The Attacker...

Yoz! I'm back :)

Relationships... Time and space can heal a broken relationship, it can also wreck a perfectly good relationship...

That's what I've learnt from a Taiwanese show... A little awkward but I guess TVs serials do portray some true stuffs.....

I've been emotionally down ever since that chalet... Thinking bout lot's of things only 3 hours after the chalet, I guess it really made a huge impact on me...

Damn! It's her! The invasion have begun... All day long it is fighting a battle, holding for ground, holding on to sanity and reality... Trying all ways to ease the pain... Perhaps to reveal everything was the only way, but that would cause the war... It did not dared to make the approach, but her endless and on-going attacks were putting the toil on it...

I received my orders and had to go to work immediately.... AArrrgghh!!! Flashes of images, she appeared again!!! Just as no one would have thought, it happened... The second wave of attacks, hitting it even harder... Abstract as it all may sound, I was fighting a battle.... An endless battle... Suddenly a new player entered the game, even amist the chaos and havoc, another 'she' was there... This time it became even more serious... It invaded her and hide there for a while until the 1st attacker had worn out...

Hours passed... All was quiet, maybe she had gave up... Even the new player disappeared, but then the agony and destruction left by the attacker had it ringing in it's ears... The sorrows and pain wailed, they cried for others ease their pain, but all the others could only amplify what was already hurt...

I could only sleep, that was the only option.... The 1st thing I thought of when I woke up was her... She invaded my mind, attacked me... Waves of ruthlessness brought me over my senses, it seems as though it'll never end.... I tried to shun but I couldn't bear... It was madness, pure agony... Them amplification took off in an abrupt but lasting manner and I was already screaming by then... Why me? God! Help! It cannot be!!!

I called, I've shared, I've tried all ways to understand the situation... The attacker had a new tactic, it was playing in the league of it's own, a different era.... I could not understand it... I surrendered to her on that fateful night, all went well and it seems peace was the only outcome... It was my worst decision so far, just as all it's guards were down, she attacked again!!! It was only a night's rest, yet the attacker was hungry for more, she was vicious with her bites and snaps this time and the howling were further extended, no one saw her like this before...

At this time, I already fell back and gave up... I stood up for nothing and found it already in a state where nothing could be done... This time at least it found an ally, it learnt a lot in the 3 days of agony... All that it has learnt it used it with it's ally, suddenly the amplified howls and wails were gone, help have arrived... It was time for STRIKE-BACK...

Whoa... Did I typed this? Real abstract eh?
Hope you guys will understand... I know the attacker won't ever understand...

God Bless!
Leo

The Class

The class... That's me in the center :)

Footwear

Hey blog!
Watzup? Been a very very long time since I've authored here....

Life's been rather gd.. Xcept for some messy emotions early these May...
Shall not talk bout it... :)

Went to the chalet with my class!! Boy was it boring and real emotional for me...
Here's my thought through the chalet, I guess it's rather good for sharing :)

Staring at the shoes outside the door, without sleep and rest, I creep towards the door trying not to wake Rubz... "All of us are juz like our footwear, mine and Suki's stands out the most, brightest and some sort cleanest" 1st thought came to my mind "We're the light of the world, Christians, pure and rather innocent..." but then still some difference can be noted.

Looking at Henry's basketball shoes shows a lot... "He's so loyal, very conservative, doesn't show emotions easily... Tends to hide himself...." "Tecky's sports shoes tells a lot bout him, average boy, very normal, very very ordinary..."

Bowing my head I prayed for a while, the love of my life, I thanked God for putting me here so I could see this... "Eggy's sandals - sophisticated and has depth, no wonder he's the class rep..." further on as if I'm not tired enough I reached Yong's slippers... "Carefree, doesn't really care what others' views on him neither does he try to view others..." the villain comes out dark at night, but at 5++ am I'm alone, not afraid... "Darren's sandals are very overprotecting, never like to show any feelings or emotions at all, when probed, it'll bounce back at you... Super rigid, both owner and shoe..." Villians come, villains go...

Friends stays forever... "Sida and Rubz's classy and stylish slippers are fashionable but to the average, it's ordinary, to the attentive its every detail tells a story... True but ordinary." I struggle to stay awake and thought of more shoes worthy to look at... "Hui's simpleness and upfront got me admiring his sandals..." Suki by this time have already woke up and slept and wake again for numerous times... I couldn't help but try to get her to sleep and continue evaluating...

"Her angelic and pure, innocent and elegant sandals... So different from mine, rough and uncultured though as similar points - flexible and comfortable, rather easy going..."

God Bless!
Leo...

The Chalet...

The chalet....