Update for the past few weeks...

Urghh.... It's been a busy 2 weeks! In fact 3....

Other than my usual NDP, the audit for my work place is really really squeezing out EVERYONE's energy and drive...

So far so good, nothing major. But it took alot of us NUMEROUS OTs to clear up our stuffs. Let's see... Monday, tues, wed, thurs and today OT.... =( Sianz...

Met up with KWO n Eileen on thurs night like 7?. Went to Himwari, nice concept, ala carte buffet for a japanese restaurant. Not too bad, but old liao cannot chiong buffet... Furthermore I went in with a dieting mind.... Sian 1/2...

Wed was OT, no need to talk... Tues too....

Monday had OT but managed to join the guys for movie. Hellboy 2.... Pretty cool. 3/5 Stars.
Dinner was Subway, cookies are nice =)

Reminder to self: Buy printer ink, new float at least size 6, change worship leader schedule before i fly away - anyone wanna swap?

"Though sinful as I am, weak and unworthy. Jesus shed his cleansing blood so that we all are acceptable unto God" I am weak...

Lord I know you love me and you always give me Your perfect best. I pray that I can give the best to the ones I love as well, just like You. I love you, but I don't know what's best... Amen.

Today's NDP sux...

It was a big screwed up... For once we thought that our contingent had done everything right... For once. But the whole show was messed up by the BAND.... Gosh... Where are our double beats??? The parade commander was also not up to standard... Already with mic still can lose voice and make everyone giggle amongst the contingents...

SCDF weren't serious at all... They don't train themselves to take parade seriously... Falling out in good weather, talking, chatting when in parade, fidgitting when sedia position - or at all positions for that matter.... I wish sometimes I can smack their heads... Ill disciplined...

Really really tired... My gosh... Actually slpt abt 3+ last night? Farewell for Cherie, Indulgez is a nice place indeed, the food were above average but still some of it didn't met my expectations. Perhaps the price was a little too expensive...

When to Jon's place to play Wii. The boxing was hilarious and seriously tiring! I hope you guys dun drink too much. Even though all of you are 18 n above but still it is wrong to get drunk... Don't drink just because you wan to, drink only if there's a need to....

Anywayz farewell to my good pal! See you soon! I hope! =P

Lao po gonna be under home observation... Hope she's gonna be fine...

The last thing I wan is to see you hurt... If only I can turn back time...

What a really bad day....

Reached work quite on time actually, but still feeling a bit sick... I didn't even had time to go toilet after the morning brief la.... All the way til lunch time...

After lunch was still busy... even after busying there's a STUPID fire drill... =(

End of day brief is such a pain the in the XXXxxxXXX..... The brief is suppose to be good for ALL not inter-click discussion, stop making a less than 3omins brief into a 1hr meeting!! GGGRRRR!

Lao po nt feeling well again.... Asked dad to send her to see doc tml... haiz............................. Better not have to go for operation...

Wanted to send Trish n Tanya home but haiz... Lao po so ma fan... end up they went home themselves...

I din wan it to happen in the 1st place. I didn't ask for it. It just happen ok? Is it wrong to just fall? I din ask any of you to help me. Just let it be, I don't want to be the problem.

Thank YOU very much, that is the last thing I need to end my day with...

Unfair.

I just wish everything's a bad dream...

Can I just wake up to another life and let this be a bad dream???

Just want God to take away this feeling in my heart, the pain and torsion, tear and wrecking. I am very sure this time it's not hunger pangs nor gastric burns... Jesus please help...

I just want the best for you. Even want you to feel your best... I hate to pamper you.... But it just hurts to even know you are dis-satisfied...

Can't I not feel anything??? It's so unbearable... I want to plunge in and pluck it out... I can't even escape...

Ever a time?

I've no mood for anything...

My favourite Caesar Salad is tasteless... Ultimate and WCD becomes bland... The songs I love becomes noises and the ppl I love just becomes so irritating... Wad the hell is happening??

Today I really stood out like a sore thumb... I can shoot my encik left right center and get away with it... What the hell man? I've not been a good example lately... Shitty...

Suddenly my weight lost regime also came crashing down. Budget control is out of control....

I really wonder what is happening... Could it be you?

Sometimes I wonder if the effort is worth it... I go thru such a big big round but end up I get the effect I din't want to have... Is it really that obvious? Since you know the answer, I guess it is...

Anyway, last night JB's trip was really really shiok. Finally can go back there to eat. Yum. Everytime we dine there we'll leave with a super xing fu and man zu feeling. My take is that if I'm taking my last breath on earth, I would like to have the food from there before I die. =P


Anywayz, here are the pics.

Hmm...

"友情是个圆圈，永远还绕的圈
爱情是个心形，有上下的波则
圆圈一直绕着圈圈，永远不会停
心形有上下的曲折，好不容易走
圆圈经的起风波敲打，不破损
心形一打就会受到伤，有裂痕

圆圈走的不清才。
心形美的很甜密。

我因为怕伤害你，不敢去面对心形，只想保持这圆圈.
一直走着和你淡淡无味的友情。
不管路有多难走，在多的风吹雨打，我愿意选择心形
因为你会是最完美和甜蜜的爱。"

-LeoChia

The Heart and Circle story...

