Week 3 of PTP

Time pass really fast in the camp.

Once I stepped out, everything stood still...
I'm still the same person, I'm trapped in time and locked in a vacuum away from her...
No reason to meet, no reason to speak. Just like what we've predicted...
You may forget about it, I know I won't... No at least until I die... Look at what we've become...
God! Why this torture?

"I love you... I always will... No matter what happens... It'll endure forever..."

I'm rejected by the Air Force for the post of AOSS - Air Operation Systems Specialist, which is kinda a good thing, coz it confirms my name is in the WSO (C3) & Pilot category. But the drawback is if I fail the pilot test or fall short of getting into OCS then I can't get into the Air Force no matter wad...

I want to carve out my future, what I feel will be good for me... I am held back by my values - to allow God to lead me... On the other hand I feel I'm not worthy or good enough to serve God in His ministry...

Pilot or Teacher? I have until monday to think about it.
Pilot interview will be immediate when I book in...

"What do I do to make you love me...? To make you care... To make you want me..."

Back from Tekong!

I'm back!!! Erm, sceduled to be back on friday evening, but I'm here now... I'm on ATN-C status... Had high fever in the morning... Scared the shits out of my bunk mates.

Day 1
Booked in, so scary, we're the Leadership & Welfare batch. There's nth to do on e 1st day except collecting of stuffs & changing them...

Day 2
All of us we're feeling weird coz there's not training and we had like 4 meals a day, hearty meals rich in proteins & carbos... I've gained 4kg on the 1st day... T_T

Day 3
Finally got training, too sudden! Muscle aches everywhere... Thank God I was prepared with medicated plasters. Counter pain... Made it better...

Day 4
Wake up with pain all over, took Tentanous, Polio & Malaria Jab... Very very painful, more aches to the already ached shoulder muscles...

Day 5
I'm the only guy in my bunk that can do 6 chin ups... Even though I'm not the fittest... Whole platoon think i very fit den it's tat point i know i need to stay low profile..

Day 6
Ordinary day... Miss her alot... I think it's also today I bought the SAF Group Insurance...

Day 7, 8, 9
Basically routines, training, gym, foot drills, talk... Lot's of rest days...
Bunk strength from 13 reduced to 5. Almost all sick. There's one out of training (OOT).

Day 10
Training starts to become fiercer... Less free times... Stupid officers are same age as me... the SGTs are just like 1yr ahead of us... I know I'll definitely be better then them...

Day 11
Was selected to go to CMPB to take a Fighter Pilot test. Me and 18 others. The aspect of becoming a WSO (C3) or Pilot was very intriguing, I hope I pass the test. I would love to fly... The test was difficult and the whole day I was out at CMPB... I miss Singapore... hahas...

Day 12
Here I am... Sick and bloggin... Have to stay home in case the Company call to check. Parents not home. Nobody knows. Haha.. They'll be shocked I'm at home...
I missed the 2nd route march with dummy rifle... I've already drawn out my real M16... I love the sound of the clicks clicks and bangs bangs... Hahas...

So... here I am... I miss ue damn much... Days without ue are tough and hard to get by... I wonder if ue ever missed me, would ue ever think of me like I've been thinking of ue...

after almost one week of stay out of "earth"

i would say first 2 days in tekong was like chalet.. what you do would be just eating and resting and eating and resting.. nothing else.. no trainings or what so ever.. however, the third day onwards was physical training and all.. now i feel aches everywhere..

pass my IPPT and also.. i completed my first route march!! things are fun.. but i do miss her terribly.. another 7 more days before i can come out of this "not like earth" place.. i miss everyone..

well.. dont think that i'm losing weight as i'm eating 4 meals a day.. not eating is a chargeble offence.. so i've just gotta eat.. think that's all.. another 7 days.. i'll wait patiently.. haha..

I will miss you terribly...

I will miss ue...
It would be hell...
I will miss ue much...

ALL brothers and sisters, I need you help... Please pray very very hard for me during my NS period. Pray that I would adapt very very well to it.

I'm going in tml... Damn. it's so fast... so fast... I hope I'll come out fast as well...

Sakura International Buffet

Family bought me to eat Buffet...
I loved it...
Hope to bring her there one day... Very romantic place...

During eating we finally had some discussions...
Suddenly mum ask me to start combine account with dad...
I stunt... Reject coz I'm my own steward of my money... There's tithing and lot's of things I need to consider...
Mum accused me of wanting to start account with her...
I stunt again... It's so unclear whether if we can be 2gether or not... She think too much le...

Visit www.leoccl86pics.blogspot.com for the pics of the buffet... damn nice...

6020 pics...

Went to Sakura International Buffet yesterday... Alot of things... $24 per head, well worth it.

Durian puffs, Peppermint Choc cheese cake, Mochi ice cream, mochi sticks..

Chk satay, muttion satay...

Abalone!!! Order all you wan!!!

Baked Oysters with Bacon bits, clams, fruit salads...

My brother took raw oyster...

Sushi, pizzas...

Crab claw, breaded prawns... So nice...

Every table orders the paper steamboat with herbal soup...

Har kow, dim sum, char siew bao...

Sharks' fin soup, beef steak, lamp chop, cream chk, grilled salmon...
Wad a great meal... There's more food but too little time to take photos...

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I'm finally passed out...

3/4 mile parade.

Thanks to YeeTien, Clement, Joanne, Sophia and Mr. See for planning such a fun filled event.

I did not enjoyed the race, coz I was one of the station master...
I did not enjoyed the BBQ, coz I was the one setting it up... Got burnt along the way...
I did not enjoyed the food, coz I bought them and I had little to eat...
I did not enjoyed the awards presentation, coz I'm passed out as a Primer... I miss the BB and GB already...

We were told to prepare our speech... But end up no time... I really felt very sad especially when the guys cheered on "Botak Chia! Botak Chia!"...

During the clear up i really sad myself down and really wanted to take a good look at Sembwang Secondary 1 last time... But I know it's not possible coz it's too late... 8 yrs in this school... From that little rascal to a BB Primer... Thank You God for bringing me so far.

Though I didn't enjoy any of the part but I really really am happy I was able to be in it - My last BB activity...

I'll miss everyone... Miss the officers, the Boys, Alvin & Teng Long, YiTien & Clement. I'll miss "lao po" & Teddy Bear, miss Pastor Joyann... Miss everyone in the wonderful family...

I think the guys might be a little happy coz no more SCL Leonard to scream and shout at them anymore... Hahas... Sorry guys for being so fierce to you all... Hope you all understand...