Almost killed someone...

Those of you who didn't see me in parade today will want to read on....

On my way to school. I was driving off as normally. An ant - a big one. Green in color appeared out of no where on my steering wheel.

What's the most natural human reaction?

I brushed it off... It fell onto my chest and the immediate human reaction is definitely to brush it of again.

By the time I looked up I already ran into a pedal cyclist.....

For the 1st time in my life I understood the words "uncontrollable trembling". Amazingly, I actually swerved the whole car within 2 lanes to make a U-turn and dashed out to his help.

Too late I thought. He's bleeding at the forehead. I almost wanted to cry. I was in FULL-U... I suspect that if it were any of you, you'll probably panic....

Took out my phone, kept asking him if he's ok. He kept saying he's ok and asking me why I didn't see him. I just asked him to lie down and not move. A passerby stopped and helped me wash his blood off.

How bloody hard it is to key 3 numbers on the keypad when your hands can't stop trembling and I'm using a freaking small phone.... 995.

"Hello! Accident on woodlands street 13, head injury, please come NOW! Yes, behind the swimming pool."

Ambulance came in like 7 mins. packed everything in and left me waiting for Traffic Police...

The exact word of how I feel is "un-expressible" in english... Maybe "Sang ko" can bring out a little of the meaning.. TP came. Very glad it's a familliar face....... Immediately my fears were relieved and became into worry...

My poly class chairperson. Traffic Police. Ah....................... Good to have friends.

Made the situation easier to swallow and handle... Directed to Ubi to make a report and take down my statement. Now it all lies with the cyclist... My fate is in the hands of a thai worker...

Thanks Hui for accompanying me. Thanks for being there to try cheering me up. Felt better with you around.

I'll never forget...

Kara with Kat, radio in car, MTV at home, youtube on the net. This song just keep coming back to me... What's up man? Am I missing you or you're praying for something?

I miss singing to you and hearing you sing this song...

Maybe there are valid reasons to why people are making so much comments on your upcoming relationship.

Trust me, I'll never forget mine and it's gonna hurt like crazy. The holes will never be filled up. They'll be there haunting you... Just like this and many other songs...

Wishlist~

Right... Sher and Velle asked me what I wanted for my birthday... Seriously, if I was buying a gift for Mr. Leonard Chia, I'll be damn FAN! Coz I also dunno what he wans!

So I went window shopping and try to find what I wanted... Let's see...

1. Xbox 360 Game: Assasin's Creed
2. Xbox 360 Accesory: AV HDMI Cable
3. Phiten Titanium Pillow/Back support/Waist support
4. Anything PUMA
5. Arsenal Jersey
6. Office Chair

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7. Wireless Keyboard
8. Wireless Mouse
9. Canon S5 IS Digital SLR Camera
10. 66 Books of the Bible in DVD video
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I think item 5 can leave it to von and lazy. hahas.

Many things to update...

Right, so long and soooo much to tell. Where do I start? Hmm...
I guess with the happy stuff 1st!

Righty, good news! I'm visiting Caleb on the 14th March, will be back on the 31st March. If you all need to pass him anything can just pass them on to me. I'll transfer it to him =)

Hmm...

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Birthday this year was kinda numb I think.... Coz I didn't had a party, there was no cake and erm, celebrations was a no as well. But I thank God coz I spent my day with gorgeous Kat and Angelia. Kbox in the morning, lunch in cine, shopping @ paragon and far east. Went to Upper Selatar Reservoir, had a good chat with Kat. The scenery was just sooo comfortable and romantic. Ahhh....

Met up with Angelia again to watch Kungfu Dunk. Hilarious!!! What a good movie. Finally a movie that's good in 2008! Sent them home. Dead beat...

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Movie screening @ Gliderz. Very bad response. Coz majority of all the youths were at the Singspiration Leader thingy. Can see that Martin was pretty disappointed. But we couldn't help it.

