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TTSH...

I thought I'll be back to work... Apart from seeing my colleagues in the morning, I spent the WHOLE day WAITING....

For? For doctors to see me... CRAPZ...

Was just to endorse my MC and maybe get more days of rest... End up MO sent me back to TTSH for my headache.... OMG...

Waited for damn long.... From 11.30 to 1400+ Just to get diagnosed... End up doc wan me to be INJECTED, DRIPPED and OBSERVED for 4 HOURS!!!

Grrr....

Well, at least i got my MC... haiz... zzzz PAIN!!!!

Communications upgrade!

Just a random thought.

Yahoo! is celebrating 25 years of communications! Wow... that's fast... Guess we've come a long way.

I remembered the 1st time I faced the internet was when I was sec 1. Dial up on the 56k modem was like hell. But it was really fun when you got online and started to "see" everyone after school on MiRC. Almost everyone.

Then came some of us with handphones... I remembered those ppl with their Nokias, bulging out of their pockets trying to hide it from teachers. Crazy! They had their customisable covers and keypads, some even had lights!

My 1st phone was an Ericsson, those flip to talk and only with 1 line of text to display. That was one of the coolest phone you can ever get coz you can change the ANTENNA and fit some color lighting onto it! Yea, it has an antenna. LOL. That was sec 2? My Nokia came in only around end of sec 3, when I caught the bandwagon =P

Broadband came! Alot of us had signed up for broadband, school also invested with computers in classes with internet access. After school or during breaks we all will crowd round and play online games.

When we had pocket of chances to use the computers in the lab, we never fail to log on to Neopets or Umbar to play and compete. It's amazing that we're all so united for 1 common thing.

MSN became popular as we all had to email assignments. Mr. Ang and Ms Ong always used the Yahoo! Group to give us extra curriculum. A new dreadded means of homework =P We started to sneakily SMS every little thing to each other even we're in class! It's like invisible paper notes being thrown to each other.

Laptops were also starting to become common, WITS during sec 2 exposed me to using laptops for presentation and projects. I remember Mr. Sidek, Ms Yen and Ms Ong always use the laptops, to show videos and to teach. It was pretty cool at that time.

I got my 1st laptop after sec 4, it lasted for 5yrs until the screen was gone. During those amazing 5 years, it has helped me finish my projects, teach in BB, facilitate in Church Service and all my communications and gaming needs! It even synced with my Samsung E700A!

I got a Windows Mobile Device soon after and everything was so natural. It was a high tech gadget at that time and really a ALL-in-one communicator. From emails, sms, MSN to phone calls, it did alot for me =)

Now, we can even VLOG n GPS all in 1 device at the palm of our hands. Wow, we've really come a long long way. Quite cool huh? I wonder what will we be using in the future...?

Condition "CUI"

So zui was my reaction when I saw Angelia... Haha, I now understand why the expression "白衣天使" came about. Really an angel, though she wore green that day.

Was admitted to TTSH... I was woken up by a very nauseatic feeling at about 6am... I wanted to continue to slp on it to let it go away but the feeling grew stronger.. Finally woke up and rush to the toilet only to find that I could only cough out saliva and the "feel" was coming on even worst....

Then the 1st burst of vomit came... So too was the intense 11 out of scale of 10 pain in sides of the head. I almost collasped to the ground but was supported by my arms on the sink... I asked my dad to send me to hospital... Which on the way I puked and the headache grew even more...

Terrible. It is like someone has a huge head-size caliper, from the inside pushing the skull out, from the outside pushing everything in... When I reached the A&E I was placed on the wheel chair and after that everything gone into havoc mode.

The pain was 15/10.... I was crying - yes crying.. the pain is unbearable. It's like flashing the brightest white like into your eyes yet you can't close them... The doctor injected morphine and anti-nausea fomula and sent me for a CT scan... Scan was good. No bleeding in the brains... The vomitting continued and even when I have absolutely nothing in my stomach I still kept on puking... Water, HCI, bile... etc....

The 1st day I had 4 times of blood tests... 4 holes in my left arm... They put me on drip on the right hand.... day 2 another 4 times... this time another 3 on the left, 1 on the right.... Angelia popped up unexpectedly. Haha, just nice she also attached to the ward during her attachment previously. Thanks missy Ngian for accompanying me. Even though most of the time I'm slping =P

The puny sissy looking doctor reminds me of House. The way he talk to the junior doctors is just like the way House talks to the rest. I dun like him... not at all. And to say he is so gay is just to complimentary for him.

One of the craziest things happened to me... The asked to perform a lumbar puncture... So they can verify the brain is not bleeding... Basically the brain is linked to the spinal cord, any bleeding the cord would pick it up. So they wanted to put an IV tube into my spine and drain out some fluid... My 1st reaction is "Are you kidding me?" Then again... if it's bleeding in the brain, the doctor told me it would be paralysis or stroke... So why risk it? A little pain for a huge assurance...

