Re Sitest...

Finally it's over...

The dreaded thing was a rather fun and memorable experience... It's definitely more fun then field camp but really really more tiring then Field Camp... And it rained the 1st 2 days so it's more uncomfortable and soggy then anything...

Day 1
Packed up everything, leaved Falcon Coy... March all the way to Ulysiss Coy, 7 of us...
Sat there, checked our combat rations, and it was a rather immediate set-off... Kinda shocked me but I guess it's better now or never...
So, 12km route march, Field Pack, SBO, Rifle, Helmet in Long 4... Y_Y
When we reached there, my boots were already soaking wet, along the way wasn't tarmac but mud and sand. I hate it... =(

Pitched basha, have dinner and watch the sky rain on us and tear down our sleeping area... =( my heart sank, cried and wailed... I really wanted to give up... Alone, with nobody I really know, attached to a coy which has a very big reputation for being the strictest and most fierce...

I really felt forsakened by God... Nobody to care for me, everone's against or rather fighting with me (fighting to be no. 1)... God sent rain and made the whole campsite Milo Peng... Though I don't show it but really I was just crying inside... I wanted to fall out and go home...

Collected my stores... I'm detail 3 - LAW Gunner... I had to carry a 6.3kg weapon, other then my own rifle... FOR ALL MY MISSIONS!!! I wanted to die... GOD! HELP ME...

Slept in a muddy field, guarding 2 weapons... water surrounding me, boots soaking wet... Mosquitoes stinging me all over through my long 4... I want to go home... "Hold on" Cry... Hold On... Cry... Slp, wake, hold on...

Day 2
Woke up, still have to do 5BX... The most amount of jumping jacks with rifle on... Everything on - including my LAW tube... 4 km FAST MARCH... T_T Came back SOAKING wet coz of SWEAT...

Split into detail level and whole day went for missions... over the 2km x 2km = 4km² area of stations... T_T
The missions are really tough, mentally, physically... I think the details are classified so I really can't share it here... but trust me... nobody wish to do them... especially in the hot sun and then the heavy downpour... I had fever in the evening...

Sleep... got waken by very cold winds... slp, cry... hold on... wind... snores... hold on...

Day 3
More missions... back up... go home... finally it's over... finally...

no lunch... no rest, no slp... rush like crazy just to catch the 3.30pm fast craft....
can't forget... still remember... cry, hold on... cry, hold on...

I'm all alone... really alone... observing and keeping silent, always alone...