Monday, January 21, 2008

Try this! Mr. Geography!

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SHIT! hahaha. I suck... my brother could name almost double of what I did.

Hmmm.

Went to M'sia, walked round CS again. I'm getting bored of that place already. Brought the rest to Danga Bay. Check it out! -> click here!

I for some reason love the place. It's some place which reminds me of Ocean park of HK. Of course everytime I go din really have the chance to play the games and water sports, but I hope I someday will. The place's pretty huge.

Somehow I think the guys aren't that impress with the place. But I guess it's my sweet spot to hang out if I could choose.

Watch Cloverfield. Totally sucks.... 2008 ain't a good movie year... How come such a nice trailer can end up with such a freaking lousy show? Packaging... yucks.

I finally finished one of the projects. Not that kind of projects that QS has. Major work projects. It's finally done. But it'll haunt me again.... I am very sure of that. Day off tml, hang out anyone?

Went to Vivo looking out for some winter wear, shanghai's gonna be soooo cold. The weather man says so -> click here!

So ex are the winter wears... So ugly are they too.... eewww. haha. I guess I'll wear my dirty addidas... Mr. Tay got a discount for the BK. Thank God it's before CNY. I hope it's gonna be fun!

27 Dresses was fabulous. Considering this year ain't a good movie year. Now I dun even feel like watching Jumper. The Gang's starting a scorecard for all. Lemme recall... I have about 100pts, QS have 200, Beng has about 50? 2 for Sher and if I'm not wrong 0 for velle? It's hilarious.

Thinking of leaving... I dunno how to approach... It's for a good reason, I'll be back, it's good for me and the coy. I know it is... I'll miss everyone... Really...

Saturday, January 12, 2008

I can sleep well tonight.

The letter can be shredded. I don't need it anymore. It feels great. I'm at peace again.

"Sometimes some things happen without reason, i learnt that the hard way, but ultimately when u reflect back u will see you will grow from it."

Just commit everything to God.

Recruitment was swell. I loved the booth. The stage area was perfect. The booth was sweet. The Photos were magnificent. Our outdoor adventure display were awesome. Among all the booths I dare say we had the most and best to show.

Certainly we needed a whole lot of work, a whole lot of co-ordination and created a whole lot of mess for the logistics. But in the end. It's all worthed it.

The Boys enjoyed themselves. I can see it in their smiles. It's very recharging. That really makes my engine want to run. But I know I can't it's very sad. The engine's running but the chassis is not around...

1st Parade went well. 17 Boys came and had fun. I hoped the gals also had fun and will invite more to come. Our target is still 30. We will be praying hard for the next 13 Boys to come. 1 Person bring one 1 fren will be good enough. 2 person in the same class jio 1 fren will be also good. Put BB your 1st Choice!

I can slp well tonight. I really and finally can. Theses words cannot express how much I feel. I just really really can.

I wanna watch Cloverfield. Anyone?

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

I changed History

We're still under colonial rule... The japs came in trying to invade us!

It was raining and there was a thunderstorm outside... Out of nowhere I pulled out an M16. Ammo was limited and we off all the lights. Soldiers in the pass were pretty dumb. They'd just followed their commanders where ever they lead.

Trying to save ammo, I broke my gas pipe of the rifle. So it's now single shot no matter which mode I choose. No disadvantage though, the Japs were using mark 4 or mark 5s. I don't have to reload every 5 or 6 rounds.

Weird thing was everyone was there. Except the NS ppl. I was the only one trained to use it. Sher, dressed in her cheongsum was spying at the windows for yellow patches. Theses were troops of the Japs. Von and sham was gathering the rest of the gang hushing them as the siren hailed. Foots steps marching pass our building. Sham's dad was there. Directing and telling everyone what to do.

My job was naturally simple. Hit and run. Somehow M16s in the pass have an incredibly inaccurate range. 3 headshots can miss like crazy. General "Sham" tried negotiating with the Japs' commander, a distraction while I take my aim. Somehow my shots were all silenced as if coming out from a silencer.

At least I get to take out 2 of the most important personnel. The troops were all confused and were scattered everywhere. Beng led everyone to run for safety. I was left stranded in the building. General Sham was held back by 2 huge sumos which I frantically tried to shoot at...

The Brits arrived. Japs were overthrown. The gang migrated to hong kong and I was left in Sg. Both still under colonial ruling.

What a dream. hahas.

Saw Connie Talbot and Briaca Ryan from BGT & AGT. Our xiao yuan Superstar became a super sub-standard comedy compared to them. Amazed is the word...

Alvin and the Chipmunks were pretty ok. Nothing much fantastic. I prefered Enchanted. LOL

As usual

Some ppl are just too stubborn... They won't change and they keep thinking they're right. Well then fine... Your life anyways.

Got called back to work earlier... as usual... I think I should start making myself dispensible. Word's out, I should be going to Hawaii october. either a 15 mths or 8 mths. Frigates here I come!

