"The BV6000!"

Wallace & Gromit was great! The plot was funny, very suitable for filming... The set up of the projector/laptop etc. in 589A was wonderful, food was plenty, more than enough.

The major drawback was.... Very few turned up... At least 19 ppl voted for the film, end up only 8 of us were there... Ok, many factors to count, there was the rain, then following by "tml's O leve chinese..." and the most important one - never plan early...

I think if we were to have this kind of event, we definitely got the resources, but we need to work hard to invite friends over. Especially if you see our pass events, there's seldom people not from the church... It's abit sad really... I'm guilty of unable to bring friends in as well...

Especially being the publicity, I think I'm not doing a good job... I'm out of my wits what I can do with a committee that feels so ad-hoc... We're very scattered if anyone realised, there's no fixed meetings like quarterly or debriefs after every session... We're very busy with our own work, life, sch, etc.

I see it as a vicious cycle, the less ppl we bring in, the longer we have to hold on to our posts, being tied down to many jobs... If we've come to realised, if we don't step out of our comfort zone, we'll be more uncomfortable - it gets warmer and warmer until your butt heats up like a stove...

Went to return the DVD, rented Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of The Black Pearl... Damn nice show! Ok la, give it 3.5 out of 5 stars... Not as captivating as the trailers... Fun to watch though :)

Time packed

Like an air-tight ziploc bag.... No space, cannot breath...

Been rehearsing drums like sooooooo often and so many times, so many songs... My back ache really bad... And I've got no time to practise my W3 session...

I have to put JJRG aside for now.

Ophir in next week, Church camp the week after... Still have to deal with family and stuff...

The most sickening thing is I lost my voice... UGH!

Anger leads to sin...

... and disappointment, sadness and alot of other stuffs.... Frustrations, bitterness, hatred...

The "lowest" one did it again... Ppl waited for us to finish, 3++ hrs just to have dinner 2gether, end up gave us wrong place, start eating 1st, nv wait... Real damn selfish. Want to please the higher authority issit? Guess u were right...

I've disappointed someone... This time really bad... All I got to say I'm really sorry, I need your forgiveness, I'm foolish to do those things... Whatever I have to do just tell me, all to make it up like before... I don't wish to end this way... It's really sad...

Nokia N80.... Probaly my next phone!

Eat Your Family Day???

Opps... Haha, today is Eat WITH Your Family Day!

Well, did actually do that... But in the office, of all places...

Early in the morning, I went to TTSH... Reached at 9am, showed card, go to usual place - like I work there... This time everything was the same except that it's much faster, coz no ppl.

AND..

... More importantly i stepped into the LASIK Center! Not there for Lasik, for measuring the thickness of the cornea... Guess, wad? It's damn different. They have free internet access for patients while waiting...

Doc say "See you next year..." I was like "Do I have a choice?" Well, all was well... Same thing, no results - as in no deteroration or symptoms of Glaucuoma...

Went to Novena Sq. for brunch, head to CWP walk walk, civic center rented DVD for sunday... Came how watch DVD, went to work, dinner, now here... ok.. tat's about it

yah dah yah dah yah dah...

yak yak yak...
lalalalalala....

Today going to cell was my 1st time feeling a drag... Guess I'm too used to driving... Probably too long nv take public transport, can't even estimate the time properly... Gave myself 1hr of time to get myself to Toa Payoh... I was late!!! By a whopping 20mins...

How come?? Not sure... He's starting to get on my nerves again... But I'll just let it go... Some complains of ppl being "low"... hah... probably very right... The lowest amoung all of us...

Kara itch is back... Wonder why everytime sore throat den itch comes on.. hmmm? This time got a long list of songs I wanna try out... The mic will be "ba zhan" by me I guess...

Parade's starting... Gliderz Movie event not set... Awards never get... I'm sooooo dead... Yet I can complain nth to do... Ugh... I can't do anything in the night when everyone's asleep right?

I need alot of prayers.... Haven't been reading much too...
Need to pray for a few stuffs...
God! Re-light the fire in my!!!

The Da Vinci Code movie...

Basically it's loads of rubbish... But the screenplay, the chain of events and how it was presented was brilliant...

Funny to see Luc Besson acting, coz after all he's the big french director (frenchies are known to be cocky...)

There were very very familiar faces... Tom Hanks really looked like Chandler Bing in Friends. Silas (the monk) looked really alot like Kane from WWE. Then there's magneto or the white wizard form X-men & Lord of the Rings respectively...

