Lao Zha Bor

Saw tis on Winson's blog today... I wanna laugh but it just can't come out... Hah..

Happy Birthday Ms Joyann!

Yeap, celebrated her Highness' birthday last night.

The point really is we can't plan a good surprise... haha.

Sakura's getting lousier each time I go eat. Maybe bcoz their menu nv change. Anyway, hope our princess enjoyed the day =)

The P5 girls were really rowdy... So unlike their Officer. How embarassing...

After that, it was a long awaited kara session. Well, guess it's nt e same wit diff ppl... Diff genre... Anyways we had fun wit our songs we chosed, esp those embarassing ones! lolx. Suppse to stay within the 4 walls. haha.

Yeap, had fun!

i miss you miss you miss you... miss you like crazy...

ms, pls know wad u're doin ok?

What a day!

Thank God for today!

Lovely and early. Woke up automatically around 8am.

Cleared my walldrobe and did some house keeping =) Long dued. lolx...

Headed to IMM to get the stuff for BBQ, I really miss my car... ='( Got lots and lots of stuff... ppl stared at me think I must be stocking up for winter. whahaha.

Bought Epic movie... The trailer at Laserflair cracked me up! Gonna watch it later. Seems fun.

Collect the otah and satay, drop by to visit my car... Oww... my heart aches... alot. a whole lot. Gotta change the whole engine... =( It wouldn't be the same anymore... Let's just hope it'll be better...

Headed to mr alan's mum's place. Got the bee hoon and headed straight down to White Sands... Bought some fish balls... Thank God there's a pasar malam there!!! If not there'll be no styrlform box to put ice and drinks.

Saw ponies and horses!!! Sooooooooooo cute. Ok, this time it's cuter den xiao bai & xiao hei. I wanna bring one home! Von says that they'll die if I bring them home =( I wanna get one to rear! Feed dem and ride them! so cool =)

I had a hard time transporting the BBQ items alone... I really felt helpless at that point. I only can look up and ask God to help me... All of you were in Ubin and nobody could help... At the end I really felt unappreciated. Nobody realised how difficult it was to buy the pits, food, transport them... Felt really taken for granted... But realised too that all of you were pretty much caught up in the camp and tired. wells.... Do it for God and do it well!

hmmm...

think u gotta speak up, tell them how you feel. u gotta be firm and understand what's ur priority girl! don't feel tat everything has to be you. if you can do it why others can't???

guess you really felt a little regret eh? well, at least we're toking again... i... just... haiz.. think u better be content...

hey... days without u seems to go pass so slowly... really miss you... u have no idea...

Wad a "suay" day...

14th june 2007
I woke up late... Was worrying into the night abt the delivery of what seemed so important...

Guess God forbids it.

My car broke down... I can't drive it. Thank God though that I was allowed to drive my dad's car.


Late for work, thirsty, rushing here and there... Drank alot of water. When for IPPT just to try for Silver. Didn't matter if I didn't get it but just aim for silver.

Guess what? The route was really cooling and easy to run. Instead of rounds just run straight, get a card and come back. I was really confident. It looked short and fairly easy. Guess where's the place? Just along Woodlands Ave 12... The place where I used to jog...

1600m into the course, too much water and the pain kicks in... I saw the pilot standing there and he was out of range... Everyone's complaining that he stood too far from the actual point. Ugh... demoralized I just walked to the finish line... My disappointing timing was 13:19...

Got back to flight, my dad's car was almost wheel-clamped. nobody knew whose car was it and it was a security risk. Opened my locker and found out my undies were in MY car... By the time now shld be in the garage...

At least you recieved it... But it seemed like it didn't mattered to u.. hmmm...

Stomach pain throughout the day... in and out of toilet... they tot i'm slacking... sadded...
Went back to garage to check things out... Everything's good. But still can't find the problem... Until today...

The oil filter was clogged...

"In most cars, oil is sucked out of the oil pan by the oil pump, run through the oil filter to remove any grit, and then squirted under high pressure onto bearings and the cylinder walls." http://howstuffworks.com/

The pistons, cylinders walls and bearings were not lubricated and they were damn hot due to friction...

Hot metal are soft... Just like warm butter... Agains the constant rubbing and corroding, the engine finally gave way... Sob... To see my car being towed away... You can say I was close to tears... It felt as if someone in my family had an heart attack...

Sadded... Really sadded... I won't be able to be with xiao hei and xiao bai for a few days, maybe weeks... =( Gonna be prepared to pay for a "new" old engine... That's gotta be expensive... =(

Monokuro Boo!

lalalala.

