Graduation from BOTC 2005/01

Well... never thought I'd come this far so soon... Really growing up liao.... kinda stressed...

One thing was Nick's guidance, always sharing his experience with us and facilitating us.... Never fail to bring us to a point where our minds will start to think...

Point taken, there will be no women if there's no men.... Woman was made from man's rib, and man was made from dirt/dust and breath of Life by God... So comes the question "What come 1st? Hen or egg?" Jon asked... which I think abit needless.... anywayz, answer is chicken both hen and rooster comes 1st... interesting point is among all the creatures that God made, only humans are made man 1st den comes woman...

Funny thing about that, humans are the only creatures that fight with each other for their rights.... You don't see the lion and the lioness arguing who should raise the cubs or who should hunt, you won't see the rooster being scolded for not helping out by sitting on the eggs till they're hatched! Instead the hen knows that her job is to sit there and lay as much eggs as possible, the lioness noes that her responsibility is the raise the cubs while the lion gets the meat...

Funny picture to look at, but I think makes alot of sense... So women cannot say guys are male chavaunistic (spell???) coz it's our duty... hehe....

I dun feel apt to recieve Nick's treat for dinner yesterday... also he bought us a BB pen each (steel fountain pen-like type) kinda paiseh... but really wanna thank you brother...

Wonder why....

Any idea why me din't blog for 2 days? betcha dunno... who wanna noe anywayz? lolz...

haiz.... the worlds' dumbest guy is sitting infront of his comp bloggin... 11:28pm... complaining tat he hasn't blogged for 2 days... also laughing at himself...

Learnt the lesson about choice... I could've got mad and thrown tantrums, could've broke down and start blaming.. Yes there was moments when I felt that I was being fooled but well, I've chosed not to do all those.... I just said "NVM".... yep.... 3 letters....

come to think of it, how was I so gracious? when the 3 letters came out my heart was already in powdered form.... but then there was some sort of relieve from somewhere.... some sort of happiness cause I know it's over....

If you're reading this, I hope you won't continue to treat me like how you did this evening.... though you responded but it's just so cold, so distant... As if I didn't know you at all... There's really a diff... my theory is once again proven.... 100% correct... just refer to Friday, 18th march 2005 3rd paragraph... lolx... precise... and proven!

Brothers and sisters, I'm glad to annouce, after 3 mths++ (yes, i'm still counting...), i've climbed out of the hole... :) not gonna look back anymore...

THINGS TO CONCENTRATE ON:
YF, Youth Camp, Youth Corner, God.... Studies... sch re-opening soon... ugh.... actually I got no holiday!!! what are they trying to do? make me drained out??? madness I tell u... simply madness...

Need some miracle juice to get me back to stay on track now... perhaps can be bought in maldive? haha... still dreaming of goin there... Ms Sharon's fault! haha.. jux kiddin...

Clumsy Ol' me....

Re-shuffled my room... yea... looks neater but it hurts...

"Giap" my hand, things drop on my foot, get poked by some sort of sharp pointy thing.... got scratched by corners and kicked into shelves.... ugh.... pain here and there....

Today went to work with a lousy mindset... Perhaps not enough sleep ba... Left cheek kept twitching, from morning till now.... walk to office saw birds panic like dunno wad... den suddenly strong wind blew from no where... everyone started to look in the sky, it's like WOW...

The sun was blaring so brightly that can't even look up... suddenly there's this small cloud float pass... it became bigger and bigger, as I walk along the cloud grew from size of car to cover the whole Jurong area... really WOW.... never seen such thing b4... took some pics, lazy to upload... heez...

lightning came, soon it poured.... ugh.... nvm, din't get me wet... work was alrite.. missin' out on the fun for President's Star charity coz supervisor can't be bother :( they were selling satay, selling torch lights, $10 bread loaves, sandwiches, youguart, ice cream etc... no one was working.... ugh... I was sent to do photocopying!!!

crapz they were selling durians and I had to photocopy drawings.... grr... they had offer from Secret Recipe!!! gawk! almost made me forget I need to scrimp and stop spending... back to my poor biscuit tin of biscuits and chocs.... :(

tml's enrolement service... June enrole? sometimes it's hard to plan things if God dun want it to be done... well just saying only.. nothing to think about... hehe... ZZzzZzzZzzzz....

Yawnzz part 2...

Time really fies... 2 more weeks to the end of my attachment... wonder if the school really made a mistake or I really got 1 month holiday....

Hopefully really got 1 month of holiday.. Can take this time to rest, to re-shuffle my room, to re-kindle the love in between me and my parents... Really looking forward to be a good testimonial to them....

