Haiz... After tat "councelling" session yesterday I sort of understand a little be more if myself...
Just like what I typed in the intro, I don't like to show my feelings... So much so that I cover myself up so much that I don't realise it.
Today was such a great challenge for me to go to work. I had to act normal and try to "be open" as suggested... Hmmm.. I guess it's really difficult to work while you're not concentrating... For a start, I took wrong orders... Throughout the night there were many hiccups here and there. I dropped the cups with water(thank God it was before the sink!), I ran my cup of peach coke with lemon into the transparent plexi-glass(thank God again that it did not spilled into the computer but only the floor...). I was starting to think about things and then I realised that I've been drying the cutlerys for about 30 mins!!!
Well, guess I'm pretty much disturbed about it... "Couseller" told me that I was "prim and proper" person, which I think is a very nice way of saying that I'm very boring... Guess I am... Haiz.. No wonder the "attacker" did not liked me. Kekeke. Only can accept it loh, I guess it's true bah... See the guys always have fun with each other but I don't seemed to click with them. At least there's "yao yao" =X
Heh, been crappy lately... Wanna buy this buy that, go here go there but then no $$$. Grr.... lend out my book then never return me... 1 whole year le!!! Ask to borrow book can bring the wrong book to borrow, haiz...
Heheh! This X'mas is gonna be so great! Planned by the pioneers, the young bloods, the head honcho... Us! Wee... Yeah, I already know what I'm getting and who's it is for loh... Unless he don't want me to take - sianz loh.
Ugh.. Recruitment is so, so so near. I haven't see my assistant chairman for so so so long. I don't even know if he knows what we have been doing so far. He's gonna get it from me if he doesn't know what to do. Hmmm... does that sound like the old me? Err... alright hor? Cause is BB things mah, must be more strict =X
Whoof... School re-opening soon leh... No time for things leh... Really must thank God, I've passed every single module! Not 1 I failed... hehehe thank God :) Stress, nearer and nearer to year 3, I still don't see the path this course is leading me. I can only see 2 choices to take next year, Multimedia if not Programming. Ugh, I dread Programing, but then it's the only "tan jia" line I can go into... Never mind, I'll leave it to God to decide, He WILL lead!
Yikes! look at the time! Gotta go! cya! bye! Sad day indeed...
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