230th

Yay! a milestone!!!

There's a bright future I see ahead... But back of my mind I don't see why I should be happy about it.

Hopefully going into NIE would be God's will... It's not everyday anyone wants to be a teacher... I think... Facing rowdy and difficult students, at age where everything's a challenge (including ganging up against teachers...).

Way before taking up EI dip, already wanted to take the 3yr bond with $800 a mth allowance to study a Art Teacher Diploma.... I guess God din't sent me there because I'll be bonded... and I had the wrong motive - money... which apart was also becoming a BB teacher in a school...

So now without the motive of getting $800 a month and instead paying the tuition fees every month for a DEGREE, I hope that I will get into NIE - teach PE, teach science, history, CPA, anything, as long as I'll be a teacher!!!!!

Stragely there's works to come after graduating... I thought I'll be able to at least rest at home for weeks but looks like there's another mad rush of things.... 1stly was Church camp... den comes Aussie trip.. Work @ JJRG, for parents and new work if there's any... Not to forget Admin in BB which seriously need some clearing up... Gliderz's publicity is slacking hearing from the feedback of some...

But 1st on hand would defintely be 26th outing... Surely it'll be a nice place to "play" in.

Anyway, thks a million Junni! You're surely the cyberspace's biggest shopping queen :)

Ms Joyann, if you're reading this, check them out :)
http://bymyhands.livejournal.com/
http://crymeajustin.livejournal.com/

just some of the nicer assesories :) Check out the foodies!! So cute!!!

Pu Tong Peng You - David Tao

I dun wan I dun wan I dun wan....
to be your PuTongPengYou....

Confirmation of finished tasks...

IT3731 - down
IT3732 - down
IT3733 - down
IT3735 - due tomorrow......
IT3739 - down
IT3740 - down

wooooooohooooooooooooo........ M.A.D sux....
22nd Citect Scada exam... 28th CCNA exam....
I'll be free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun wanna be your PuTongPengYou.....

Hmm, lots of rubbish and loads to clear up...
Admin have loads......... nid to hammer their heads, but dun wanna be bad guy.... dun wanna stress them too much but they are not stressed at all..... grrrrr.......

time for last straw of proj.... here goes.... :)

Happy Valentine's, Happy Birthday... NOT...

I sort of hate this 2 dates....

I know it's special for most ppl, but it's just another day................. 2 days to be exact...

No date, no fun, and the knowatthebackofmymind that it's gonna be a sad day feeling.... Followed by false hopes, mad rush and clocking 24hrs for not bed-ride... Finally finished IT3740 proj, but a mad rush to something nothing much...

Got a little pleasant surprise though... Thanks nu er for the bdae gift!!! So sweet :) So cute also... Kinda touched :)

Tat's pretty much wad happened for my 14th...

Today I've clocked about 36hrs and counting of not sleeping... Another rush for proj... But I really thank God for holding me til now... Now tat I'm home, its kinda ironic tat I dun wan to slp...

Met nu er and "lao po" to pass em belated vdae gift... suppose to get present but somehow too fragile, broke into 2... sad man...

Thks bro kwo for companionship... That's the best gift anyone can offer :) Offering their time...
Cell as usual... I noe why I close in prayer... For the lights to go off and cake to come in... 2 candles... super sad... super sad x2...

So this yr got only 2 gifts, not including the broken one.... A very very sweet musical bag, and a T-shirt from Sherz, QS and Bro Beng :)

I don't like the contents of the shirt... Maybe I don't know how to appreciate, or I think too much but it's crude... I thank God for bros and sisters that buy me gifts... But I can say I'll grow to hate tat shirt... No offense to any of you :( Seriously if I found the site again, I'll link you all there...

Overall... bdaes are suppose to be happi days... everyone wished me a happi one, but doesn't seemed to be... ha... next time I just wan a blessed bdae..

Right... it's off to live the big TWO-ZERO...

COPE - Can hOPE... or is it Cannot hOPE?