I really thank God that He have really answered all my prayers... I did not have to face big big persecutions like some others, I'm allowed to be baptised even though my parents are non-Christians... God helped me in my driving test, protected me from electrocuting myself will playing with live wire...

I think I really had things very easy and God really have blessed me alot alot... I will treasure this faith more... Thank God that He placed me in a wonderful cell group... It's kinda scary to know that our cell group is like the" model", the example to follow.... it's like we're so young and still have a long way to go, how can we be the "model"?

Today's cell was a little different, Ms Sherine led us, she shared on how proud she was with our cell.... Kinda felt good when I heard that... But need to be careful of pride... I SUSPECT next week cell's gonna be diff again... Rather surprised... didn't expect... still thought we need to improve alot to be at least up to a certain standard....

Plenty of things coming up... Worship, singspiration, Youth Camp, Youth Corner, Youth Fellowship... dunno if can cope...

Thank God for everything! Amen!

YawnZzz....`

Lesser and lesser time to spend...

Ugh... rushed through the work for nothing.... end up got lotsa time to slack... The new indian guy is really damn rude.... off my radio without asking... grrr... felt like slapping him...

YUM!!! STK selling chocolates today!!! good buy best buy must buy!!! Delphi chocs, cookies & cream, almond nuts, sugar coated peanuts chocs... Locker's wafers, Honey & oats crackers, Sultana biscuits, digestives, choc/vanilla/strawberry cookie sandwiches, Oreo etc... Musli bars flown in from aussie, organic cereal (eww!)...

Wah.. real bargain... they're selling them at 1/3 to 1/4 of the cost.... 3 for $2.50 for chocs, 4 for $3.50 for cookies, 3 for $6 for the wafers and some bisuits... The only ex stuff I saw there was 3 for $12 which is for cereals and musli bars.... well... still cheap!!!

Ugh... spent again!!!!! crapz... now must be more consious of using money... grr... cut hair today also.... so ex, should have gone to saloon.... nice hair style though... =p

slack at home all the way... chat, play game, chat.... eat dinner... now blog... recorded song again... New song comin up.... hopefully thurs can complete.... looks like gonna hit the sack soon...

11:55pm

I think everyone's home now... Sherz and Dreamerz shld be bloggin away... Perhaps SQ also... JC & Beng could be slping away by now.... Jon & Von might be awake ba... Think Velle also hit the sack le..

Just came back from the birthday "surprise" for Ms Joyann... ugh.. she surprised us instead... miscommunication ba.... made them missed their dinner... felt so bad.... Hopefully din't cause any trouble for Pastor Sabin...

Sometimes I wonder what will happen in a few years... Will we still serve in the same church? Would we still be strong in faith? I really wonder...

People start to have alot of pride... Can see there's alot of materialism coming in... Then there's MIA... Also the frequent "sub-consiously" sinning... And I think also judgemental with bitterness... Not forgetting self-centerness...

Maybe think too much, but I really saw all theses just in 1 day out... hopefully nothing like theses turns out to be habitual...

We were outrageous today... But there's "leng chang" here and there.... spent again... hopefully I can stop this spending... though cannot be compared to some crazed BSB fan =x just kidding.... Dreamerz said he din't want to buy anything for anyone leh.... Said that ppl will scold him "fan jian" = "cheap" as in cheap life....

Haiz... wish this kinda things dun go so far... a bit uneasy to hear that...

I will not trust Judah cell group's time judgement again.... very very disappointed.... lesson learnt... case close...

Tonnes of work left for tml.... hopefully can pull through... seriously need a week break... maybe to the Maldives... beautiful place.. dun mind getting drown there when flood comes... Maybe get a maldivian wife and settle down there... catch fish survivor style... live on mussels & sea snakes and stuff... everyday got new wallpaper... everyday can swim and get tanned...

Will be waking up from this dream in the morning...

SHOPPING!!!

Eek... Father's day.... went shopping with Von, Sherz ,Ken and BeN after service... Hahas along here and there.... I realise I'm not such a big spender after all... Sherz is... I'll let her be the biggerst (spender) this time =P

Let's see... bought a wonderful guitar pick-up, so nice... sounds great... adjustable and fit so snuggly in my gig... heez... Great buy... :) Bought the machine heads for the classical gig, left in my room so long... think got no nylon strings left liao... need to buy... Bought a Pelikan pen for my dad! Hope he likes it... Dunno wad to buy liao, think he has everything he needs... (hate to buy presents for ppl who has everything they need)

ZUT! ZUT! ZUT! forget to cut hair!!! Barber close when I reached there.. nvm... tml go JP see have or not...