Oww oww oww... Shall skip the details...

Had to lie on my back flat for at least 4 hrs... Imagine the boredom... And still puking...

NYJ came to visit. Thanks girls... Love u all. Patrick came to visit.. Thanks Cell group leader. Thanks for the book and fruits. Eileen din manage to come but it's ok. Was worried that you were gonna cook porridge and bring over. Thank goodness u din. If not I would puke everything out. =P

Daddy, mummy, Ben and Jacky came. Always there.

Evening of day 2 was the stopping of all the vomitting and pains and what not. Heard from the doctor I could be discharged. Thank Goodness.

Now really need to rest for the lumbar puncture... having the side effects of headaches... Cannot sit too long or stand too long... Lying down is the best.... But I've got so much to do.... Haiz....

Thanks Dennis, SQ, Ken, Lovelle n Tanya for your sms, concerns n well wishes. Pray pray pray for me pls.

Living a lie...

Today I was woken up...

It's been quite a long long time... I guess after this post, there'll be alot of changes...

Keep on doing what you are doing... I ain't gonna head on...

I work damn hard.... way too hard... I'm not saying I want it back but I just realised... from $5k to -$5k... wth.... YOU BETTER NOT RETURN...

The only thing I wanna see is smiles. That is what matters most.

Thanks for bringing me to Geylang Dim Sum! Another new discovery!
Eileen n Thong! Old Town is GREAT eh? too bad my mum n dad dunno how to appreciate the laksa, guess they are like me, like the curry noodle. Actually the chicken hor fun is good too...

I need to go K... Hui! where are you man! you missed my bdae and missed that day we suppose to meet!!!

Even if I'm living a lie... what do I lose? worldly things? let it be... but my time... I can never get it back....

Nelson, to be serious... u need to stop gambling... u are not the only one who need money man... even though it's worldly things... I still need money... give it up...

Smiles everyone! It'll be great!

Thank you~

Thanks ah Ling for planning the picnic!

Although din't get to play in the sand or get wet due to the extremely hot weather but we still had our laughs =)

Thanks for the cake, the gifts and this is the 4th Nike i got this year...

Erm, for the record, I'm a Puma fan... lol. But i love them all, as long as it's from you guys.

Thanks for the well wishes. Indeed it's a HAPPY birthday. Though I couldn't carry out my Plan A, B or C but all of you were there today. SOOO i'm pretty glad =D

WINSON! Thanks for 2 shares of the gifts. You really shouldn't have.

Thank you Eileen for your NUTELLA tong luo sao!! Haha. so innovative. Pretty cool =)

Thank you Shannon for remembering, it's not I never invite but u know that u're in far far away. Hehe. We still miss you here ok!

Thanks Suki for your well wishes too. Meet up next week!

I didn't intend to celebrate my 21st + 1 + 1 this year. =X But I'm glad I have you people making it fun for me. I love the card "Age is all in the Mind, the trick is to stop it from creeping down into your body" WHAHAHAA.

Thank you Jesus for friends like theses!

Though a little late...

.. but a wish is still a wish!

1. New albums by:

- Fahrenheit
- Rainie

2. Chinese karaoke compilation.

3. The taiwanese show starring Rainie and Yan ya lun.

Very simple wishes. Maybe too late. But I still love the Nike jacket! Thank you gang!

Wish wish wish!!!

Thanks Shermaine for the reminder...

It's taking me a long time to think...........

1. LIPS - Kbox 360 Karaoke game Check it out!
2. Guitar Heroes World Tour + Drumset!!! Xbox 360 Version Here!
3. Nintendo Wiiiiiiiiiii~
4. New Desktop
5. A Norwich Terrier.... Or a West-Highland Terrier... I miss Sky!!! Oh no... =(
6. A non-camera 3G phone! <- that'll be really really useful!
7. Canon Selphy? I dunno if it's gonna be a good thing...
8. An equalizer with digital INPUT capability <- too farfetched but I want it!

I really want number 5..... haix...

I don't know wad else i could wish for...

I wish for you, you, you, you and you to take good care of yourselves.
I wish all my friends will be happy, hopefully blessed by me =P Thru God of course!
I wish there'll be no more lonely valentine's day!!! <- This year it's not!!! Wee~
Wish for friends to be my friends' friends????

Bah... the more I type the more crap comes out... Haha.
Thanks Ben, I love the Arsenal Jersey with my Name and Number on. =D

Dunno why, but thank you... While I still have time to blog =P

I love you Ms Sherine! You really really are Judah cell's mummy =)

Thank you for everything, for being in our lives. Thank you for today's lesson & expensive lunch, a reminder and a very useful session. I'm very grateful and am very sure the rest of plt 14 are as well. Thank you for the verse Hebrew 13:4.