They are the cutest! And yes shermaine, pls dun laugh at me abt this. =P
Love their motto. Simple is best! =D

I wanna be with you...

I try but I can't seem to get myself To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth I taste the truth

We know what I came here for So I won`t ask for more
I wanna be with you If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight

I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I`ll hold you tonight Like I would if you were mine To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is Just to be like this

Oh baby I can`t fight this feeling anymore It drives me crazy when I try to So call my name Take my hand Make my wish Baby, your command?

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Some randomness here...
Regarding my favourite piggies, here's what they have to say:
"Shermaine! Control yourself!!!"

whahhahahahaa...

Shrek ears are funniee...

I'll nv volunteer to go with Jadyn to that dazzle place again... owww...

Hey! I wanna be with you =)

OT = Own Time?

Wow... have been doing OT for the pass week.

Finally when I thought I could take a break, I took a nose dive and exhausted myself.

Well, actually for a good cause. It's been sooooooooo long overdued that we had BBQ. I'm glad we had it. Especially together with SQ.

It was fun to talk about the pass, have a little walk down memery lane. Funny how things we've done in the pass would seem so silly yet we stood so strong for it. Was reminded what kind of life I led in the pass when Sher mentioned that I was fighting in school... Thank God! Thing's so different now... Really missed those days.

Got new specs, love em. Really light and comfortable.

Got new phone. Really really love it! GPS, WiFi, Bluetooth and wadever not. Really sweet =) Check it out!

http://www.eten.com.sg/main/showsection.asp?SectionID=74&ParentID=73

At Worlds' End

Finally went to watch the show. It's really a great ending which tells about another beginning. I wonder if there'll be another "Kelipso" or that Will Turner would've become another Davy Jones? Interesting yea?

Loved the action and the twists. Although it does sum up Dead Man's Chest, it's a new story by itself. The last few scenes of the show reminded me of Black Pearl, really amusing.

"Take everything the world has to offer, and never give anything back..." Aye!

1st day @ SBAB

Driving into the base was so intimidating... I ended up driving against traffic and got my name recorded by the RP... What a bummer for the 1st day...

Anyways, we're now in our OJT period. Guess for another 5 mths... Just zapped the notes for my AWT - another killer test. Supposedly that there are a few guys taking their 6th (SIXTH) attepmt this month!!! Quite scary, saw that it's actually chunks and chunks of information + diagrams...

Think I'll leave that to like 4 mths later? haha.

The base is really huge... I mean really... Can you imagine? I can't tell you exactly but a rough gauge. My house to beng's house, to shermaine's house, to mr. alan's place, to jon's place is just the radius of the base...

Anyways, at least I get to drive my car in the base. Not like AFS gotta park so far outside. Hee. The guys at CTAB had to stay in. Sad man... Regulars staying in... Really crap. Thank God I'm not with them =)

Updatingz...

Okie, finally here to update my blog. It's been quite sometime. Well... Been busy.

1st up was busy with my studies at AETI, really really brain-drained.

I didn't get to slp for 2 days just bcoz I had to study all of the topics taught to me for the past 6 mths. It was worth it! I scored 88/100! yea! Thank God for the good results =)

Started to become busy with BB and with e GJ gang =) The "afterwork" life is starting to kick in, I think it'll take some getting used to.

Went to Marina South for kite flying =) Fun

Also went to Marina Pier for dinner at The Riverboat. Spent the day earlier at Ikea for lunch, walked round Ikea, went to Esplanade for Ice Cream @ Haagan Das. Walked City Link. Got the Ghosbuster shirt at HMV.

Now I'm posted to SBAB... Not what I wanted... But I think I can learn from there... Hope so... At least it's very near my house, church and ministry. Maybe it's God's plan. Gonna report to work soon. Hope it's a good environment. =)

The week

Time after block leave is soooooooo stressful.

Next week's the doomsday for all of us at AETI/AGE... Thurs we're gonna take our final exam which will decide whether we'll go to base or being kicked out of RSAF's regular service.

4 days to study 11 books. Each about 1 to 3 inches thick. You gotta be mad to be able to score 100 for this... Which the last batch had... He's now serving in a super underground section where non of us probably can go...

The tension, stress and fatigue... It just mounts. But I feel to see others like this is even more unbearable. I rather take it myself and not let others be in that position...

The stress of multi-tasking and piles of workload... I don't know... Seeing the ppl around me, I just feel more burdened. Just feel like helping to relieve all of ur workload but then again I'm in shit myself...