Von bought nothing~
Ben bought nothing~

Ken bought a pair of DC shoes.... Von thinks it's fake, I think small possibility, but think it's real coz older design.. Anywayz... nice pair I think...

Sherz bought 3 posters... a Real Madrid collar pin... think she almost bought a Lego Zidane... hmm... bought any shirt? dun think so... den there's this bottle she wants to buy, Constantine DVD and BSB's Incomplete... wow...

I'd never dream of buying so many things @ 1 go... well, maybe daydream but figuratively.... can't afford...

Von was asking.. "If 'Dreamerz' buy the bottle for u will u accept it?" den she's like silent and all.... hahaz... so funny... almost got "leng chang"

Nv knew Far East got 3 music shop!! maybe usually not open ba the other 2... found the same guitar Arthur Lo has.. $399........ I tot it was cheap... heng nv buy.. He bought @ $340++ hehehe... the gig was like so nice sound, so easy to press.... EQ built in, dreamy gig....

Phew... legs are tired... wonder whether to take leave on fri or not... someone's special day... Ken knew le.... haiz... slipped my mouth

Am I on air? I am? I am!!!

LOLX.... interviewed for so long end up only about 5 secs on air... whahaha.... but nvm... at least I got a chance to be on air.... Ms Eunice has the most air time le... heez.... followed by Sarah and co.... den me.. heck! Dreamerz din't even got aired even though he was interviewed!!! Anywayz.... kinda fun to know wad happens behind the scenes :)

Go 4th...

Nice hall, nice sound system, good speaker and worship team.... Nice message and comfy chair... Yes, the message touches our hearts I think, but I felt something was missing... The urge wasn't there... It's too comfortable to sit there and say "I'll do my part, not to worry..." Maybe just afraid ba... dunno from what also... something was just missin...

Nice msg by BISHOP Robert Solomon (nice name!), John 4, samiritan woman.... was actually about seeding, evangilism and crossing borders... Evangilism is personal... and bla bla bla... rather digestable... Good for thought... just something missin....

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Yea... BSB, the backside boys =x hahax... long time never hear them le.... it's like primary 3/4 den start to see got such boyband... though Boyzone was there liao... Haiz... miss those days where we sing BSB songs where ever we go...

In camp, on bus, even singing it to my 1st crush... hmm.. how long was tat?! haiz... miss those days...

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tired... really tired... got lotsa work for me in the office.... sure go flat... hopefully that lousy overhead attach shortnails or someone over to help, if not i'm sure to be dead.... on 2nd thought, maybe let me die =x

Yawnz...

Tired... shagged out... just came back from Beng's house.... fixed his net... wonder if he'd meddle with it again and cause another "noob" act... Anywayz finally technology caught up with him... now can contact easier...

Maybe I really take knowledge for granted.. it was a really humbling experience to teach someone what seems SO easy to me... Hopefully I can start seeing this kind of things and pray for God to grant me the patience to teach....

Spent a lot of money.... kinda sad really... suppose to save for something very important but den started spending on food -_-'''' now food is my no. 1 enemy.... gotta be like tat Zhou Dadi, "get rid of the 'inner demon'"

Anywayz... 20th got someone's birthday, 24th another one, 26th gotta lead worship, 1st july got 2 ppl birthday... wah... so stressed....

lot's of pics to post... some other time perhaps... just wait 4 it... probably a change of skin too...

Finally back to my proper schedule!

Yawnz... 12:40am and still bloggin... I'm sure I'll be dead beat later in the morning....

I think it's been a long long time since i've reported my activities... just for those KAYPO ppl out there, here's my life fo the past week =P

Monday
Well, normal day. After work went home and ZzzZzzZZzzz... Mustafa still working for us! Came back to teach Kuma for a few weeks!

Tuesday
Dunno why Mustafa still here in Gauge room but ok lor... let me go home @ 5pm! Yay! reach home liao changed and went to watch "Madagascar" again! this time with my whole family and with my cousin! Nice show! hehehehe... won't sian de this show

Wednesday
After work went to cell, din really touch much on the cell material but "love-house-clearing" section was rather refreshing in a way... Good to know that cell mates are truthful to each other :)

Thursday
Wonderful day, but the day was really short... Got pay liao!!! Loads of work to do den skipped lunch sia! 1st time.... but made up coz went to JP around 1pm, bank in the cheque, shop around, ate PIZZA HUT LUNCH!!! hahaha.. shiok! shortnails inside surely would be jealous de...

Went home early as well, den packed bags til 1am I think, prepare items for driving test den went to slp ASAP....