"Marriage should be honoured by all, and the marraige bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and the sexual immoral."

I'll wear it where ever I go...



Thank you Mr. Martin! Our youth deacon =)

Thank you Gliderz. From Youth Fellowship til now Gliderz, I've seen this youth ministry grow. It has come quite some way and we've accomplished quite some milestones. I still believe we can grow stronger, lots of areas yet to be explored. Let's soar higher together!

Thank you for the Cross!



Thank you BB13^th!

From gangster boy to Christian working adult. You've been in my life for so long and changed me into what I am. I'm forever grateful, to God for this wonderful ministry.

Thank you Nick, Mr. Alan, Mr. Fu, Mr. Alan Tong, Mr. Eugene, Mr. David Teo, Mr. David Liew, Mr. Gabriel, Mr. Jeffrey, Mr. Robin, Mr. Tay and Mr. Jonathan. Without you guys, I won't be what I am today.

I'll be back. Definitely.



Thank you Mr. Tay!

For the wonderful lunch. Thank you for being an officer, mentor and friend.



Thank you friends for putting up with my nonsense. For being my friends.
For being my brothers.
For being my sisters.
Being my teachers and/or learn things from me.
For playing with me, accompanying me and laughing with me.
For sharing with me, learning and growing with me.

I love you all.

Thank you Jesus for all the wonderful people in my life. I couldn't have asked for anything more in my life. I love you Jesus!

What a TRIP!!!

Yea! So we're back from our fun fun Kelong Trip!

It's sooooo fun and was well excited about! Didn't waste my effort to be "overly-excited" =P

Anywayz, wanna thank Martin, Eunice, Nydia, Joan, Diana, Cherie, Arthur, Jonathan, Kheng Seng, Yee Nern & Yee Herng for holidaying with me! It was a really super memorable one!

Although this is the 2nd time I'm there, the stuff were the same and the things were the same but the experience was totally different and surprisingly more fun than the previous time!

Our 1st fun encounter was me leading everyone into the wrong turns! =X Of coz we still reached the Jetty on time & in fact really had to thank God that the ferry was late if not we'll probably not be registered =)

Next was a roller coaster ride from Tanjung Leman Jetty to our Kelong. The sea was more than rough! It was a "ship-breaker"! I didn't recalled my ferry was so rough the previous time.... The 1st crash of the waves really scared me to death... Really thank Jesus for His protection, I was surprised that the rest of you thought it was fun coz it really scared the hell out of me!

We caught lots of fish! More than the 1st time round! We sun-tanned on Sibu, the sun was great! We were crashing the waves that were so huge!!! There was once the waves was about 1.5 times higher than us! Yee Herng lost his glasses while we were playing there =( We played a little beach volleyball, kicked the ball around. Yelled at the open sea. Drink some coconut...

Food were the same when I 1st came, perhaps this time round more food (quantity) and 1 new dish, Cereal Sotong? The gang enjoyed it! We played Bridge and Sabotuer, chit chat here and there. Played with fishes. Gave those 1st timers to fishing a little fishing lesson. It's really fufilling to see those 1st timers catching fish on their own! I'm so proud! =P

At night we continued fishing, but most of the time we were SINGING KARAOKE!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! Favourite!!! The best part is, it's FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dunno why, but they are suppose to charge, yet the uncle for the 2nd time did not charge me! WOOT! =) So fun!!! Joan is another Karaoke siao folk =X

Ring ring ring! Supper time! SQ sure would loved to join us if he could. Eat, play, sleep, eat, play, sleep... HAAHAHA! Kidding =X The meals were great. I loved the Tea, I think everyone did, LOOK at the pics and you can see! Martin said that the coffee is quite good too! BTW, it's FREEFLOW! Hehe.

Photos, photos, photos! Waiting for Eunice, Joan & Dia's photos =) Truly a wonderful holiday with you guys. I hope you all enjoyed yourselves too. I really really did. I wanna apologise if I've in any way given you wrong impression of the Kelong.

I know Yee Herng got the shock of his life when he had to travel for miles, take a ferry that what seems life threatening PLUS his sea-sickness. Miss his band camp where he's the lead drummer, and lose his specs in the vast sea. Worse of all he had to sleep on bunk bed and paid $88 for all this. =(

Sorry Yee Herng, but i'm very sure you've enjoyed yourself in this "worse holiday ever" right??? Haha!

Fixed fixed fi!xed!

Radio is fixed! HAhaha.

After a serious tearing out and crimping back wires... I've finally found the problem...

And the root cause is......... (drum roll xP)

... Shorted speakers....

Crap man! I don't even have to pull out the wires.... STUPID! Wasted my pass 3 evenings... URGH! Haha..

