What happen to you...? So different... Why like that?
Hey, don't worry, I know it's hard. Sometimes ppl fall, but it's probably a time to see how you stand up from there. You won't be on your own, God will be there, you frens are always there. If you need help, just ask. I know I'll help you =) Din't expect you would react that way, guess it's really a blow to you. Hope you'll be strong.
Sometimes, you just gotta let go. Erm, grab that notebook and throw everything in. Let it all out! You're not going to think abt him anymore! Look forward ok? You gotta concentrate on ur exams now.
Ugh!!! Why fall sick? Too bad then... Maybe some other time. Really hope to meet u for dinner. So much to catch up.
28th:
Went to sch as normal. After that we had Lo Hei again. What the heck, I was suppose to sing and entertain AETI wing... -_-'' Never even pay me want me to sing. Hahas. Had alot of food. Had quite alot of fun. Though didn't have free flow of booze but free flow of coke and juice was fine.
1st:
Suppose to have dinner, what happened? Gotta take care ok? Also dunno what happened to you. lol. too much new year goodies ba. hahas.
End up go shopping, bought a pair of new Addidas shoe! So nice =)
2nd:
Class on only for 1/2 a day. The 2nd half we went to Cheshire Home for the Severely Disabled. Wow, it's those kind of home you normally see on TV, where the ppl are really really poor things. Though there are cleaners, but they don't really clean the more personal stuff like their mirrors, the fans in their room, windows etc.
We were tasked to clean the windows, really big difference before & after. Somehow the ppl there are pretty rude and straightforward but think they feel frustrated being stucked to a chair all day or the rest of their lives.
Encik Seetoh really very nice person, even though his rank so high, still he came down personally and help fix one of the patient's bed. Respect.
After that we went park lane Dota-ing. hahas. I think Nick frustrated over me playing Dota, everytime wanna go out I'm playing Dota. lolx
Yesterday:
Parade, nth much for me to do. I haven't give my answer if I wanna come back as officer. The responsibilities. The fear of commiting the same mistake again. I don't wanna let anybody down again.
Today:
Late for service, had to send mum to office 1st. Sembawang shop close again. Haiz... I'm really gonna miss it.
Went to beach road. *&#&#(&%!@##! No parking lots... turn round and roung wasting petrol... After that went to park lane. Dota again. lolx.
Time for you to learn to reconise the roads and how to go from places to places.
Dinner at Yishun. Ugh. Overspent, still need to cut hair. Gonna get scolding for long hair. =p Time to slp... Tml still nid to work =(
The weeks pass so fast... Where are we heading? Nobody knows... Really. I though it'll be happy, it'll be fun, but it's all so different. I know it wasn't me alone who change. I haven't done much. Still waiting...