The story just tries to tear down the faith of not just Christianity but from what I see all religions in the world. The very fact that the whole movie centers around Jesus and Mary Magdelane just condamns all other religions.

It also tears down the image of Catholics, portraying Opus Dei as a religion which carries out rituals of self-motification. I was wondering why how they would've felt... Probably angry and insulted.

Then there's the part where they were proclaiming that Jesus was a mere man, and is married to Mary Magdelane... Suddenly there were "Gospels" from Mary herself and Philip... Ugh.. it's just rubbish...

During the movie, they portrayed the fake truth as the good guys, a false cult as bad guys, it's really a very good deception. Thats why I say the presentation is brilliant... It just makes you think at the end of the movie that ya, based on history, it's true...

But PLEASE REMEMBER! It's still is a FICTION - NOT TRUE...

There were enjoyable moments, like the trickery of smart asses against the police. and the wonderful french! I understand what they are saying while u guys have to read subtitles! hah! Fleur de lieus - Lily flower... National Flower of france... hahas...

If I am Henry...

I'd stay at Highbury oops! I mean Ashburton Grove untill Arsenal wins the Champions League...

Reason very simply... Arsene Wenger made Henry what he is today, without Arsene Wenger, there'll be no Thierry Henry... In other words, Henry owes Wenger what he is today... Of course throughout the seasons Henry worked hard for Arsenal... But Still leaving Wenger when he is needed the most is not the way, definitely not after Vieira left...

Of course I can see Wenger has a back up plan... Theo Walcott... my gosh, not even featured in the U21 squad... Already in First Team England squad... Never an Arsenal match... Never ever proved himself... Yet everyone's talking about him... 3 years younger den me...

Arsenal is in a big mess right now... Thankfully there's Champions League next season... Some people don't understand why Champions League is important... Other than 3 million pounds per match, at least $12 million for TV rights... A double amount for ticket charge, and free advertisement to the rest of Europe or rest of the World...

Although qualifying rounds, it means more money coz more matches to be played =P So Arsenal, you'll have to jiayou...

If I were Arene Wenger...

... I'd killed the referee!!!

Friday May 19, 12:15 AM Champions League ref admits: I should have played advantage The Norwegian referee in charge of Wednesday's Champions League final in Paris has admitted he was wrong to send Arsenal keeper Jens Lehmann off in the first half. In the 18th minute of the final which Barcelona won 2-1 Lehmann committed a blatant professional foul against Barca striker Samuel Eto'o just outside the penalty area. As Eto'o crashed to the ground, his team-mate Ludovic Giuly took possession of the ball and scored. But referee Terje Hauge elected not to play advantage, blowing his whistle instead as soon as Eto'o was fouled. So from a position where it could have been 1-0 to Barcelona and a yellow card for Lehmann, it was a free-kick on the edge of the area - from which Barca's Ronaldinho did not score - and a red card for the German keeper. "With the benefit of hindsight, I must admit that I should have waited before blowing the whistle," Hauge told NRK public radio on Thursday. "I should certainly have waited to see where the ball was going. "Four or five seconds after I blew the whistle, the ball was in the goal. But since I had already whistled, I had no choice. So the goalkeeper got the red card and Barcelona a free kick," he said. Hauge said his prompt whistle was explained by the fact that he was "tense and very attentive". "It would have been best to wait a few seconds. If I had done that, I could have given the goal and shown the yellow card," he told the Dagbladet newspaper. "In other circumstances I might have acted differently, but this depends essentially on where one is positioned," he added. "Of course it was a big match for Arsenal and to lose is very disappointing. I understand they are frustrated. But let's give them a few days and we can discuss more reasonably," he told Dagbladet. Hauge's performance has been strongly criticised by the press in Lehmann's home country, Germany, and by the Arsenal side, who claim that Barcelona's actual first goal, an equaliser, should have been disallowed due to an offside position. "It is clear that in matches which are this important there are always things open for discussion," Hauge said. "But at the end of the day, we have no reason to be too dissatisfied."

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20th June 2006 - 3PM

My graduation ceremony! Wooo Hooo!

Finally, the final and last thing to be associated with Schooling! I've got 2 RSVP-ed invites to join me, who wish to come? Hahas :)

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Well well, looks like boss has been holding people's pay! Not just me... And there's something wrong with the amount...

So far only Kang and Kitty didn't get hold baq... Guess what Kitty told me? "He dare? Everyday I take MC. ..." Power! As for Kang... well... everyone knows he's somebody's favourite =x No offence....

