Almost killed someone...

Those of you who didn't see me in parade today will want to read on....

On my way to school. I was driving off as normally. An ant - a big one. Green in color appeared out of no where on my steering wheel.

What's the most natural human reaction?

I brushed it off... It fell onto my chest and the immediate human reaction is definitely to brush it of again.

By the time I looked up I already ran into a pedal cyclist.....

For the 1st time in my life I understood the words "uncontrollable trembling". Amazingly, I actually swerved the whole car within 2 lanes to make a U-turn and dashed out to his help.

Too late I thought. He's bleeding at the forehead. I almost wanted to cry. I was in FULL-U... I suspect that if it were any of you, you'll probably panic....

Took out my phone, kept asking him if he's ok. He kept saying he's ok and asking me why I didn't see him. I just asked him to lie down and not move. A passerby stopped and helped me wash his blood off.

How bloody hard it is to key 3 numbers on the keypad when your hands can't stop trembling and I'm using a freaking small phone.... 995.

"Hello! Accident on woodlands street 13, head injury, please come NOW! Yes, behind the swimming pool."

Ambulance came in like 7 mins. packed everything in and left me waiting for Traffic Police...

The exact word of how I feel is "un-expressible" in english... Maybe "Sang ko" can bring out a little of the meaning.. TP came. Very glad it's a familliar face....... Immediately my fears were relieved and became into worry...

My poly class chairperson. Traffic Police. Ah....................... Good to have friends.

Made the situation easier to swallow and handle... Directed to Ubi to make a report and take down my statement. Now it all lies with the cyclist... My fate is in the hands of a thai worker...

Thanks Hui for accompanying me. Thanks for being there to try cheering me up. Felt better with you around.

I'll never forget...

Kara with Kat, radio in car, MTV at home, youtube on the net. This song just keep coming back to me... What's up man? Am I missing you or you're praying for something?

I miss singing to you and hearing you sing this song...

Maybe there are valid reasons to why people are making so much comments on your upcoming relationship.

Trust me, I'll never forget mine and it's gonna hurt like crazy. The holes will never be filled up. They'll be there haunting you... Just like this and many other songs...

Wishlist~

Right... Sher and Velle asked me what I wanted for my birthday... Seriously, if I was buying a gift for Mr. Leonard Chia, I'll be damn FAN! Coz I also dunno what he wans!

So I went window shopping and try to find what I wanted... Let's see...

1. Xbox 360 Game: Assasin's Creed
2. Xbox 360 Accesory: AV HDMI Cable
3. Phiten Titanium Pillow/Back support/Waist support
4. Anything PUMA
5. Arsenal Jersey
6. Office Chair

*EDITED*
7. Wireless Keyboard
8. Wireless Mouse
9. Canon S5 IS Digital SLR Camera
10. 66 Books of the Bible in DVD video
*EDITED*

I think item 5 can leave it to von and lazy. hahas.

Many things to update...

Right, so long and soooo much to tell. Where do I start? Hmm...
I guess with the happy stuff 1st!

Righty, good news! I'm visiting Caleb on the 14th March, will be back on the 31st March. If you all need to pass him anything can just pass them on to me. I'll transfer it to him =)

Hmm...

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Birthday this year was kinda numb I think.... Coz I didn't had a party, there was no cake and erm, celebrations was a no as well. But I thank God coz I spent my day with gorgeous Kat and Angelia. Kbox in the morning, lunch in cine, shopping @ paragon and far east. Went to Upper Selatar Reservoir, had a good chat with Kat. The scenery was just sooo comfortable and romantic. Ahhh....

Met up with Angelia again to watch Kungfu Dunk. Hilarious!!! What a good movie. Finally a movie that's good in 2008! Sent them home. Dead beat...

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Movie screening @ Gliderz. Very bad response. Coz majority of all the youths were at the Singspiration Leader thingy. Can see that Martin was pretty disappointed. But we couldn't help it.

After that we went to eat dinner @ Changi Village. The journey on the way was a pretty engaging one... It reminded me of one of the sermons: "Christians have to literally throw away "being naive" and start "living" in this world so that we can understand how to live as Christians." Couldn't agree more... haiz...

It seems that almost every week we're going to the airport recently. Forsee that March there'll be a huge group not around - Cambodia Mission team, Me, Von & Lizhi. Hmmm...

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Ok... Next's up, my Shanghai trip!

Cool place to go, I meant COLD. Total went for 8 days and we've covered 7 places!