At least there's some things that made me felt good. My beloved car!!! Woot. I just love it. No problems for me so far =) Just perhaps that when it's not available for use I'll feel sad. Dunno why, I think I got too used to it =x It's a bad thing I know.. hehe.

Sent it for seats upgrade. Now the interior are BEAUTIFUL! Love it! But I had to sacrifice 2 days of cramming with smelly ppl in the hot and slow bus 90... Felt really demoralised, got car cannot drive. hehe. but nvm, the wait was worthwhile =)

Time to de-stress... Gotta do some shopping, proabably Vivo, I think maybe can go Cheesecake restaurant to slack. If they'd offer single seat tables, I'll be there everyday! Maybe I shld open a cafe just like tat? Hehe... Dream =)

oook.. gotta go slp, if nt I'll miss service again like last week =p

Day of rest =)

After 2 days of block leave has passed, I finally found some time to do my own things! =D

Was forced to wake up today coz I had to got to TTSH for my eyes checkup. All seems fine, still got 1 last follow up to go thru NEXT YEAR!

Kwo followed me today =) After check up we bought instant sandwiches from the vending machine. I think that machine spoiled coz the sandwiches were scalding hot on the outside but it was rather cool in the middle... Nvm...

Walked thru Sq2, Novena Square and Velocity. Nth much, too early ba. Got some stuff for my car at Home Fix.

Had buddy meal for lunch. After that headed down to Vivo wanted to catch 28 weeks later. Guess what... When we reached the cinema, it was packed full of kids. As in teens. I guess now's exam period, plus it's friday, last day of exams. So we didn't wanted to queue...

Walked ard.. Saw some fun stuff. Went arcade, ate Superdog. Nth special really... I wanted to buy the 2 pigs! 1 black and 1 white. They're so cute!!! Must get! Whaha. Went to Pet Safari, I felt tat the dogs kept in there like tat are not good...

They seemed very lifeless and bored. Though I saw one golden retriever biting its own tail and playing wit itself =D cute man! Saw some gigantic rabbits. Super cute hamsters, I loved the Yellow Puddings, they look like newly born ones. So active in the day too =)

Shopped ard. Legs were tired, started to yawn lots. Hehe, time to go home.

Later on will be BB retreat, dunno what I'll be involved in this time. I also dunno wad I wanna do. I hope God gives me a direction =s No car tml, dad gonna send it to Paya Ubi to change the seats for me =) Yay! hehehe.

okie, signing off!

What a week =)

The week has just started... Hmm, for me larhs. Hehehe. It's my block leave and it's great!

Last night went to Brewerks with my colleagues. The food was fabulous!
I had Pan-fried Seabass. It came with the world's greatest tasting mashed potatoes... Maybe just maybe could've tied with Tony Roma's.

JN's King Drew Burger was amazingly huge. Even at his appetite he couldn't even finish half of it. It's bigger than those from Carl's Jr.

The beer is great. Smooth and rich. For those who can drink and love the taste, Pilsner is wonderful. Those light casual drinkers can go for Golden Ale which really is how beer should be. =)

Prices are justified but still can go lower.

Anyways, gonna go for eye checkup tml. Early in the morning. Supposedly on the 17th dunno why changed to tml. Thank God for His timing if not I'd gotta take unnessesary off from work. Really amazed because this appointment is given a whole year ago! Yea, this proves that His plans are perfect =)

Update

Hmm... been busy to blog lately... Had been going out lots of time.

Let's start with today!
Today's kinda free and easy. Course is over already, all of us now waiting for final exam, our doomsday is on the 25th this month and I think if we don't study we're gonna flunk real badly.

Sent the car for servicing today after a very bad encounter yesterday... Got the car back and it was wonderful! Left with 2 minor things before I can say the car is complete =)

Went to Ikea for dinner with Rubz, bought some stuff, checked out her comp. Yea, I wanna fix one for myself too =( but then again there's nth wrong with mine now. hehe.

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Yesterday...
Woke up kinda late, suprisingly traffic wasn't heavy. Reach sch pretty early. Still had time to chit chat... Really slacked in class.

After work, I was shocked that the central lock wasn't working! Gosh.... I thought my car died on me. Manually unlocked and tried to start the engine. It was den I realised that the battery was dead!!! Ugh...

Tried asking ST ppl if they have a pair of jumpstarters but they all just said no and left... Grrr... at least bother to ask what happened and offer some help lar... Air force personnel so scary meh?

Thank goodness there are friendly ppl in AFS, AE's sgt came over and actually called his dad to bring over a pair of jumpstart cable, started his Matrix and hooked over to my Corolla. Hehehe. Thank God! Battery charged up and rearing to go. What an exciting day. lolz

Reach home fix new hard disk and fresh install of my comp. Now there's lots of old data to transfer waiting for me to do. So sianz.....