Many many things rushing my way... Loads of work to be done... Thank God I stood firm & and said no to work... Though it was cruel but it's crucial...

Worship on 12th Feb... Not yet done...
C# & CCNA project dued on 10th Feb... Not yet done...
Techno presentation + ICA 2 dued on 9th... Not yet done...
Flash & CCNA presentation dued tml, Nv even start!!!
Mobile almost complete - I've not done a single thing on it!!! I'm gonna fail...

Den there's other parts of life which needs adjustments...

Room's in a great big mess, not enuff sleep, no time to read bible (probably excuse), no time to play games (tat's an issue...), overeating, starving myself at times, not enough excercise, have to retake NAPFA, gotta blog, gotta update diary, gotta come home early, spend time with family, be good testimony...

God, grant me strength I pray, though at times there are things that I may do unessesary... But pray that You'll be with me...

There's Gliderz matters to attend to. Thank God I'm out of BB for awhile... But then there's NS to worry about... Also being accountable to God,m inviting as many frens as possible to the 26th Feb event...

I need a breather. Seriously. Valentines' coming... The day after is suppose to be a good day but guess wad?

Night class on Vday... Just when I tot I could've enjoyed it... isn't life great? Flash proj to be handed in on the same day... How nice...........

BB admin's in a big mess... don't even want to bother mentioning it.... Bros & Siss pls pray pray pray... Oops.. i've got overdued library books not returned!

It's amusing how life stares at u in the face laughing away and yet you can't do anything to it... Know wad's the best part? There's some on the cake too, personal matters, slapped me in the face............. You guys probably won't understand wad the heck I'm yaking about...

Geez, tok about dark...
Signing off...

Just a little harsh...

Ok, I was harsh...

Sometimes we would do things that are kind of meaningless and find it ok... The time spent at HRC could've been better used...

The money as well...

Also we've been wasting health by eating tons of food... I think ALL of us will kena PTP... ALL... Don't know which lucky one(s) dun need to go NS...

Brain kinda dead right now, rushing 6 projects at one time... One of em' I will confirm fail... prayer works wonders.......... pls pray. Thanks in advance...

I'm amazed that some ppl can still sleep in class when this is the time to ask lecturer qns if we have problems with our projects... God... Let me shine... Ok, time to mug and slug...

Signing off...

evolVED MAni BEllefS iN ME...

There's lots of things going on right now...

Some unspeakable, some outright not me...

Pray for me to be HUMBLE, pray that I'll be RIGHTEOUS again, to be STRONG and FAITHFUL. More so to be STERN and DISCIPLINED...

All I can say is I'm hanging on the thread... Almost losing grip... Lot's of fear kicked in... I know I might be wrong, but this phrase from Exorcist serves me quite well "Sometimes the devil make pretty good fuel for God"... In my case, the consequences of sins...

Nothing serious actually, but in my mind it's kinda a block I can't shake off...

Right, enough rantings... here's the update on my "shallow" life...

Chu 2 - Woke up rather early worz... 10am like that.... Went to Mr. Martin's place to play a little Risk, went to Jon's place to play 2 rounds of Mahjong... Went home ard 6am...

Chu 3 - Woohoo... slpt a little, woke up 10am also... :( I cudn't find my Bacon bits!!! Searched high n low for em' End up went to Cold Storage n buy...

Prosperity Baked Fish (Dory)

Croutons - crushed
Garlic & Herbs seasoning (saltless)
Bacon Bits
Butter - DO NOT USE MARGERINE

Bake for 15 to 20 mins or until golden brown :D I love it being able to say that!!!

After prep, went to meet the guys, bai nian @ Ms Sharon's place, rushed home to cook the rest of the Dory... 12 pieces of Dory... At the end, left with NONE!!! YEA! I guess the guys were kinda bored... I dunno why it happens everytime, but it does, perhaps my place not big enuff? Or I'm just a bad host... Maybe they're not comfortable with my parents being ard.... Wadever it is, I think they won't come celebrate again...

