My 1st time...

Haiz... Now's 5:45pm in the evening, and I'm in school...

Today start school at 8AM... suppose to end at 9PM!!! What the heck...

Heh, at least all the lessons we are gonna face computers :) (hmmm.... ain't tat bad for health?).
Well, this's the 1st time that I am blogging in school... Haiz.. Whole class doing proj, I already finished and I'm the guy doing alone...

Well, today a bit sad, lost me thumbdrive... 128MB wan... sianz... not the price but the stuff inside...

Ok, having dinner soon...

This stupid bar...

Ugh!!! the stupid navbar is blocking my post's title and date!!! crappy... & so disorted also!!!

It is finished...

Yes... It's been done, I've got my PDL!!! (Provisional Driving License). No big deal but at least I can try to drive a car :)

Yes, I've also changed my blog's skin... Nice, but a little too small...

As for those who hate music... and not forgetting those whose comps are lag, no more music for my blog :(

Today was a sinful day :(

Tag-Board DOWN!!!!!!!

sob* sob* What happen??? sob* sob*

Isolation

Shut off from family, ignored by classmates, persecuted from fools, entertained by brothers/sisters.

Daily intereaction with computer, bible, Jesus... I can't take it anymore...

Doesn't make sense. 35 Project work do alone, 34 project gave up advantage so that I am as good as doing alone. Indeed "...love not the world..."

Damn messenger is down.

Workplace sux like hell tonight. Sadz day... will remember today...

Kat's birthday..

Bunch of *^%&$&#

I was left out...
Treated as if I was invisible...

"PRIIIANNNGG~"

Wow... my mirror dropped from the wall and smashed into 2 pieces!!! Sianz 1/2... now cannot style hair in my room... go all the way to my kitchen -_-'

Chinese superstition say mirror break by itself is bad omen... hmm....

Today so sianz, suppose to go to mum office and work but den couldn't wake up... the whole day spent on playing maple... finally lvl 20 but wad's the use?

Ate overnite pizzas for lunch and dinner.. super sianz...

Went out and meet LZH & HJY, dunno why the uninvited CGZ came and became a nusance... Kaoz... disturb nvm, eat my food!!! (Leo doesn't share food!!!) =x

Came back after tat and played HALO 2.. Super shiok... complete liao but the ending "sibei" sux...

So here's the sypnosis of HALO 2...

Chief returned from the 1st HALO after destroying it, Kotana was upgraded (more sexy and witty) Chief's suit also, less functions actually... Covenant attacked earth's forces and the fight began...

The covenant had conflicts amoung themselves, the main reason the covenant fought with humans over HALO was to take over the galaxy by using HALO as a weapon (actually it's not a weapon but a precaution for killing the flood), but some found out that thier prophets were just trying to kill everyone so that they alone may live. The Orbitor found out and together with the elites they worked together with Chief and the human forces...

Captain Keyes (not the old man, his daughter) stopped HALO from killing the entire galaxy but it sent out a beacon to all the other HALOs out there, now all the HALOs are on standby to recieve a remote signal so as to activate TOTAL destruction...

I'm not sure but Captain Keyes, The Orbitor and Sarge thinks the remote control is where the Prophets and Brutes are heading to..(btw it's earth, and Chief's onboard) It seems that the creature in the deep sea on HALO is helping them but Kortana said that it used both of them so the flood can attack High Charity and board the Tower.. (confused liao).

When Commander(dunno wad name) picked up the Tower's signal he asked his men to attack it. But Chief was there. So Commander asked Chief:

"What the hell are you doing in that ship??!!"
"Ending this fight" replied Chief...

and then the credits came out... I thought still got somemore but heck I waited so long then finish liao... I think I waste S$69.90 for a story to tell me to wait for the next episode...

What a bad ending...

Fed-up...

Sob... Yesterday wanted to blog but guess I was too tired..

Mum kept telling me to resign... I promised her to ask my manager so when to work yesterday and prepare to ask during dinner... I dunno what the heck happen but some big mouth told Lau beforehand... and got a lot of trouble... Wanted to resign end of the month but Lau though I wanna quit straight away...

He told me not to resign and will reserve a space for me until mum let me off... sign... very confused... Now my mum thought I still have to work, den scold me and tell me not to help her anymore... den schdule in restaurant cut until like not working... Crazy... might as well find another job...

It was sad though when i kept thinking if I had to resign... I was so moody last night that even when Lau offered me my favourite coleslaw I didn't want to eat... I just kept doing work and work and work...

Ugh.... now what do I do? stay at home and rot??? den if go back work mum not happy, nv go back stay at home stare... worst, play comp till go blind... God pls help...

I think I'll let God decide on this... Soooooooo fed-up

It's over, it's finally over...

