Time pass really fast in the camp.
Once I stepped out, everything stood still...
I'm still the same person, I'm trapped in time and locked in a vacuum away from her...
No reason to meet, no reason to speak. Just like what we've predicted...
You may forget about it, I know I won't... No at least until I die... Look at what we've become...
God! Why this torture?
"I love you... I always will... No matter what happens... It'll endure forever..."
I'm rejected by the Air Force for the post of AOSS - Air Operation Systems Specialist, which is kinda a good thing, coz it confirms my name is in the WSO (C3) & Pilot category. But the drawback is if I fail the pilot test or fall short of getting into OCS then I can't get into the Air Force no matter wad...
I want to carve out my future, what I feel will be good for me... I am held back by my values - to allow God to lead me... On the other hand I feel I'm not worthy or good enough to serve God in His ministry...
Pilot or Teacher? I have until monday to think about it.
Pilot interview will be immediate when I book in...
"What do I do to make you love me...? To make you care... To make you want me..."
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