Chu 4 - "Today", went to sch early, tot of doin proj, end up no wireless connection for my laptop... sad.... played game and ate breakfast... slept in the van til Dreamerz interupt my long awaited slp....

Met kwo, went to Ms. Sherine's place to bai nian, saw her, ok... maybe u all would noe by now... Went to Hard Rock cafe for plt 14 dinner, OR Judah cell dinner, whichever you call it. That's why I say grouping kills....

Whether is it platoon 14 or is it Judah, it's still is us...
Whether is it Mainland Chinese or Singapore Chinese, it's still Chinese...

Why do we have to class things up? Does it matter if Singapore Chinese wants to attend the event made for Mainland Chinese? Or does it matter if Pastor joins us for dinner and fellowship?

I'm sure to most of us it doesn't ok... Why draw the line so clearly? It's very ironic and hypocritic. I'm not shooting, it's sounds like it. (Like the time I said "Evangilism without relationship...")

Anyway, had a wonderful time @ Hard Rock. the food's great, the atmosphere is wonderful... The band was terrific! Dedication on the spot! Love it...

Time to slp... Sch @ 8am...

Signing off~

It's the little things that counts...

The words you say
The things you do
The expressions you make
Which make you look like a fool

But because of spite
You almost sparked a fight
It's theses little things that counts
Every inch, every ounce

I know you're aware
Every little thing I do
I try not to show
That theses things are for you

This poem is vague
But it's sure is not fake
I'm penning it down
So I can no longer frown

By: Leonard Chia

Series of events, firstly, Happy Chinese New Year to all!

Chu Xi Xi - Brought my mum to Senoko Fishery Port... Actually we reached there just in time, all the fishes just came in. But mum find it too expensive and was too tired to wait for everything to unload, can't blame her, its 3am in the morning...

Chu Xi - Wake up with less than 5hrs of sleep... Met the guys for soccer, weee. shopped ard, the whole CWP so big never sell corn... End up cineleisure got sell but the corn stinks already... No choice... Have to ease my craving... So ex also... $2.40 a cup... Dinner with cousins and aunts n uncles at home. The usual... After tat went kbox with hui... This season is really the time to make money... damn expensive... the price went up by 4 times... haiz... reached home ard 5am

Chu 1 - Overslept, even though I set 3 alarms... They went to pai nian without calling me... sianz... there goes ang baos.... ok, nvm... it''s not abt that anyway... Haven't been reading bible for quite awhile... seems like laziness kicked in - pls pray for me!!!

The rest of New Year? probably gonna spent some time tidying the room, go out to buy stuff... It's kinda weird this year, nv go frens place to pai nian... even though got car and time... hmmm... something that I'm missing? hope not... But probably so... sad... so sad...

Signing off...

Happy Chinese New Year!

Life's been a rollercoaster...

Just collecte ang baos :) Great! wonder how long they'll last... Hopefully can be used for Church Camp! $180 for students triplet sharing...

Very very very tired... Failed NAPFA... Gold for sit n reach, sit ups and shuttle run... silver for pull ups... fail 2.4 km and STANDING BOARD JUMP!!!!!!!!!!!

Super sianz.... 2.4 expected to fail... but board jump???? urgh..... kha tir... really kha tir... (leg short)........................

ok, shagged out already.... blog next time................

Signing off~

Insomnia

look at the time!

gosh... for the pass weeks I've been doing this!!! And I wake up early like I slept for hours... Not that I dun wan to slp or not tired, but I can't slp....

Too much TV... too much Comp...

Yesterday, as in just now, went out with family... This auntie.. promoting bird's nest... actually took me as my brother's father!!!! this is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo insulting....

"Your father say.... why you(pri 3 bro) say...?"

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!