A risk to take if you want to have a chance to see the beautiful ending...

Overcome the risk... When it's all over...

My heart melts when I see you smile, literally. It means so much to me that you are happy...

恶作剧之吻

Yay! Watched 恶作剧之吻 part 1. Gonna start my show marathon again, hahaha.

Audit is next week, I think everyday I'll be having OT on top of NDP! busy busy busy.

How to tell??? OMG la.... Not I dun wan, I really wan to... But ya... Not suppose to la. Especially if its.... Haiya!!! So FAN!!!

"Luv will fly if held too lightly.Love will die if held too tightly. How should I hold u.How do I know if I'm still keeping you or I'm letting go?"


PRAWNS!!! Just some random pic! Largest catch in my Prawning record! 2KG! Hahaha

Sky Dinner!

Woot! Sky Dinner with Cherie!

Finally got a chance to go out with you little ms busy! Haha. SURPRISE!!! I told you it was a surprise right? Haha. You are REALLY lucky that we were able to slot in the bookings! Haha

The experience was really a little overwhelming =) The 1st time in 10+ years i've took a ride in the cable car! This time round it was pretty cool =) I think I repeated "so cool" like dunno how many millions of times =P

We went up from Habour Front Tower 2, rode the cable car to The Jewel Box @ Mount Faber. Scammed by the person in charge la, where got 6pm start registration sia??? 6.30 then they attended to us. Hahz. At least we were 1st to board!

They shifted the table in and voila! Sky dinner! Cherie had the Dory n I had the Chicken, food was 3/5 stars. The ambience really made up for the 2 stars, maybe could even overflow to 3!

Round 1 - Appetizer
We were served Cream of Tomato with Garlic toasts. Before we were sent to experience the breathtaking sights, the camera man took a photo for us and explained that we could buy our photos if we liked them. We were like okaaay....

The evening view was great, weather was extremely good to us! Thank God! Clear view of the city and its surroundings. Cruise, ships and boats were slowly streaming in and the cars on AYE were like ants bustling along.

Round 2 - Main Course.
After round one we realised that everytime we were reaching one of the stations we had to play this "balancing the glass" game! If not the water will spill! So funny. Everytime we took the glass I would take a drink. Haha. They refilled our cups and cleared the soup. Served the main course and OMG!!! You wouldn't believe what the camera man showed us!



SOO COOL!!!

Our very own merchandise! Hahahaha. I loved them! Better than the ones from Night Safari =) It's really a superb marketing strategy. They told us they'll tell us the price when Round 3 comes. We had our soup too fast for the 1st 20mins and this time we ate a little slower.

Round 3 - Dessert!
Apple Crumble with Strawberry and Cinnamon. Served with hot tea. It was a COLD dessert! Very nice! The NIGHT view was perhaps my favourite part of the ride. So relaxing. I loved the view. Simply magnificent. Oh yea, for the whole set, "our merchandise" cost only $30! Well worth it! =)

What an experience. After we finished our dinner, it was a short ride to Harbour Front. We went to watch Zohan.

What a sickly hilarious show. I don't recommend it to young ppl... It shld've been M18. But it's really really hilarious. 3.5/5 stars.
What a nice way to end my day! Thank pal for accompanying me on this day =) So now I've brought you to some where you never been before in Singapore, when I'm in Aussie I hope you'll do likewise yea? Hahaha. Do you miss Singapore now? =P

Updatez

Sakae wit plt 19! Woot. Haha.

LJS at Vivo before we went to watch Hancock.

Steamboat at my place. Pretty last min. I missed this kind of action we had in the past =)

More pics!

My wifey guitar! Hmmmm =)

The flash ain't that sensitive, it couldn't detect my laptop's own light emitting out. But even so, the pic came off really crisp, can even see wad programs i'm running!

Too much details! I can't even see the grime on my mouse with my naked eyes! Only thru this pic i realised that it's so filthy... eeew...

Yea, my entertainment section. Messy isn't it? =P

More pics in my pic blog, check out my lunch with Allan, Winson n Gary. Dinner with Yeok, Nydia n Trish. Today's Steamboat with Judah. LWB you buay steady lei!!!

It's not wrong...

I'm removing it because somebody has a problem with it.
I don't know what is your problem with it but I can tell you it's not wrong.
If you still refuse to speak to me den I have nothing to say anymore.
I won't apologise because I'm not wrong, I'm only removing them because I don't want to hurt the relationship we had. We've come so far yet can throw it aside because of some indifference.
I hope you understand, maybe learn a lesson not to be rash? And I did not scold you first, look at the history why I flared up... See who started with the "stupid"? So I'm being very direct here. I just want you to be more reasonable...