At least i learnt something =)

So everone's preped for the trip? I must believe so, coz I'm OH-SO excited! Haha... So much so that Cherie accused me of being overly high. Wadever =P

So those who owe me money better bring, those who need to bring your stuffs better get them ready and once we're there we're gonna have the time of our lives! YIPPEE!!

DANG~!

GRRR!! My radio in the car is spoilt!!!

And we're going to Sibu this SATURDAY!!!!!

Can you imagine the hours of songless drive??!!!

So shitty!!! Hahaha...

Nvm, I hope I'll have the time to get it repaired tml... If not those of you travelling with me gotta suffer in silence - literally!

SOOOOOOO looking forward to Sibu with you all, it's gonna be great! Let's catch some huge fishes and have a beautiful time in fellowship!

I wanna take the day off this friday. Pray pray pray hard for it! YEA! hehe.

Happy New Year!

Well, the year has past again...
Lot of things to update, let's start where we left off!

19th Dec!
Fahrenheit concert!!! Thanks Yeok, Tanya & Trishia for allowing me to experience such a cool thing! It was such a high night! Hope that our interview was not used in Okto! LOL!!!

20th Dec!
Christmast Buffet @ Hotel Rendevouz with my family! Yum!

21st Dec
Caleb!!!
Yea! Finally you're baptised! =) Now I should be next in line =P
Congrats to Ken's mum and Qing Mei too =)

24th Dec!
Christmas Eve!
WHAHAHAHAHA! I look silly! Must have been! With the halo above my head and ridiculously un-porpotioned wings with a white frock!

Anywayz the carolling went well! Thanks to the many carollers =) You guys rocks!

25th Dec!
Merry Christmas!
It was a cool Christmas =) Spent it with my family =)

31th Dec!
New Year Eve! Watch Night service.
Prata @ Prata Place.
WILD & CRAZY board games with the gang! HAHAH

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Movie with Plt 14.
Lunch, Dinner, Dessert and Coffee!

What a way to start a new year! It's gonna be a great better year!

Happy Birthday Rubi!

Happy 22nd! Had a fun night that day. Hoped you enjoyed your cake and gift! =) We shall WALLA WALLA once again!

Just in case you're curious...

PLUS

EQUALS

My workplace! Haha.

Cool eh? There might not be any aircraft carriers in Singapore but there sure are such capable defence systems!

Ok, trying to keep it short. Not suppose to post this kind of stuff anyways. =P

Somethings are not meant...

to be said...

to be shown...

to be make known...

to be right...

to be perfect...

Haha, can't tell type where I was lost the past few days.

It's been tiring though technically doing nothing XD

Can't wait for FRIDAY!!! YAY! haha.

I really gotta thank that irritating and unbearable colleague... It turns out that if it's not for him I wouldn't be able to be free on friday. A heart felt thanks... But it doesn't mean you're making things right...

Anywayz... Gotta wake up 5am for tml... So yea... Signing off!

Where do I get the energy from man... zzzz...

Affected?

If we're affected by people around us and what they do, why don't you affect me the right way....?

A break away that's so needed right now...

Bye everyone.

Like I said...

How different are you from those who are not saved?

Fruits of the Holy Spirit... 1 Package... No 'S'

I dunno... Isn't it obvious amongst yourselves?

How can you even say this kind of things???

Is this the way Bros/Sis-in-Christ suppose to act or behave?

You all have been too comfortable in you own groups. Everyone of you... I'm not taking sides... Time to wake up please...

Maybe it takes 1 to see 1? I might be in the wrong too... But it just can't be me alone... It also can't be everyone except me... Probably my own problem... BAH... Since you all can live with it... Fine with me... Don't tell me why I'm so bothered... It's MY CHURCH... I should be...

I don't know who I can talk to anymore.... Thank God I'll be away for a good whole week...

Calling for donations!

I've got things to donate!!! Haha.
http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/blog/2008/12/05/healing-a-broken-heart-with-m1-singapore-fringe-festival/
But I need your permission! Lolx.

Bad Omen?

Random...

612 星球

滿園玫瑰我以為找到我那一朵 
認真愛了卻狠狠刺傷我的雙手 
責備什麼人也沒有用 玫瑰都紅 難免看錯 

望著天空愛是否活在童話裏頭 
小王子說有些事流浪過才會懂 
原來每顆心都有個洞 找不到真愛 會一直寂寞 Oh-- 

我但願有一個人在等我 在屬於我的612星球 
好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走 不快樂至少要有夢 

一定會有一個人在等我 無條件擁抱著我的所有 
相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘 花別鞋太快 請你等等我 

擦乾眼淚一個人漂流在這宇宙
小王子說愛一定開在某個角落 路上相愛的人那麼多 
我會幸福嗎 在什麼時候 Oh—