After that we went to eat dinner @ Changi Village. The journey on the way was a pretty engaging one... It reminded me of one of the sermons: "Christians have to literally throw away "being naive" and start "living" in this world so that we can understand how to live as Christians." Couldn't agree more... haiz...

It seems that almost every week we're going to the airport recently. Forsee that March there'll be a huge group not around - Cambodia Mission team, Me, Von & Lizhi. Hmmm...

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Ok... Next's up, my Shanghai trip!

Cool place to go, I meant COLD. Total went for 8 days and we've covered 7 places!

Day 1 -> Shanghai: QiPuLu Street, Xiaolongbaos, peanut candies, starbucks & Ramen
Day 2 -> Su Zhou: Girls, scenery, street foods, scenery and more scenery, Han Shan temple
Day 3 -> NanJing: Stones, Girls, scenery, museum, BRIDGE!!! huge huge BRIDGE!
Day 4 -> Wu Xi: Clam, Pearls, Tea, Clay, Teapots, LAKE! Giangtic LAKE!
Day 5 -> Hang Zhou: LAKE! again... Huge lake. Lake ride, Acrobatic "Musical"
Day 6 -> Yi Wu: Nothing.... All the shops closed..... Stayed in hotel to watch TV... zzz
Day 7 -> Xi Hu: Tom Cruise! MI3! Ancient town, scenery, river boat ride! Cool!
Day 8 -> Shanghai: Pearl tower, Shanghai Bund, Home sweet home...

Will post photos here

phew.. long post....

Shanghai here I come!

Alrighty! I'm here in Changi Airport right now. Using the free internet access. Kinda cool. So i guess I'll be seeing you guys in a week's time =)

Happy Chinese New Year to all! I'm expecting a super nice belated birthday bash when I come back. Hahaha.

Okie, 12mins more to use... Happy Holidays!

Arsenal ROCKS!

Came back from the Bah Kwa BBQ. Ugh... very very the gerlat (if that's how u spell it).

I think I regretted ordering 2kg. it's super huge and alot. Considering I won't be home for the whole of CNY, the lump of meat probably gonna be resting at home waiting and yearning to be eaten.

Work in the morning sux. Just sux.....

Reunion Dinner last night. Somehow this year's dinner was kinda different. There's alot more communication between everyone. Qian's grow to be a very beautiful girl. Good for her. Still gotta pray for her Spiritual growth.

After dinner was Chinatown shopping with Kat n Angelia! I bought a beautiful shirt. Really magnificent. Almost majestic if not for my round shape. =( I didn't get slp last night and slp thru after work. Kat and Angelia really ar.... Crazy. Planned for our overseas trip. May be Phuket or Bintan again.

The BBQ today was kinda "longtimenvdothis". Missed doing this kind of thing actually. When will we be doing this again? Hmmm.

Arsenal really didn't disappoint. Maybe Senderos did. Terrible marking. Haiz. At least we won't. But letting in a goal like tat is really terrible.

Man utd drew. We're TOP of the TABLE!!! YAY. Go spurs! Indeed our WORTHY derby rivals.

Now we're waiting for Liverpool to win! Catch up with stupid Man utd, push them all the way to the relegation zone! HAHA!

Here's a dedicated post. Adios.

Sometimes liking someone doesn't mean you have to be with the person. I guess as long as he/she is happy and you know it, it'll be just as well.

When we hammer the nails into the wall it hurts. Sorry to hammer any nails. Think I did 1 or 2. I know even when the nails are removed the damage is done. The hole's still there. Forever. There's nothing we can do about that.

Was asked what am I going to do... I asked back, what can I do? I didn't even think about it until I was asked... Why you'd asked? Why....?

You still believe? I think it is. Whatever you believe it should be true. I don't believe that your heart is there. I never believed that. Perhaps another, not there.

Thank God for work, it's coming in loads and hoards and throngs. So it'll take my mind off things.
I just understand how it is.

Bottomline. I understand. Bon Voyage.