Anyway, went Sakae with plt 19! So long already since i've ate sakae! Alright man. will post the pics soon with my IXUS 860IS ! =)

After tat went to pick Trishia, went to Vivo. Urgh! The tickets sold out! So we bought Hancock instead. Night breeze is pretty cool at Vivo. Bought a nice nice camera case for my IXUS 860IS ! lolx. Cool man! Bought a cleaning kit also. HEE!

Hancock was pretty cool. Laughters here and there. Some ridiculous scenes but it's a show after all. Finally I watched a movie after sooo bloody long! Arh! haha.

Really got scared by you. I hope you are really ok. Although I'm not sure what happened but I'll be praying really hard for you. It's definitely not nth that will cause this kind of reaction. Take care yea? =)

WOOT!

Look at how clear the images are! It looks like the table is glowing!

Changed the light settings, so crystal, can even see the layer of plastic peeled off, remember how small my phone is?

The focus is really cool! The words are crystal yet the surroundings are blurred as they're out of focus =)

My computer! Weee! My travelMate is really small too! Surprisingly great the camera is! HEEEE!
I love my camera! WOotz!

NE show number 1

3 more shows to go til Actual day! =D

Despite my constant complaints about NDP rehearsals, I do enjoy the sweat and friendship in the process. Today's 1st NE show really gave those NSFs a taste of how NDP can influece ppl into patriotism and being proud of what they do.

I think the proudest moment for me was when the F16 flew past our heads. I'm sure everyone were impressed.

My aircraft was also used for deploying the Red Lions, also for the Birds' eye view camera support =) Cool eh?

I think God answered my prayers, perhaps thru Judah also. 1st contingent to go home! Super on time! The moment ran back to our stations, drank water and collect our stuffs, we were sent to the bus! =) YIPPY!

Wasn't able to join Yeok n Trish for Subway, maybe next time when Tanya's ard also =) Also din get to watch any shows with Kang... =( I want to watch so many shows....

"Problems problems everywhere.
Only Lord Jesus can really care.
If you would bother to just share.
Tell it to Jesus, He will bear."
- Leonard Chia

God there's so many things that ppl are facing, I just hope that they can look at you and depend on you. It's just so hard for me to open my mouth and speak of you goodness, they would deem me as foolish or irrelavant. What do I do??? I just want to help...

HUGE Surprise when I got home! My camera IS HEREEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT! Canon IXUS 860IS!!!! WWEEEEEEEE!!! hahahahahahaha. SO great! I'll post some of the photos soon! The photos are really sweet! Cool! =)

I learnt thru others' ignore and be calm, not worth to be angry or frustrated. Although easy said then done but I know I will try. I hope Dia n Trish will too. All the best =)

Heee =D

Wow... Terence's blog is nominated for the award winning thingy. Amazing!

Take a step back and watch the ppl around you and how things have changed... Imagine you are your secondary school self in the classroom thinking of the future what will become of you.

Can you imagine that you are what you are now??

How I wish sometimes we can wake up from this day-dream and dream about another.

Every mistake we make will never go away, the scars that are left behind will show... So we really should watch ourselves...

Met up with Zonghan. It's really been a long long while... The most hardworking guy in class. We often had our cold war because we were too similar yet different. But in the end we're still good buds =)

So unexpected, if we take a look at ourselves now... Uni ppl, Sid n Eggy are police ppl, me n Yong are military. ZH is busy chasing after life. Everyone really splits and go their own way... I can't stop but look back.

One can only look forward and make the best of what everyday brings.

I'm waiting... for you and you, yes you...

Happy Birthday Jon and Lovelle!

22 and 20. Well done you 2!

SAF day today... Sent out my babies early in the morning.... Left my ISAC card in the comp before I left...

I was hoping sending them out would buy me time before reaching back for the SAF day parade but... End up I had to rush my lunch and change...

Was hoping that it's gonna be half day thing but end up I gotta rush a project again... Oh well...

Rude shock when I got back home... I don't know whether you enjoy quarreling with me, whether you have nth better to do or just plain being unreasonable, I just don't understand why you had to do what you did...

If you're worried, I appreciate your concern but I hope you would check and find out the facts before you accuse me of anything or even thing any of such thing is wrong. You were being so unreasonable that I cannot accept it... What you think is wrong may not be wrong. I just hope you were too rashed...

"Dressed my best" that I could find for today. Think that's gonna be my word for these days. Went to meet the gang to celebrate our starry starry bdae babies. Sweet indulgence... The place was kinda smaller than expected. Variety of food weren't much. Price was slightly higher than average.

The dessert was great. I had the Durian Cheesecake which was heavenly. The slice would fill any adult's stomach fast. Never order the Carbonara! Ain't nice at all... Regretted!!! Ugh... The spag was plain and tough. The sauce smells of dead fungi but the taste is bland. Eeeww..

Anyway took quite a few pics. Will wait for the gang to send some to me. =)

I hope you'll change your mind...