Day 1 -> Shanghai: QiPuLu Street, Xiaolongbaos, peanut candies, starbucks & Ramen
Day 2 -> Su Zhou: Girls, scenery, street foods, scenery and more scenery, Han Shan temple
Day 3 -> NanJing: Stones, Girls, scenery, museum, BRIDGE!!! huge huge BRIDGE!
Day 4 -> Wu Xi: Clam, Pearls, Tea, Clay, Teapots, LAKE! Giangtic LAKE!
Day 5 -> Hang Zhou: LAKE! again... Huge lake. Lake ride, Acrobatic "Musical"
Day 6 -> Yi Wu: Nothing.... All the shops closed..... Stayed in hotel to watch TV... zzz
Day 7 -> Xi Hu: Tom Cruise! MI3! Ancient town, scenery, river boat ride! Cool!
Day 8 -> Shanghai: Pearl tower, Shanghai Bund, Home sweet home...

Will post photos here

phew.. long post....

Shanghai here I come!

Alrighty! I'm here in Changi Airport right now. Using the free internet access. Kinda cool. So i guess I'll be seeing you guys in a week's time =)

Happy Chinese New Year to all! I'm expecting a super nice belated birthday bash when I come back. Hahaha.

Okie, 12mins more to use... Happy Holidays!

Arsenal ROCKS!

Came back from the Bah Kwa BBQ. Ugh... very very the gerlat (if that's how u spell it).

I think I regretted ordering 2kg. it's super huge and alot. Considering I won't be home for the whole of CNY, the lump of meat probably gonna be resting at home waiting and yearning to be eaten.

Work in the morning sux. Just sux.....

Reunion Dinner last night. Somehow this year's dinner was kinda different. There's alot more communication between everyone. Qian's grow to be a very beautiful girl. Good for her. Still gotta pray for her Spiritual growth.

After dinner was Chinatown shopping with Kat n Angelia! I bought a beautiful shirt. Really magnificent. Almost majestic if not for my round shape. =( I didn't get slp last night and slp thru after work. Kat and Angelia really ar.... Crazy. Planned for our overseas trip. May be Phuket or Bintan again.

The BBQ today was kinda "longtimenvdothis". Missed doing this kind of thing actually. When will we be doing this again? Hmmm.

Arsenal really didn't disappoint. Maybe Senderos did. Terrible marking. Haiz. At least we won't. But letting in a goal like tat is really terrible.

Man utd drew. We're TOP of the TABLE!!! YAY. Go spurs! Indeed our WORTHY derby rivals.

Now we're waiting for Liverpool to win! Catch up with stupid Man utd, push them all the way to the relegation zone! HAHA!

Here's a dedicated post. Adios.

Sometimes liking someone doesn't mean you have to be with the person. I guess as long as he/she is happy and you know it, it'll be just as well.

When we hammer the nails into the wall it hurts. Sorry to hammer any nails. Think I did 1 or 2. I know even when the nails are removed the damage is done. The hole's still there. Forever. There's nothing we can do about that.

Was asked what am I going to do... I asked back, what can I do? I didn't even think about it until I was asked... Why you'd asked? Why....?

You still believe? I think it is. Whatever you believe it should be true. I don't believe that your heart is there. I never believed that. Perhaps another, not there.

Thank God for work, it's coming in loads and hoards and throngs. So it'll take my mind off things.
I just understand how it is.

Bottomline. I understand. Bon Voyage.

Happy Chinese New Year?

Hmm... I'll miss visting with the gang this year... That means less ang baos and goodies =(

Foreseeing that this CNY will sort of be weird and very different from all others. Instead of enjoying it, i'll be making it work out. At least for my workplace... Always sucks to be organiser than participant.

Is there anyone who knows of any CNY songs that is singable??? Andy Lau's gong xi fa cai is too fast...... Help!!!

Shanghai's gonna be wind and snow. Record coldest storm is brewing over there now... Pray for journey mercy and safety! Hope I can get some rest over there too. zzzz

Arsenal rocks! They never disappoint =)

Josh & Joey's

3am den get to slp.... Kaoz... haha... Really got panda eyes.

Reach work early too. But still later than Encik. I think they have some kind of problems at home that they NEED to wake up super early and reach work SUPER early. If not they never go home at all... haha

Work duh. Finish some projects. Hand up tml. I hope I'm free by tml. Tml will be another free and easy day! I'd probably be super free and finish work before 4pm.