Tell me I'm not OLD... NO! Tell me I DON'T LOOK OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHITZ

That's the saddest thing in my life so far.... It's like I didn't catch it the 1st time, den she has to repeat... And I'm like "Wad did you just called me?".... I did felt like giving her 2 tight slap - 1 for toking rubbish, 2 for insulting me....

I thank God I did not.... I kept my cool... Told her that I'm his BROTHER.... not father.... gosh... Thank God that He gave me patience and taught me kindness... I walked away...

shittiest day of my life...

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Xian Jian Qi Xia Juan... Hopefully is nice... Only manage to finish Xiao Ao Jiang Hu, Lu Ding Ji, Xue Shan Fei Hu and Xin Shen Diao Xiang Lu as a show, Jue Dai Xuang Jiao(1), Shen Diao Xia Lu and Tian Long Ba Bu as a game... Among all, I loved Jue Dai Xuang Jiao (two bananas for short).

Not that it's better story, but implementing it as a game got me going... ok la... so the story is nice and romantic... But I'm more interested in the game.. haah..... Now I wan Xian Jian's game~ After I watched the show tat is....

Statement? Jin Yong is a genius...

3AM... gotta rest... hopefully I fall flat and slp... ha~

Oooooohhhh Ahhh....

Nth special to blog abt...

Seemed to have lost the motion of going thru the routine to blog... Anyway life shouldn't be a routine... hahax...

Gonna lead cell this coming wed... dunno if I can do it.... u all better be good on tat day... hahaha... Whoever late shall face my wrath!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha... -_-''

I realised that all year round everyone is celebrating bdaes... Xept that we felt some of the months celebrate more... Know the reason why? coz we only celebrate with those whom we so called "care for"... haha... den the rest is "even if I noe I wouldn't bother"? i dunno.... seems like tat....

Look closely at bdaes reminders, they occur about the same no. of times per mth...
There's a few of us having bdae on feb... let's see how many celebrations we gonna have :p

hmmm,
SGI is coming bax... Got a strong desire to get back in there.... but the motive this time is wrong... so i guess i shall not bother... haha... anyway Sid says I dun have to go thru this kind of rubbish to be a singer... she says i got the "liao" to become one straight away...

I didn't think so... I said "if i got liao still down here studying EI???"... jhahaax...

okie lar... i'm late to meet thong and jon... ikea and mahjong here i come!!!

Ohhhhhhhhhh so tired, so pain...

woooooo.... so so so tired...

been busy with exams, projects, ministry :)

Exams are really no kick for me... Project still can scrap through...

It's ministry that saps my energy... There's monopoly competition (8th Jan), today's badminton friendly.... (someone fly me plane....).

Website design, making, editing and maintanence... (inclusive of contents).
Newsletter design, ,making editing and re-edit... (inclusive of contents again....)!

No, u won't hear me complain, this is my space to rant and show-off so dun look at me and say I'm a noisy grumbling child of God =P (this is wad blogs are for ain't it?).

JJRG's business has been good so far, no thanks to me I think :) Nv work much for them le, returned work once and suddenly customers are very few :( Not my fault ba =P

15 Jan:
Badminton was fun, a little messy but still fun.... Injured myself again... the front of my right foot hurts like there's something poking out of it... Hopefully it's just the impact of the bones against the nerves... Pray that it'll heal by morning...

14 Jan:
Meeting, discussed lots, some new staff.... Kinda fun to slack at Gliderz Wing if there's nothing to do :) I miss holding on to church key, for some reason, not being able to open 589A as and when I want seems rather irritating to me =P BUT, I dun want it back now, hehehe... SQ, thanks for taking this responsibility away! phew~

13 Jan:
Amazing day! I predicted it won't rain til evening (it did not rain even til at nite!). God's grace and mercy is really wonderful, maybe it's the cotton candy, but it's really nice to have 39 gers and 30 boys to sign up for BB/GB this year. The stage performance is also really impressive. Good job u guys!