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Tml's a big day for Ngiam and Fam... They really gotta pass their IPPT. Ngiam still have the rest of the year to earn his SGT, while Fam gotta keep his pay and rank before he post out. this is your 2nd last chance, make it like it's your only one pls...

Bad day...

Today was a really bad day...

To start off, I'm late for work... When I reach the mrt it was already 6:40am! Imagine how late I was!

Lot's of screw-ups during practical... Encik wasn't happy at all =(

Quarrelled with KH... He really should just watch himself. Can't bring personal problems and vent it on others. GRRR....

Ran 12 rounds instead of six... So tired. Still had to play basketball... UGH...

The only good thing I think was collecting my car. Finally a car of my own. EARNED with my both hands and hard work. Really thank God for this blessing.

Here's the beauty =p Mine's blue in color though red would look nice...

New Gig =)

Here's my new guitar with Hardcase! YAY! =D

I'm all ears...

Been going out early and coming home very late recently.

Tonnes of workload. Can't find time to enjoy by myself let alone with friends... I miss those days where I could just go out with my wallet/hp/keys and roam anywhere I wished to. So those were the days huh...

I just thank God that I have GJCC, that every Sunday we meet each other and at least there's SOMETHING to do. Maybe even just stay and help out with some ministry work.

Today I bought a new guitar! My gosh, it may not look terricfic but the sounds definitely great. It's so affordable too. I got a hardcase 2gether with it and all in all they cost only like ard $300.

Wonder if i'd have time to play on it. Maybe only for worship rehearsals and worship ba.
Same thing goes to my Xbox 360. I hardly have anytime to play. What a waste of money =(

Guess I've really gotta find time for myself, start hearing what my body needs...

Oh yea, I'm willing to listen yea?

Just a thought...

If 1 day, if you were to disappear from the face of this Earth... Who would be affected deeply?

I know not many people apart from my mum & dad will be affected.. Sad to say I think I won't be missed.

We're gonna get post out in a month's time & I think the 8 of us would really miss each other's company. There might be quarrels, disagreements or even cold wars but there's certainly great times and fun things that happened.

JN - Class I/C: Fun & jolly
OKH - our "por"- fessional: never fail to make us laugh
NL - Silly Guy: Smart but silly, go figure
NWM - Cassanova: desperate but really has his ways...
CHY - Typical Beng: moden ah beng who really knows it all.
GHK - Gamer King: any game, any game at all
SF - The hated one: dun ask me why... haha.

Of coz myself, the famous one, for the good & the bad things. The mistakes and the excellence. The ultimate extreme. Haha.

Guys, you are fantastic, really glad to be in a class with you all. Gotta meet up after we're posted out man. 53RD ST EA AGE Rocks!

Suddenly we're left alone again... And I'd start to think about you... I missed you... Really bad... But guess you won't care huh? Sucks to be me then... Too bad...If you were to be gone... I'd miss you... I really would...

How about you? Who would you think will miss you?

蘇打綠，小情歌

這是一首簡單的小情歌唱
著人們心腸的曲折 我想我很快樂
當有你的溫熱 腳邊的空氣轉了

這是一首簡單的小情歌唱
著我們心頭的白鴿 我想我很適合
當一個歌頌者 青春在風中飄著

你知道 就算大雨讓整座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱 受不了
看見你背影來到 寫下我 度秒如年難挨的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑逃不了 最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我 時間和琴聲交錯的城堡

Still skipping a beat...

Long time didn't blog.

Been really busy lately...
With projects EVERY night. New topics to learn every 2 to 3 days. Revision to go thru for tests.
I hardly got sleep for this 2 weeks.

The worst case was today. I had to present to the whole AETI wing... I really thank God that it's a familiar subject - LEADERSHIP. Really amazing that what seems so fundamental in BB can get my commanders to jaw-drop. I'm not a good presentor, just that you all expect too little from others =x Hee.

All this working late nights and little sleep really caused me lots of stress... I hate it when even on Sundays I'd be stressed as well...

When you're near me I feel so uptight... I feel the rush, the heat and the pressure mounts... My heart skips...

Went shopping yesterday and today, bougth some nothing-ness, total waste of money... =D
Finally got my LCD monitor. It's really wonderful.
Bought Worms Fort: Under Siege for like only less than $10, a game called Warrior Kings @ only $3.90. Gonna check it out soon.

Okie... finally got some rest and free time. How nice...