Friday
Woke up 7am i think, wash up, check bags, rush to MRT. Went to eat breakfast at TM's BK, den meet thong and Pastor late =P went to Ubin around 10:45am, saw the gers... mission failed... din't surprise dem....

The day was fun! the gers suffer while we enjoy... whahaha... kiddin onli, not tat bad de... they walk, we cycle. They drink plain water, we drink can drinks. They cook in mess tin, we BBQ! They slp in technical tent, we slp in dome tent! Ok lah, we got BBQ the food for the gers hor! dun say never...

Along the way there was this Ch 8 reporter for Qian Xian Zhui Zhong, wow! we got interviewed by them! Yea, I was being approahed! lolx.... they all sabo me! say interview 2gether den ms Eunice stand away and followed by the rest!!! heck...

They waited for the girls to come back so they could interview them... wow... producer's job not easy leh, 30mins show must spend whole day to make... anywayz, I think Ms Eunice will be on the show, the P3 gers also, den I think I'll be there too, also with Ah Thong :) So sweet...

Remember to look out for my pig face, Channel 8, Friday, 17th June, 10:30pm...

Saturday
Woke up with full of mosquito bites! but rather refreshed... went to bath with rusty water... but ok lor coz got my shampoo, so nice! refreshed and shiok... cycle back to jetty, board and headed back to main island...

Jon drove me to Ubi, met instructor, drove in test routes... When back for circuit trial... I was thinking to myself (oh no... everything is so different, sure fail de... parrellel park too outside, didn't give way to main road traffic and always roll back the car...) den the stupid number signs were so small...

11:30am, 1st time park the car without using poles.... not bad for 1st attempt! never scratch ppl's car! lolx.... went to waiting area... sit down... waited... and waited....

instructors came in one by one... den i was the 2nd last, oh no... my turn, den I tot it was a warm up, I saw the L plate with "warm up test" sign... tester asked me to drive to circuit, never signal... 3 times...! I think I did well in the circuit, even though everything was SOOOOOO different... din't bang any pole, mount any curb :) time for outside test route...

Drove around, not bad sia... surely is warm up lah, tester never say anything or mark anything... so just drive normally lor... den he said "turning too wide". "okok.. " den I just drive... den reach back to the driving center... he told me "off the engine, follow me to the office" I was like.. "so troublesome de... why dun start test?"...

He sat me down... he told me... "what do you think of your driveing?" Of course I say not good and bla bla bla... den he say ya, just be careful, you passed...

!!!!!!!!!! stunned! I thought haven't test yet!!! wow.. .really THANK GOD... heez... end the day @ the dinner...

gr8 dinner for the parents... dunno if dad & mum liked it or not... but den I think it's our skit tat helped lightened the mood... :) went to Jon's place to tong...

Sunday
Woke up, went to service, went home to throw all the Ubin barang barang into washing machine, bath and went to Ikea with the YF... should come out more often... :) wait til I have my own car =p

Bought rather lots' of things... wah piangz eh... the carpet so big $19.90 only!!! I WANT!!! regret not buying.. but this chair not bad also... comfy... finally got proper chair to use after so long...

Let's see... spend a whole hell loads of money @ Ubin, spent alot for driving... spend alot after service, den alot more after.... wow... still got money, VERY surpirising.... but it's God's providence, so I won't anyhow spend le... hopefully >_<

No time to blog!

Haiz... time is really precious... and time is catching up on everyone of use I think... even if we're only like 19 (soon to be adults...) =(

No time for this and that, this week really cramped up.... 1stly there's attachment which cannot run from... 2ndly is work @ JJRG, still alrite coz can dun give schedule... 3rdly is Church/BB coz of worships and YF and YC² + parents' day... 4thly is because of Driving test... ugh... all theses really cramped up my week...

Such precious time is really hard to find.. unless I neglect the temple of the Holy Spirit (body)... which I think I'm doing now... so gotta say 'tata~' for now, got lotsa things to blog, if I can do it next week, IF....

Kaoz...

My poor laptop! Super idiotic site... told me to type the command "RD /S C:" to delete files that cannot be deleted... instead it deleted ALL my files... :(

All mt data are lost!!! Admin particulars, photos, softwares, EVERYTHING!!!!! ugh... I'm so dead...

Guess won't be bloggin so soon... damnit

Read THIS!

I think it's a lot of sense, found from shoxtl's blog's link. A report on megachurches... I feel which is quite true. It's news that make non-Christian parents fear for their children to convert... I think I face that...

http://beautifuk.blogspot.com/2005_05_01_beautifuk_archive.html#111745353189285892

Here's the link...