Today as we were finishing our dinner, the brothers came in, return uniform and claim the rest of their pay... SO long ago?? Now den take????? dunno... screw up... They were telling me that the other 2 Js left also because of holding back of pay and incorrect amount recieved...

Anyway... finally see money in the bank... Initially $5+ inside... After cheque banked in I got $48+... I nv tot abt it... It's only after tonight... When that 2 got me thinking.. how come so little? I did worked alot...

Obviously $43 is just about 10hrs pay... And I've definitely worked more than 3 nights a month... Be it after 26 Mar or 1 Apr... I remembered clearly consequtive 3 mondays i've worked in Apr becoz ALL 3 are with boss... then there's 2 times tues immediate next day work... of coz I remember very very clearly 2nd week of Apr I din't work much coz of Tonsils...

I'm not sure how... But I don't think I worked so little in a month... Well... I've spoken to Lau.. Guess it's up to Boss and God... I don't wanna say anymore... This is black and white, if next month's pay is not on time, I'll just resign...

Sometimes WORDS are better than SPEECH...

Actually it's all the time... Except when you're lazy to read... But in that case you'd can't be bothered to listen as well...

I face really really big prob with my speech, I wonder why... It often take me a lot of planning before I start to open my mouth...

Like the time I wanted to "biao bai" to Michelle... But it took me 4 years to open my damn mouth... What did I do? Just thought to myself "I'll never see her again after today, it's now or never...". It got me talking but you guys know the story...

Then there's Job opportunies, where I almost made it as senior in APB or TBC's Captain... All which probably will bring me lot's of wealth, but that's not the case is it?

Also, it's probably the reason why I'm not a founders man. It got me thinking after this retreat, I'm not sore by not being one, but It got me thinking what is the value of a founders' man. If Ah Peh cannot express himself on his qualities, unable to show his potential, or not even a slightest influence, I think he'd be like me.... Not founders' man material... But at least he qualifies to be one, I still lack of NDP badge...

Another incident was the choosing of Church Camp theme song... I knew exactly why "You Are Near" would definitely make it but because I just couldn't find the right words... I let the chance slipped... Even post meeting email did not help...

The list would probably go on and on... What I'm trying to say here - or rather type, is that, please allow me time to speak my mind, I HATE IT when YOU DON'T LISTEN to EVERYTHING I SAY and interupt me with YOUR OWN IDEAS...

I'm not as charismatic, I am slow and have lower self-esteem... SO... Let me speak my mind... Understand me, don't take my speech and judge my words... UNDERSTAND where I'm coming from... Thank You...

I can't catch it....

can't catch what u're saying....
can't catch any hints at all...
can't catch the jokes...
can't catch the show...
can't catch the fun...
can't catch the ball... I let in the stupid goal...

I'm always on the different frequency... Different taste, different preference, different point of view...

I can't agree on certain things, I can't agree on alot of things...

I'm just an alien... Extra, don't blend in...

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Later got Officers' Retreat... I'm not prepared. I lost all my time to other things.... Admin's in a terrible mess. I need to buck up I guess... Adventure on the hand really really weird... Donno wad to tell them also... It's just adventure...

Working on Sat nite... NV worked that shift for a bloody long time... Feel kinda weird... there's probably going to have loads of ppl pouring in... And yea... BOSS OWES ME MY PAY... 15 over days... He sux.... Lau also complain... I guess for him he has revenge... But for US it's really to rely on God's providence and deliverence....

Bros, fall ill le? Hope u 2 have a speedy recovery... Heard u lost ur HP... Wait for ur bdae? Hahas... See wad we can do :)

That time of the year... Again...

Ok... You tell me mid year you stress???

1. This Friday is Vesak Day, not working BUT gotta show what's happening in Admin - total screw up. What I've planned for adventure - which I've not done...

2. Sat is mother's day, suppose to buy something, maybe going out... But I big mouth asked to work... heh...

3. The outing to buy Von's bdae pressie really hit a GREAT deal of damage to my wallet.... Now you can count me as BANKRUPT...

4. Church camp - $188 plus sponsoring Yi Herng - $150... Me and my big mouth... But anyways it's little of what I can do to get him to join us.... Hopefully last min Yi Tien can come too...

Arsenal finished FOURTH!!!!!! Yea... now we've gotta win Barca - pronouced as BAR - CAR as in bahkah... meaning they sure lose one... hahahhahaahs

I need alot alot alot of money... Ken! you owe me a favor.. Jolie! 2 favors! WHAHAHAHS....

going mad, signing off!