12 Jan:
Orientation camp de event. No sch! (actually pon 1hr networking lecture, nobody in our class went!!! lolx). Deliver goods, picked up stuffs, went to sch "by faith". yea, really so called spirit-led. Helped put last min as PA annoucement, but end up Constance & Joyann's station cannot hear.... I think the sec 1 enjoyed it very very very much, surely had a great time... Although after that they all were scolded for not bringing xtra clothings, but still I think they won't 4get today :)

Okie, time to RE-desing Gliderz's homepage, and RE-submit for approval =P I'm glad to do it, dun say I'm complaining! It's wad my blog's for!!

Signing off~

Woot~

Happy New Year!!!~

hmm... got to learn new stuffs for the new year!

31st Dec:
Wad a busy busy day... Woke up early to play soccer with plt 15... It's been awhile... great to play again, shld do it more often :)

Went to Chong Phang for lunch... The weather was hot like crazy!!! Had quite a full meal... On the way back home, kwo called us and guess wad? JJRG treat me and Dreamerz to a new year's lunch!

The turkey was really huge.... Joshua and Joey with Sharon were there as well... Although the soup was not to my liking, but Boss giving treat was the main deal :)

After meal, we had long long chat with Gerlind... Some experience she has.... Good to learn from her - good & bad, so that we can follow the good, be aware not to be bad :) Went home after that...

Recieve call from kwo again... Guess wad? Gerlind treat Pizza!!! lolz... Lunch & dinner no need to pay.... hahz

Learn and played "Risk" in the Youth Corner, it's great! So comfy in there... Countdown with Chinese congregation's Youths :)

1st January 2006:
Happy new year!!! The 1st thing we did for the new year is shake hands with the chinese congregation! That's a good start!

Okie, back to Risk... den sent the guys home around 6am, went back to lock up, reach home around 7am... mum tot I just wake up or something... haha...

Bath, slept, wake up ard 8:45am!!! rushed to campsite for service... 9:20am, late... haha, but one of the earlier ones for Eng con.... lolx...

After meeting got free lunch! Thank God! heez... Taste of Thai not really Thai enuff... but dunno why ppl like it there.... Church Camp Games comm meeting... In the Youth Corner!!! Oh my... the place is great... Always wanna go there.... haha....

Went to John & Tricia's for "Gliderz" meeting.. Great! New directives, new start... Thanks Caleb for volunteering as the Chairperson! Lovelle, I think it's God's will for u to be asst Chairperson again? haha, kiddin~

Dinner @ Chong Pang Nasi Lemak... Sick of it... ever since the chicken wing incident... Went back to Youth Corner to play Risk AGAIN!!!!!! Wah.. I didn't feel sian, but now typing this also sian.. haha..

Ok, Risk til I slp - in the container... Mr. Martin dominated the world! haha... went home around 1am +++

2nd January:
sleep like pig... and the rest is another story...

Youth Corner almost ready!!!

Wooohooo....

http://leoccl86pics.blogspot.com look here for the photos!

Ain't it great? whaha, although just left with 1/4 not "matted" but the place sure is cosy enuff to sleep in! Tested and verified!!!

Haha... It's great... Looks so colorful too :)

The noticeboard's done, TV's in there, we've got the DVD player on standby... Games are in Mr. Martin's place. Posters are with Velle, Shoe rack setup already... No-shoes reminder on the way! Alrite, let's get our asses movin' and start grabbing youths to join us!!!

"God's work done in God's way, God will provide..."

Signing off~

My Pumas~

Look at the beautiful puma.... aaawwww.... .so nice!!!!!
PUMA... Even such a small detail, they still make it so beautiful..
The overall beauty of the boots.... The shape, the color, the majesty... Oh my, thanks Hui Ling!!!!!!!!!!