Today went to JJ wit Eileen. WOW!!! You would nv expect how it turned out to be! I mean really, from a neighbourhood restaurant to a poshy eatery. But things are still not working out. Maybe because of the initial start up that's tough.

Food's still the same, some new stuff, used to be our specials.
Place is really really really nicely done up. Nth needs to be changed. Maybe the ceiling but that can't be helped.

I miss working @ JJ. I think that's a Job I enjoyed super alot. Although the new place is very nice and everything's "oh so familliar". I still miss going to work at the woodgrove outlet. The cycling there, serving customers over lousy dining furnitures, slacking in the kitchen area, playing with the computer, snacking on bits of food in the trays and many many fun moments.

Really missed those days... Eileen too... I'm sure kwo and dreamerz as well maybe JC even? hahs.

Ok, not enuff slp... Panda x 1 million... adios~

Today...

Work today was kinda duh.

Went to work earlier than usual, didn't do much... Had an important oral exam. More like an interview so that I can finally be qualified as an independantly authorised senior technician.

Sorry Von, not that I don't wish to tell you what I'll be doing in that country. I very much want to. It's just that it's really restricted. No like you're a terrorist or whatever, just that it's in a publically sensitive place we're in. Hope you understand, I didn't meant to be rude or lame. I was serious.

Well, dinner was swell. Had our usual dose of laughter and I must say, ratty time. How great imaginations we all have, maybe we got them from watching too much cartoons. Explosion! That was kinda extreme and super laughable man.

I admit I was really chased by 2 rats. I was a short and tiny kid! Whatdya expect from a kid??? The quickest possible way out of the corridor was to the door! I remember they followed thru and I climbed up a shelf where they whizzed under and disappeared. The 1st animal chase I encountered! At least that was not so scary being chased by a dog. Same age, same location... Different animal, taller than me, bigger than me... I saw, I ran and it chased and ran passed me... I tot I was dead.... Now THAT is scary! Either I was an animal attraction or just nice both times they were being chased as well...

Funny how at this stage majority of us are leaving the country... Life's really a quick flick.

People say...

It's always people say people say...

I nv meant to, i didn't mean to, i din wanted to...

Why when things happen and people look to somewhere to account for what they've done? I must admit I did the same. No matter what situation you're in. It's always thinking of how others think of you.

Your character, it's based on other people's views... You never is who you are in the world you live in. Any other world makes alot of sense.

Why can't we be truthful to ourselves? This society is so sad... Hopeless...

Don't have to catch... You won't understand...
If Words are roots. There's no tree in you.

My day off...

So.... I've earned this day off...

Let see how I spent it...

Woke up about mid-day, about 12 I guess... Still felt alot of aches and pains everywhere.... Can you believe it? I sat infront of the TV without my specs staring until 2pm+

Planned to fix up my car and go for a spin but figured that it's gonna be a waste of money so scrapped that plan. Remembered I told myself "let's fix this mess" when I woke up... Basically cleared my whole room. Now it's much nneater but still lots of things needed to be chucked away.

Spent time watching taiwan varieties. Played Sims 2. Fetch my bro from school... Bought dinner and more Sims 2.

What a waste of a day off... zzz...

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Hmmm.

Went to M'sia, walked round CS again. I'm getting bored of that place already. Brought the rest to Danga Bay. Check it out! -> click here!

I for some reason love the place. It's some place which reminds me of Ocean park of HK. Of course everytime I go din really have the chance to play the games and water sports, but I hope I someday will. The place's pretty huge.

Somehow I think the guys aren't that impress with the place. But I guess it's my sweet spot to hang out if I could choose.

Watch Cloverfield. Totally sucks.... 2008 ain't a good movie year... How come such a nice trailer can end up with such a freaking lousy show? Packaging... yucks.

I finally finished one of the projects. Not that kind of projects that QS has. Major work projects. It's finally done. But it'll haunt me again.... I am very sure of that. Day off tml, hang out anyone?

Went to Vivo looking out for some winter wear, shanghai's gonna be soooo cold. The weather man says so -> click here!

So ex are the winter wears... So ugly are they too.... eewww. haha. I guess I'll wear my dirty addidas... Mr. Tay got a discount for the BK. Thank God it's before CNY. I hope it's gonna be fun!