Phew! Recruitment's over, orientation parade supposedly is next week and it's platoon's 17 game. I'm outta the pic :)

Mum wants me to resign, to help out with her, I doubt I'll get less pay if I go help her... But I guess it's not about the pay...

Hmm, today went to buy presents for baby Jadyn! Nice stuffs for babies actually, hmm.. I wonder if they have car bottle cooler? hahax!

My comp is giving me prob again... I think it's the RAM.... I knew that $175 was too good to be true... Kept on crashing without reason.... Time to change ba!

Today's worship was kinda smoothe, a little too smoothe ba, at 1 point see they all a bit sianz, but then I think I did not bad =P

Thks for all the bros and sis for praying, been better now! Amen!

God has weird plans...

Today was CCA open house. 1 year ago I was appointed chairman of this important event.

I felt that it was God's calling for me to draw new harvest, new blood for our ministry. Very eager, I tried to plan things early so as to not mess God's work... Without knowing what was God's plan for me I dived deep into work straight away.

Everytime when I think of the open house I would have pray to God. "Jesus, I will leave everything to You..." I learnt to rely on God but I felt that I couldn't just say rely on God but do nothing, so I held countless unofficial meetings to check how things were going...

My assistant chairman was the most disappointing. Perhaps he did not realise the importance of recruitment or that was his style of doing things. I really felt that he do not know how to prioritise his work and doesn't take up his responsibility well.

I am also disappointed with the committee, with platoon 17. Whenever I called for a meeting there will not be 100% attendence. Yes I might be demanding, yes I can be very intimidating at times but I will not bear to force anyone to do what they don't like, perhaps that's my weak point. At that very moment I knew I lost control of them all.

I was impressed with my skit IC, pioneering IC, booth IC and even my banner IC! Especially my banner IC, even though he's not in the country but once he was back he really got to work. Whatever he was not sure of he asked. My pioneering IC had took me by surprise, he rose up to occasions and stood in as the assistant chairperson. I think I owe my skit IC an apology, my frustration got at him the other day we were rehearsing. I regretted that.

Among the midst of plannings and rehearsing, I thank God for a teacher in charge to be willing to help out, to be there when we needed to alias with the school...

Throughout the whole event, my only thought was for me to bring in harvest, to attract as much as possible, to glorify the kingdom of God, but I was very wrong.

The plan of God was revealed to me today. I didn't attend the open house. I could not get information from the committee on how the thing went. I almost want to cry and ask God why this agony? I was hit very hard when I look back at all the things I've done for the open house. All I did was to demand and demand, I did not teach the boys well. They would not have learn anything from me. Head to toe, I was doing the job of a staff sargeant. I am not suppose to aliase with the school, I'm not suppose to be in school ensuring the skit goes well, not suppose to be at the scene where they are in charge.

God taught me that I should of all things let platoon 17 learn. Learn how to rely on His strength, learn how to pray, learn how to give thanks... I think I failed God this time.

Brothers and sisters in Christ, please pray for the new boys. God has already shown me His plans. Pray that platoon 17 will seek God and learn. Amen

Left Right Center

Today is such a crappy day...

Woke up with my throat full of crap and sore like dunno wad. Till now pain like s***.
Went to school and found out I never really miss out much even though I was sick the previous week.

The marketing lecture was trying to be funny again, I wish some1 would go up to her and give her 2 tight slap, ask her to wake up her idea. She's there to teach, not to entertain...

Halfway during her class need to go in and out in and out to listen to calls... Kaoz.. is listen to earful of Left Right Center... Kena here and there...

Recruitment I settle until swee swee, no stress no probs. Then pop out this 1st parade, cause me to do a lot of last min things.. Hello! I schooling also leh... Boys also schooling... Den the school also c*** up wan... recruitment date set liao everything not set, no procedures, no timing, nothing at all... how to plan? Only a genius like me can do it man....

Now start to cough like mad... The music shop say change management, den the guitar hard case ask me to look elsewhere, wad the c***, if I know got other place why I go and ask you all to hunt for me??!! Grrr...

Also dun wanna stress the younger boys, they got sch work and loads to juggle, their juggling skils not as good as mine... Late nite ask them to do things not good... Pray that nothing will go wrong for the 1st parade, especially the new batch of boys, later dunno what impression they get for BB, "Every week we go parade sing songs, see principal sign doc, den we go play games and go home..."

Coughed again... I need a break, a really good long break, no comps, no work, no
BB. Just me and my bible...

God, pray You'll heal me of my ugliness, my anger and hate. Pray that You'll heal my health and restore strength in me. Pray for the BB ministry that no matter what the outcome of the event is, those whom You led to us we will bring them to You. I ask and pray all of theses in Jesus' name. Amen