Prata place wif Rubz & zhen

Masala Thosai... so big...
Roobz's tehchino
Strawberry prata, we din order tat day :(

Visit to Outback:Steakhouse

Dad's fish & chips... So big...
Chicken chop and some kind of lemony sauce..
Actually is spring chicken.. But mum cut it into so many pcs
Mum's grilled salmon... So big as well...
Best dish of the day... Sirloin steak with baked rice :)

Final jamming session for YC 05~

Sleepy heads...
Falling asleep already....

Visit to sakae wif....

Yum... Fried Ebi Handroll...
EEeeeee.... Raw squid... eeeuuuwww.....
Jadyn!!!!!! heee, her 1st visit to sakae sushi :)
The 2 greedies...
Super-mum... Multitasking! Eat, carry baby and feed baby... lolx

A little transparency...

Daiso wraps $20.00
Corner cutters $6.80
Daiso tapes $4.00
Lexmark Ink (90) $42.00
NTUC Chocs $13.80
Magnetic Calender $29.70
Watsons Chocs $11.85
Photo paper $7.80
CD cases $3.50
CD-Rs $11.70
Candy Empire Chocs $16.20
CD labler $12.90
Logic games $27.00
Daiso Gifts $40.00
Stocking $2.00
Jacky present $34.90
Brain teasers $2.00
Cutters and wraps $2.60
Jewellery $7.00

Total:
$295.75

Ok, after calculating the receipts, I realised my cumalative mental estimation of prices are very bad... So I gave the wrong info of spending over $300... =p But it's close :) Not so detailed, dun wan it to be detailed, so dun come asking me how much ur present cost :)

Nice pic! Courtesy of Sis Jin Cheng :) so cute...

yeepee!

kekeke

xmas eve and xmas was great! sooooo nice... although could've been something even more special, but it's good enuff ;)

24th Dec:

Parade @ 9am, rushed down so won't late to "hand-in assignment"... The video had some small errors, but den thank God was able to change it on the spot :)

I think Mr. Alan was really touched by the video :) so happy!

Parade was so-so, lots of pshycing the Boys, prep them for next year... it's so fast, looking back... We're like only Boys yesterday...

Rushed to Milenia walk, went to Candy Empire, finally can shop there... :) Bought stuffs 4 Pastors and as well as mother-of-the-cell :) Almost forgottened about my mortal.... hek :)

Rushed back to meet the church, end up really late, no place to park... might as well drive down and follow... Bus uncle was terrible.......... super lousy, go by long long long way, dunno how to go highway...

Carolling was fun, see the way she leads... oooh... hehe :) Theng Ong's guitaring improved i must say...

John's place de BBQ area really dark... even wif street lamps... not suitable for big events... The gift exchange kinda weird, not very organised, I'm sure lots of us were bored and feel awkward standing next to our "angels".

At least got free food, =p got presents! Also lots of socialling :) "Last Christmas, I gave you my heart~~~" Haha... so nice...

Sent the Boys n Gers to MRT... ate at MOS den shift to Mac.... start opening presents, den... (now suppose to have angelic music...) The Pumas!!!! heeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzz! I love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They say I was staring at them for 30 mins... I think they are jealous... =p

Went home and knock out after opening all the presents :)

25th dec:

Ok, was late for servce abt 20mins... But it's like they've only just started, so not a prob :) Service was as usually draggy... Plus the tiredness... so sleepy...

After service, went to eat, buy dinner stuff and went off home to get ingredients :) Arthur's kitchen kena bomb blast like tat.... 3 cooks waiting to do their stuff... Only got 1 stove... haha... so funny....

Ok, I admit my meatballs are abit bland, but pls pls keep in mind, we got someone who cannot take too much salt/sugar bla bla bla... The chicken gravy really salty enuff liao... I think Mr. Tay and Mr. See understands...

After the dinner, we all went to OCC... ok, spent too much this xmas.......... I'll draw up the finance report later on... Pool til 2am +++ Supper... Thanks QS for ur treat :)

Jon hse... Learn mahjong... dunno when i can start playing... looks so complicating :( hehe...

ok, have a blessed Christmas!
Signing off~