27 Dresses was fabulous. Considering this year ain't a good movie year. Now I dun even feel like watching Jumper. The Gang's starting a scorecard for all. Lemme recall... I have about 100pts, QS have 200, Beng has about 50? 2 for Sher and if I'm not wrong 0 for velle? It's hilarious.

Thinking of leaving... I dunno how to approach... It's for a good reason, I'll be back, it's good for me and the coy. I know it is... I'll miss everyone... Really...

I can sleep well tonight.

The letter can be shredded. I don't need it anymore. It feels great. I'm at peace again.

"Sometimes some things happen without reason, i learnt that the hard way, but ultimately when u reflect back u will see you will grow from it."

Just commit everything to God.

Recruitment was swell. I loved the booth. The stage area was perfect. The booth was sweet. The Photos were magnificent. Our outdoor adventure display were awesome. Among all the booths I dare say we had the most and best to show.

Certainly we needed a whole lot of work, a whole lot of co-ordination and created a whole lot of mess for the logistics. But in the end. It's all worthed it.

The Boys enjoyed themselves. I can see it in their smiles. It's very recharging. That really makes my engine want to run. But I know I can't it's very sad. The engine's running but the chassis is not around...

1st Parade went well. 17 Boys came and had fun. I hoped the gals also had fun and will invite more to come. Our target is still 30. We will be praying hard for the next 13 Boys to come. 1 Person bring one 1 fren will be good enough. 2 person in the same class jio 1 fren will be also good. Put BB your 1st Choice!

I can slp well tonight. I really and finally can. Theses words cannot express how much I feel. I just really really can.

I wanna watch Cloverfield. Anyone?

I changed History

We're still under colonial rule... The japs came in trying to invade us!

It was raining and there was a thunderstorm outside... Out of nowhere I pulled out an M16. Ammo was limited and we off all the lights. Soldiers in the pass were pretty dumb. They'd just followed their commanders where ever they lead.

Trying to save ammo, I broke my gas pipe of the rifle. So it's now single shot no matter which mode I choose. No disadvantage though, the Japs were using mark 4 or mark 5s. I don't have to reload every 5 or 6 rounds.

Weird thing was everyone was there. Except the NS ppl. I was the only one trained to use it. Sher, dressed in her cheongsum was spying at the windows for yellow patches. Theses were troops of the Japs. Von and sham was gathering the rest of the gang hushing them as the siren hailed. Foots steps marching pass our building. Sham's dad was there. Directing and telling everyone what to do.

My job was naturally simple. Hit and run. Somehow M16s in the pass have an incredibly inaccurate range. 3 headshots can miss like crazy. General "Sham" tried negotiating with the Japs' commander, a distraction while I take my aim. Somehow my shots were all silenced as if coming out from a silencer.

At least I get to take out 2 of the most important personnel. The troops were all confused and were scattered everywhere. Beng led everyone to run for safety. I was left stranded in the building. General Sham was held back by 2 huge sumos which I frantically tried to shoot at...

The Brits arrived. Japs were overthrown. The gang migrated to hong kong and I was left in Sg. Both still under colonial ruling.

What a dream. hahas.

Saw Connie Talbot and Briaca Ryan from BGT & AGT. Our xiao yuan Superstar became a super sub-standard comedy compared to them. Amazed is the word...

Alvin and the Chipmunks were pretty ok. Nothing much fantastic. I prefered Enchanted. LOL

As usual

Some ppl are just too stubborn... They won't change and they keep thinking they're right. Well then fine... Your life anyways.

Got called back to work earlier... as usual... I think I should start making myself dispensible. Word's out, I should be going to Hawaii october. either a 15 mths or 8 mths. Frigates here I come!

No more hong kong cny. it's shang hai happy bdae! gonna spend my 1st overseas bdae in someplace I nv even thought of going. Good thing this time I have my VISA so I can bring gifts back to all *hint hint* =x

It's raining outside now... Nice weather to slp... yawnz.z.z.zzz

Bleeding by the nose...

I'm bleeding!!! Oh no.... It doesn't hurt... But it's irritationg... A pimple burst just at my nostril and it's almost spraying blood all over, YES SPRAYING... Irritating... Really looks like nose bleed.

Anyways, got my Samsung F200 today! YAY!. Something like this should have been released 120941408 million years ago. Saw this really cool iPod nano cover, comes with free screen protector too. Very cheap and it's super nice.

It's such a long time working night. But this week's gonna be heavy. I just hope I don't have to get called back during the day.

See looks at me, she got me thinking about her constantly but she don't know how I feel...