No more hong kong cny. it's shang hai happy bdae! gonna spend my 1st overseas bdae in someplace I nv even thought of going. Good thing this time I have my VISA so I can bring gifts back to all *hint hint* =x

It's raining outside now... Nice weather to slp... yawnz.z.z.zzz

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Bleeding by the nose...

I'm bleeding!!! Oh no.... It doesn't hurt... But it's irritationg... A pimple burst just at my nostril and it's almost spraying blood all over, YES SPRAYING... Irritating... Really looks like nose bleed.

Anyways, got my Samsung F200 today! YAY!. Something like this should have been released 120941408 million years ago. Saw this really cool iPod nano cover, comes with free screen protector too. Very cheap and it's super nice.

It's such a long time working night. But this week's gonna be heavy. I just hope I don't have to get called back during the day.

See looks at me, she got me thinking about her constantly but she don't know how I feel...

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Beneath that facade...

Am not happy... Never was...

I don't know why. Been very emo these days. Got alot of things on my mind. Feels like I'm gonna blow soon.

Work's been hell... I love my work, I hate who I work for. Irony. If there's ever a such thing as crime to be over passionate for work, please lock me in.

I got a letter for you, it speaks of great importance. I don't know or rather don't dare to pass it to you. I fear. Just fear. I got a letter for you with your name on it. Please read it... I don't dare to let you have it. But it's what I want to tell you... It's all in there... I've got a letter for you...

Emo aside... Hanging out with the gang's been super hilarious recently. The contagious laughter is comparable to Lemon's meal times. Guess we're gonna have a new line to use next time - nobody cares about my feelings!

Laughter aside... Been learning how to contain my anger... Sometimes some ppl just can't get stuff into their heads or just being plain petty/stingy/selfish. Pardon me if I ever raise my voice, I'm going thru alot in my brain, heart and soul.

Recruitment's nearing. I'm also tasked to do 1st Parade. I've got concurrently 3 work projects going on. Oh God! HELP!!!

I see the wave coming... Just that I'm stucked to the ground... I can't turn around... Only wait for it to consume me............. ... ... ...

Thursday, January 03, 2008

New Year Eve!




1st Live Public Performance! My family's there to watch! So cool! =)

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Merry Christmas!


Pics from the Christmas celebration. Happy Birthday Jesus!

Updating...

Weeeee... It's such a long time. Guess it's time for an update!

Major events...

Christmas. Hmmm, didn't really looked forward to going. Just went for the sake of giving out the gifts and get some =P

This year I went in with a huge box. Exaggeratingly huge, but considering this might be the last Christmas in Singapore for this few years, it's worth it I guess. Gave em' all out. Din't get alot for myself, but it's ok. None on my wishlist but guess nobody can afford them =P

Got an Arsenal Captain's arm band! Woot! Go Gunners! Amongst the others were some other nitty gritty stuffs. Was kinda disappointed that there's pretty few practical stuff. Anywayz, moving on.

New year's eve was pretty cool. Had my 1st PUBLIC performance! OMG!!! Everyone was clapping and cheering! Hahaha. from 2 songs to 4 songs. To a birthday dedication! How fun is that?!?! After that went to escape with e gang. Thank GOD evolution wasn't working. Hahaz! I loved Invertor. The whole thing was just so fun.

Watch night was a huge struggle. My eyes were soooooo closing already. Movie after that. AVP 2 SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid stupid show. It's not very alien and not very predator at all... The stupid director... Just spoils the whole thing... To think that AVP was such an awesome hit. UGH!

Supper after movie... Oww... the prata man spilled hot curry onto my thigh... Eww... Too tired to even get angry... Just ate and kept quiet.

New year's day! Spent the whole day practically in 589A. Printed photos for Recruitment. Practiced a little for the musical segment. Very lost focused... At least got the photos done. Went to Cherie's place for dinner. Mind Cafe after that. Hailly Gailly, Blakus, Salat & Ugly ugly ugly. Hmm.. fun!

Recruitment's round the corner. It's very very scary and I hate to think of it... What if everything just screws up??? Ugh... Fingers crossed... Hoping for the best.

SQ's gonna fly tml. Gonna send him back again. I wonder.... Hmmm... hehe... better not =P

Monday, December 10, 2007

I guess it's over...

Still do not know wad happened... Perhaps really clueless same as tat someone...

Yesterday was quite a shocking experience. Den I realised that really guys and girls are SO different.

The exact same tone, exact same words can mean exact different meanings to different ppl. It's just so amazing and so overwhelming and so mind bending. I seriously didn't think of anything mean happening there.... Perhaps too insensitive or numb.

I din realise the girls were so fragile. Esp you girls who in my life been very strong and tough in my eyes. That was my 1st experience seeing you all like tat. Pretty scary actually.

It made me wonder and thank God most of the time I really just kept my mouth shut. Wonder what would the many things I would say wrongly... Unintentionally too...

Anyway I hate to see you pissed. I'm sorry to messed up your day... It's just that you can't leave me hanging there. It's so unfair and I know you know it. Nothing I've done was really wrong. Unless you tell me, I'll never know.... So this cooling off been somehow turning into a fading away. I guess sooner or later you'll be erasing me out of your memories...

Just want you to be happy... Even if it's forgetting... I guess it's over...

Friday, December 07, 2007

Man utd sux!

Did it had to end this way? I didn't saw anything wrong coming. Not even the slightest hint... What in the world happened? It's just so unfair. I don't even know what I did wrong.

The world is just so in a big mess. Why? Just why must this happen??? Is it really my fault? Have I done something so gravely that it has to be this way? What's wrong with you????? Can't you just say?

For once I thought this wouldn't hurt. Harmless. But I inflicted it upon myself...

Happy birthday Sher. Hope u'll enjoy your Rum & Raisin Cheesecake.

Xmas is coming. I'm nt happy at all... Even though I've got all the things I want. I still lost the dearest thing to me................................................................................. God, how do I salvage this trauma?

Man UTd Sux... ROAR!!!

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Guess I always screw things up...

Well, things won't always stay the same.... I guess I didn't treasured what I had, I didn't really made an effort to maintain the relationship.

Feels really kinda sad... All I can say that is I'll miss you...

On the otherhand, sometimes you have to lose certain things to realise that you've gained somethings... God has always been blessing me. I guess sometimes we just have to open our eyes and see what God really has in place for us.

Youth camp rocks, but I still screw things up. Really give thanks to God for the strengthened relationships. Though we had our misunderstandings but really, what cannot kill us will build us.

Sad to say, sometimes the ppl we know for so long aren't really who we know. I am really confused... On one hand you said I'm a friend you're so glad to have, on the other you act like you don't know me or hate me like some enemy... I wonder....

Event + Response = Outcome.

I'm not going to let my response affect my outcome. This is one of the most beneficial camp to me. Pastor Steven was really inspirational.

Thank God for Marcus and the other girls and boys who accepted Christ. Really wonderful. God really has His plans... All the way til the last day, really amazed that he said yes during devotion!

This year's YC may not have wonderful games, might not been super enjoyable, the campers might not really experience a very very touching message or had the best overall experience. But I guess God really had everything in control.

Gonna miss you...

Monday, November 26, 2007

Thank you bro =)

Surprise surprise, I gotta cancel out one of my wishlist!

My brother bought me an Apple iPod nano video!!!!! YAY!!! Soooo happy, thank you bro =)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

1 mth to Christmas!

Let's see... All i want for Christmas is...

New car
Digi cam
Drum set OR Drum pads
PSP Slim
The Simpsons adventure xbox 360 game
Medalist SG Open's Dart case

Think that's all? hmm..
how abt..

More time for myself
More time for God & ministries
Time for family
Time for friends
1 mth holiday...

maybe a little of

love
harvests during YC.
wonderful time during Christmas.

My schedule seems bad =( working on xmas eve it seems... haiz. hopefully it's morning shift.

Friday, November 16, 2007

A big thank you to all!

Thanks for all of your prayers and support!

Thank God for His mercy and grace, His wisdom and plans. How wonderful His love is.

Phew. Close shave. I bearly made it pass the passing mark. Really thankful that I've made the mark and get off to a new start. From now onwards it's free cruisin and hard workin all the way!

Sorry guys that I can't make it on the 24th and 25th for Worship rehearsals. But it really a super tough choice for me to make.

It was soooooo soooo sooo soo so tough for me to make it into the Singapore Open, further more to at least realise one of my dreams. 24th and 25th, both of whole days ARE the Singapore Open. I really really want to go thru the worship rehearsals but i've come too far to drop the games. Really... Just this time. =P

Countdown to X'mas! in just abt a mth! Better get my wishlist ready =p

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Happy but fearful...

Tomorrow's D-Day for me.
I've yet to capture everything I need to know but hopefully by end of today it'll be done and I'll be prepared for the dreaded AWT...
Seems weird when all my life, exams weren't problems to me & when studying doesn't seems tough at all during school days. Guess this job is really the real deal.
So real.... The world is really out there waiting for us to take charge over - just like what God told Adam to do.
As long as you set your heart to it, it WILL be done.

Bought a new laptop! Thank God. It'll be an early Christmas present for myself! lolx. The webcam and fingerprint thingys are so fun. And at less than 2kg it's sure is super light. Super cheap, super small, super fast and wonderful. Perhaps the only thing I hate about it is Windows Vista =( no choice, rather than getting an Apple =P

Goin to work. lalalala

Friday, November 02, 2007

Malaysia Visit


DC071029053, originally uploaded by leoccl.

Went to JB for a reward outing. Went to a dragon fruit farm, batik shop. Pewter factory. Went to the old Eden (Zon) to shop. Nth much there actually. Now I know how to go to Angsana shopping center! Hehehe. Had wonderful lunch and dinner. Just wished that there were ppl I am closer with there... How I miss those outings with you peeps...

Happy Birthday Suki!


DC071027007, originally uploaded by leoccl.

27th We went to Minds Cafe to celebrate Suki's bdae!

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